The current Biqigu no longer likes others, let alone Yinglili... Biqigu knows this for sure.
The suffering experience of the past year has completely wiped out Hikigu’s thoughts on the relationship between men and women, and now the detective Bikigu who is about to die at any time is not worthy of talking about relationships... Work hard, live hard, and make money hard, and after death, the association will reunite Send a huge pension to Komachi, enough for Komachi to live comfortably for the rest of his life, and do what he wants to do. This is all Hikigu will do, and the rest is completely out of the plan.
Thinking of this, Bi Qigu's heart softened, he sighed, and explained again:
It's not too late to be honest, more than two years late.
"That's just a fake relationship. I have my purpose, and she has hers. They each take what they need, and after graduation, they don't owe each other anything, and that false relationship ends."
"I have nothing with her. The closest person to me at that time was you, wasn't it?"
"There's an uproar in the school... If you are willing to believe other people's words, why don't you believe mine?"
Bi Qigu lowered his head and played with the dagger, his voice was quite dull:
"You're pretty stupid, but I never lied to you, didn't you always know that?"
Ying Lili stood on the bed blankly, blushing and dumbfounded.
……
Half an hour later, at 04:30 in the morning, Bi Qigu and Ying Lili were still eye-to-eye in silence, but the atmosphere was much more relaxed, and at most there was some embarrassment.
Ying Lili sat on the bed hugging the pillow, half of her face was buried in the pillow, half of her face was exposed to look at Biqigu, she was so ashamed that she just wanted to find a rock to get in, her face was flushed for half an hour, and it didn't fade at all mean.
This was completely different from what she had imagined. The emotional entanglement of three people had inexplicably turned into a one-man show, and the actors who should cooperate with her did not even appear on the stage.
Because of my brain and listening to rumors, I unilaterally broke with my favorite childhood sweetheart or something... This is not brainless, Yinglili, you big fool!
Ying Lili was very sad, she was ashamed and regretful, and she still had a vague feeling of powerlessness in her heart.
But she also knows that if some things are missed, they are missed, and it is futile to try to make up for them; just like when you are angry, you tear up the doll in your arms like crazy, and when the anger subsides afterwards, you want to It’s useless to think that this is your most beloved rag doll and regret it endlessly...
What's broken is broken, and it can never be mended again.
It's been too long, so long that he's used to being alone with ease, and doesn't want to be inseparable from anyone anymore, in an intimate state.
The two just looked at each other with their own silent regret and belated relief.
……
Time passed like this, the morning sun was always exceptionally clear, and as soon as it dawned at six o'clock, Mrs. Sawamura and Spencer hurriedly pushed the door in. When they entered, they saw Eriri who was still sitting on the bed and staring at Hikigaya , the couple were taken aback at the same time.
The two didn't say anything, and turned their eyes to Hikigu again, waiting anxiously for Hikigu's statement; Hikigu noticed the dark circles on the faces of the two, and guessed in his heart that the two should have stayed up all night.
Knowing what they wanted to ask, Bi Qigu stood up from the ground, stretched his waist, nodded, and said with certainty: "It will be fine."
"There is no weirdness coming to you, you are not polluted... As long as you don't engage in lottery activities these two days, everything will be fine in a few days."
"Thank you very much!" Spencer was delighted and respectful at the same time. At this moment, he deeply realized the hard-won daily life. There is no such thing as a quiet time, but someone is carrying the time forward, and everything is peaceful. Behind the daily life, people like Hikigu are trying to protect.
He took Mrs. Sawamura, bowed to Hikigu with a serious and serious face, and took another bank card from his pocket when he got up——
Before Spencer could speak, Bi Qigu waved his hand,
"Thank you for accepting it, the money is fine, the association has rules."
"Since the matter is resolved, I will go back."
Hikigu stopped talking, took a step, and was about to leave.
"I'll see you off!" Spencer said.
"No need, the less contact with me, the better." Bi Qigu walked to the door of the bedroom and stopped, took out the sunglasses from his arms, lowered his head to put them on, thought for a while, and then said, "That's right ..."
"You are dignitaries, and you already have a half-knowledge of mysteries, so I won't take you away if you are not polluted."
Of course, there is another part of Biqigu's personal selfishness - if Yinglili is not polluted, there is no need to join the association, he would rather remain a polished commander than send her to death with his own hands... Yinglili's character, It is only suitable for being a princess in everyday life, not for the world of mystery.
"However, please act as if nothing happened last night."
"Including meeting me, this matter ends here, forget it."
After finishing speaking, Biqigu ignited the lighter with a "snap", lit a cigarette, and Biqigu, who was wearing sunglasses and a black windbreaker, left gracefully without looking back.
……
Hikigu had just walked downstairs and was about to go out.
"Bikigu!"
The voice behind him made Hikigu turn his head, and Eiriri ran down with bare feet.
Hiki frowned.
Seeing Hikigu's appearance, Yinglili stopped at the exit of the stairs, less than five meters away from Hikigu, and the two looked at each other.
"That...that..."
Ying Lili murmured and didn't know what she was muttering.
Hikigu: "..."
He turned his head to leave.
"Bikigu!"
After shouting loudly, the voice dropped.
"Can I be friends with you again?"
