I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

Hikigu's heart was greatly touched.

If you really like someone, there is light in the other person's eyes... and now Bi Qigu can see it clearly.

She really likes him... Bi Qigu thought to himself.

...But what should he do?

Biqigu didn't know what to do.

Suddenly a good-looking girl tells you that I like you, it will be a surprise or a fright. Compared with agreeing happily and not knowing what to do, this kind of reaction seems more normal.

Because everything has never been considered, so when caught off guard, you will subconsciously consider a lot of things and even worry about gains and losses.

So he hesitated to speak several times and stopped, stopped and wanted to speak.

The girl on the body seemed to have gotten the answer from Biqigu's face, her eyes dimmed for a moment, the brilliance and sparkle flowed, and the girl felt a little sad in her heart.

How could a girl not react at all when she confessed so straightforwardly and was repeatedly rejected again and again.

She also has dignity and knows shame. Girls like Ami know self-esteem, self-love and self-improvement best.

It takes courage and perseverance to be stubborn, especially for girls.

If a girl is always slouching for a boy, then the girl must really, really like this boy.

If the courageous girl is rejected, she will suffer more than others think.

Supporting Biqigu with both hands, she stood up slowly, her long hair fell down and caressed Biqigu's face.

She lowered her head and said nothing, making people feel distressed.

But she recovered quickly.

A momentary failure can't knock down the beautiful girl Ami-chan. If this small setback can knock her down, then she has no way to overcome so many years of entanglement and cowardice to come here.

"If you say you will, I will honor my promise immediately."

"If you're still thinking about it...then I'll give you time to think about it."

"—I will come again tomorrow."

She slowly got up from the ground, separated her intertwined legs, and the charming atmosphere gradually returned to normal.

She said seriously to Biqigu who was lying flat on the ground:

"I won't give up, Hikigaya Hachiman."

"You didn't make me give up liking you when you did that, and it didn't make me give up liking you for so many years, so obviously there is nothing that can make me give up for a while."

"...I," Hikigu opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say when the words came to his mouth... because he wanted to say too much, some of which were even contradictory.

He wants to say that you have given up your heart, you don't need to look back at me anymore, you already have your own life, why do you want to turn back and let yourself go backwards?

He wanted to say that I haven't thought it through yet, and to be honest, I'm at a loss right now, and I'm not at all prepared for your confession.

He wanted to say that you said that about me, although I was shocked, surprised and a little inexplicably uncomfortable, but I was still a little happy.

... He wanted to say anything about these words, but it was inappropriate to say anything at this time.

"Me?" Ami pointed to herself, blinking her eyes,

"I just like you. I'm sorry if this bothers you...but my heart is on me. I really like you. Even you can't deprive me of the right to like someone."

"It doesn't matter whether you agree or not... In short, you either stay with me, or make me stop liking you earlier. It seems that there are only two ways to go."

After finishing speaking, she clapped her hands and took a light breath, "Okay Hachiman, I still have things to deal with...see you tomorrow."

She turned around and shook her head, her long sky blue hair fluttering.

She strode away high-spiritedly, wearing slippers and walking out with a high-spirited aura, leaving Hikigu with a handsome back.

——She raised her head and walked proudly.

Hikigu sat up slowly, and was silent for a long time, until the girl in sight changed her shoes in Xuanhuan, went out and closed the door.

She left just like that... Bi Qigu sat on the ground with his legs spread apart, feeling that everything about him today was like an illusory and unrealistic dream, arriving unexpectedly and leaving abruptly, without any sign of each other.

But this is not a dream, so Hikigu knows what troubles he has today.

……

Yamei's eyes were red when she walked out of Biqigu's house, but the more she walked like this, the more she walked with her head held high, and her steps became more vigorous and powerful.

She is arrogant by nature, and she never bows her head—never bows to Bi Qigu, doesn't bow to failure, and doesn't bow to fate.

Mai Sakurajima, who was wearing big sunglasses and a mask, had already put her hands in the pockets of her sun protection jacket, waiting at the door of Hikigaya's house.

Seeing Ami coming out, Mai Sakurajima came up to ask...but after seeing Ami's expression clearly, she had the answer.

