But even if it doesn't, it's not a big deal

It's just that I can't be myself anymore

People are dying all over the world,

But no matter where I go, I can't see it

No matter how much you pursue the superficially beautiful things, there should be a limit

What a joke to say "what a wonderful world this is"

Although I understand that you are very busy every day

But Lord, why are you standing motionless on the clouds in a daze

At least you should blame the children for their pranks. That's your responsibility.

pick up the courage to shake your fist

please act, do something

what love does

If I have to face it, and I can't,

Just stick it on my eyelids

When I was born, before the umbilical cord was cut

If you still resist

No matter when you are happy or when you are in a good mood

Remind me every time you blink

If I don't, I'll forget everything

because i only have two eyes

It's nice to have only two ears

'Cause if I could hear all the cries in the world

I can't breathe properly

Just having the function to be happy already keeps me busy

Can't be too busy, can't be too busy, can't be too busy

Can't be too busy, can't be too busy, can't be too busy

Since you can't see or hear

Then the life of our next generation

Before he reports for duty and cuts the umbilical cord

I will close and block all the entrances to the world

I will take good care of you

let you dodge all those things

Don't let those eyes shed any tears

There are people in this world who can never have enough to eat, and who will starve to death if they don't get food for the next meal.

In this world there are lonely people who lost all their loved ones at birth.

In this world, there are people who live under gunfire from birth and can't even sleep at ease.

In this world, there are people who are physically disabled or sick, whose life is inconvenient, and whose life is about to end.

Then, if I am healthy, can I not feel sad, because my misfortune is considered happiness compared to theirs?

If people want positive energy, can't they cry?Can't complain?

People praise the beauty of this world, can't they discuss its shortcomings?

I am a human being, with advantages and disadvantages.

I am not a cold-blooded animal. I have feelings, so of course I will be sad. I have a sound nervous system, so of course I will shed tears.I was suffering, and of course I felt unhappy.My heart is angry and hurt, of course I will complain.

This is the same as having feet so you can walk, and having a mouth so you can talk, the simplest truth.

My flaws make me unable to believe in the existence of a perfect God. Can the Almighty God create a boulder that he cannot lift?If gods are not perfect, if gods want to make people miserable, and stand by and watch people being tortured, then I don’t need such gods!

Unlike Lin, who is full of sunshine and upliftment, Ziyuan's songs are dark, but she is expressing her thoughts in the dark.She is screaming out the repression in people's hearts, shouting out the dissatisfaction in their hearts, and awakening people's numb hearts...

If you feel lonely, sing aloud.

If you don't like it, sing it out loud.

If you feel angry, sing aloud.

If you feel sad, sing aloud.

If you're feeling down, let's sing.

If you feel unlucky, sing aloud.

This is Ziyuan's music attitude, let go of the darkness of this world, understand the irrationality of this world, accept the misfortune of this world, use singing to resolve the depression in your heart, and then face tomorrow with a smile, even if no one understands you.

Singing on this stage, Ziyuan always has a long-lost feeling, her whole body is on fire, she is more devoted than ever, she is closer to music than ever, she feels happier than ever, and she lives more real than ever .

Zi Yuan is singing with all her heart, at this moment, singing is more important to her than anything else.Ziyuan's singing is communicating with her own heart, and then expresses all the emotions deep in her heart.

Until the end of the singing, everyone was listening quietly in the audience. Some people lowered their heads, some people's eyes turned red, some people wiped their eyes, and some people shed tears.

The livehouse show of the band is over, the first livehouse show of the band 'fitha' is over, they succeeded.

People applauded their favorite bands.

Zi Yuan is very satisfied with this, if someone is moved by her song, then that is enough.

...

