I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

"That's all there is to say, and the final choice is yours."

"The general called and asked you not to act and to follow the procedure of the ceremony honestly; the agents of the Iraqi Association also felt that this was the best, and Ahmed could dispatch the Iraqi Association branch on your behalf; as for me, I Too."

"After all, if you go to the front line now, it really won't be of much use, and even the disadvantages are much more than the effects...so from a rational point of view, you will maximize your benefits if you don't go. choose.

"As for me... As for your acquaintances like me, I don't want you to go out of subjective reasons, and I hope you can give more consideration to the feelings and worries of Komachi, me, and Shiwa."

"I understand, I understand, let me think about it, give me some space and time to think."

Bi Qigu's expression was uncomfortable, and he felt deeply tired and painful in his heart at the moment.

Xue Nai is right... He only has one chance to erase the mark of fate. To him, participating in the war, to put it bluntly, is just an "extreme bravery that he knows will pay a painful price" and is "the pride of men and even agents." "That's all.

From this point of view, it doesn't matter if you don't go, at least it won't affect the front line.

but……

Still want to go.

As for the reason... Hikigu, who has always cherished life, couldn't tell the reason why he wanted to go.

So inexplicable!

...However, let's put this entanglement aside,

他 说:

"Even if I don't go to the front line for the time being, in fact, I can't do anything. Even now, I should have something to do."

Hikigu regained some strength, he struggled,

Get out of bed.

Chapter 150 IX The Old Lady and Her Old Man

"what's up?"

Yukino's eyes suddenly became vigilant,

"what are you going to do?"

Biqigu had already struggled to sit up with his upper body, this action made Biqigu's panting sound a little thicker, but it felt much better than before when he couldn't even sit up - his body was improving.

He couldn't help but smack his lower lip, amused by Yukino's reaction, he said:

"Don't do anything, just meet someone and talk about something."

"Who?"

"Do you still remember the person I recited?" Hikigu asked Yukino.

"Remember, it's the person you said was not only the friend you just met, but also the wanted criminal you personally designated."

"Where is he now?"

"Where else can the wanted criminal be? Of course it's in the prison of the Association, on the third basement floor of this building... But you said you were your friend, so I arranged VIP treatment for him—a prison with VIP treatment."

Hikigu asked again: "How is he? Is he still as crazy?"

"Our doctor treated him and took some special medicine from the association, and he is lucky that this branch of the association happens to have people with spiritual abilities."

Xue Nai described Laimer's present,

"So now his mental state is not bad, at least he can eat, drink, and communicate normally."

"Understood." Bi Qigu heaved a sigh of relief, "This is the best, thank God."

"Is he important?"

"Who knows? It's just that he's connected to a lot of important leads, so I figured maybe something could come out of his mouth

...Of course, the real answer is obtained as an agent. "

Bi Qigu is thoughtful,

"This time is undoubtedly a catastrophe, and there seems to be no good solution except for a head-on confrontation

... But I just have an intuition that there may be a key to breaking the game in this Laimer!"

Xue Nai blinked, "Although I don't understand what you mean, but he is indeed in this building, and he can't escape."

——The other meaning of this sentence is that although I don't know what you want to do, as long as you don't brazenly go to the battlefield to face the evil god, the rest is up to you.

"Okay, I have to trouble you to take me there, I want to talk to him about something."

Xue Nai raised her eyebrows, "Now?"

"That's right... Time doesn't wait. Everyone on the front line is fighting. Even if I really decide not to go, I shouldn't be lying on the bed right now."

Bi Qigu raised his hand and rubbed his temple, "As long as you are alive, as long as you can move, you have to do something."

Xue Nai clicked her tongue and stood up, "You are becoming more and more responsible and responsible."

Bi Qigu shrugged: "It's not a responsibility, it's just that I feel uncomfortable if I don't do it."

"Okay." The closed "Kafka on the Shore" book was placed on the window sill, and Xue Nai walked to Hikigu's bed, "But you are like this, how do you get out of bed."

"That's needless to say?" Bi Qigu felt that Xue Nao seemed a little not very smart,

"Wheelchairs, of course... No matter where the branch of the association is, they all have one thing in common, that is, they always have everything, don't they?"

... A few seconds later, Xue Nai really found the association and asked for a wheelchair, and by the way asked the detective for permission to go to the prison.

She hung the black umbrella on the handle behind the wheelchair, and pushed the wheelchair out with both hands with a stiff face. On the wheelchair sat Biqigu in pajamas.

... It's like an old lady pushing her old man who has difficulty walking. It's everyday and warm.

——As if aware of this, Xue Nai's face was weird and stiff, and her walking movements were also a little stiff.

