"Your breath of white smoke,"
"Riding slowly on the wind at this moment,"
"Little by little disappears in,"
"In the clouds of the sky,"
……
The uncle's hoarse voice tells a story with the tune.
Distant, cruel.
After I held Li Fang, my body kept trembling and weeping.There are some clouds outside the car window, imprinted in the eyes, blocking the warm light of the sun.It's cold to the bone, but it's clearly summer.
Something is really drifting with the wind in the dark, because the trembling is gradually shrinking, and the surging mood is gradually calming down.I'm getting used to it, and I'm numb to it, the sense of immorality, the shame from the bottom line, embracing certain principles and sweet dreams... In the end, I still have to sail towards annihilation under the uncontrollable realistic emotions.
Li Fang also held my little hand tightly. He looked at me deeply, and his face gradually moved closer. 50cm...40cm...30cm...
Yes, did you kiss?
Shaded lashes slowly close.
I wait.But there is no shyness, only solemnity.
quietly.
quietly.
The face in the darkness was close at hand, and the thick heat sprayed on the soft lips one by one.I subconsciously frowned slightly, my breathing became deeper, and my trembling became heavier...waiting for my lips to be roughly bitten.
then.
……
"Oh!"
"Woo~~~"
What?Head, head mallet? ? ?
Painfully clutching his poor forehead that was red from being hit by the head hammer, he opened his eyes in surprise, but met Li Fang's playful and deep eyes.Still pampering like that, still gentle like that, and still like that... keep the bottom line.
"Why is it a head hammer?" I complained.
"Are you looking forward to kissing me?" Li Fang asked.
"I don't know." He lowered his head.
"Oh," he smiled, but he didn't pursue it any further, but dropped the topic, "Zhili, why did you do such a thing all of a sudden, you were seducing me and your mother's husband just now, you know about it meaning?"
"..."
My heart was so messed up, I could only curl up on the car seat, silent endlessly.
Li Fang was puzzled and asked: "Do you like me?" I nodded, and he quickly added, "In the sense of love." I was silent again, silent for a long time, and shook my head.
"Are you afraid that one day I will abandon you for Shaozhu and Qiuyun?" Li Fang keenly grasped the point of the conversation just now.
"..." There was silence, and the eyelashes trembled slightly.
"It seems so." Li Fang smiled wryly, "It was my problem just now, I tell you now, I tell you very seriously, no. No matter what happens, I will never abandon you, nor will I let Qiu go. Yun and Shaozhu, you are all my family, you are all my important things, each... I can't let go."
Opening his eyes, "But Li Fang, I'm afraid. I only have you." He said timidly.
"Good girl, don't be afraid. Li Fang is always here, and Li Fang will always be with you. And you still have yourself. You can protect you, become strong, and rely on yourself." He was gentle.
"Li Fang, I can't..." I shook my head vigorously, "I, I'm a waste, I don't know anything except good-looking, I don't have any talent. I can't even do housework well. I really don't know what I can do except be a lover." What to do. Li Fang, I obviously can't give you anything, I don't even want to call you dad... Can you let me be your lover? I, I'm afraid... I have to give you something. not afraid……"
"But what about the person you like?"
"No one."
"What about the future?" Li Fang gradually became strict, "You are still young, you don't understand what you are talking about. Do you know the meaning behind being a lover? Others will scold you and poke your spine! You will forget about your hard work, and you will really change. Become a parasite who sells his body!"
"But, isn't this what I look like now in the eyes of others? Ang? Li Fang... They all look at me like this, profligate, prodigal, mean, watery... Even my brother, even he thinks that I will definitely Turned into green tea and a slut... I don't know what to do. Li Fang, if I have to bear rumors and slander, why don't I live a little easier? Just turn the rumors into truth. Anyway, anyway, they don't would care. I... um!"
Suddenly.
I was pulled over by a strong force, my words were interrupted, and the falling of my soul was also interrupted.
The person who pulled me was naturally Li Fang, with a powerful arm, as if pulling out a trapped animal from some muddy swamp, and pulled it into the sun all at once.I was forced to lie on his chest, a little dazed, and stared at him.