As soon as she was about to say something, Yamei shook her head and shrugged, "It's okay, I've made enough mental preparations a long time ago, there's no rush."

——The two walked side by side and walked quickly towards the intersection.

To be honest, Yamei is confident enough that it is impossible for a person who has come to the present by relying on her own hard power to be without arrogance and self-confidence, so she feels that she has no chance.

...Okay, but she also has enough self-knowledge to know that the time is too long and the past is irreversible. With Hikigu's personality, there is a high probability that she will not succeed.

But so what?She is now doing what she wanted, and finally taking action.

Try hard, that's all, don't expect success.

So what if she is unloved and unlikable?

Some of her are liked by others, some are loved by others... But she only has one person who likes her love, and she must go back and do something, even if it is just to try hard for her own satisfaction.

——It’s fine if you don’t regret it.

Just go on the road, don't ask about the future, choose the target, and let him go through the wind and rain.

Ami-chan, who has always been like this, is the Ami Kawashima that everyone loves.

——That big girl who is kinda cool.

……

Hikigu tidied up at home, washed the coffee cups and the slippers worn by Ami and dried them on the balcony.

He walked slowly to the bedroom, closed the door to shut himself up, sat on the chair in front of the study desk, and leaned back on the chair.

Both hands hang down weakly, Bi Qigu slams his mouth, his face is raised high, and his eyes are listlessly looking at the ceiling in the sky.

He was so distraught that he was terribly annoyed right now.

What to do, what to do, what to do...

Emotional matters are also too difficult to deal with, especially when this thing comes out of the blue, people often face the situation where the authorities are fascinated.

...Perhaps, it is not a bad thing to ask a friend's opinion in this regard?

Others seem to do this. When I encounter emotional troubles, I will tell my best friend and seek advice from my friends...it seems to work.

——So Hikigu began to think, among his friends, who could let him share his emotional troubles.

After thinking for a long time, although there were several candidates, Hikigu chose the one he thought was the most suitable and most likely to understand——

A famous beautiful girl writer who once wrote a famous girl's romance novel,

Kasumi Hill Shiyu!

——Just do it when you think of it, Hikigaya called Kasumigaoka.

Chapter 260 The biggest illusion in life?They all like me? (4k)

Hikigaya had just dialed the phone before realizing that Kasumigaoka seemed to be going to school, and her situation was similar to Yukino's, so Hikigaya hung up the phone quickly.

It’s okay if it’s turned off or muted, but if it’s careless and forgets, the ringtone of the phone will ring when the teacher is talking vigorously in class. How to deal with the black-faced teacher is another matter. Got to be scared to death.

...Then, call Shiwa later?Bi Qigu thought about it, and finally decided to forget it.

There are some things that can only be done on the spur of the moment. If the impulsiveness passes for a while, you will feel that it is troublesome to the other party, so you don't want to ask.

——Hikigaya decided to handle this private matter that troubled him by himself.

But to be honest, he almost forgot how long he hadn't been troubled by emotional matters. This kind of common troubles of young people rarely appeared on Bi Qigu, so that Bi Qigu almost forgot that Bitterness with sweetness, complex taste at first taste and then slowly return to sweetness.

Now the young people's troubles are long overdue, and even everything that happened is unrealistic like a dream, but it really happened beside Hikigu, which is a real fact.

Even though Hikigu has experienced a lot of absurd, unruly, twists and turns, facing such a thing... Although this person is indeed her ex-girlfriend, she is still the dream goddess and super idol of the whole country and even Asia.

——This kind of person has a long-term sense of distance from Hikigu, even if he has been in love before. This kind of sad thick wall has nothing to do with class or thought, it is just a very natural thing.

——This kind of person and Hikiya are two completely different worlds. Hikiya has never experienced the life of Ami at all, and he has not even imagined it.

——Such a person suddenly confessed to Hikigu is really confusing.

Let's say you disagree, to be honest, Hikigu can't find a reason to disagree.

She said, "With me, I will do whatever you want and I will try my best to help you. If you don't want to do anything, then I will support you...for the rest of your life, I can afford it."

If people still disagree after saying this, this man either has too hypocritical self-esteem or is not a man... and Bi Qigu just happens to be neither of these two kinds of people.

But he is still entangled, even if he is confessed to by such a girl, he is still entangled.

