You and me under the world tree

"Correct."

"Then why aren't you Loki?"

Chapter 130: Face up to this feeling

How should the relationship between Utgarde and Loki be described?

Anyway, in Hodder's own opinion, it's actually quite strange.

Does Utgarde have Loki's memories?

Have.

And not only did he, he even felt it.

From the words he talked about, Hodder could easily see this.

Rocky will feel painful things, and he will feel pain.

What Loki hates, he hates.

Are Utgarde and Loki alike?

Very similar.

Whether it's preferences or behavior, these can actually be said to be exactly the same.

Although Hodder himself only met Loki once, in terms of his own senses, Loki and Utgarde are exactly the same.

And now, Utgard said that Loki and his status are equal, because he is the existence created by Loki's split half life.

However, looking at it from another angle, isn't this simply dividing one into two?

"You said you weren't Loki yourself."

Hodder said so.

"So, why do you deny that."

"It's very simple. Look at me now, am I the same as Loki?"

Under Utgard's words, Hodkai really looked at the giant again.

And the answer is obvious:

"Different."

Of course it can't be the same.

Utgarde may be unscrupulous in other aspects, and he can show his similar bad personality to Loki, but only his appearance must not be the same.

Of course, the faces are far from each other.

Rocky gives people more of a delicate, feminine, and neutral feeling-even if you look at it with human eyes.

The God of Trickster, dressed in black, looks like a reclusive wizard who doesn't communicate with others.

And if Loki doesn't do those shitty things and just stands there, he will only give people a gloomy and dangerous feeling.

However, his character is well known.

And when he's fully into action, the somber and scheming so-called 'jokes' are always uncomfortable.

But Utgarde is completely different.

Also as a frost giant, his body size has reached the average level of a normal giant, and his height of nearly four meters is oppressive at first glance.

Moreover, he himself has nothing to do with the word 'feminine' at all, because even if you look at the physique rather than the shape purely, his figure is extremely strong.

Even though he was wearing clothes now, the muscles in his arms were clearly visible.

And his face also reveals a resolute and masculine aura, it's just because of his usual actions that his temperament looks a bit... cheap.

Not exactly wretched, but Utgarde looked especially cheap.

In short, they are completely different.

"If you don't say it, no one will know that you are related, and no one will guess from the aspect of personality."

As for why you can't think from your personality, this is a typical blind spot in thinking.

While Utgarde came alive, Loki was still around.

Maybe he was once a black household, but with the passage of time, he has already left an indelible mark on Jotunheim.

However, as for whether the gods will really pay attention to his existence, it probably will.

After all, he is too similar to Loki, but there will be no deep doubts, because as a 'chess piece', or 'back hand', he is too obvious.

In the absence of suspicion and no evidence, Utgard's personality and behavior similar to Loki's has become a protective film.

Too conspicuous, so it's not—everyone who thinks they're smart thinks so.

"So do you understand, I'm not Loki, and the scenes in my mind don't belong to me."

Utgard made such a judgment just relying on the scenes shown in his memory.

Even, from his words, he felt a trace of disgust.

Because he has Loki's memory and has exactly the same feelings, but he is not Loki, but the 'backhand' left by the trick god.

"However, it is precisely because you have the same memory and feelings that you can fully understand him, know his reason and purpose better, and even fall in love with the same woman."

Gullweger.

From the moment Loki decided to share everything including memories and emotions, this woman also became a lingering shadow in Utgard's life.

"He also believes that you will definitely act according to his wishes."

Then Hodder paused for a moment.

"Maybe in Loki's eyes, you are him."

"But sadly I'm not."

The so-called consciousness is relatively independent, and the cognition of self also depends on the consciousness of the individual.

Perhaps the happiest thing for Utgarde is to admit the identity of 'Loki'.

And if he regards himself as Loki, then it will be much better in terms of mood and other things.

His mentality will not be so repressed and contradictory.

Some of his behaviors seem to have been etched into his bones. For example, after realizing Hela's existence, he would even subconsciously maintain his image.

But he tried his best to deny those relationships.

"Can't you get rid of those psychological constraints?"

Howard said helplessly.

"There is no bondage."

Utgard's answer is very simple, but whether it is true or not is another matter.

"Even I can see that Agather likes you very much, but your attitude is very awkward, and the specific reason..."

For a moment, Hodder's words stopped, and he just stared at the giant in front of him.

Utgarde, he clenched his fists tightly, and there was a trace of anger in his eyes.

This embarrassment, humiliation, is like being poked in a sore spot.

However, for Hodder, such emotions betrayed Utgarde's mentality.

"Originally, I was just guessing, but now, I have confirmed this."

Ultimately, that's all Hodder said.

The emotions displayed by Utgarde actually stem from his inferiority complex and fear.

It also stems from his cognition.

He knew Eggers' identity very well, and of course he understood the reason for her almost overflowing affection.

And it comes back to the origin: the love between Rocky and Guerweger.

Eggers inherited Gulweger's undiminished dedication and love, but Utgard just didn't think he was Loki.

When these two points collide, the relationship between the two parties becomes very awkward.

Especially under the premise that Utgard also obviously has a good impression of Eggers.

"Okay, I won't say it."

Howard just sighed.

However, out of a feeling of reciprocating Eggers' kindness and enthusiasm, and really wanting to make up for Hela, Huo De felt that it was necessary to remind him a few more words.

"It's just that I want you to understand this. Agather does have a crush on you, and she wants to be with you."

"So this kind of thing is not as simple as you think."

"So? How long do you want her to wait? Face up to her favor and love, okay?"

"..."

Utgarde fell silent again.

He just looked at Hodder, that look that made him rub his head.

"Okay, forget it, let's talk about something else, what about Hela?"

"..."

Chapter 130: She shouldn't be bound

Once Loki is mentioned, and things related to Eggers and Gullweger are mentioned, the existence of such a girl cannot be bypassed no matter what.

She is the youngest daughter of Gullveig and Loki.

Gulweger even only had time to see her after she was born before passing away. As for Loki's feelings for Hela, it was actually more complicated.

In a way, this child 'killed' Gulveig, and Gulveig would not have died without her.

However, she was his daughter after all.

This caused the former god of tricks to not know what attitude he should use to face his daughter, and even handed her over to a friend who was willing to help him.

Then, the bad news happened.

The two children he hid himself were directly dug out by the Asa Protoss, and the children he entrusted to his friends to hide were also not let go.

The friend was brutally killed, and the youngest daughter was thrown into the lifeless world of death.

Time passed, and his daughter managed to survive the death zone, but she also became a terrifying monster with no beauty at all.

Eventually, all those complicated emotions dissipated, and all Loki had in his heart was guilt.

And this guilt, Utgarde is naturally the same.

To some extent, his state of mind can be said to completely symbolize Loki's state of mind.

He has the madness of the god of tricks who has come to an end, and the guilt buried deep in his heart.

And for such a girl.

"How are you going to treat her?"

Howard asked again.

Regarding this, Utgard subconsciously opened his mouth to say something.

However, when the words reached his lips, he couldn't continue.

No, it should be said that he has nothing to say at this moment.

There was nothing in my head.

"Don't tell me you haven't thought about it at all."

Looking at Utgarde's seemingly bewildered expression, the corners of Hodder's mouth couldn't help but twitch.

He actually hoped that Utgard could give a quicker answer, after all, his attitude would also determine Hodder's next actions to some extent.