Hikigu didn't see the reaction of Yukino behind him, he just felt that the girl behind him was so close to his wheelchair,

... so close that the girl's hair fluttered on Biqigu's head, scratching the top of Biqigu's head itchy,

The fragrance got into Hikigu's nose, making Bikigu feel weird,

Even Hikigu's back could vaguely feel the girl's body temperature.

——It was the people who passed by who would pay attention to him after going out and made him feel uncomfortable, which finally brought Hikigu back to his senses.

"Gurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrsrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr like, however, but the wheels of the wheelchair rolled on the ground.

The speed of the wheelchair is not fast, and the speed of slowly advancing is just about equal to the speed of a leisurely walk, which can make Biqigu less bumpy.

——The girl behind her didn't say a word, although she was silent, she was unexpectedly gentle and caring.

...Gradually, Hikigaya who was sitting on it seemed to realize something.

His back straightened slowly, his hands were meticulously placed on the armrests of the wheelchair twice, and he sat up straight.

The atmosphere slowly fermented and became more and more strange.

"..."

Hikigu remained silent and let Yukino push him through the corridor and into the elevator.

There were very few people in the corridor, and there was no one in the elevator. Bi Qigu and Xue Nai stood and sat quietly in the elevator.

The lights on the buttons representing the floors on the elevator flashed downwards one by one, and Hikigu opened the mouth to break the silence,

"that,"

Hikigu said,

"I have experienced some things this time, and I have some new experiences, and I also realized that, that, that is,"

Hikigu couldn't help raising his right hand to touch his chin and nose,

"Aware of some of my problems."

"..." Xue Nao behind Biqigu didn't speak, she didn't know what she was thinking, but just snorted softly to express her doubts:

"uh-huh?"

"That is, didn't I often leave you alone to try to be brave? It was good when I was in Chiba, when I was in Kyoto, and this time I came to Iraq.

...I think it is good for you not to let you know or participate in those things, but it may ignore your own feelings. "

Bi Qigu paused in his speech,

"...So, I'm sorry."

"..."

Xue Nai didn't speak for a long time.

Originally, Hikigu's apology was just an apology, although he stuttered a bit because of embarrassment, but it was good to say it.

...But Xue Nai's silence made Bi Qigu a little nervous.

——Why doesn't she speak?Wouldn't it be angry?Sure enough, those things before have already buried grudges in my heart,

Out of guilt and nervousness, Bi Qigu didn't dare to look back at Yukino behind him.

The light circle of the button symbolizing the floor next to the elevator door jumps from 10 to 9, and then jumps to 5 one by one.

"--Hey?"

After a long time, Xue Nai's response finally came, with countless perplexities in her tone.

Hikigu blinked and asked softly, "What do you mean..."

"Ah, sorry sorry, maybe I should have reacted differently...but I'm so surprised right now,"

Xue Nai's emotional voice came from behind, and there seemed to be an uncontrollable smile inside,

"I was really surprised. I even wondered if the guy in the wheelchair I was pushing was really Hikigaya?"

"……sorry."

Bi Qigu bowed his head, thinking about the child who did something wrong,

"I know I did something wrong. In the past, I was self-righteous, arrogant and arrogant, and I didn't care about other people's feelings. At that time, I never thought about how painful it would be to be treated like this as a comrade-in-arms... ..."

--"Fool."

Yukino interrupted Hikigu's chattering apology involuntarily.

"You don't have to apologize at all."

"Huh?" This time it was Hikigu's turn to be confused.

Behind Hikigu, Yukino's eyes narrowed into crescent moons, she raised her hand to touch Hikigu's head, thought about holding back and put it down,

"You don't have to apologize at all."

She said it again, her voice soft and soft:

"To be honest, that kind of Biqigu is really domineering and hates to be unreasonable. The key is to admit your mistakes sincerely every time, and then do it again next time.

I don't think it's right to be like that, and I don't approve of your behavior. "

"—But that kind of gentleness is not annoying."

As soon as such words were transferred, Hikigu couldn't help but raised his head in surprise, twisted his upper body to look at Yukino's half-smiling eyes,

"Congratulations, it seems that you have grown a lot."

"...But you don't seem to realize that saying sorry is also a mistake—because you shouldn't say sorry to our closest comrades in arms."

... Bi Qigu opened his mouth slightly, hesitant to speak.

Don't say sorry, then what to say.

"Ah, I know what to say..."

Blessed to the soul, a trickle of warmth flooded the heart, Hikigu knew what to say:

"Should I say thank you?"

——Not sorry, but thank you.

Thank you for meeting and cherishing me, and thank you for meeting like this.

"Ah."

This time, Xue Nai nodded seriously, with a smile on the corner of her mouth: