You and me under the world tree

After feeling the breath of death that makes the living resist, he realized one thing.

Although the current Hella is expressionless and seems extremely dazed.

But her emotional ups and downs are probably more violent than in the tavern in the morning.

If the morning was just a touch of hopeful touch, then now I am afraid it is the hopelessness of hope being completely destroyed and shattered.

And this pure negativity induces 'death'.

"Okay, it's okay."

Before Hodder could continue to say something, Dietrich's voice came from behind.

"In terms of vitality, she already belongs to the category of frost giants."

Then Hodder remembered.

He couldn't help but look back at Dietrich, then spoke slowly:

"Is that your sacrificial magic?"

"Ah."

She nodded slowly.

"The so-called sacrifice itself is a substitution and an invasion, and with this supplement, her current physique is probably stronger than that of the Gothic Valkyrie Brunhilde who was once alive."

Having said that, she couldn't help but pause for a moment.

"If giants and humans are compared to a container, then Brunhilde's body is basically changed from a small water bottle to a large water tank, and the essence is still an exchange."

"It's really overbearing magic..."

Hearing this, Hodder couldn't help but speak.

"After all, it is magic created by demons."

Having said that, Dietrich couldn't help but pause for a moment.

She was just feeling a little emotional at first, but more of a kind of sympathy and pity for Hela.

But now, she thought of her own affairs.

"Originally, Mehmet created this magic to usurp a usable body."

She said involuntarily.

"It's just that she didn't use it later."

Although Dietrich didn't name her, a figure of a man still appeared in Hodder's mind.

It's a pity that Hodder didn't really witness his peak.

Therefore, his impression of that man actually stayed when he was old.

Dietmar, King of the Goths.

"This magic, Mehmet didn't learn it from the beginning."

"Mehmet's runes were learned from my father, and my father learned a little at the beginning, and then he didn't really get started until he met a teacher."

teacher?

Which teacher?

Is your father's teacher?

At first, Hodder didn't react to this.

But soon, he realized that what Dietrich was talking about was the regent and weapon master Hiltebrand who should be sitting in the new Gothic city: Bean.

"So, is it probably like this, your father asked the weapon master to learn about runes and magic, and then Mehmet also learned it?"

"Well, but she is much stronger than my father, and has reached the point where she can combine runes and build her own magic."

"But she didn't take action after all."

Howard said.

"She has been watching over your father, and then..."

"I know."

Dietrich interrupted Hodder before he finished speaking.

She first took a deep breath, and then folded her hands around her chest.

Some things have actually been in the past for a while, but that doesn't mean she can let go of them completely.

Whether it's about the things that happened, or his father's choice.

Even Hodder could see that Dittmar at least had a chance of survival.

Even if it is purely fake death.

But he didn't do that. As for whom, it is self-evident.

She signed a contract with him, so she can regain her active body, and even be able to move freely and wantonly vent her power in the Nine Realms, a foreign land that does not belong to her and excludes outsiders.

But he was also her cage.

If he did not die, Mehmet could not be free without some subterfuge.

"In short, Hella's state is like this."

Dietrich described it in a blunt tone.

"You'd better let her calm down for a while, it's not easy for her to really vent and lose control for a while."

Repressing emotions for a long time will not have any good results.

Both Holder and Dietrich knew this.

However, Hela couldn't fully vent her emotions.

Because in the past, although Brunhilde had Asa's blood, he was still that human body.

The endurance is limited, and abnormalities will appear when the power of 'death' starts to boil.

That's right, no matter how exaggerated she usually is, there is actually a kind of depression deep in her heart.

Fortunately, the usual life is very peaceful, it is that kind of standard daily life.

Otherwise, if one loses control of his emotions, Brunhilde's demigod body will die immediately.

And now...

"Cry out."

Walking in front of Hela, Dietrich whispered.

And these words seem to be much more useful than Hodder's dry persuasion and calling before.

Hela's body trembled slightly.

And Dietrich stretched out her hands to hold her cheeks, and gently pressed her forehead against it.

"Cry out, Hela."

Tears welled up in the girl's eyes.

"Ugh..."

Then, she hugged her suddenly, and the tears dripped directly on Dietrich's shoulders, wetting her clothes.

And in the hotel room that was supposed to bring joy, the voice echoed.

"I can't see my mother, Dietrich, I can't see her!"

Chapter 30: She fell in love with him again

The sound of crying echoed.

Under the action of layer after layer of sound-proof barriers arranged by hand, the sound was not transmitted to the outside.

But I don't know if it's because of the same reason, it's so loud, it even penetrates all mental defenses and goes straight to the heart.

Involuntarily, even Hodder himself felt a little sour in his eyes.

Probably he himself is considered old, so it is a bit embarrassing to see this kind of thing.

While listening to the sad words that came violently like a tsunami, Huo De looked up at Hela.

Even if she is the only true god in the world of the dead, even if she is the queen who rules the nether world.

Even though she has spent an extremely long period of loneliness, now, she is still the girl who lost her parents.

No, it would be better to say that she actually stopped growing from the moment she was exiled.

Because from that time on, the girl named Nanna has been 'dead'.

The long years have left indelible scars deep in her heart, and even though they seem to have healed, the scars are still there.

But in the end, that was already a thing of the past.

And time has passed for too long, that incident has almost been buried in the depths of memory.

If there is no accident, it should not be found out.

For the former Hella, this is just a pity.

She can imagine beautiful things in her mind, but in the end she regrets that this situation is impossible to achieve.

For her, that was all it should have been.

Because I know this is impossible, I only feel regret. Although the so-called pain will continue, strictly speaking it is harmless.

Just now...

"Similar landscapes will only bring pain."

Howard couldn't help but whispered.

The most desperate thing in this world is not to be in the darkness or the abyss, but to completely shatter the glimmer of hope that existed in person.

Even if that kind of hope is illusory, even if Hella herself has already vaguely guessed.

But when the so-called hope was really falsified, the pain still spread unstoppably.

Under Huo De's gaze, Hela's voice gradually decreased.

Maybe it's because he's gradually regaining his composure.

She stopped crying, but the sobs were still unavoidable.

Looking at her red eye sockets, Huo De suddenly had the urge to redeem.

He wanted to tell her that the way and meaning of existence depended on her own cognition.

Just like Hela herself.

Strictly speaking, the current Hela cannot be said to be the same person as Nanna who was born to the witch Gulweger.

If you really want to pursue it, Hela is just a soul aggregate with the original Nanna as the main body that retains the memory and consciousness of the girl named Nanna.

However, she thought she was Nanna, and still thought she was the child of Loki and Gullweger, and even took care of her elder brother wandering in the sea for this reason.

No one can refute or deny this.

And if based on this, if the conditions are slightly relaxed, then Eggers, who has the persistence and love that belongs to Gulweger, should also be regarded as Gulweger himself?

Such contradictory thoughts lingered in Hodder's mind.

He really wanted to explain this to Hela.

However, the reason why it is said to be a contradiction is nothing more than that he still maintains a certain sense of reason.

Even until now, Hodder's reason still suppressed that empathy.

It is also for this reason that he is aware of those omissions in his logic that have been deliberately ignored.

No, it should not be an omission, in fact, this is wrong.

Hodder is well aware of this.

As Utgard accused, once considering these issues from the standpoint of Hella, it is inevitable to ignore Eggers' own will.