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I'm not welcome, it's all your fault no matter what you think! :{I always feel that Ziyuan's songs are very good and have connotations. They are people who are thinking about life carefully. }

It's not a girl, it's Hideyoshi. I'm proud to have my own dressing room! :{The old man thinks so too, and the voice from upstairs really came out. }

Youth value is at the bottom point, and radio wave value is full! :{Is that right?I like Lin's songs better, more uplifting, more positive, and more youthful. Zi Yuan's songs are too dark. }

Lord Demon King of a certain McDonald’s: {You are still a student, you don’t understand the difficulty of the current world, the society of adults is too unreasonable, everyone is very depressed, songs like Ziyuan are what we need what.It's good to vent negatively, and I feel that my body is continuously replenished with energy. }

It’s not that I was exiled by the moon, but I dumped the moon: {Yes, yes, when I was an office worker, I worked overtime all day long, and I often couldn’t even catch the last subway.However, it is very difficult to find a new job after being resigned. }

Otaku!Double tail!I don’t like Xiao Sa! {Uncle, you are boarding in an Internet cafe now}

It wasn't the moon that exiled me, it was me who dumped the moon: {It's not uncle, it's neet. }

The legendary girl a: {Hoohoo, she is a fellow. }

Meow meow, girl with cat ears and glasses, do you want glasses? :{ Lin is perfect for cat ears, Zi Yuan is great for glasses!Ah, finding a face that fits glasses!It's called Xiaobai. }

On the webpage created by the fan club, the video of the fitha band singing in the livehouse is playing. Under the lighting, the faces of Ziyuan and Lin standing in the front are clearly visible. Many people left comments under the video. Livehouse's singing seems to have been put into various websites on the Internet, and the reputation of 'fitha' has risen all of a sudden.The number of broadcasts on Nikoniko alone exceeded 100 million times, and it was also reported in the news of various websites.

There were even rumors that a record company began to pay attention to them. Although I don't know if this is true or not, there is no doubt that 'fitha' has become famous, but the lives of Zi Yuan and Lin have been greatly affected.

There is no impenetrable wall in the world. When a girl in the school saw the video of the band singing, the second-grade mixed-race boy formed a band outside with the president of the student council, and sang the news in the livehouse. Everyone in the school was shocked on Monday. We all know.

At the school gate, a large group of students were watching the protagonist of this incident.Because of her sharp eyes and the prestige she had accumulated, Shion escaped into the student council room when she realized something was wrong.

But before she could breathe a sigh of relief, Shion was surrounded by members of the student union.

"Zi Yuan!"

"President! It's too outlandish!"

"It's hard for you to hide it from us. Look at what this is." A student from the student union took out a mobile phone, which showed a frontal screenshot of Ziyuan playing the electric guitar on the stage.

"...Hui, as a member of the student union, you can set an example. You should not play with your mobile phone casually at school." Ziyuan said solemnly, turning her head away.

"Ah, I'm sorry... Ziyuan student." Hui put away the phone obediently, then stretched out his hands, and threw himself at Ziyuan, "Do you think you can dismiss us like this? Come on! Ziyuan is ticklish, tickle her. "

The members of the student council who are familiar with Shion are also students of the same level, so they will not be polite to her.The bold younger generation also rushed forward.

"Ah! Don't touch here."

"Huhu, it's quite predictable."

"What, this kind of waist is too thin."

"Senior's legs are very beautiful, let me rub them!"

"Ah!" Ziyuan's mournful cry came from the student union.

On the side, Manabe watched silently at the playfulness of the seniors, and had to say that it was really scary for a girl to go crazy. It was obviously scratching at the beginning, and finally developed into sexual harassment.

In the end, Shion begged for mercy, and at the cost of giving everyone a week's worth of cakes, the riot was quelled.

………………

After Lin Slowyou came to the school, he was surrounded by his classmates before he knew the situation.

Under the teacher's scolding, the riot was finally quelled.

But both Lin and Ziyuan's shoeboxes were full of envelopes, and it didn't stop until a week later.

Sure enough, one day the broadcast sounded, and Ziyuan and Lin were called to the office, where many teachers and deans were waiting for them.

