"Specifically, he didn't say anything. I only know that you have always abandoned you. With Meng Chang's love for you, he can't give up on you. He even dyed your yellow hair specially for you...Why do you ask this? You forgot gone?"
"?????"
That yellow hair was dyed by his sister?
Wait, I always feel that I have hidden a lot of things that I don't know. Thinking about it carefully, it seems that for a period of time before the end of five years of autism, my sister was very attentive to me... making trouble.
The matter of her having a boyfriend, speaking of it, helped me get out of autism early. After all, my sister is autistic. If I am autistic, will I wait for my mother to lose it?But since she likes me, why does she want to fall in love with Meng Chang again? Could it be...she is passionate?Well, it can be explained from this point of view, I am quite affectionate now, probably because of the inertia of my body.
"What's the matter?" An Jianchen looked more and more strange, "Zhili, you look so bad."
"No, really not, please don't guess. Jianchen, I, I, my mind is so messed up. Take me home, please?" I can only pretend to be okay.
But this expression, naturally looks very fake...
An Jianchen stared at me for a long time, "All right." He sighed.
The whole trip this time, I didn't speak, I kept pinching my phone.Sometimes I squeezed hard, and sometimes I relaxed.I especially want to make a phone call to my brother's sister in the past. I want to ask clearly: Mu Zhili, did you like me before?
But I'm afraid.I was afraid that this was just a misunderstanding by Meng Chang, and I was afraid that he would sarcastically say "what a beautiful idea".And what I was even more afraid of was... He was silent for a long time and said, "Yes."
Then: "But I am Mu Qiuyun now."
——That way I'm really going to die of anger and go crazy.The scariest thing is that you once had it but didn't grasp it.If that's the case, it was "her" who couldn't ask for it at the beginning, but now it's me who couldn't ask for it... Is this called retribution?
It takes a lot of luck for the relationship to continue to exist across gender, time, and ups and downs.
And I've always been a pessimist.
I always think that luck doesn't come to people like me.
and so.
Instead of having expectations.
Better get used to the dark.
At 09:30 in the morning, An Jianchen sent me home, and someone called me, it was Li Fang.Mostly they wanted to ask me why I went out.I didn't answer, sent an apology text, then collapsed on the sofa and stared at the sky in a daze.
The call that was supposed to be to Mu Qiuyun was naturally missed.Evasion is shameful, but useful.I secretly lied to myself: Anyway, I can learn the truth from Meng Chang, so there is no need to call Mu Qiuyun, right?
——Of course, this is only to turn the death penalty into a reprieve.The result that should be known is still to be known; the rejection that should be greeted will still come.
I would also fantasize: "If Mu Qiuyun still likes me now, how wonderful it would be?" But the fantasy will be shattered immediately, because there is a villain in my heart who will keep saying: "Impossible, impossible, You're just a monster..."
Yes.
I'm just a monster.
Mu Qiuyun is also a monster, but does someone rule that monsters must fall in love with monsters?He's a popular monster, not like me.
He knows everything, but I am useless; he can make people laugh, but I only ask for preference; others like him because of his affinity and charisma; while others like me just because I have a beautiful and sexy body .
Perhaps letting go of the meat experience is very popular?But I want to keep my body, so inevitably, it will end up irritating those so-called "likes".Unlike him, who is all-round and exquisite, I have no experience, I can't handle interpersonal relationships well, but I can't be completely indifferent. This facial expression is a trump card for him, and a disaster for me.
Biaozi, green tea, vixen...
He can calmly play games amidst scolding and get what he wants.But I can't, he's right, I'm too sensitive, too vulnerable.
I didn't even dare to think about the real impression I made on other people's hearts.Sometimes when I close my eyes when I sleep, I will think of the sentence that made my spine chill that day:
"Xiaocheng, stay away from that kind of woman from now on..."
—Which one is it?
This kind of in-depth research seems to be smashing the heart, and then using a shovel to turn it bit by bit to find something crystal clear, and finally find that it is broken glass.
all day.
I was in a daze and had no energy.An Jianchen brought me food, but I lost my appetite and didn't move.In the evening, Li Fang sent someone to bring him stomach-nourishing soup, but he still had no appetite and did not move.At first I kept thinking wildly in a daze, and then I was in pain: I can't go on like this, let's play games for a while.
300 heroes, log in.
Single match.
When I came back to my senses, I played continuously for a day and a night without knowing it.
