Light tone lily, such and such a thing

"Thank you, good night." Zi Yuan didn't look at Rui, but said lightly.

The door was gently closed, only Zi Yuan was left lying quietly on the bed in the room.

At a reception meeting with sponsors, Ziyuan had just debuted for less than a year, and gradually gained some fame through hard work, but she still had to rely on the help of others in all aspects. Of course, there were constant entertainment. Come forward and solve it.The reception this time was for a large-scale concert, and the organizer agreed to meet with Ziyuan only if they wanted to discuss it, but it couldn't be turned down, so Ziyuan had no choice but to attend.

At the banquet, Rui was dismissed by other people. Without Rui's company, Zi Yuan passed out drunk and was taken to a room to rest in a daze. medicine.A paunchy, bald Chiguoguo appeared in front of her, smiling maliciously, Ziyuan's hands and feet were weak, her head was dizzy, and she couldn't use the martial arts she had trained... When Rui realized something was wrong and rushed over, Shion had already been brought into the room for 3 minutes.

The dress was torn, and the underwear was completely exposed. At the critical moment, the bald head was knocked unconscious by the lampstand that Ziyuan used all her strength to grab.Ziyuan protected her virginity, but the white liquid on her thighs, body, and hands, that disgusting touch, made her unforgettable for the rest of her life...

She wanted to vomit, felt chills all over her body, and a feeling of helplessness and loneliness spread all over her body.

Since then, she has been unable to touch men anymore...

...

Miss Yamanaka's Fallen Past

Of course, the concert was ruined, and those who were retaliated against lost a lot of jobs.The bald guy even threatened to block Ziyuan, and the matter didn't come to an end until the head office sent someone to mediate.After that, Shion Yamanaka didn't cry, didn't complain, and didn't say anything.She knows that this is the cruelty of this industry, and this is the path she chose, so she doesn't complain about anything.

It's just that I work harder. After work, I practice desperately. I don't give myself a moment of free time. As long as I am free, the disgusting scene will emerge.But the more you want to forget something, the more you can't forget it.

Such days continued until the moment she collapsed on the stage.When she woke up again, she was already lying on the hospital bed, Rui was beside her, Ziyuan wanted to say something, but...couldn't make a sound...Desperately trying, still couldn't make a sound, Ziyuan Looking at Rui with a complex face, his face was full of bewilderment and fear,

Aphasia, according to the doctor, is caused by excessive fatigue and mental stimulation. It needs a long period of rest. The recovery period may take a week, or it may take several months, half a year...a year...

There are many things that you can't understand if you haven't experienced them.This time, Shion experienced what Iwasawa felt at that time, it was almost like being embraced by the world's malice in despair... Zion was completely depressed, lived in the company's dormitory, and never came out again.

A senior from the same company who had a similar incident couldn't stand it any longer, broke open Ziyuan's door, took Ziyuan out, went to a beauty salon, picked out clothes and forced Ziyuan to wear them, and finally pulled her I came to a strange and secret place by car. In a luxurious hall, a strange party was being held. There were a lot of people, but the party was only for women. There were stars, models, ladies, and many people who could be seen on TV. , There are people dressed as students, there are also capable women in suits and leather shoes, and there are also expensive young ladies.

The senior brought Ziyuan to a place with a bartender in front of a bar-like counter. The women there said hello to the senior, and then all looked at Ziyuan, looking her up and down. Some people's eyes flashed aggressive light.

The senior took out the white medicine from the bag and put it into the red wine in front of Shion. After shaking the glass, the white particles quickly dissolved in the red liquid.

"Drink it, drink it, and your mood will become lighter. Don't worry, everyone here is very discreet, and there is no disgusting man like you..." The senior said as he handed the wine to Zi Yuan.

Ziyuan looked at the senior, and scanned the crowd. She knew what it was and where it was, and she had a rough idea of ​​where it was, but she still felt that it was all right, so she picked up the wine glass and drank it in one gulp...