If you have done nothing wrong, you don't need to bow your head, and if you are an upright person, you don't need to be humble. Thinking like this, Ziyuan looked at the dean calmly.

Of course, the teachers couldn't ignore the commotion that caused such a commotion. Ziyuan has always been good in character and learning, and her grades have always been maintained at the top. She is also the student council president of the school, and she has always completed her tasks perfectly.Teachers who are still oppressed in some respects really can't say anything, even if they have rich experience in dealing with students.

The teacher looked at this outstanding and extraordinary student in front of him, and felt Ziyuan's majestic aura in his calmness. When he thought of Ziyuan, she also did the best job as the previous student council president, handling things in an orderly manner, without the teacher worrying about it at all, even Do better than the teacher.His grades have always been the first, and he has participated in many competitions and won many honors for the school.People can't make mistakes in dealing with things, and it's superfluous to say that they should study hard. Compared with her, when I was the same age, I was nothing.

She was born as a young lady again, so it doesn't make sense to concentrate on her studies for a bright future. He can't reach one-tenth of what she has even if he struggles all his life.After thinking about it, he lost his confidence at first, and finally dodged his head, not daring to meet Zi Yuan's eyes.

"..." The other teachers were also like this, facing Ziyuan, they couldn't say the lines they had prepared.I don't know what to say.After a moment of silence, everyone's eyes locked on Lin in unison.

But usually he can't get up and down, and only sports can do it well. Every time Lin barely makes it to the passing line, he is miserable and becomes the target of the teacher's attack to protect his own power.I was called to lecture, and I was asked to stay for tutoring as long as the score was lower than the average score in the class.

In different schools and in different regions, the regulations on test papers and scores are also different.Lin and Ziyuan's school is the best girls' school here, and it's not an ordinary school where you can get in if you want, so the requirements for test scores and deviation values ​​are very important.The grades of the students in their schools will not be worse.

Although unlike high school, the so-called admission to prestigious schools such as Tokyo University, Kyoto University, and Hitotsubashi University can change fate, the college entrance examination is the only shortcut for poor people to change their lives.That's so important.But for students, being admitted to a school with a high deviation value, excellent students go to a school with excellent students, and poor students go to a school with poor students, the environment affects life, this is also a part of changing destiny.

By the way, the deviation value refers to the deviation value from the average value, which is a calculation formula value of Ni Bo for students' intelligence and academic ability. [Deviation value = ÷ standard deviation x10 + 50].The deviation value has nothing to do with individual scores, but reflects each person's level among all candidates.In Nihong, the deviation value is regarded as a correct reflection of the learning level, and the deviation value has naturally become the standard for evaluating learning ability.

The deviation value has nothing to do with the difficulty of the test paper, and it has nothing to do with the number of people taking the test.Usually 50 is the average value, 75 is the highest value, and 25 is the lowest value.A deviation value above 50 is a good result.If the deviation value is above 60, you can go to a better university.

"Ahem, you are not required to be like Ziyuan, but at least keep your grades above the average for me. If you fail in any subject, you can stay with me and tutor until you pass the exam. We will never give in on this point." The teacher said firmly.

After bidding farewell to the teacher, the two walked out of the classroom.

"What should I do, Ziyuan?" Lin cried while looking at Ziyuan with tears in his eyes.

Ziyuan patted Lin on the shoulder, and said lightly, "Resign yourself to fate, I will help you with tutoring."

"There will be no time to play games." Lin cried.

"But it's better than staying for tutoring." Ziyuan said lightly.

"Yes..." Lin replied listlessly.

The two walked towards their respective classrooms and separated.

…………

And in a restaurant.

"Yachiyo, I'm hungry." Bai Teng said calmly as usual.

"You just finished your breakfast..." Xiao Bai who was at the side murmured.

"Yes, I'm going to make sundaes now." Yachiyo walked towards the kitchen with a smile.

Is it really okay for you not to go to school?Today is another day of peace...

Wish: happy holidays everyone!

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