indescribable bubble

The man's voice choked up as he spoke, "I was young at the time, you don't know how touched I was at that time."

"I was originally a lonely person. Except for my father, I didn't even want to talk to those church members."

"It was because of that video that I began to believe that in this prejudiced world, there are people who can understand us."

Matthew wiped the corner of his eyes: "That video gave me courage, and I've been trying to contact outsiders since then."

"The result? Do you think they are no different from you now, and can communicate normally?"

Yu Zi listened with gusto and couldn't wait to ask.

"Well,"

Matthew smiled wryly: "There is no problem communicating with fellow believers, but ordinary people who are not enlightened really can't do it."

He thought for a while, and made an analogy: "You are like aliens in human skin, don't talk about communicating, I'm afraid to walk with you."

"Tch, you're the alien. No, you're having a good time with me right now, why aren't you scared at all!"

Yuzi's eyes widened with suspicion.

"People always have to improve, and I have worked hard recently. I can barely handle a child like Yuzi."

"What kid, I'm already 13 years old!" Yu Zi was very dissatisfied.

"Uh-huh"

Nodding without sincerity, Matthew said again: "Now you understand, it is because that senior gave me the courage that I can talk to you like today. So, I am really distressed."

"You want to help him, but you can't."

Yu Zi sat down against the iron fence, "If you want to gain, you must first lose, what do you mean?"

Matthew also sat down, he and Yuzi back to back, like a pair of old friends.

"You can think of it as an exchange of equal value. Unfortunately, he can no longer pay that price now."

"Candy?" As he said, Matthew took out a piece of peanut candy from his pocket.

"Yeah." Yuzi peeled off the package and chewed it, the taste was not bad.

"Is there anything else? It's pretty good."

"There are, and those children like it very much." Matthew took out a handful of candy and stuffed it into Yuzi's hand.

"Those kids?"

"Didn't I say that, I've also worked hard recently. In order to create a good communication atmosphere, I have prepared a lot of candies."

"So, huh"

Yu Zi frowned suddenly: "Does this also violate your dogma, 'equal value exchange', those children have nothing to give you."

"You don't get but you pay. Isn't this 'charity without reason'?"

"wrong."

Matthew said lightly: "The things you get don't have to be tangible. Give them candy and watch them smile. I am very satisfied."

"Satisfaction is also a kind of gain."

"Is that okay?"

"Of course that's fine."

Yu Zi's eyes lit up: "I said, isn't this easy to handle!"

"You just help that idol, and then you are very satisfied, so it doesn't violate the dogma."

Matthew sighed: "It still doesn't work."

"why?"

He straightened his face and said in a serious tone: "In the end, self-satisfaction is nothing but selfish desires."

"It's not a big problem to give candies to children. What the senior wants is something that can change his life."

"It is the power of 'God' and 'Savior' to change other people's lives because of selfish desires."

"I'm just a mortal, it must not be like this."

After hearing this, Yu Zi also looked helpless: "You are really troublesome."

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Matthew seemed to be in a good mood, he smiled and said, "My lord, it's always troublesome."

"..."

"What's the matter?" Without hearing the girl's response, Matthew turned his head strangely, and found Yu Zi was looking thoughtful.

"I have an idea."

The girl showed a wonderful smile: "You said you want an equal exchange, but that guy can't give you anything good, right?"

"That's right, after all, that senior hasn't had a very good life these years, so he probably can't give anything in exchange."

"I say,"

Yu Zi stood up excitedly: "If you can't give it, go get it!"

"Huh?" Matthew was confused, "What should I get?"

"Hmph, I think your gods are quite casual. You were able to fool yourself with 'self-satisfaction' before, but this time you can just follow the gourd."

"Huh? What do you mean."

Yu Ziyi clapped his hands: "I mean, since what you want to give that guy is enough to change his life, and you can't give it for nothing... you should first take away from him something that is enough to change his life as a reward."

"What he can give you is not the same as what you can take from him. What do you think?"

Matthew didn't laugh off these words because of Yuzi's age, instead he began to think seriously.

"Indeed, 'equivalent exchange' does not say that both parties must be voluntary. This idea is very good!"