The rag doll is torn apart and can't be repaired...so make a new one.
If the past relationship cannot be repaired, then start again.
"Let's get to know each other again, shall we?"
Ever since she was a child, the arrogant Miss Ying Lili, for the first time, shed her shame and took the initiative to attack——
"Start with what are your and my names."
……
"..."
Chapter 8 Let's go to see new colleagues
"..."
Hikigu didn't look back, the cigarette was in his mouth, the sparks were flickering, and no expression could be seen on his face wearing sunglasses.
He has already untied the knot in his heart. No one would harbor ill will towards the person who had a crush on him. He considered from Ying Lili's point of view, and deeply felt Ying Lili's feelings... If possible, he also wanted to regain that period. Friendship, but he can't.
He is not worthy, he is an agent, as Yang Nai said, the road under their feet is only darkness, accompanied by madness and death, but they must keep moving forward, even if they know that the end is the abyss.
This is a road that never returns, outsiders, don't get involved.
Whether helpless or gentle, he must and can only walk this road alone.
"..."
After a long time, Hikigu replied:
"No need."
"You already have your own life and don't need me anymore."
Hikigu, who had his back to Yinglili, only shook his head, and Yinglili's tearful eyes could only see the blurred figure of Hikigu's motionless back.
After thinking for a while, Hikigu turned around and came back to Ying Lili who was showing surprise, and silently took out a round card from his arms, which was made of unknown silver metal with complicated runes engraved on it.
This is an exorcism talisman created by the association, which has the effect of exorcising demons and ghosts... Just like the medicine Qiu Mingwen used before, it is a consumable that can only be carried and used when going out for missions, which is very practical.
Hikigu handed the talisman to Ying Lili with a cold face, "Here is this, put it in the room."
This is an absolute violation.
"In the future, if you encounter any situation, just hold this talisman."
Who cares about him, he is the head of the bare branch of Chiba City, no one can control him; Talisman?It is used when the task is mentioned.
"Don't think too much, this is just an item given by the agent according to the usual practice."
This is a lie.
"……that's it."
After giving the things, Bi Qigu remained expressionless, as if he had done nothing, turned and left.
Walking to the door, Hikigaya put his hand on the handle.
"It's still the same sentence, forget about the past, including meeting me."
"...Live a good life in the future, be safe and happy, don't force everything."
Turning the doorknob, there was a clicking sound, and the door opened.
The sun outside the house shone through the door. Today's weather was exceptionally good. Under the sun, the detective wearing sunglasses, smoking a cigarette, wearing a windbreaker and Patek Philippe left without looking back.
He was dressed in the moonlight when he came, and shrouded in the sun when he left; the windbreaker is hunting, and Agent Biqigu will continue his journey.
"Goodbye."
He left that sentence, I don't know if Ying Lili heard it;
Looking out through the open door, Hikigu's back gradually disappeared from Eiriri's sight.
Ying Lili stared at the round silver-white talisman in her hand for a long time, and finally held it to her chest with both hands, slowly clenching it tightly.
"Goodbye by fate."
"We'll meet again...I swear."
Ying Lili thought of this, somehow, she thought of Xia Zhiqiu...
When Xia Zhiqiu was in the abandoned building, it seemed that a group of people in windbreakers were called, including Hikigu.
Is she...
Ying Lili felt that she had found a matchmaker.
……
When Ying Lili returned upstairs, the parents were looking at their daughter with strange eyes.
Spencer frowned and asked, "What did you just do?"
Ying Lili's right hand, which was in the pocket of her jacket, clenched the silver talisman in her hand.
"Do not."
Ying Lili tilted her head and said innocently:
"It's nothing."
……
The rising sun at six o'clock is not too hot, but it feels a little warm. The coolness of the night has not yet dissipated, and the mist is still on the green leaves.
Hikigu wanted to be like other people, walking home leisurely like he came out to exercise in the morning, but his black windbreaker was really ostentatious. In order not to bear the strange eyes of passers-by, Hikigu had to cry out heartbroken. taxi.
As for how he came here?
When Hikigu came, he found a special car from Jidao, and when he got out of the car, he let people go home.
It was 6:15 when Hikigaya arrived home. Komachi hadn't woken up yet, and was soundly asleep. The room was dark and quiet because the curtains were drawn.
Bi Qigu pushed the door lightly and entered, quietly went back to the bedroom and changed his clothes.
After placing the pistol, dagger, and Patek Philippe, and tidying up the magazines and bullets, Bi Qigu lay on the bed in his pajamas with peace of mind, and fell asleep slowly, as if he had never left.
Maybe after Komachi woke up, he would come to his room and wake him up.
At that time, Hikigu, who hasn't woken up yet, will be ridiculed by his sister as a slob, right?
Thinking of this, Bi Qigu's mouth showed a little reassuring smile, and slowly fell asleep.
……
In fact, Hikigaya slept soundly that day, Komachi didn't come to him as he thought, but made his own breakfast, left a portion for him, and went to school after eating.
Komachi is sensible too... At ten o'clock in the morning, Hikiya sighed with relief when he saw the lunch box on the table after waking up.
Satisfied with the love breakfast made by Komachi himself, the branch chief who was late did not go to work until 10:30 to deal with official duties.
……
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