You and me under the world tree

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Hodder once talked with him face to face, and emphasized such a problem.

But for Simfi Oatley, even if he knew such a thing, he would regret it in retrospect.

However, when faced with it, his rationality is like a poor man caught in a raging tsunami, without any resistance at all.

He could only let the anger raging in his body.

That kind of calm and rational attitude seems to be a luxury for him, and Siegmund's rare runaway state is like a common occurrence for him.

In the end, he got deeper and deeper, and finally became a fighting maniac who would smile at the sight of blood.

Because the killing has been stimulating his spirit, he can only stay with his family all the time.

"For Zigmund, the so-called rampage only needs to let him waste his energy and shoot down the holy sword in his hand. Anyway, he can fully recover after sleeping, but people like Simfi Otley People are completely different, he will suddenly explode when he is most nervous, even in his sleep."

Hodder didn't use himself as an example, but mainly mentioned a person who is more suitable than him in theory.

"At the beginning, everyone admired Simfi Otley, thinking that he was worthy of being Siegmund's child, but no one wanted to get close to him. After all, a little carelessness would be life-threatening."

"Sinfi Otley..."

"Is it hard to imagine?"

Although Dietrich didn't respond immediately, she nodded.

"The story described in the poem...is not the same as what you said."

"After all, poets are always tolerant towards heroes. They will praise his enthusiasm and arrogance, but they will not mention the difficulties he faces in daily life... In fact, if ordinary people encounter such a situation, I guess I've gone crazy already."

There was another silence.

Maybe Hodder is not good at telling stories, but the deeds of those characters he tells have something in common with Dietrich to some extent.

So naturally it aroused her interest.

Such a character...

Whether it's Simfi Otley or the man named Hodder in front of him.

"How on earth did you do this?" she asked in a low voice.

Because just as he said, when faced with such a situation, most people either let go of their rationality completely, let themselves fall into madness, or isolate themselves from the world.

But they don't.

Not to mention Hodder, even Simfi Otley, who is a berserker, didn't do that. He still lived his own life.

Perhaps it is difficult for ordinary people to imagine Dietrich's current mood.

Even though Simfi Otley is already a person of the previous era, when Dietrich was born, he had already been accidentally poisoned to death by a glass of poisoned wine.

However, she still envied the carefree man described in the poem.

Obviously, as the eldest son, he was deprived of too many things.

Especially the right of succession to the kingdom...

Thinking of this, she first felt a bit of resentment in her heart, and then felt the lingering sense of helplessness.

This feeling is actually very strange, obviously she has let go of power for the time being, but once she thinks of the previous palace coup and those guys who want to deprive her of her inheritance, lingering anger will emerge from the bottom of her heart.

So, she started to get anxious again.

Under such anxiety, she directly blurted out the question:

"I heard that the future king of the Netherlands should be..."

But then, she realized something was wrong.

Because certain taboos should be absolute taboos, at least for the man in front of him.

She clearly saw that the man's simple face became gloomy for a moment at this moment.

But then, his brows stretched out again, as if the gloom and struggle had never existed.

"Hergi, that's true."

Although his tone was calm, he didn't give her a chance to continue asking, but said what she wanted to ask on his own.

"You want to ask... why Simfi Otley didn't get angry about it, and even willing to keep trying... right?"

"Yes……"

Obviously, to a certain extent, Simfiotley can also be regarded as the founding hero of the Netherlands in that era, and he was the eldest son of Siegmund.

In terms of this achievement, the throne should belong to him.

Wasn't that man reconciled to being taken away like this?

"It is certain that you are not reconciled. Even if you know that you are not suitable, when what belongs to you is taken away, no one will be happy."

"Then he..."

"Because he later gave up by himself."

When talking about this, Hodder suddenly laughed.

Because at this moment, that scene suddenly appeared in his mind.

"He looked at the brother who was born, drank three bottles of wine, and then shouted that he was an older brother... That's it, it's interesting, right? The entangled things just disappeared like this."

Chapter 41: Lick each other's wounds

At first, Hodder really wanted to untangle her tangled mood.

But as he spoke, he realized that he was also trapped.

Although in the memory that he can't fully believe now and that was personally modified by him, most of the scenes are inseparable from the concept of 'game'.

However, the so-called memory does not represent all.

It is nothing more than an introduction to a certain emotion deep within.

Therefore, even if the picture in memory is modified beyond recognition.

But as long as the faces of those characters appeared in his mind, his emotions would naturally be mobilized.

Thinking about it carefully, it was the same when he was 'knowing nothing' and just playing games.

Obviously from the player's point of view, he should have more choices.

However, he chose the most high-profile way.