The senior pulled Ziyuan and chatted with acquaintances until the dinner was removed. After a while, the lights dimmed. Amidst the resounding unrestrained music, women twisted and rubbed each other's bodies, kissing... ...a burst of breath began to emanate from the surroundings.Ziyuan was pulled and pushed into the crowd, embraced by everyone, kissed, stroked, and then let out a moan, and was led into a room.

When she woke up again, she was on the big bed between Chi Guoguo's female bodies. She sat up from the edge of the bed in a daze. Zi Yuan asked on his shoulder: "Zi Yuan, how do you feel?"

"Ah, senior... the whole body and mind seem to be relaxed..." Ziyuan Yamanaka was able to speak again.

"That's right, you're usually too tense. What do you want now? Do you want to go back?" the senior asked while hugging Zi Yuan.

"I want to do it again." Zi Yuan looked at her senior and said in a low voice.

"You... your head is broken." The senior held Ziyuan's head condescendingly, looked at her and said with a smirk, and stretched his fingers towards Ziyuan.

Ziyuan opened her mouth, and covered it with blurred eyes...

"Ziyuan, you really can't be better..." The senior smiled, it seems that she has found another interesting girl...

Senior's hand hooked her tongue, he pulled Zi Yuan, and lay down on the bed...

"What? Do you want to do it? I'll join too."

"Zi Yuan, you have a really good figure, and your skin is also very good. It's really tempting to let someone bite you."

The other women who woke up also rushed towards this side one after another, and there were bursts of panting sounds in the room...

Combined and twisted again, the friction of the body, the feeling between body temperature and body temperature, the warm and wet feeling.Yamanaka Ziyuan felt a sense of satisfaction and fulfillment, and at this moment she realized that she might be hopeless...

Want to see more... Funny performance from this kid.

Want to see more... this kid's depraved expression.

Want to see more... the crying and blurred face of this child.

Want to see more... the child's sad and tangled look...

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I didn't know it before... It's such a happy thing to obey your heart and enjoy yourself indulgently... Yamanaka Shion has fallen, no, maybe it's a relief for her, it's just the expression of her suppressed mood. On the contrary, she became irresistible, and she betrayed Yan Ze.Yamanaka Ziyuan has changed after this time, she has fallen, she can no longer restrain herself, she has done many, many things that she would never do before, touched things that she would never touch before, she is no longer pure For music people too.Since then, the eyes and attitudes of those seniors whom Zi Yuan despised, had extramarital affairs, depraved, and addicted to illegal things looked at her, telling her clearly: 'We are already the same kind. '

Zi Yuan easily integrated into this circle...

Yamanaka Ziyuan is not a good person. The seniors, juniors, fans, and colleagues are just familiar women. They are just people they meet for the first time. She takes them back to her room for the night.Of course, in this vanity and flashy industry, this is nothing more than normal.Rui handled it very well and has not been publicized by the media so far.

Yamanaka Ziyuan is a perverted girl who is bad to the end, lustful, cunning, weak, irritable and anxious, and her mind has become abnormal...

However, the irony is that the emptiness after the event, the fear of depravity, the guilt for breaking the agreement between the original heart and Yanze, this kind of entanglement and feeling of emptiness tortured her all the time, making her practice and work. I have to work harder, I have to work harder, I have learned more, my skills have improved, and I have more inspiration for creation.Unknowingly, it has reached the point where it is today.

On the surface, Ziyuan in the mountains is stricter than anyone else in self-discipline, but in fact, she is a more depraved indulgence than anyone else, controlled by madness, more empty than anyone else, more full than anyone else, more eager for love than anyone else, but no one can. Believe, only believe in yourself.Depressed, she is not human, even if she is regarded as a weirdo, she will not be moved, and she will not have a true friend.

........................

Rui, who left Ziyuan's room, went out and did not go far, but went to the ventilation area of ​​the balcony, and lit a cigarette by the window. Their relationship was not lovers, but a relationship of venting each other. After Rui had his own girlfriend, so relationship continues.But it was this feeling of taboo that made Ziyuan feel even more excited. She was hopeless.The depressed mood needs to be vented, and I don't know when I have such a habit.Sometimes the pressure is so great that I can't fall asleep until I vent it.

