I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

"...Forget it then, you can be busy."

— Failed again.

—— Yukino didn't come either.

Hikigu pouted, and after hanging up the phone, he stopped looking at the phone and left the phone on the bedside table.

He turned around and lay flat, looked up at the ceiling in the sky to empty his mind, not knowing what he was thinking.

Everyone is busy... Please be busy, please be busy.

Bi Qigu smashed his mouth.

He was alone.

Tomorrow is his birthday, but he called people out, but no one agreed.

Bi Qigu can swear that he is neither pretentious nor melancholy, but it would be a lie to say that he has no depression at all.

He didn't feel like he was back to being alone when he was doing everything, but this occasional return surprised him by realizing that he wasn't as good at being alone as he used to be... at least not sometimes.

——Unknowingly, Bi Qigu became the person he hated the most to integrate into the group, and became a real person in a certain sense. Fortunately, now that he has returned to his state, he can watch himself again, and realize that his loss is unreasonable .

Silently picked up the phone, Hikigu called and asked other people.

Yang Nai's cell phone is temporarily unanswered,

Kaguya said he didn't have time.

Shana said that she didn't want to go out at all these two days.

"..." What a coincidence, what a coincidence.

Bi Qigu frowned. In fact, such a coincidence can be encountered in life, but it will always affect the mood after meeting.

This kind of invitation with a sense of expectation is ruined by the constant rejection after it is released.

"... Forget it, if you don't go out to eat, you don't go out to eat, and it saves money and trouble."

Hikigu pursed his lips, stopped thinking about these things, and continued to lie on the bed and play with his mobile phone.

"..."

When it was around four o'clock in the afternoon, Hikiya dragged his slippers out of the bedroom to cook for Komachi.

——But Komachi shook the phone in his hand and told Hikigaya that her friend asked her out for dinner just now.

"Okay, let's go."

As Hikigaya was talking, he suddenly realized that he didn't have to cook for Komachi anymore.

"...Tsk."

After a while, Komachi went out happily and energetically around 04:30, leaving Hikigu at home alone.

The living room, which had been a lot more lively because of the TV, but a lot more angry because of Komachi, suddenly quieted down, and the surroundings were quiet.

The feeling of silence filled the room, and Bi Qigu stood in the kitchen in a daze in the quiet afternoon.

He looked around the open kitchen and realized that Komachi was not there, who would he cook a table of dishes for?

So, Bi Qigufan put down the kitchen knife in his hand and stopped cooking.

——If there is no accident, Bi Qigu will not eat in the afternoon. Anyway, he is not very hungry.

There was a very inexplicable feeling that gave Hikigu the illusion that he had returned to a lonely state now, and this illusion made him feel unmotivated.

In short, now Biqigu is clearly realizing that caring for the empty-nest elderly is indeed a very reasonable and correct public welfare undertaking.

...At eight o'clock in the evening, Komachi hadn't come back yet, and there was no one at home except Hikigaya.

Bi Qigu changed his clothes on a whim, went out and locked the door, and went for a walk.

—He is going out too.

He was going to buy some delicious snacks for himself, and it was his birthday, so he bought a small cake for tomorrow.

——Even if you are alone, you must treat life well.

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ps: This chapter is 2.1k, I originally wanted to add a little more, but when I was typing, my robe suddenly felt a little dizzy, and I felt a little nauseous, and I felt an inexplicable bloody smell when I took a deep breath... Is it because of the food I ate today or staying up late Overdue?

…However, even so, I still insisted on going from the [-]-character code back then to the current [-]-character code. The process was very tortured. I fell asleep sitting up while writing, and then woke up immediately, and then repeated...

It's five o'clock in the morning, it's dawn, and I finally finished [-] yards.

I hope my body will be fine tomorrow, and then I will resume normal updates.

Chapter 260 Five Rainy Night

It was still very hot in the summer at [-] o'clock in the evening. Walking on the street, Hikigu felt the slow air flow, and the hot evening wind blew over the bangs on his forehead.

He first went to a large convenience store and picked up snacks from it.

Potato chips, cola and canned coffee are all essential things, and various snacks such as biscuits and shrimp crackers are taken into the shopping basket by Biqigu.

He definitely couldn't finish eating so many snacks by himself, so a large part of it would end up in Komachi's mouth.

After picking out the snacks, Hikigu went to the counter to check out, and came out of the convenience store with a large bag of snacks in his right hand.

Standing on the side of the street, the light of the convenience store behind is very conspicuous in the dark night, but the street in front of me is a bit dark, because the street lights here are broken.

Let's call the relevant person in charge at the association tomorrow... Bi Qigu thought to himself, it's not a day or two that the street lights in this street are broken, and no one has been repairing them all the time.

Bi Qigu, who was carrying a big bag of snacks, did not go home, but continued to walk along the street under his feet. The evening wind on the street seemed to be a little cooler than when he just came out.

——He also went to buy himself a small cake to wish himself a happy birthday tomorrow.

——Although it sounds like a lonely legend to say this, Bi Qigu really planned it this way.

Strictly speaking, this is the first time Qigu has cared so much about his birthday since he was a child... In his limited life span of 18 years, he never bought himself snacks on his birthday in the past, and even more so Didn't step over the cake for myself.

He even used to forget his own life until August 8th. He just thought it was a normal day... because he felt that it was useless to remember such things and he didn't need to care about them.

But this time he seemed to care a little bit, not only making an appointment but also buying himself snacks and cakes.

On the one hand, this is because he thinks that is very good, everyone is lively and lively together, on the other hand, he has now changed the fate of himself and his family through the association, he is relieved, his mood has improved and the conditions have improved, and he has the opportunity to celebrate his birthday idea.