There are no thoughts of being tired, hungry, or sleepy at all in my mind, only numbness, numbness of not wanting to think about anything.
It's clear to me: this is evasion.I am avoiding the fact that "the person I love once loved me, but I broke this love with my own hands".No matter when Mu Qiuyun didn't love me and fell in love with someone else, I couldn't accept it.
I even suddenly thought: It's all just a joke.Neither Mu Qiuyun nor Mu Zhili have ever liked me.Everything doesn't exist, it's all my fantasy... This kind of nihilism seems to make me confess all the pressure.
Back in the lobby.
Match again.
Just when I was about to start the next game cycle, An Jianchen came suddenly.
To be honest, it wasn't the first time An Jianchen came here.When playing games, my only friend is always taking care of me.He will deliver food, and I will eat two bites when I am extremely hungry, and wait for him to take it away if I am not hungry.Water, drinks, he brings them every time.
He probably stayed in the house all the time, maybe the living room, maybe the study.It doesn't matter, I don't want to care about it, and I don't want to communicate with him.Just tell him: I can see Meng Chang, tell me.He also understands that I don't want to talk too much.So although he was full of doubts, he didn't ask much.Just being there in silence—this is the best strategy for helping a friend through a low point.
I thought that this time An Jianchen came to bring me a drink again. I looked at his left hand, but I couldn't get any juice, and when I looked at his right hand, I couldn't get any coke.Then she looked at him tearfully and blankly, and cried with an aggrieved "wow".
"What's the matter?" He asked hurriedly.
"Thirst~" I looked at him pitifully.
"Buy it now," he subconsciously turned his head to buy a drink, took two steps, and paused, "No, no, no, Mu Zhili, I'm here to tell you about the situation."
"Huh?" Blink.
"Something happened to Li Xiuyu." An Jianchen handed over an envelope.
"Ah...?" My soul slowly recovered from numbness.The first reaction was to feel weird. It's been 9012, does anyone still use the original communication method of letter?Do you lack the [-] megabytes of WeChat traffic when you are riding a horse?Or?Curse in the letter?
"I've read it for you," An Jianchen said with a complicated expression, "It's hard to explain it in one word. You can read it before we talk about it."
"Okay..." I muttered.
Pull out the letter paper, yo, is it still handwritten?Much more interesting, I read silently.
At first, the title of the letter startled me. "Legend".The letter first apologized for disturbing me.Then he began to express his secret love for Mu Qiuyun with very naked and hot sentences. He blushed when he saw something in class, and secretly competed in the exam.As the former Mu Qiuyun, I'm pretty good, right?
Labor and management treat you as an opponent, but you want to be gay while riding a horse?
Then I also understand why these two people can mix together.What the hell, it must be Li Xiuyu who took the initiative to seduce her.This small bi pool!I directly dropped the letter, "Is he provoking???"
"Keep watching." An Jianchen sighed.
"Okay..." He continued to hold it up.
A full thousand words can be used when BL Xiaohuang. Wen sent to the end of the content of Longma selling money, and finally saw the main topic.Li Xiuyu euphemistically expressed that she encountered a little "unsolvable trouble", and the only way to offset her sins was to die, to end this filthy body.But before death, there are still important people, important regrets, who want to end.
That's why he wrote these letters.
Well, yes, yes.I guess I have one, my brother has one, how many are left?Oh, who knows.
The next thing is to talk to me... He said he was sorry, it took up a lot of my brother's time, which made me angry, although it was my brother's request... He also made a cross-border embarrassing request as a way to help me The brother's exchange made him spend the happiest time in his life... This part made me even more excited.What takes up a lot of time?What crossing requirements?Damn, isn't this really provocative?
"I can't read this letter." I threw the letter paper.
But An Jianchen's words made me calm down: "Li Xiuyu doesn't know that you have a forbidden relationship with your brother. He has no reason to engage in such provocations."
Only then did my anger come to a screeching halt, gradually sluggish, and after sluggishness, I quickly wondered: Since it was not a provocation, why did I write these things?
And then... I saw the last sentence at the end.
"Don't disappoint Qiuyun's love for you. Take care of him for me, Ann."
This sentence knocked me out like a thunderstorm spell. I was dazed for a long time, then I suddenly raised my head. An Jianchen looked at me with a complicated expression. He seemed to have guessed more, more things.
—Of course I also guessed a lot.
"Where's Li Xiuyu?" I trembled.
