After being reincarnated as a bad woman, I became my enemy?

I'm afraid that the monster clan will focus on Li Tianshun's identity and want to assassinate him.

No, it should be fine.

Back then, I was the one who survived under Hang Yanling's hands, but now the biggest threat is being transported in the carriage, those few rotten fish and shrimps are not too much for Tianqing to deal with.

"Senior Sister, Senior Sister, what are you doing here?"

Little Bell excitedly grabbed "Yin Niang"'s hand: "Are you going to dance with us?"

"He's here to seek death."

"Yin Niang" smiled wearily, and stretched out her hand to rub Little Bell's head.

"Little girl, when you grow up, don't become a person like senior sister. Senior sister may die in a while, and then you can fulfill your dream of mourning me."

"Great!"

Good size.

Chapter 50 Trust

In Yin Niang's exclusive room, Xiao Xiaoling sat obediently, with her hands on her knees and her eyes closed.

Hang Yanling in front of her held a powder box and a small brush in his hand, and gently applied thin makeup on Xiao Xiaoling's face.

Xiao Xiaoling obviously cried all night yesterday, her eyes were red and swollen, and those watery eyes could make anyone who saw her feel worried without telling her her grievances in person.

Hang Yanling really didn't expect that one day she would feel distressed by this face, but after all, she raised this little Ling as half a daughter, half a younger sister, seeing this little girl wronged, but still resisting to say anything With such an expression, Hang Yanling wished to travel back to last night and give herself two more slaps.

After finally covering the crying marks on Xiao Xiaoling's face with powder, Hang Yanling breathed a sigh of relief, stood up and smiled awkwardly: "It's so beautiful, so beautiful, our sister is just beautiful."

"give me."

Xiao Xiaoling opened her eyes, and reached out to pass the rouge box in Hang Yanling's hand.

"Ah, here..."

The bust test was finally passed by the little ancestor. Hang Yanling dared to disobey her old man's wishes, and quickly offered the rouge box to the little ancestor with a playful smile.

"Sit here, it's my turn to make up for you."

"Go, go, go."

Hang Yanling sat obediently by the side, leaning her neck up, letting Xiao Xiaoling's little hands lightly tap her face with whitewash.

After closing the eyes, there was darkness, and there was an itching feeling on the face.

Being able to clearly feel the breathing of the girl opposite is quite new to Hang Yanling.

"Are you busy with important things recently?"

"Ok?"

"Sorry, I lost my temper with you yesterday."

Xiao Xiaoling's apology made Hang Yanling a little surprised, because the makeup hadn't stopped yet, she didn't open her eyes, but she still asked a little surprised: "Why do you say that? I said the wrong thing first."

"I know, but—you should have lost your temper with me."

Xiao Xiaoling exhaled lightly.

"Because for the current situation, Third Senior Sister is probably more useful than me, but I didn't bring her along, but instead let her go."

"Ok?"

"She is the mad dog who chased you down in the previous life. Although the power in this life is not enough, if you have any plan, you will give her priority to help you execute it—and to you, I am just a person who needs to be protected." , just a little sister who popped out suddenly."

"I didn't—"

"Okay, listen to me quietly, okay?"

"..."

Hang Yanling sensed something was wrong, and after crying all night, Xiao Xiaoling's voice was still a little hoarse, which made people very disturbed.

But just as Hang Yanling was about to open his eyes, Xiao Xiaoling reached out and tapped his forehead.

"Don't move, don't make a sound, listen to me."

Xiao Xiaoling told Hang Yanling in detail how she was taken away by Hua Yingying since they parted, what she had seen and heard in Bark Village, and how the third senior sister decided to leave with Hei Hua.

Since the separation, Xiao Xiaoling has not been involved in anything, no matter whether it is doing something brave at the Bark Village Inn, or asking Hei Hua to track down Hang Yanling's whereabouts, even Hei Hua has located Hang Yanling's location, Xiao Xiaoling has never said anything If so, what decisions were made.

She has been there as a bystander, watching everything.

She knew that her other self must be very concerned about the safety of other people, and she must also really want to know what happened after the separation.

She needs to bring these original information to Hang Yanling.

This is what Xiao Xiaoling thinks she should do.

It's just that something went wrong.

Finally, when Zhou Qingying decided to leave with Hei Hua, Xiao Xiaoling did not stop her.

Originally, according to Xiao Xiaoling's plan...or in other words, it was Xiao Xiaoling's mission that she thought she should do, which was to bring Zhou Qingying back to Hang Yanling intact.

"But... At that time, I thought... If you were here, what would you do... Would you let her go? Would you let her do it, or consider her safety, and let her come back obediently. I I knew that if I moved you out to dissuade Zhou Qingying, she would definitely follow me obediently, but——I didn't do that."

Xiao Xiaoling's voice was flat.

"You, do you think my judgment is wrong? If it's you... would you really let her go?"

Hang Yanling was stunned for a moment when he heard Xiao Xiaoling's words.

After pondering for a long time, she still opened her eyes and looked up at the confused child.

Most of her life has been taken away by herself, but now she still wholeheartedly wants to imitate the way of thinking of "Hang Yanling".

Regarding this attitude, Hang Yanling was silent for a while, then blinked: "Actually, if it were me, I wouldn't be able to say what to choose. But you know me very well, and the choice you made was right."

"..."

"I've always been a soft-tempered, ambiguous person. I'm worried that little senior sister is right, but I also know that once that mad dog makes up his mind, even if the sky falls, he won't be able to stop it. So... what matters is not what I think, It was you who made the choice at the time and let her go."

"I want the same as you."

Xiao Xiaoling grabbed Hang Yanling's arm awkwardly.

