You and me under the world tree

But no matter what happens, one thing is certain.

That means you have already made up your mind.

Maybe it was forced, maybe it was proactive.

However, since the moment I made up my mind to do something with my memory, I should have the awareness to say goodbye to the past.

And, maybe you have to throw away everything you hold dear.

"what……"

However, although there is such an expectation, how can it be reconciled?

Even, there is still that kind of lingering pain echoing in the bottom of my heart.

But so what?

He did all these things.

The sage in the world stood in the corridor, and then the door of the study in front of him suddenly opened.

"crunch"

What appeared was the pale figure.

Her appearance seemed to crush all illusions, Huo De only felt that everything he saw in his eyes became real.

"You, come in."

she said.

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Chapter 53: Stupid

memory.

It's positive, but at the same time it's not without its negatives.

People will subconsciously beautify their memories and put reasonable labels on all their actions.

Because only in this way, they will feel decent in their hearts.

On the other hand, it may be because of longing and various other reasons. When the impression of individuals and things in the mind can no longer be 'refreshed', those people and things will continue to be lost. be beautified.

In the end, those memories will become a corner of the heart that will always be occupied.

Even invisibly, other things will be compared.

Not because of anything else, because those people or things in memory have already 'disappeared'.

Or, for some reason, some people exist, but for various reasons, they have no way to go back to those times anyway.

Coupled with occasional nostalgia, those people or things continue to become 'beautiful'.

This kind of beauty is actually illusory, but there are too many people who have no way to break free from this illusory.

Maybe it's because of the suffering in reality, maybe it's because of inner remorse.

In short, the deeper the impression and emotion of the past, the more terrifying this illusion.

For Hodder, those game experiences that have been modified into the so-called "game plot" in his mind symbolize the past life.

Perhaps most of the details have been cut and stitched, disjointed or even lost.

However, when recalling it, the unreal wonderful feeling is the same.

In the end, apart from what happened to the Siegmund family, he never had no hatred for Slude in his heart.

It wasn't because of his position that he even hated the Valkyrie he had met, but hated her in a real sense.

Also hated the self who believed in her.

Because she had promised, she had said that the Valkyries would assist the newborn Volsungers.

And he himself believed it.

He even believed that the Valkyrie, including Slude, would definitely help the Volsung family when they were in danger.

Then, nothing.

Because the prince was too outstanding, the boy who never spent his youth passed away directly.

The natural berserker who claimed to have the strongest physique was directly knocked down by a glass of poisonous wine, and his soul was taken away.

If he could still comfort himself with stupid words like eternal life in God's Domain, what about later?

When other kingdoms, or even a family, encountered the vanguard of the Netherlands, the Valkyries always appeared to prevent further killings.

But when Huo De was convinced that the kingdom should stop and reorganize the kingdom's internal military affairs, he wanted to start a war again.

Then, when the Netherlands finally ushered in its own enemies and secret attacks and had to ask for help, what it got was the ending of watching with cold eyes.

Because of the pain, I will definitely miss the beauty of the past even more.

But for Hodder, this will be more painful.

If he is alone, then the spirit is bound to be tortured.

I used to be happy, but now I doubt why I am happy and whether it is really all.

I used to hate and despair, but now I also wonder why I am desperate and whether there is something missing.

In theory, it's best not to think about it.

However, the doubts about memory deep in his heart guided him back to the original train of thought.

To be honest, this feeling is terrible.

As for the reality, most of the time is under the pressure of having to concentrate, and it is really difficult for people to have any recreational interests-if he is really alone.

But luckily, he's not alone.

The current king of the Netherlands, Siegfried, is Siegmund's posthumous son. He not only regained his father's throne and successfully restored the country, but also participated in his revenge plan.

And the triumphant king of Goth was standing in front of his eyes.

"What are you still standing there for?"

When Hodder was watching her, Dietrich couldn't help but feel uncomfortable.

At this moment, she did not continue to wear armor, but a simple but luxurious robe.

It was obviously prepared for the upcoming banquet.

But now, instead of wearing the crown, she put her arms around her chest.

"Just standing at the door, do you want to be discovered?"

She said so.

And the words were filled with inexplicable anxiety.

However, this reason is too bad.

Everyone here knew that they were wizards, and Hodder himself was one of the best.

He could avoid those maids of hers and go straight into the study, so how could he be discovered by others?

However, Hodder did not mention this.

He would not tease this girl at this time.

So, he quickly went back to the study as she said.

However, the moment she closed the door and turned around, he directly reached out and hugged her in his arms.

"Eh?!"

This made Dietrich completely unexpected, so she couldn't help but froze in place.

"what are you doing……"

Although, she wanted to reprimand loudly.

But after being saved by Huo De, her voice gradually became smaller.

"you……"

In the end, she said nothing.

Without the gap between the armor, she felt as if she could feel something.

Heartbeat?

The touch of the skin?

None of this really matters.

What matters is that she can feel that emotional change.

It was as if the poor man who was about to drown grabbed the last lifebuoy.

Rarely, she suddenly wanted to thank the inhuman blood flowing in her body.

Because if it wasn't like this, she probably wouldn't be able to feel this very intuitively at all.

"what happened?"

Unknowingly, she also forgot the embarrassing thing before.

After resting her chin lightly on his shoulder, she asked in a low voice.

"Nothing, it just feels nice to have a tangible, real presence."

Hodder's voice was not loud, but Dietrich could hear it very clearly.

She was close at hand, but couldn't bear to close her red eyes.

She knew that the man in front of her had actually been troubled by memory.

At least this is especially true after realizing that there is a problem with his memory.

"calm down."

she said.

"Think about it carefully, if it were you, you would definitely leave behind and back up."

She didn't know this herself, but she felt that her guess should be correct.

"After all, it's impossible for you to trust 'other people' in those things. The only thing you can trust is your own memory, so you must back it up."

"I know."

Just hugging the girl like this, the sage rarely relaxed for a while.

He didn't actually doubt it.

If it was him, he must have left a memory backup, just like in 'reality'.

At this moment, he didn't think about anything, just reached out and stroked the soft long silver hair of the other party.

"Just before, I suddenly discovered something."

"Ok?"

"I seem to have proposed to you?"

"..."

"I'm sorry, because I always felt that I had nothing to do with this kind of thing, so I didn't observe the related things carefully, let alone inquire about anything."

"……Fool."

Chapter 54: It's all your fault!