In her eyes, Yamanaka Ziyuan is a pitiful person who is so sad that she can't let go of her heart.But this kind of life can't last long. She met someone she likes, and her girlfriend wants a stable and happy life. The job of running around is no longer suitable for her.After the end of this tour, Rui plans to transfer and settle in Tokyo, and will no longer be a manager.But if she was gone, how lonely and helpless would the lonely Yamanaka Shion be?

Today, there is still a week before the explosion of the plane on the day of returning to the mud bombing.

Only when she is on the stage can she live like herself, so as long as she is called, no matter how many times she encores, she will not refuse, even if she wants to climb up, Ziyuan will do it.Ziyuan wants to play forever under the light.This is her only salvation, it would be fine if she died on the stage, she thought so many times.But even if she stood on the world stage and was recognized, Shion Yamanaka's life was full of regrets, but all of these turned into nothingness in the white light of the explosion.

...

Miss Yamanaka's Rescue

If nothing had happened...

In Sombra, Shion goes back to school before becoming a singer.

Listen carefully in class, take notes, and participate in club activities in the sports department with classmates after class, sweating youthfully, chatting with friends, listening to them say which class boys are handsome, which cosmetics are better, every day Carefree and really happy.

Looking at the slowly setting sun outside the academy, Zi Yuan stood there blankly.

"Ziyuan? What's wrong? Stay here." The students asked.

"Ah..." But she always felt that something was missing, Ziyuan stared blankly at her hand, as if she should be holding something in it.

"Shion! Let's work together!" Suddenly Iwasawa's voice came from his ears, and Zion remembered the red-haired figure singing with a guitar.

"It's really fun to be able to play together!" Everyone in the band said to her with a smile.

Sure enough, I still want to sing, I still want to keep playing! ! !No matter how unbearable the past is, it is everyone's right to pursue dreams...

People who have been in prison and committed crimes should be looked down upon all their lives?People who were underestimated by teachers when they were students should be mediocre all their lives?Are the poor in debt doomed to a life of hardship?Not at all.This is just the wishful thinking of people who think they are moral and like to criticize others.

In the last century, not to mention the current entertainment industry, rock and roll used to be synonymous with depravity and indulgence. The superstars who were addicted to hallucinogens, the number of celebrities who died of du overdose were countless. While they were depraved, they also showed their brilliance in the world side.

Ziyuan's depravity made her music less pure, but these were not enough to make her give up the music she loved all her life.

Yes, she has already died together, and I saw Yan Ze again, sister Yan Ze is really too powerful, even without her help, I am satisfied with being able to play with my own strength in this world.

Sure enough... music is a good thing, and I want to sing it again with all my heart and soul.

Things from the past came to mind like a revolving lantern.

Thinking of this, I recalled the beautiful moments in the past, not only depraved, but also happy things in it.Ahhh, I really want to see everyone in fitha again, and the girls in the light music department too, I want to have a closer exchange and play together.Rui also has to say to her, "Thank you for taking care of me all the time." Although the senior is very messy, I still want to say thank you, there are still many things I want to experience.Now I still have a lot of things to face with my comrades on the front line!How can it end here.Ziyuan's body was instantly filled with strength, and the black shadow that wrapped her was torn apart bit by bit by her.

Looking back on the wrong things I have done in the past, I can't help but feel ashamed, and even scold my own thoughts.It is inevitable that there will be times of setbacks and regrets in life. When you think back on these, you can feel the sadness, guilt, frustration, worry and frustration in your heart. This is a part of life and the process of growing up as a person. All of this happens with the purpose of pushing yourself to fulfill your ideals and expectations.

People should not be bound by the past and the future, but should be responsible for their own present. The present time is not used to feel regret for the past, nor is it used to fantasize about the future, but to do the present thing well.

Everyone lives for himself, chooses his own life path, and pursues happiness and dreams, which are the inherent rights of human beings.I want to be happy with my friends, and I want to play the guitar and sing songs again!

Yes, there is no time, stay here, stand still, Yuri is waiting for me, everyone is waiting for me.

"Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!"

Shion regained her vision, and saw Otonashi and the others who were looking at them with their mouths open.

Yuri's eyes became pitch black, and when she opened her eyes again, she came to another dimension and forgot some things.Yuri is studying at school, feels shy because of some small things, talks about love with her friends, and lives an ordinary, carefree, and extremely happy daily life.

But she remembered Yuri, the team called the Afterlife World Front.

"I'm so happy." Yuri said, standing up.

"What are you talking about?" the teacher named Yuri said strangely.

"This happy scene is too dazzling for me. Everyone is living in such a time. It's so good. I'm so envious. If I disappear from here, can I start again? I can accept this natural happiness ?"

"Nakamura?"

"Yuri?"

The teachers and classmates in the classroom asked strangely, but Yuri just talked to himself.

"Losing memory and changing personality, it should be acceptable. But in this case, what does rebirth mean? It is no longer my life, but another person's life... life is for me It is a one-time existence." Yuli said according to her heart: "It is here, unique, this is my life, and it will not be given to anyone, nor will it be taken away, nor can it be pushed to others. Others cannot forget, discard, trample on, laugh at, beautify, and do everything. I can only accept this cruel and irreplaceable life. Do you understand?"

The classroom that was still in class just now was empty...

"That's why I want to fight! Keep fighting! Because of this kind of life, I can't accept it for the rest of my life!!!!"

A large amount of black mud like a black shadow broke through the window and rushed in, trying to take Yuri away.

Then there was a voice: "Stretch out your hand!"

Yuri grabbed that hand, woke up, and saw the purple-haired girl who was looking at her worriedly.

"Aster?"

"Hmph, it looks like we've caught up." Hinata and Otonashi said with a smile.

"Otonashi, Hinata? Naoi?"

"Am I back?"

"Zao said I heard your voice... no... your longing is exploding, and then you brought us here." Otonashi said with a smile.

"Zu Jiang?"

"Yeah." Kanade popped up from behind Otonashi.

"Really? Thanks to everyone. I was saved by you." Yuri said with a smile.

"But why are you here?" Yuri asked.

"Because we have entrusted our will to the companions above."

"And then you came to rescue us?"

"No, I'm here to fight side by side with you." Otonashi said with a smile.

"Oh, isn't that the same?" Yuri said with a smile.

"That's true, but Yuri and Shion alone are worrying." Hinata said.

"Anyway, let's tidy up your clothes first." Zuo interjected.

"Hey, hey!!!" Yuri looked down at herself, and found that the clothes had been messed up for some time, with white shoulders exposed on the top, and belly button underneath, screaming and hurriedly turned around to tidy up the clothes Come on.

"Okay! Let's go!" Yuri, who had arranged her clothes, said to everyone with a blushing face, and walked forward on her own.

"Really, it's still the same as doing its own thing." The crowd had no choice but to follow.

"Speaking of which, we were taken aback when we first arrived. Ziyuan escaped from the shadows by himself," Hinata said.

"Ah, this kid is really too strong." Otonashi nodded.

When they first arrived, they saw Shion and Yuri who were entangled by black shadows. When they wanted to save her, they saw a rather sturdy scene. It was bitten to pieces, and then the scene where the black shadows were torn apart with their hands.I believe they will never forget it in their lifetime.

"Huh? I'm not as good as Yuri Kazuo?" Zi Yuan said strangely.

"No, you are definitely strong enough." Hinata Ren waved his hand and said.

Everyone found a cave, which was blocked by hundreds of black shadows from the outside.

"Don't you think it's protected there?" Otonashi said.

"What a coincidence, I thought so too." Yuri spread her hands and said.

"But that would require carpet bombing, right?" Hinata said.

"Hmm... what should I do? If you punch one punch, you have to throw hundreds of punches, right?" Ziyuan was a little distressed.

"Then I'll go." At this moment, Kanade stood up and said.

"Huh?" Everyone said in surprise.

As soon as Zhuan finished speaking, he rushed into the hole and plunged into groups of black shadows.

"That's stupid, it's suicide..." Naoi said.