I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

... Hikigu can think of many, many adjectives to describe the splendor in his eyes at that moment, but he feels that no matter which adjective he uses, he can't fit it very well.

——Stunning and domineering, overwhelming and tear-filled.

——Probably, although this description doesn't fit perfectly, it can still describe one or two things.

It is often said that when humans see bigness, they often feel small, and when a person feels small, that person feels lonely.

There are also rumors that when a person is on the verge of death, many happy pictures of getting along with relatives and friends in the past flash before his eyes... Why?Because at that time people are the loneliest.

Therefore, when Hikiya faced the invincible and unpredictable Yamata no Orochi and was on the verge of death, this unparalleled loneliness made Hikiya, who was already lonely and alone, so lonely that he could no longer be lonely.

As I said before, when Hikigu is alone, he does have the sense of accomplishment of saving the world alone, but it’s not that he doesn’t want to be saved by everyone, and doesn’t want to fight alone.

But when he was going to die alone, when he thought he was just that alone,

Shana comes roaring in with her knife, telling him, you're not alone.

It is true that he ordered Yukino and the others to leave, and it is true that he absolutely does not want to see Yukino and the others coming, otherwise all his actions and efforts will be meaningless... But this is not the same as Bi Qigu in his heart Like being alone, there is no conflict.

It's as if the people in the back of the palace want to evacuate everyone to live better. He doesn't want to see any hesitation at this time, but if he really sees everyone, he will evacuate immediately without hesitation or care. I will still be very disappointed in my heart... Maybe human beings are such contradictory creatures.

"Crack, click, click..."

Shana scratched her head non-stop, finally stomped her feet, and finally said:

"Well, cough, I just want to see if you're okay. I haven't seen you since the war."

"Oh, it's okay, I'm fine...or, thanks to you, I'm fine."

Before the voice fell, Bi Qigu restrained his smile, his face became serious and serious,

"No matter what the final result is, if I didn't have you at that time, I would have died, completely dead."

"So you came just in time, and I haven't had time to ask you to thank you!"

Hikigu bowed seriously to Shana, bending at 90 degrees.

Coincidentally, Yang Nao just waited for him in the same way and bowed to Hikigu in the same way, but now Hikigu bowed to Shana in the same posture.

Probably the detectives are always like this, you save me and I save you, and cultivate an indestructible comrade-in-arms relationship in getting along with each other, not relatives are better than relatives.

"No, no!" Xia Na seemed to be taken aback, and backed away again and again, "Don't be sentimental, I didn't come here specifically to save you, if it was someone else, I would have gone to save you too."

"Ok, I know."

Hiki nodded, with a gentle smile on his face.

"If it wasn't you at that time, if it was someone else, such as Xue Nai, I would go too!"

"Ok, I know."

Bi Qigu still nodded.

"What do you know!"

Shana raised her face seriously, and waved her hands seriously,

"Well, I just thought that you would be lonely if you stayed here alone. If it were me, I would definitely be sad... And let him stay here alone and helpless. I think it's unreasonable. I I can't stand it."

"I don't want to be sad, and I don't want to sit idly by things that I find unreasonable and uncomfortable, so I went... Do you understand what I mean?"

Shana blinked, "I mean I saved you for my own happiness and not for you, understand? So don't thank me, it has nothing to do with you for me to save you."

"Hmm, I probably understand."

Pursing his lips and nodding seriously, Bi Qigu shrugged,

"But it's not bad, I still thank you very much."

"It's annoying, let you go, I can't explain it to you." Shana turned her head impatiently, and suddenly remembered something important, so she turned her head again,

"By the way, I have to tell you something."

Bi Qigu listened attentively, "Tell me."

"It doesn't matter if you thank me or not, I don't really matter, but don't think that Yukino, Kasumigaoka, and Kaguya don't care about you because of this, let alone blame them for such inexplicable things!"

Shana said to Hikigu with a serious face,

"..."

Hikigu remained silent and didn't answer, because Shana couldn't see Hikigu's face because he turned his face sideways.

Without waiting for an answer, Shana continued:

"I am serious."

"Sister Xue Nai and the others didn't want to stay, they had a fight when they received the text message.

"But they thought that you couldn't take care of another oil bottle when you were fighting on the battlefield. Maybe it was their arrival that hurt you who had a chance of survival. That's why they agreed at the end."

"That's why they decided to go out and contact the Kyoto Association immediately, clean up the surrounding people, and tell the people of higher power everything they know in detail."

"After doing this, they will come back, either to fight by your side, or to die with you where you died."

"...So it's not that they don't care about you. On the contrary, they care about you so much that they don't want your efforts to go to waste."

What Shana said made Hikigu's head shake slightly,

But Hikiya continued to remain silent.

He seemed eager to hear what Shana had to say,

"You know, for detectives, death is really nothing to be afraid of. Many times, it really takes more courage to live than to die, especially at that time."

"So, in various senses, they care more about you than I do. Don't look at me coming here with a knife in my hand without thinking about anything. They are more painful than me, and they have played a much greater role. too much."

Shana seemed to be afraid that Bi Qigu might misunderstand or harbor a grudge. She said a lot at the moment, and it seemed that she had already typed up the draft and prepared it for a long time.

