infinite blood sorrow

So during this period of time, Mo Ao's job is to temporarily replace Xi Jing's part and conduct research on Teigu.

That is to say, but in the final analysis, his research on Teigu started completely from scratch. Even if there are research materials left by Xi Jing and Zhao Yun, but you can count on the research materials of two researchers, he is an alchemist How much can you understand?

The only part that is useful to him is the conclusions that have been confirmed, and he still doesn't even understand how these conclusions are established.

In desperation, he could only use some stupid methods to ask someone to help him find some local classics about the Teigu forging process. Packed it up and threw it over.

But this kind of behavior is useless when you think about it.Teigu forging technology has long been lost, not to mention the revolutionary army, there are not many related records in the empire.The only good news is that these things can still give him a good understanding of Teigu.

Of course, most of this is just nonsense.

In the past few days, the Teigu in his hand, the two large axes and the water dragon possession, have been discarded by him, and finally he has a general idea of ​​the Teigu.If his original knowledge could rely on the field of alchemy to reproduce the creations of the two large axes and the water dragon with similar functions, then now he can already bring down these two perfect copycats of Teigu.

Well, maybe this is the bonus brought by the place of birth.

Boom boom boom boom boom boom...

Just when Mo Ao was emptying his mind and not wanting to do anything, a series of very hasty knocks on the door interrupted him from that peaceful state.Mo Ao frowned, feeling helpless and impatient at the same time.

The knocker was reckless and impatient, and it was heard in the uninterrupted and distinct force of the sound, which to a man who was resting could undoubtedly be called noise.

Mo Ao could only get up and open the door.

"Master!" A cheerful voice came from outside the door.

"..." Mo Ao blinked, a little dazed.

"Master! I'm back!" The person who came didn't care about Mo Ao's daze, but still said cheerfully.

In this world, only Tazmi would be called "Master".

Looking at the guy in front of him covered in dust, screaming happily and laughing embarrassingly, Mo Ao was silent for a moment.how to say?His return could be said to be expected, or Mo Ao didn't think that this guy would die in the sea from the beginning, but when this guy really came back, he was a little surprised.

It's like an eternity.

"Sorry, Tazmi is going to run towards you as soon as he comes back, we can't stop him." Behind Tazmi, Najieta followed and smiled apologetically at Mo Ao.

In just a short time, Lubbock, Ma Yin and others also received the news of Tazmi's return, and they either came out of the room, or stopped their training, and came to the door of Mo Ao's room.

"Rabb! That's great! You're fine!" Tazmi smiled happily when he saw the intact Lubbock, walked forward and put his hands on the other's shoulders without any explanation, showing a bright smile and white teeth .

But Lubbock couldn't laugh.

"What's wrong with you, Rabb?" Seeing Lubbock's sad expression, Tazmi asked strangely.

"By the way, where's the elder brother? He's fine, right?"

really!

Hearing this, Mo Ao took a deep breath, raised his head and looked at Najieta questioningly.

"...Sorry, I haven't had time to tell him..." Najieta avoided Mo Ao's sight with a hint of dodge, lowered her head and said apologetically.

Is that why you apologize?

In the silence, even someone as nervous as Tazmi felt that the atmosphere was not right, and a feeling of uneasiness rose in his heart, but he was unwilling to believe it.

Silent and speechless, Tatsumi's mood sank, powerless panic filled his heart for no reason, he subconsciously looked at Mo Ao, with a look of pleading for help, longing for a reassuring answer.

"Tazmi..." The young man's hopeful gaze was piercing, Mo Ao was silent for a moment, and then said ruthlessly, still frowning. "Brad... died in battle."

"...It's a lie..." The smile had long since disappeared from his face, and Tatsumi was full of unwillingness to believe it at the moment, but looking at the faces of his companions around him, he was rational and He had to believe it.

"Is...the battle?" Tatsumi asked slowly.

The question had no beginning or end, and the meaning was unclear, but Mo Ao knew what he was asking.

"That's right, Brad was seriously injured by the strong enemy who came later at that time, and as a result, he died of serious injuries..."

"Dead from serious injuries..." Tazmi repeated Mo Ao's words in disbelief. "It's a lie, big brother... Big brother is obviously so strong, isn't he?"