Hang Yanling smiled: "Because we have been separated for so long for the first time, you are confused and don't know what to do. This is normal - but you have to grow up, and I can't always be by your side."

"...I knew it, you would say that."

Xiao Xiaoling shook off the makeup brush, feeling a little unhappy.

But she did not deny Hang Yanling's words. Although she was eager to return to Hang Yanling and reintegrate with her, the separation of these few days forced Xiao Xiaoling to think about what she should do when Hang Yanling was not around.

It is to deal with the problem completely according to Hang Yanling's thinking mode.

Or do you try your best to help Hang Yanling do the best?

Xiao Xiaoling chose the former in Zhou Qingying's matter, and let Zhou Qingying leave.

and so……

"If something happened to Zhou Qingying and she died in Dongzhou, would you hate me?"

This is what Xiao Xiaoling is most worried about.

She looked at Hang Yanling.

asked cautiously.

"No, that's her own choice. If you are angry with you, it is to vent your anger."

Hang Yanling smiled indifferently: "I was the first one to ask where my senior sister went when I came back, which made you think too much?"

"No, it's just that I can't get around this problem. If you were me...you wouldn't be so entangled...are we different after all...?"

Xiao Xiaoling got the answer, but she still looked unhappy.

This is a little entanglement that belongs to her, and it is a mental journey that Hang Yanling can't understand.

"There is no need to force you to think like me. Although you know my past and present, your consciousness has only been born more than ten years ago. You are still a child—well... Although you may not disagree Be happy, but I don't want you to be exactly like me."

Hang Yanling stood up, reached out and rubbed Xiao Xiaoling's head.

"Since you have read my memory, you should know that I am actually a very failed person. If you are really like me, wouldn't it be miserable?"

"But during the years when you were sleeping, I messed up everything. In Lianhua Palace, everyone hated me."

"No one can socialize as soon as they come up, not to mention that I account for most of your life. You lose a lot of opportunities to meet people and learn. This is my fault."

"I don't want your apology, I'm so annoying——Sure enough, it's better for us to be one again, I'm not used to your leaving."

Xiao Xiaoling put her arms around Hang Yanling's waist, and reluctantly leaned on Hang Yanling's body, so that the heartbeat of the two could be felt by each other.

"Okay, sister, actually, if you think about it carefully, you will feel uncomfortable with many of my behaviors—you see, you don't want me to explain to you now, and I thought it was wrong for me to always want to fight myself. There are indeed many differences in my point of view... This cannot be forced, you are you, and you will never be able to become me."

Originally, Hang Yanling didn't want Xiao Xiaoling to say this too early, and she didn't know whether she should speak against her will when the little girl was confused.

However, I never had the chance to say these words to Yu'er in my previous life.

As a child brought up since childhood, as a master, I have never taught Yu'er well.

It was her own numbness that led Yu'er to take an extreme path. In this life, Hang Yanling does not want to repeat the same wrong path.

Even parents who say the wrong thing are far better than parents who let their children go.

"Dongzhou is much more dangerous than I thought. I actually regret bringing you and others. I am no longer alone like in my previous life. This makes me very uncomfortable."

Hang Yanling rarely confides his heart to the child in front of him who knows all his memories.

She slowly opened her arms, and the wooden floor began to shake, glowing with branches.

The cracks in the doors of the rooms are filled with slender shoots, and the windows are entwined with vines.

This small space was completely blocked.

Hang Yanling sat in the room sealed by himself, and raised his hands: "Look, if I completely follow my ideas, I hope to imprison you in this eternally safe cage, so that you will be absolutely safe, so that To make up for what I owe you. Then I will do what I want to do alone, and I can sacrifice myself at the right time like I did before-you have read the memory of my previous life, and I am such a person ,right?"

Xiao Xiaoling looked at the room where branches and leaves were gradually growing, and nodded: "I know..."

"Do you agree with me doing this?"

"No, you have to take me with you."

"Look, this is the difference between you and me."

Hang Yanling put down his hands and looked at Xiao Xiaoling's face.

"I am constantly summing up lessons from the failures of my previous life to make up for regrets, but you are groping for who I am from the past in my previous life, and want to be that kind of me-I don't want this, I don't want this world One more mistake."

"..."

"Of course, it's too early to tell you this, um... Then, let's start from a more realistic point of view."

Hang Yanling hugged Xiao Xiaoling, let her sit on his lap, and told Xiao Xiaoling what happened to him recently.

From being kidnapped by Chenlu, to fleeing with Ayan, meeting Lai Laizi, returning to the palace, becoming the disciple of the three princesses, and deciding to save the three princesses.

She told Xiao Xiaoling about the past of the third princess, and also told Xiao Xiaoling of her plans.

"I want to save that crazy woman, but it's hard to do it with my actions alone. I want your help."

Xiao Xiaoling slowly raised her head and looked at Hang Yanling's face.

"Let me help?"

"Yes, there are very limited things that one person can do. I have already realized this when I was in the Fu family. Now I really can't think of a way to save people, but also protect you and Xiao Gangyi here. , this is too difficult-so, I want you to help me take care of yourself and protect that little girl who loves to cry."

"Then... what do you want me to do?"

"Yeah, how to do it?"

Hang Yanling asked back.

She smiled and stretched out her hand to rub Xiao Xiaoling's head: "Didn't I say I want your help? How to take care of you two sisters is up to you as a senior sister to decide."

"I might screw things up."

"It doesn't matter, where is there a child who grows up without making mistakes?"

"...Why? As long as you give the order, I will definitely recruit."

Xiao Xiaoling didn't like to make decisions by herself, so she tried to grab Hang Yanling's sleeve and ask her to give more specific instructions.