Li Fang touched my face, the calluses on my fingertips, rough but comfortable.
"But Zhili is not like that in my eyes."
he said softly.
My petite body suddenly trembled, I lowered my head, and the corners of my eyes became more moist.Li Fang took out a handkerchief from his trousers pocket, dried me bit by bit, and hugged me tightly.
He said slowly: "In my eyes, Zhili is very simple and stupid, but gentle and kind. There is nothing fancy or malicious, clean and transparent. She just doesn't like to express herself and always competes with herself.
Softer and more fragile, more affectionate and more delicate.She is the prettiest girl among ordinary and simple girls in the whole world.I believe that that good girl will definitely be able to stand on her own, find what she likes, and create a wonderful life that she loves.Instead of trying to be someone's mistress.
As for Li Fang, he will protect her for the rest of his life, Li Fang will not leave, and will always be with her, she will always have Li Fang..."
"Wow, I'm sorry Li Fang~~~"
I sobbed and buried myself in his chest.
"Baby girl, I have nothing to do to Li Fang."
He said softly, suddenly leaned over, and kissed my ear very lightly, the position was a little sensitive and intimate, I looked up in surprise and saw him smile:
"Now my baby girl has been Li Fang's little lover for a second. Li Fang feels like a lifetime away. So, from now on, my baby girl will be Li Fang's little lover in his previous life. Is this okay?" He scratched my waist, and I felt itchy Twist the ground twice, laugh through tears.
The mood was relaxed all of a sudden, the haze just now was swept away, only the sunshine scattered.I lay on my stomach and listened to Li Fang's heartbeat with my ears.His heartbeat was slow and steady, just like everyone else's.
so good.It is my good fortune to meet him in this life.Thinking back to the state just now, I was in a cold sweat. Maybe I took a wrong step, and I was really immersed in the cognition of that bad woman...
Once again, he was pulled out of the drowning by Li Fang.
It would be a lie to say that he wasn't moved or warm, and I looked at him tenderly, probably never in my life had I looked so tenderly at someone.If Li Fang is 20 years younger, I must accompany him to have a romantic dream.
After a long time.
"Li Fang..." I hesitated slightly.
"Huh?" He was puzzled.
"Well, no... no... ah... no..." He blushed, trying to break through a certain limit in his heart, but nothing worked, his face was terribly red.But the more anxious you get, the more stuck you get.
Li Fang also noticed what I meant, and was very pleasantly surprised. He stared at my lips with encouragement and enjoyment.
"No... um..."
Unfortunately - still failed.
I was sad and blamed myself.Seriously, I should be able to call it out.But the words felt uncomfortable no matter what they said, and they didn't taste right, probably because of Mu Jianhua, there was also a shyness factor.
"I'm sorry... Li Fang, can you give me a little more time? I'm sure, sure, I'll call out." I looked at him with watery eyes.
He hugged me tightly, "It's okay, it's okay." His eyes were slightly moist, "Zhili, I'm very happy today, really, very happy. The happiest time in 20 years."
"Well..." I snuggled.
Exchange body temperature with him.
After that, including many days after a long time, I always remember:
one day.
My brother is gone.Leaving me away, the sky is full of dark clouds and cold winter.
But soon, Li Fang came.Suddenly the winter was weak, and the clouds could not hide the sky.In fact, those things are neither tough nor strong. A ray of spring sunshine suddenly melted the deep ice.
From that day on, I decided to try to remove the imprint of Mu Qiuyun and Mu Jianhua from my heart, and replace it with Li Fang, who is another father.Probably won't find a husband's family in this life, Li Fang's demonstration is so good, it's hard to imagine that there is a better and more gentle person than Li Fang.Jiaming used to be comparable, but that emotion has drifted away, and I think it will never come back.
after one day.
The "warm preservation" that lasted day and night ended, and when Li Fang returned home, the room suddenly became empty.When parting, it was the first time that I shouted "goodbye" so seriously and looking forward to it.
Li Fang really spoils me like a father.Warm and harsh.He will strictly feed me the supplements I hate to eat, dry my hair bit by bit after washing, and hug me back to bed to cover me with a quilt when I am tired from playing.It's a wonderful feeling to be close to his skin. There is no lust, desire or embarrassment, but a certain kind of heavy sense of security.He, Jiaming, and brother, the three people brought completely different feelings.