"Brother is so strong, why can't he survive?"

Mo Ao pursed his lips, feeling complicated.Sure enough, just as he thought, Tatsumi began to dig into the corner.

In the original book, although Brad also died on the mission with Tazmi, the situation was dangerous at that time. When Brad and Liva died together, he also entrusted Tatsumi with the haunting ghosts and gave him Full encouragement and enlightenment.

Immediately afterwards, Niu had a fierce fight with Tazmi, who had just inherited the haunting of evil spirits, and let him vent most of the heavy emotions in his heart.

And now, none of that.

Regret, even if you know it's not your fault, you blame yourself for it.At the same time, the regret of not being able to see the other side for the last time, and the grief that has nowhere to vent... All these, like tiny poisonous snakes, burrowed into the bones and into the heart... ...

Presumably, very powerless...

No one understood that feeling better than Mo Ao.

With a long sigh, Mo Ao was in a complicated mood. He obviously hadn't sorted out the knots in his heart, but now he wants to enlighten others?

"You guys, go back first." Mo Ao said to the Ye Xi people standing beside him.

"Leave Tatsumi to me, let me chat with him alone."

Chapter 140 Eighth Weakness

After the night raiders left, Mo Ao glanced at the silent Tazmi.Turn around and walk into the research room.

"Come with me, I have something for you."

No consolation, no enlightenment, Mo Ao is not very good at comforting others at such a time.

Because he didn't come out himself.

When he came inside, Tatsumi was a little dazed by the weird interior design and space division, but after all, he didn't pay much attention to it. He glanced at it casually, and then continued to follow behind Mo Ao dejectedly.

Mo Ao brought Tazmi to the alchemy area of ​​the room, and stopped before a work platform.

There was a sword seat on that stage, and what was placed on the seat was a [Evil Ghost Entanglement] that was broken into two pieces.

At the beginning, Wu Ming used the Heavenly Demon Lost Pendant to cut Evil Ghost Entanglement into two pieces. When Mo Ao rescued Rabbock and took away Brad's injured body, he took Evil Ghost Entanglement back together.This is also the last Teigu held by Mo Ao besides the water dragon possession and the two large axes.

These days researching on Teigu, it's not that Mo Ao didn't think about attacking the evil spirit haunting him, but in the end he still didn't put it into practice.

"This is..." Tatsumi's eyes widened.

Ignoring Tazmi's astonishment, Mo Ao picked up the ghost haunting from the sword seat and handed it to Tazmi.

"This is..." Tatsumi's eyes widened.

"This is what Brad left for you." Mo Ao said. "Although it was destroyed by the enemy when I recovered it, no matter what it looks like, I think it should be handed over to you."

Tazmi blankly took the haunted ghost handed over by Mo Ao, opened his mouth but did not make a sound.

Brad was seriously injured and died. Mo Ao did not see him for the last time. Knowing that he died, the fragments haunted by evil spirits have been staying in Mo Ao's personal space, so it is said that Brad left it to Tazmi , is actually made up.

However, this shouldn't be considered a lie. If Brad was reborn, he would probably not object to this decision.After all... that's the way it should be.

"I won't say anything to you, condolences, don't be sad, control your emotions... these nonsense."

"It's natural to feel sad, and it's natural to lose control of your emotions. It's not something to be ashamed of showing weakness at this time." Mo Ao took a step to Tazmi's side, and patted Tazmi casually. his shoulders.

"But sadness needs to be carried, and emotions can be vented. The heavier the things on the shoulders, the less you can be crushed by them. Because you must know that these things that weigh you down are the lives and expectations of your companions."

"..." Tatsumi lowered his head, Mo Ao couldn't see his expression.

"Brad is buried on the hill to the north of the base. If you want to go, you can go." Mo Ao shook his head helplessly, thinking that it would be unrealistic for Tazmi to figure it out just based on his words. .

Those who stick to their horns will always have to come out on their own.

"That's right!" Suddenly, Mo Ao seemed to remember something, picked up the paper and pen on the table, wrote something, then folded the paper, handed it to Tazmi, and said. "This is for you, wait until the place to see."