"Rooftop. There will be meat sauce in 10 minutes." An Jianchen sighed.
"Damn it, Jiebao, shit, I'm going to ask you!" I couldn't help cursing my mother, it seemed like it was a long time since I gradually became livid... the first time I uttered a dirty word.
"To save him?"
"Save Mao! Ask me before you die!"
Put on your clothes in a hurry, go out, and get in the car.
The speedometer flew to 140 at one point.
Coordinates Alexan City.
TextChapter 92
In various senses, An Jianchen is really the most reliable friend.
This guy's driving skills are like a cobra in the busy city. Many times when you just thought "this fucking can pass?", he has already "swish" for you.
5 minutes.
An Jianchen drove me to my destination in a daze.
Dozens of high-rise buildings are not very tall in Lishan, but they are enough to smash people into Shaqima.I looked at the roof and felt dizzy.Lao An dragged me into the elevator in a hurry and went up to the roof. At first glance, he saw Li Xiuyu sitting on the edge in a daze, with half of her buttocks hanging in the air.My brain short-circuited, and I exclaimed: "Damn it, don't jump!"
Never thought——Li Xiuyu was so frightened that she shook violently, and when she was about to turn around, she was frightened and lost her balance. She tilted her body, and she was about to fall.
My heart instantly rose to my throat.No matter how vicious I am, I hate him. Seeing a big living person dying soon, I must feel uncomfortable from the bottom of my heart.At this time, the black shadow beside him faintly rushed over.
Blink again.
The scene in front of her has completely changed, Li Xiuyu didn't fall, she was far away from the edge, kneeling softly, her little face was as pale as if the wall had just been painted, Qiong's nose was panting one by one...An Jianchen didn't know why The time has passed, and he is standing by the building, watching the distant scenery.
"How does it feel?" An Jianchen turned around and joked.
Li Xiuyu swallowed deeply, "I'm afraid, I'm so scared, I'm so scared, I'm going crazy with fear. The blood in my whole body is jumping, and it hasn't stopped yet. I, I, I..."
"That's how you feel when you're about to die. It's not uncomfortable. There's no such thing as relief. If you really land on the ground, you'll experience the most painful pain in the world." An Jianchen said seriously, "So, Remember, remember it for me. Unless it is a last resort, live, work hard, and don't die."
"Uh-huh……"
While Lao An was teaching Li Xiuyu, I also walked over suspiciously.
To be reasonable, Lao An's move shocked me.Although the blinking was a little slower just now under the emotion of fear, it should not exceed one second, right?Lao An... so it's so fast?
"Jianchen, wait a moment, what's the matter with your speed, don't you really cultivate immortality?" I doubted.
Lao An immediately looked serious, "Is it possible? Zhili, you have read too many novels. In the future, you should read more serious books, and don't read those that are not, such as "Zhu Xian", "Zhou Tian", "Xian Ni" ..."
"Then why do you..."
"I am the fastest sprinter in our village, and I have studied with Bolt."
An Jianchen's expression was still so serious that I wondered if he had really studied.
But this is obviously impossible, even less likely than cultivating immortals... I suddenly touched Lao An's side.This guy... is not an honest person.He just looks honest, and he is especially good at pretending to be honest.
Forget it, leave him alone.
It is estimated that he has also learned some martial arts.
Of course, I won't make any fuss about apprenticeship and learning skills. Let's not talk about this weak body, even if Mu Qiuyun's body is given to me, I will still be a five in terms of physical fitness.
Compared with exercising, of course it is better to find a good friend, so that the combat effectiveness can be improved faster?For example, Lin Zhengyi, or An Tongxie?
"Zhi, sister Zhili."
A timid voice sounded after being quilt.
When I turned around, Li Xiuyu's breathing had calmed down, and she looked at me timidly, with gratitude or resentment in her eyes.But one thing is for sure, there is undisguised envy for me in his eyes.
Hmm...envious?
"What?" I was naturally annoyed.
Li Xiuyu tried to bow, "Thank you..."
I interrupted in a cold voice,
"I'm not here to save you. It doesn't matter to me whether you die or not. I'm asking you, that letter, you said, don't disappoint my brother's love for me, what do you mean?"
Li Xiuyu was stunned, "It's literally. What's wrong?"
"Words, words, me," my heart flew up with excitement, "so, so, so what is the relationship between you and my brother..."
"Couples." He was even more inexplicable.
Boom.
As soon as it flew up, it fell to the ground.
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