After Li Fang left, I packed up and went to school. This time I decided to study hard without being monitored.I really don't know what I am suitable for, it seems that I am not good at everything in the world.If I didn't seduce Li Fang, I'm not even confident in seducing a man anymore.I had to do what I have the most experience with: exams.
Xu Zishou seemed to be stimulated by something.Occasionally come to play with me, looking a little dazed, and also absent-minded when watching anime.Seeing me studying, this guy stopped playing, and studied with me, working hard.
I took the time to ask, what's going on?He lamented: My brother is coming back.
Good thing.I casually.
good what.He is melancholy, my brother is [-] times smarter than me, and he likes to bully me and steal my things. Once he comes back, I will definitely not have a good life.I hope he doesn't come back forever...
I didn't bother.Anyway, I don't know much about Xu Zishou's family, and I don't want to.All I know is that his family is quite rich.As for the other former men of "Mu Zhili", except for Qian Duoduo who made a fuss, I have basically thrown them out of the sky.I hardly remember any of those names.Oh yes, except Xu Shidao.
But... Xu Shidao, what's going on?Ah, I forgot...
Before I knew it, it had been half a year.
March is coming to an end soon. In the monthly exam at the end of the month, I got 462, which is barely enough for the second grade.Thanks to the mandatory review in the past few days, some knowledge system memories have been brought back.Xu Zishou didn't ask.Zhao Mengjia 298, Zhou Nan 142.By the way, Pharaoh passed 419 in the test, which shocked the three of us.
And the results of the third year of high school changed again.After completing the three models, No.1 Mu Qiuyun 732, No. 2 in the province, a big red list, both mathematics and science, alarmed the mayor to visit. No.3XXX, not interested. No.[-]XXX, I'm not interested either... I searched for a long time, blinked, confused, hey, where is Li Xiuyu?
In the end, I found it in the very middle.
The 390th and second Li Xiuyun, 501, it is not a wrong judgment if there is no absence.With Li Xiuyu's consistent style and serious attitude of "Gao Ling's (bitch) flower".
This result is quite interesting.
TextChapter 87
After the grades came down, the uncle (mathematics teacher) who "showed the old poplar in the wind" thought that I should change to the ordinary class.
I was a little bit reluctant to eat at Chen Yan's family, so I asked the teacher if he could help Chen Yan to operate.money is not a problem.Old Bai Yang sternly refused.Then I paid a high price for a limited edition of original origami figures from Japanese factories. Old Bai Yang was shocked, and immediately knelt down under the sugar-coated bullets of capitalism.
On April 4, Old Baiyang was successfully operated. Only now did I know that he was the principal's nephew...but the principal has thick hair and is much younger than him.I laughed at him, but he dismissed it and said: The principal is a wig.
I am a whale.
Tengger turned out to be Xu Zheng?
On the morning of the 3rd, Chen Yan and I completely changed classes. When we left, we gave a pack of homemade chocolates to each of the boys we knew well. However, the boys were still mourning, while the girls were elated. The classroom was full of red and white things. atmosphere of.
The new class was Class 7, and the discipline in the ordinary class was not bad.I was wearing a light green silk knit dress from Mori Girls that day. I took off all the jewelry except the earrings, and I was holding a book. I didn’t look at my face, but I looked like a fresh tea girl—of course, I had to add a green word in front of the tea to look at my face. .I wanted to put on makeup to slightly cover the eyebrows and eyes, but I kept failing, the eyebrows were as picturesque as engineering drawings, and the eyebrows turned into monsters with one swipe. After trying four times, I was so desperate that I threw the eyebrow pencil away.
I was so angry that I stepped on my feet: Fuck it, snakeskin make-up, I will never try it again in my life!
The male squad leader helped me move the books to the new class. As soon as I entered the door, the boys booed and cheered.Many girls looked very bad, and a few seemed to be quite welcoming.Of course, most of the expressions are still indifferent.