"And it turns out that they still came in the end, didn't they? You may have seen that they were the first to kill in."

"So let me tell you the truth, except for me, everyone in the Chiba City branch cares about you very much."

——The previous words are indeed true, but this is not necessarily the case.

But it doesn't matter, Bi Qigu can hear it.

"..."

Bi Qigu didn't know what to say for a long time, finally sighed, turned his head slowly, looked down at Shana,

"...How could I not know those things?"

When he said this, Bi Qigu's tone was full of satisfaction and relief, as well as a little bit of surprise,

"To be honest, I'm quite surprised, but I'm not surprised by their reaction, but surprised that you would explain this to me... This kind of thing that sounds very caring and has a high emotional intelligence is not in my impression. You can make it."

Before Shana had time to retort angrily, Hikigu continued:

"I know that they are very good people, and I am also happy that they have made the choice I want, but this does not conflict with my gratitude to you."

"...But even if I appreciate you, I still have something to tell you."

When he said this, Hikigu's expression suddenly became very serious, so serious that Xia Na's emotions that were just about to explode were swept away in an instant, and he blinked his eyes in bewilderment, and listened to Hikigu's words with a ignorant expression.

"What?"

Hikigu pursed his lips, pondered for a while, and said to Shana:

"I am very happy that you can come here. This is a kindness that I will remember forever."

"...although I am happy,"

"But ah,"

Bi Qigu's tone strengthened, his expression became more and more serious,

"However, if there is a next time,"

"Just follow your sister Xue Nai and the others, don't make any other choices."

"Be obedient, or say, I beg you so."

Hikigu raised his right hand and wanted to touch Shana's slightly raised head, but he put it down as soon as he raised it, and patted Shana's shoulder instead.

He shrugged and said with a serious tone but a relaxed expression:

"That way, I'd be happier."

"..." Shana froze with a ignorant expression on her raised face.

……

……

Finally came back to the house,

Hikigu turned on the lights in the room, looked up, and the most conspicuous thing was the coffee table full of bottles and cans, with labels of various colors on them.

Bi Qigu was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he pursed his lips helplessly.

Hikigu hates taking medicine the most, but now he has to take it.

These are somewhat similar to the functions of some of the instruments that Hikigu has come into contact with before, and they can suppress and eliminate the evil god pollution in the body to the greatest extent.

Considering that he is the agent who is the closest to the evil god and has the longest contact time, after being tested by various instruments just now, and some "pollution" and "influence" were cleaned up by various other instruments, he must have taken a lot of medicine.

Bi Qigu took a rough look at it, and the various bottles and cans probably cost forty or fifty bottles.

Bi Qigu remembers to take at least five or six miles of capsules or tablets for each bottle,

In other words, he has to take two or three hundred pills right now...

But you can't eat it, Bi Qigu is still very afraid of death, if taking medicine can solve the safety problem and save his life, even though he hates it a little bit, he will still eat it clean without hesitation.

He picked up the two jugs of water on the table, weighed them, and opened the lid to check. Hikigu found that the two pure black electric kettles were full of warm water, a total of four liters of water.

It seems that the people who prepared these knew that Bi Qigu had the habit of drinking water before taking medicine... I don't know who prepared these, but the preparations were quite thorough.

Hikigu smashed his lower lip, bent down and put down a kettle with his right hand, picked up a blue translucent glass cup, and poured water into it with the kettle in his left hand.

Water splashed everywhere, Bi Qigu put down the kettle in his left hand, and then put down the glass cup that was almost overflowing with water, picked up the medicine bottle on the table calmly, held it up to the light to read the instructions on the bottle.

According to the above instructions, Bi Qigu unscrewed the bottle cap and poured out 5 tablets, screwed the cap on and put it on the ground to distinguish it from the bottles and cans on the coffee table.

Continuing to do so, Hikigu poured out another 5 capsules, held the ten pills in the palm of his right hand, and stuffed them into his mouth with a bitter face.

Holding his breath, Hikigu quickly picked up the water glass with his right hand, poured a big gulp of warm water into his mouth, and swallowed the pills along the water.

It's so bitter, so uncomfortable, I really don't want to eat it.

——But I have to do this more than 30 times.

Bi Qigu grimaced,

What is the experience of having to hold back when you vomit after taking medicine but you absolutely cannot vomit?

So, I said it earlier,

And I can say it again,

Hikigaya Hachiman hates taking medicine!

The very nasty kind.

……

……

After tossing for half a day,

Hikigu finally turned off the light, went to bed with a sad face and dazed eyes.

The whole person looks very spiritless and lifeless.

The light blue bed looks very simple, neat and clean.

The clothes were not taken off, the mobile phone was placed by the bed, and the mute was not turned on, and the watch was also placed by the bed.

One leg was lying on the bed, and half of the other right leg was hanging outside the bed.

The rest, such as guns and daggers, were all inside the windbreaker, and Bi Qigu didn't feel as flustered as before without taking off the windbreaker.

——Because when Hikigaya's head touched the pillow on the bed, endless tiredness and drowsiness surged towards his brain, submerging his whole body.

The aches and pains all over his body were clearly excruciating, but now they seemed to fade away along with the trance.

He was really tired.