The man's brows gradually relaxed: "Senior can't give you anything of value, but you can change your mind."

"Think of my help as something that affects his life, um, let's say it's a positive action."

"Then, it's okay to carry out an action that affects his life and will have a great negative impact."

Matthew stood up while talking.

He said with some excitement: "That's right, it's fine if you don't do it like this, it's fine if you don't do it like this!"

"Why didn't I think of it before!"

"Hey" Yu Zi raised his head and chest up, with an expression on his face that he was about to praise me.

"I was wrong. I thought that Yu Zi, like her, was a dark and unreasonable person."

"Unexpectedly, Yu Zi really came up with a good idea."

"Thank you, ah, I must be an idiot when I met you... No, it was the guidance of 'God'."

At first she was quite happy to hear Matthew's praise of Yuzi, but later he attributed the credit to that unknown 'god', and she was very upset.

"Obviously I came up with the idea, why did it involve your 'gods'?"

Matthew was not angry either. He explained gently: "Everything in the world is guided by God, and our meeting is not by accident."

"Oh, then you don't know what God, why don't everyone believe in Him."

Ikuko Sakakihara patted her trousers for fear, and asked back.

"My lord's meaning is something that mere mortals can fathom." Matthew replied with his iconic magic stick smile.

Then, he said again: "I see, Yuzi, you have a predestined relationship with my God, why don't you consider joining the religion?"

Yu Zi yawned boredly: "You haven't said what church you are yet."

"I'm sorry, I am Bishop Matthew of the Apocalypse Esotericism."

For some unknown reason, the man smiled and said something extraordinary.

"Apocalypse secret religion?" Yu Zi scratched his head, "I've never heard of it."

"But forget it."

"I never thought about joining any church. Let me accept those weird rules. Every day, I am not allowed to do this or that. It is more uncomfortable than killing me."

Hearing that Yu Zi flatly refused, Matthew didn't care.

Now this particular girl would refuse to say that the timing hadn't come, and Matthew saw some kind of 'fate' in her.

It doesn't matter, as long as there is fate.

Everything is the guidance of chaos.

The man closed his eyes, held the scripture and prayed a few words.

Then, he said to the impatient girl: "Yuzi, you have solved one of my troubles... Do you have any troubles, why don't you tell me."

"Perhaps I can be of help,"

"Didn't you say that everything is due to your gods? You don't have to thank me." The girl was still a little bit aggrieved.

Matthew didn't speak, just looked at her expectantly.

"Okay, okay, I can't stand you."

"Actually, I do have one thing that bothers me."

Then, Yuzi unpreparedly told the man she met for the first time everything about herself and Nakamura.

Matthew kept smiling at first, but his expression became subtler after listening.

After Yuzi finished speaking in one breath, he found that Matthew was staring at him with a strange look.

"Hey! What is that look in your eyes?"

"Ahem, I'm sorry. It's just that I felt the miracle of my lord again, and I was very moved."

Matthew stroked the black scripture with his right hand and made a decision.

"I will definitely help you with this favor."

Hearing this, Yu Zi looked suspicious: "I don't have anything for you, well, there are a few pieces of candy, do you want it?"

"...This is what I gave you. Well, don't believe it."

Matthew said, "Not talking about what you just said gave me a lot of inspiration."

After a pause, the man said again: "Helping you is actually helping me."

With that said, Matthew opened the black tome and tore off a page.

"Give"

"Tearing up your family's scriptures casually, you really, um, what is this?"

After Yu Zi saw the content on that page clearly, he couldn't help being stunned.

"'On the construction of a temporary second personality', isn't it written clearly?"

Matthew paused for a while, "No, you don't understand the words on it, it's troublesome."

He looked at Yu Zi distressedly: "I don't understand all the things in the scriptures. The soul domain is my father's specialization. I haven't studied it much."

"Who doesn't understand, you underestimate me!"

"Yes, above this"

"I promise you can hide it from that professor, don't worry."

Matthew looked affirmative, "I can roughly guess what he wants to do. 'Five sense resonance', this is not the first time someone has tried it."

"Ha..." Yu Zi seemed to understand.

"Does it work?" she asked uncertainly.

"Absolutely, absolutely useful!"

"Then, let me try."