Unlike the "garbage class" that was completely abandoned, most of the girls in the ordinary class, after all, are more focused on expecting to concentrate on studying, and there is no conflict between these girls and me.Mainly those who love to play and have boyfriends, they are more wary of me.
The first section is the class of the old class: Chinese.Lao Ban is a very lively and lovely old lady, let me get up and introduce myself.I thought for a while, stood up and said:
"Hi everyone~~ I'm Mu Zhili, a native of Lishan. My hobby is eating, my hobby is eating, and my characteristic is that I don't get fat... I welcome all the handsome guys who are good friends to help me introduce food~~"
The word "beauty" was automatically canceled by me, mainly because there are really no beautiful women in this class.There are quite a few handsome boys. Of course, it is also possible that the gender has changed, and the vision has also changed.Hormones do affect part of visual cognition.
Just after introducing the boy, he booed and applauded me. I understand this routine. Make it lively to attract attention. In fact, it is the same as bullying beautiful girls in elementary school.Among them, there was one who booed the most, and was quite handsome. I smiled at him.Then the little brother's expression of enjoying the high froze instantly, peeked at me, bowed his head shyly, and turned on the autistic mode.
Chen Yan also introduced herself in an "unforgettable" way, and in exchange for sparse applause, most of them came from girls, and boys took the opportunity to boo.Chen Yan was in a bad mood at the time.I quickly comforted Chen Yan: Silly Yanzi, those people have no eyes, wait until you bring your food, and see if they don't turn into big licking dogs begging you to feed them!
This made Chen Yan amused.
Ordinary classes, the learning atmosphere is really good, not 01:30 points higher than the "garbage classes".After all, no matter how bad the ordinary classes are, they are all elites who passed the junior high school exams.Almost no one deserted during class, and the classroom was quite quiet after class, and one could hear row upon row of flipping books and the swishing of pens.I almost missed the rhythm.
The clothes were also changed into normal school uniforms, and exercises were resumed between classes.When doing exercises, I'm too short, always standing in the first echelon, and I always feel that there are strange eyes behind me... probably looking at my butt.I don't like this look, but I don't hate it, after all, I used to be a boy, and I understand those big brothers very well.
After all, that's how I saw Ya'er before...
However, since the change, my interest in Ya'er has declined precipitously. In addition, the third year and the second year of high school are not in the same place. She and I only met once by chance.
Instead, I often see Mu Qiuyun.It's not that I took the initiative to watch, but that his formation is really big.Being held by the stars of the little fans and little fans, I saw a mighty group from a long distance.It seems that he gets along well with everyone?That's right, even if the facial features don't smile, there is a kind of affinity. He is also very good at socializing. With his current IQ and social experience, he can easily play around with these high school students, making people think he is a great college student. Brother, actually... Bah.
Sneak peeped, and he's even prettier.Fair skin and beautiful appearance, handsome as a demon.
Girls in my class often come to me to ask for the contact information of "Mr. Mu". In the eyes of everyone, is he already a rich, handsome and talented young man?I hate it, why, the same people have different fates, also, also, it's too much...
To be honest, I really envy his current situation.Talked about by all kinds of girls, high on the forum "No. 1 most desired object of being a boyfriend in No. 7 middle school", and even selected as "No. [-] most desired object of being a girlfriend in No. [-] middle school", what the hell?It is said that he has countless brothers, rich money, and the dream lover of thousands of girls... The remaining male instinct in my soul is about to explode with envy, okay?
As for the "her" in another world, I have never seen it, and I am not qualified to meet it.
Li Fang finally came to see me on Wednesday night, and I threw away my phone at that time, throwing myself into his arms in surprise, pestering me and refusing to take it off.Li Fang specially brought a wild black-bone chicken and wild delicacies to make soup for me. When he was cooking, I leaned against the door and stared at him obsessively.
After cooking, I acted like a baby and refused to eat, so he had to smile wryly and feed me.I was full of energy and told him about the school. I told him that I got more than 400 points in the test, entered the ordinary class, was studying hard, and met new friends.He listened carefully, but he was more concerned about whether I had a good meal and whether I was unhappy.
I hugged him: "With Li Fang, I won't be unhappy."
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