He knew in his heart that the gods would not sit by and let Legney fall, that they would not let the Netherlands be torn apart.

But he still chose to fight all the way into the palace, using the most brutal method to attract the attention of the gods.

Even when facing Slude, he couldn't suppress the anger in his heart.

Was he really playing games at that time?

Or is it that the so-called 'virtual reality' has completely covered his eyes, allowing him to fully immerse himself in the so-called plot?

No, not so.

In fact, precisely because to him, the people of the Volsung family are definitely not false existences.

Even though he had no choice but to take the initiative to modify his memory, that feeling was deeply imprinted in his heart.

So, he behaves like that.

And it's the same now.

"Speaking of it, I'm actually quite embarrassed, because Siegmund felt that he was a little sorry for Simfiotley, but as a king, he couldn't hand over the power in his hands to an impulsive and irritable person who has no forward-looking vision. .”

The reality is like this, even if he has made great achievements in battle, even if he is so powerful, being a king requires more than great strength.

Don't look at Siegmund as a reckless man, but he at least has the basic qualities of a king.

Moreover, as a character who had endured for more than ten years before successfully planning revenge, he has sufficient patience and can deal with the so-called court struggle with a rational attitude.

It is also because of this that he knows the qualities that a king should possess.

In fact, as a king, you don't even need to have a strong forward-looking vision, but as the conservative king who inherits the kingdom, Simfiotley's temper is definitely a big problem.

Out of practical considerations, Siegmund also had to temporarily deprive Simfiotley of his inheritance rights, so as to find a way in other ways.

However, these are just the thoughts of the 'Lord of the Netherlands'.

After all, Siegmund has another identity, that is, Simfi Otley's father.

Although this is only the secret that Zigny finally revealed, Siegmund has always felt guilty towards him.

There is no doubt that he loves his sister, and it is the kind of love that surpasses the relationship between brother and sister. Because of this, as a father, he really can't bear to deprive Simfi Otley of anything.

Under the conflict between the two, he couldn't even speak directly to Simfi Otley.

So this 'big clever' simply thought of a way, and he dumped the blame on Huo De.

"At that time, I racked my brains to talk with Simfiotley, analyzed the advantages and disadvantages of the Kingdom of the Netherlands from various angles, and finally came to the conclusion that 'he is not suitable to be a king', but at that time, I I know he didn't listen to more than half of it, after all, this kind of thing would be unacceptable to anyone."

Having said that, he paused.

"However, as I said before, he finally gave up his inheritance rights. My analysis that combined pros and cons was nothing more than that to him... I even suspect that he didn't understand, but after seeing himself When the twin brother was born, the indignation in his heart dissipated, you can more or less feel this kind of feeling, right?"

"..."

Dietrich still didn't speak, but in fact, she really couldn't refute anything.

Although Dieter Heier is not her own brother, although she later harbored strong malice towards that child.

However, when she learned that she had a brother, she didn't actually feel any sense of crisis.

Even, at the moment of the palace coup, her first reaction was to rescue her mother and queen and her brother together.

Finally, when Dietrich thought of this, the man in front of her took a deep breath:

"Sinfi Otley... this man can't be said to have self-knowledge. After all, as long as it is a battle and a challenge, he basically does not refuse anyone, but he is still willing to hand over the inheritance right, because in his opinion, his brothers and family members are more important. important."

"..."

"He found a reason to work hard for it... Even though the blood of the god of war that made him crazy was flowing in his body, he was able to maintain the most basic rationality later." He said.

Immediately afterwards, Howard raised his hand.

He was actually hesitating, but in the end, he put his hand on Her Royal Highness's shoulder.

"For him, his family is everything to him. It has nothing to do with the throne. He is just working hard for the people around him... What about you?"

he asked:

"I'm curious, Dietrich, how do you view your own power? Is it a curse? Or is it the capital that has supported you to this point? It is you who decides all of this."

"..."

"You are not special. In this world, there are not many people who endure that kind of inner suffering and pain. Some people need to suppress their inner mania, some people are tortured and tortured by moral sense, and there are even some people who It's been a joke since birth, just a pawn."

Then, she bowed her head in silence.

She can understand every word Hodder said, but as far as the current situation is concerned.

It can feel awkward to admit something head-on.

"Important person..." Finally, she whispered.

At this moment, Huo De may not have heard clearly, so he raised his eyebrows slightly.

"What did you say?"

"Nothing, what I said was..."

"Ok?"

"It's getting late, we still have things to do."

Finally, she turned and left.

After all, she didn't give any positive answer.

And at the moment when she stepped out, Huo De didn't follow up immediately.