You and me under the world tree

It's just that her home is no longer in the Netherlands.

There is no place here that she could call 'home'.

Chapter 69: Things Incompetent Mothers Can Do

There is no outrage.

Nothing exciting.

In the quiet garden, under the shade of tall trees, the voice of the Lord of Armies echoed quietly.

In a few words, he completely confided all his feelings.

And Theotis understood that this was Siegfried's 'finishing'.

Make a final finish for his past, for the entire Volsung family and the previous era.

Moreover, from a human perspective, this child is big enough.

No one could ask him to do more, because the bad blood left over from childhood is hard to get rid of anyway.

She never did anything for him.

From the perspective of family and mother, that kind of inaction is the real disqualification.

He has never experienced any maternal love, nor has he received any gifts from his mother.

Even, he had to know the news about his mother.

For a moment, Theotis was a little unimaginable.

She couldn't imagine how the child felt at the time.

A few years ago, what kind of mood did he travel in this world?

What kind of mood did he come to Denmark with?

Even mixed in the crowd, staring at his mother from afar?

Theotis doesn't know.

But at this moment, she suddenly felt her heart tremble.

She really wanted to speak out and call to stop the child.

But at this moment, she couldn't make any sound.

It wasn't that there was something wrong with her body, but that she didn't know what identity and standpoint she should use to call the child's name.

How can she shout?

What else can I shout?

As a mother?

Although in terms of blood relationship, her mother's identity cannot be erased.

Moreover, she also believed that if she yelled out, that child would definitely stop.

Because no matter what, he at least knows the most basic manners.

That man educated him well.

However, she couldn't cry out.

Because she felt that she could not use this identity to ask him to do anything anyway.

She even felt that she was not qualified to ask the child to call her mother.

Because somewhere, she had such a feeling.

Once she yelled out, she would definitely lose her identity as a mother, and even lose her dignity.

And as long as she does nothing, she can remain the same.

"That's good..." she said in a low voice.

In her eyes, the figure of the Lord of Armies disappeared at the end.

He left the garden without looking back.

"I'm in no position to ask for more."

Theotis understands this.

She knew that for her now, the Kingdom of the Netherlands was full of lingering strangeness.

Even, in this kingdom, she is destined to suffer criticism.

Only by returning to the extreme north where he was born can he obtain a moment of peace.

But even so...

"Wow."

'patta'

Unknowingly, Theotis only felt that his vision became blurred.

Then another teardrop fell from the corner of his eye.

She really wanted to hold back like this, but she couldn't stop the lingering tears no matter what.

She just sat sobbing under the tree of children, and no one disturbed her.

Regret?

Maybe.

But she really didn't know what she could do.

Because the reality was right in front of her, telling her that there was no medicine for regret in this world.

But, at least for now, she could imagine that possibility for a while.

If at the beginning, she was able to overcome all opinions, she would even go to take back Siegfried's so-called bones even at the expense of the cold war with Elf and conflicts with Losger.

If at the beginning, she hadn't turned a blind eye to this, but had taken the initiative to communicate with Siegfried, who was fighting with the Hengding clan.

Even, this time can be pushed forward a little bit.

Pushed directly to more than 20 years ago.

The Skywrath King City in the Netherlands was defeated, and she lost her home for a while, so she could only hide in the grass

And at that time, if she didn't follow the guidance of the Valkyrie, but chose to follow the man who had no fixed place and had a gloomy first impression.

The outcome of all this will be different.

However, a woman like myself can't do anything, and can only drag her back.

'patta'

'patta'

Before she knew it, her tears fell on the lawn of the garden and penetrated deep into the ground like pearls with a broken string.

However, no one could comfort her at this moment.

Even those maids, they can only stay where they are and wait.

Because right now, any kind of words are futile.

"Ugh."

At this moment, the valet could not help but sigh.

But at this moment, she seemed to notice that someone was approaching the garden.

But when she turned her head, what she saw was a black figure.

"what……"

"Shh."

Before the maid could cry out in surprise, she covered her mouth.

"I'm so sorry."

Theotis didn't notice anything about the little episode that happened in this garden.

She just keeps her head down.

Until a certain moment, she noticed that the sky seemed to be getting darker gradually, because she couldn't feel the existence of any brilliance.

But when she raised her head subconsciously, she realized that there was someone behind her.

It's just that the light is blocked because the shadow is too large.

However, when she really looked back, her slightly disturbed gaze became shocked.

Even though the clothes were slightly different, she still recognized the man's identity.

In fact, apart from him, no one else is qualified to come and go here at will.

"It's you..." she whispered.

Although the voice was full of surprise, it didn't have that kind of hatred.

And that kind of complex tone made Hodder inexplicably surprised.

"I thought your tone would be stronger. After all, to you, I am the villain who took away your child."

And at the moment when these words were blurted out, Hod saw Theotis's originally organized face suddenly become stiff.

She was obviously a little angry, but this anger was extremely short-lived.

In the end, what remained on her face was a look of misery.

"I don't have the right to hate anyone. These are my own choices, and I should also bear them. I didn't have the courage at the beginning, and I felt that I couldn't wander with you."

"uh-huh."

"It's also me who was stupid and believed what those people said."

"Um……"

For this, Howard did not deny anything.

He just lowered his head and let out a long sigh.

"As you can see, he's doing well."

"I know that you taught him well, he is excellent, although I am not qualified to be proud of him."

After that, they were speechless.

There is no common language between him and her.

And finally...

"Your Excellency the Sage, may I ask... can you accompany me for a walk? I want to see this city governed by him with my own eyes."

Perhaps, this is the last thing an incompetent mother can do.

"no problem."

Chapter 70: The Pillars of the Netherlands' Future

Theotis has no malice.

She has no conspiracy.

And the reason why she wants to walk around is also very simple: she wants to imprint everything here in her mind.

Kingdom of the Netherlands.

City of Wrath.

In the past, these two words meant familiarity to her, and she could even easily reflect the specific appearance of certain places based on certain words.

But now, after a complete renovation of the city, all that is different.

She wants to walk around this strange city and remember this place.