The conversation started and ended under Mo Ao's arbitrariness. From the beginning to the end, Tazmi just listened in a dazed way. Even after being declared over, he still maintained that dazed look.

But being in a daze doesn't mean Tazmi didn't listen to anything, for example, Brad's burial place.

It was an unbearable regret not being able to see Brad for the last time, so he wanted to visit Brad's grave.

Holding the broken [Ghost haunted] in his arms, Tatsumi walked out of Mo Ao's laboratory, looked at the familiar night attack base around him, and felt an inexplicable sense of illusion in his heart.

For him, the bad news came too suddenly, like a malicious joke. Until now, he still had the illusion that Brad would suddenly appear from behind him, holding his usual steel rod to him. He hit a stick on his butt, and before he could react, he hugged his shoulders, boldly teased his carelessness, and invited him to exercise.

Shaking his head to shake off this illusion, Tatsumi came back to his senses a little.

Arriving in front of Brad's tomb, looking at the words on the tombstone and the haunted ghost in his hand, Tatsumi finally realized a reality - Brad is really gone.

Tatsumi sat down in front of the tomb, and put the evil spirit haunting in his hand in front of the tomb. At this moment, a piece of paper fell to the ground.

Dazed for a moment, in the state of mind just now, Tazmi really failed to take the note Mo Ao ordered to heart, and just took it subconsciously.

Let him... open here...

Tazmi opened the note, and there was no unexpected black technology screen or other things. There was only one ordinary small word on the note:

——It's not shameful to be weak for a while, and it's okay to cry if you feel sad...no one will see it.

"..." The note slipped from his hand and fell onto the dirt in front of the tomb.

"...Is it really okay?"

Choking.

"So... only this time, it's okay to not be a man... right?"

"Big brother..."

========== Mo Ao's laboratory ==========

On the side of the sci-fi style, Mo Ao manipulated the electron microscope, observing something absent-mindedly.

It was haunted stuff, the flesh and blood of Tyrande dragons.

Although he didn't analyze the haunting of evil spirits as bottomlessly as he did with the water dragon possession and the two big axes, he still got some leftovers. After all, this thing can be said to be extremely high in terms of equipment grade.

After staring at it absent-mindedly for a while, Mo Ao let out a long breath, and retracted the unfolded alchemy field.

"Silly boy......"

Just cry!I'm afraid he's holding back.

In some works, the main character or the main character dies, their relatives die, they don’t shed a single tear, they just hate, which sounds cool, but in fact, such people are all crazy.

Isn't that how Estes drives himself crazy?

"You just leave him alone?" The cat jumped in from the window and turned into a human.

It's Chelsea.

Mo Ao cast a sideways glance at her, and didn't pursue her eavesdropping. He turned his head and continued to look at the electronic display.

"All that can be said has been said, and the rest can only be seen by himself."

"What did you write on that note?" Chelsea took out a lollipop, unwrapped it and put it in her mouth.

"Huh?" Mo Ao frowned, this girl had been eavesdropping on the outside for a long time, she didn't show up just because she was curious about what he wrote.

"Actually, it's nothing, just tell him that if you are sad, just cry."

"Crack" Chelsea made a crisp sound, and she bit the lollipop into pieces.

"It hurts!" It looked like it was stuck in the teeth.

"..." Chelsea paused for a moment, glared at the culprit who made him lose his composure, and asked with a frown. "In the end you just taught him this weak method?"

"Weak?" Mo Ao smiled disapprovingly. "So, what do you think should be done?"

"Will everyone who told him about the night attack remember this hatred and swear revenge viciously?"

"Just like Oberg."

"Or order him not to cry, hold back the tears in his heart, and then freeze his heart, or seal it with armor, show his hard and strong side in front of others, and never show weakness?"

"Chelsea..."

"That's not powerful!"

Chapter 140 IX Tazmi's Determination

Two days later, Mo Ao was still in his laboratory.

But having said that, he didn't work hard anymore.

Originally, Baili Ling came here to tell him that he had a job a few days ago, but after all these days passed, there was no news that he was going to do it.

Of course, Mo Ao also expressed his understanding of this, after all, things like secreting Chen Cang, still pay attention to timing, whether it is he or Baili Ling who say it, it doesn't matter, it depends on the timing and location of the empire.