On the one hand, he felt that if he rejected Ami, he would be a bit too hypocritical, and on the other hand, he felt that he didn't want to fall in love.

One is because Yami's confession was a bit sudden, and the other is because he is now an agent, not only has nothing to do with a big star like Yami, but also seems very inappropriate.

As for whether you like it or not...how can people forget their first love?

He almost forgot whether he still likes Yami or not, and he can't tell what his feelings for Yami are now... But what he can be sure of is that he has never forgotten Yami, and Yami does have something for him a special feeling.

Whether it was when I saw Ami standing across the street on the street today, or when Ami was riding on him with the reflection in his eyes, or when Ami confessed her love seriously, and finally Ami When Mei lowered her head sadly... Bi Qigu felt throbbing and an inexplicable impulse at those times.

After all, Kawashima Ami is Hikigu's first love, and Ami did nothing wrong at the time. Although the two broke up, they didn't cut off that relationship, which is completely different from an ordinary breakup.

"..."

Hikigu remained silent for a long time, leaning on the chair and staring blankly at the ceiling above his head, his pupils almost slackened.

Sure enough, he still couldn't figure it out in one day and agree to Ami's confession.

Very inexplicably, he now thinks of Yukino and Shiwa, Masuzu and Kaguya, and Yangno.

——This kind of association is very inexplicable. It stands to reason that when a person thinks about a girl, it is absolutely impossible to think of other unrelated girls, unless the person's thinking is too divergent, and he will go astray when he thinks about it.

——Kebi Qigu thought of it out of nowhere.

When Hikigu, who had been hiding in the corner for a long time to avoid emotional problems, finally had nowhere to hide because of Ami's direct confession, and had to come out to bask in the sun, he began to face up to his heart and began to think about things that he hadn't considered before. .

If there was no appearance of Ami and no straightforward attack to force the caveman Biqigu out of the cave, he would not be able to see these things, because Biqigu had no brain circuit in that direction at all in his heart at that time.

Now Hikigu has become a famous nemesis of evil gods, and has become a big figure among the top in the mysterious world. He has far more perseverance, bravery, determination and wisdom than before... But in terms of emotions, Bikigu is no different from the past, because there is no such aspect The things stimulated him to grow and transform, so that he could always be a turtle hiding in the shell and a caveman with a cat in the dark.

So Biqigu, who already has a high EQ and a high IQ, can turn his head to look around him and see his previous blind spots.

——So, Hikigaya finally saw and sensed what he had been ignoring all this time.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, Yukinoshita Yukino, Natsukawa Masuyo... even Yukinoshita Yono and Kaguya, is there something wrong.

—was there something wrong with them about him, exactly?

A tingling and numb feeling spread from his chest tremblingly, and spread to Hikigaya's whole body, making Hikigaya get goosebumps all over his body.

"..." His dilated pupils narrowed, his eyes widened unknowingly, he took a deep breath of air, and his paralyzed upper body unknowingly tensed up.

——Hikigaya finally realized something was wrong.

His mind was reminiscing about the past like a lantern, and the scenes that were switched quickly were like a slideshow that was shown in sequence.

——He thought of Yukino.

He thought of the tacit understanding between Xue Nai and him, and when he saw him, there was always a faint smile in his eyes, and this kind of smile did not exist in front of others, completely a high-cold snow girl's attitude .

This special treatment...is it really just a privilege for good friends?

He also remembered that day in Tokyo, when Yukino held hands with him by mistake, he also remembered how Yukino blushed when the two went shopping together and were misunderstood as a couple, and he also remembered how Yukino helped to vent his anger on Hikigu in front of others, pretending Be like Qigu's girlfriend.

... This Yukinoshita Yukino is a bit strange.

——He thought of Xia Zhiqiu again.

He remembered that when Kasumigaoka was in Tokyo, she ran to the door of his hotel room and knocked on the door. Although it was later confirmed that the purpose of going out was to eat, she clearly said at the beginning: "So shall we go on a date?"

Is that... is it really a joke?

It must be known that Hikiguya at that time had a slight change in his view of Kasumigaoka because of Kasumigaoka's "date". A seed was planted in Hikigu's heart, and now this seed has finally germinated.