You and me under the world tree

He knew that he had already figured out the answer, but he didn't speak.

Then, he remained silent on it.

The brain is completely blank.

Is it because my imagination has reached its limit, or is it my instinctive resentment and denial?

Howard felt like he couldn't figure it out.

After all, what kind of cruel era was it before the world was formed?

"Life came from him and will return to him in the end, even now."

Then, Hodder widened his eyes.

"The existence of the so-called physical body is not only a proof of survival. For most lives in this world, the existence of the physical body is also to ensure their independence."

"What if your souls are not in a place like Helheim, but exposed out of thin air...?"

"Isn't it obvious that it will disappear and return to the source of the world."

So, this is how Gullweger, who had nowhere to go, died.

For a moment, Hodder felt his heart tremble.

Utgarde just held his head like this, he seemed to be annoyed, and a sense of pain was surging.

And Huo De felt that he didn't need to ask any more, he found that he seemed to have guessed what the existence of Eggers meant.

"Even if you return to the source, it doesn't mean that her thoughts will disappear."

Closing his eyes and meditating, Huo De slowly expressed his guess in this way.

"Maybe it's the attachment to love, maybe it's the reluctance and pity for her husband and children, that 'consciousness' has never been broken down, it may be directly attached to something else, and after several turnovers, it finally became today's Iger Se."

Finally, Utgarde just looked up.

He just looked at Huoder like this, and that look even made him feel a threat from the level of life.

However, Hodder can actually understand the attitude he expressed.

After all, for some things to be said by him in this way, it is no less than tearing open a wound and then throwing salt on it.

But in the end, Utgarde endured it.

"You know the characteristics of giants quite well."

"In fact, let alone giants, as long as they live in this world, they are basically inseparable from any connection."

Having said that, Hodder looked up and looked around.

"Our current food and clothing are all related to this world."

If Gulweger's love and obsession have not dissipated, then it must be wandering, and finally entered the giant's body through various methods, and finally got rebirth through the frost giant's unique way of splitting life .

"She loves Loki."

Nor did Utgarde's name be mentioned, Hodder just said so.

And the giant's expression was even more complicated.

"It's just that, and Gullweger won't be coming back."

Howard was silent.

"There is no memory, nor is it the same soul and life. This is completely different from the usual concept of 'rebirth'. Eggers is just similar to Gullweger."

If I have to say it, it is just affected by the obsession of that existence, just like the mold that provides the basis for the pastry.

Hodder continued to remain silent like this, staring at the giant in front of him.

"Is this the reason why she doesn't want to let her touch these things?"

"Eggers is just a happy, carefree woman living in Jotunheim, you know what I mean?"

Chapter 120: Utgarde and Loki

Utgarde's attitude is already obvious.

Or in other words, this is actually an unshakable fact.

"She doesn't need to know the past, nor should she know that."

That's what Utgarde said.

He propped his elbows on the table while his hands clasped his head.

"If you are swayed by the remaining obsessions, or even controlled and covered, it is simply a tragedy."

Howard said.

He seemed to understand Utgarde's decent perception.

But then, he changed the subject.

"But I don't think you're the type to care about such things."

Utgarde just looked at him.

"You should have experienced many things, and you never respected life, killed at will, resurrected at will, just to make yourself happy."

Then Hodder paused for a moment.

"If you are like this, you shouldn't care about these things, and for you, the best situation should be that Guerweger is completely resurrected and returned."

Utgard didn't respond immediately.

Hodder could see that his hands holding his head subconsciously grabbed his hair.

Then the giant raised its head again.

His hair was disheveled, and in the dim office lit only by moonlight, Utgarde looked a little scary.

His face was not ferocious, but his eyes were dull.

Although he didn't look at Hodder now, he just stared at the food box in front of him.

Then, he laughed.

"Humph……"

At first, it was just a chuckle.

And Utgard subconsciously covered his mouth.

His thumb clasped his cheek tightly, but his index finger unconsciously climbed to the brow bone.

"Hum hum."

Before he knew it, he had covered his cheeks with his hands.

The laughter echoed like this.

It's supposed to be an act of joy, because you only laugh when you're really happy.

But in the office at this moment, Huo De didn't feel any joy, but only helplessness, because he could hear the lingering sadness from the lingering laughter.

"Hahahahaha!!"

There is even madness.

There are some things that Utgarde has been holding back for a long time.

It is impossible for him to speak to other people, nor is it possible for him to have any in-depth communication with other giants.

As the 'backhand' left by Loki, apart from communicating with the god of tricks regularly, he must keep an imperceptible distance from other people.

Get along with him?

It's not difficult, as long as you can live with his horrible banter and personality.

But it is impossible to talk to him, because he has his own responsibilities and obligations.

But in any case, Utgarde is a giant of flesh and blood after all.

He is not a robot, he has his own emotions, and there are memories of the past in his mind, as well as the emotions brought about by those memories.

Sadness, pain.

He has them all.

In the long years, these pains will not be smoothed over time, but will be deepened.

The wound will not heal, but will fester, and with the meeting with Agather again and again, the festering pain will become deeper and deeper, and even impact the spirit and will.

He needs to vent, and this kind of laughter sounds bleak, but to some extent it can also vent his inner emotions.

Finally, under Hodder's gaze, Utgarde's laughter stopped.

"call……"

Probably a little tired, he just took a deep breath.

Then, he raised his head and looked at the human again.

Utgarde had no tears, but his eyes were obviously red.

"Do you want me to give you some personal space?"

Before he could say anything, Huo De took the initiative to make this request.

"I'm not particularly anxious."

"no need."

The giant slowly closed his eyes.

"Who I am, no one knows better than I do."

For Utgard, although Hodder's straight-forward 'analysis' made him unhappy, it also broke his long-standing depression.

And after laughing out of control, he suddenly felt relieved like a heavy burden.

No, this should be regarded as self-defeating, right?

But it doesn't matter anymore, anyway, it has to be said.

"As you said, I... or Loki has never been a good person. If I can get her back, I will do anything."

The corners of his mouth were raised, and his expression looked extremely sinister.

But then, he shook his head again.

"But I know she won't come back."

For Utgarde, the words seemed to take all the energy out of him.

Hodder could clearly see that his shoulders were drooping.

His body had a tendency to lean back, as if he had put all his strength on the seat.

"No matter what I do, Gurveig will never appear again, even if I can copy the memory and instill it in her, even if I use some past life to deceive her, it is useless, her mind is completely blank .”

Then, his voice dropped like this.

"Eggers is Eggers, Gulweger is Gulweger, I know that, and..."

"And what?"

"And Gullweger wouldn't want to do that, she's gentle and kind."

The corner of his mouth lifted up.

At first it was heartfelt joy, but then it was a touch of sarcasm.

mockery of self.

"And you know what?"

"Ok?"

"I don't really have any qualifications."

This kind of self-defeating words can't help but make Hodder feel that something is wrong, and his eyelids can't help but twitch.

"Didn't you always want to know my identity? Actually, it's no big deal."