——But the final result is that the higher the expectation, the greater the disappointment, and the interest he finally brought up was directly shattered.

The next street was brightly lit, and Bi Qigu looked for a cake shop that was brightly lit and occupied a large area. ,

The only waitress in the store stood quietly behind the counter, greeting customers with a smile.

Birthday cakes originated in the West, and later this custom spread all over the world. The raw materials for making birthday cakes include eggs, condensed milk, milk, flour and so on. Inhale and smell the aroma of cake and cream.

The types of birthday cakes include mousse cakes, cheese cakes, sugar-free cakes, French cakes, etc. Bi Qigu doesn’t need those varieties, he just eats the most common fruit cakes.

Bi Qigu picked a fruit cake that was pleasing to the eye and not too big:

"Just this one, the pattern is simpler."

"Okay." The waiter looked at Hikigu with a half-smile, "Is this your birthday?"

Bi Qigu was silent for a while, then shook his head and said, "...Not really."

"Hmm." The waiter's eyes were still half a smile,

She first packaged the fresh cakes on the counter deftly and skillfully, then turned around and handed them directly to Hikigu who was waiting, and said by the way:

"Happy birthday to you."

——The waitress can still see it, and even vaguely feel the sadness and loss in Bi Qigu's heart.

She is willing to show kindness to every stranger, because maybe such kindness can save a lonely person.

"..." Hikigu was at a loss for words for a moment, and stood silent for a few seconds and replied: "Thank you."

There was a warm current flowing through his heart, but after being moved, he felt a little uncomfortable for no reason.

...Even a strange girl who had never met before knew to say happy birthday to Hikigu, but he really placed his hopes on it, and his friends and relatives who wanted to come out for dinner all rejected him.

This gap and contrast brings some different and subtle experiences to Biqigu.

Hikigaya even suspected that Komachi simply forgot his birthday this year, otherwise why would he not have responded at all, if he had asked Hikigaya what he wanted to eat on his birthday long ago.

... Biqigu held the cake packing box in his left hand and a large bag of snacks in his right hand, and turned around to leave.

Before the glass door was opened, a bolt of lightning pierced the sky, and the burning flash tore through the silent night.

Boom! ! !

Immediately after the thunder, heavy raindrops outside the house fell rapidly.

"It's raining..." The waitress walked to Hikigu's side unknowingly, watching the raindrops outside the glass door fall to the ground, crackling. "heavy rain."

"Let's take shelter from the rain here and wait until the rain stops before leaving."

The young lady sent an invitation to Biqigu.

Bi Qigu looked down at the things in his two hands. He didn't bring an umbrella. If he went out like this, the snacks were not good, and the cake probably couldn't be eaten.

"...Alright, thank you then."

There is a place for guests to eat cakes in the cake shop. Biqigu finds a seat by the window and sits down. The snacks are placed on another bench next to him, and the box containing the cakes is placed on the table. He quietly turns his head and looks out of the window, waiting for the rain stop.

The street lights outside the window are bright, and the rainwater is dancing under the light of the street lights. The smooth water curtain on the ground reflects the shadow of the street lights. There are no pedestrians on the quiet long street, which looks very beautiful.

The street in the rainy summer night has a special flavor. If Biqigu has an umbrella at this time and has nothing to do, he will definitely go out for a walk with the umbrella.

Rain is the best way to cool down. The heat of summer is sucked away by the rain little by little, and the air-conditioning gradually diffuses up.

The young lady stood behind the counter, and Hikigu turned his head and looked out the window. No one spoke to anyone, but the atmosphere in the store was inexplicably not awkward, but rather harmonious... I don’t know if it was because the girl said happy birthday to Hikigu at the beginning s reason.

Half an hour later, the rain showed no signs of stopping, so Biqigu, who had been waiting quietly, became restless.

The sound of the rain now is as rapid as it was half an hour ago, or even more rapid, and there is more and more water on the ground.

... This rain trapped Hikigu here in the middle of the night.

Hikigu frowned, his expression a little dignified.

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ps: Do you have any friends who live in Henan?Be sure to pay attention to safety, don't go out, stay at home, and when you sleep, if you live in a lowland area, take turns to sleep.

I watched the live broadcast of the Zhengzhou rainstorm news on station b for several hours, and the more I watched it, the more worried I became, but I felt a little warm... The cohesion of the Chinese people is really great in the face of such a disaster.

Hope this torrential rain stops soon.

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Then, push a friend's book,

Chapter 260 Surprise!Happy birthday!

A rain trapped him here.

The glass covered with traces of water drops reflects Bi Qigu's indifferent expression, which is a bit depressed.

The first rain in August finally completely took away all the heat of summer on the long street, and brought a bit of coldness.

The bright lights of the cake shop dazzled Hikigu's eyes, and he suddenly realized that it had been raining for half an hour, but Komachi never called him to care.

So Bi Qigu felt even more lonely. The rain drenched the whole of Chiba, but it didn't touch him, just like my friends and Komachi were probably just a warm movie, only Bi Qigu didn't have a name and was very quiet all the time.

...But Biqigu is not too lonely, just a little bit lonely... After all, he is not an outsider, even if the superimposition of various reasons and coincidences catalyzes feelings of emotion, he will not overreact, or it will be too hypocritical.

He was just very sad for a while... Just like a strong person will feel sad in an inadvertent moment, even if it is only a moment, but it comes suddenly and inexplicably, and the reason may even be very ordinary kind of.

Or, is it because Komachi hasn't come home yet?Bi Qigu thought again.

Why don't you go back so late?Don't tell me something happened outside?

Before he felt wronged for a minute, Hikigaya was worried about Komachi...Maybe this is the elder brother of the younger sister, who can always be eaten to death by the younger sister.

So Hiki stood up and walked towards the door.