I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

The answer is:

From the moment he stepped out of the car door firmly with her arms in his arms, from the moment she screamed when she encountered a monster and saw him rushing in, she fell in love with him;

I like him even more from the fact that he shows amazing talent, but he is not arrogant or impetuous, and from the fact that he trains hard every morning and evening;

Ever since he was in the association, every time he was shy and arrogant, but he still helped her silently and gently, his liking was sweet;

In those moments, his whole body was glowing.That sense of security and solidity was something she had never experienced before.

Such a person, no matter how you like it, is right.

Looking at Biqigu, and thinking about the man she liked before, that man named An Yilunya, she even felt disgusted... She was disgusted with her former self, the man who was nothing compared to Biqigu.

She remembered Ellie once said that Bi Qigu's eyes are not ordinary, and he is destined to become a big shot...

She is a fortune teller, and she was right. Later, Hikigu really turned the tide in the face of the orange-level weirdness, faced the evil gods to save the world, became the head of the branch, and became the apprentice of the general...

He walked higher and farther, he fought with incredible creatures, and he showed his glory in the mysterious world... Kasumigaoka witnessed with his own eyes that Hikigaya became a hero from an ordinary boy. violators.

Xiazhiqiu knows that Biqigu is getting better and better, and will go higher and further in the future-that is almost a certainty.

But Xia Zhiqiu felt that as early as the beginning, Hikigu had light in his eyes and a gentle heart... To say something selfish and dark in his heart, in fact, Hikigu like that back then was already very good, very good. It's better not to be better.

To be honest, Xia Zhiqiu can't wait, afraid that others will find out that he is good... Even now, there are already too many girls who know that he is better than Qigu, right?

But I can't wait, there's nothing I can do, Bi Qigu doesn't have feelings for her yet, she doesn't want this kind of thing.

She had already suffered this from a scumbag.

Who is not a proud little princess?She is very serious this time, so she wants a long time; because she wants a long time, she needs an equal love.

Equality means that no one is humble.Appreciate each other, love each other, no one likes more strongly than the other, and no one loves more humblely than the other.

Besides, at the moment of the association's major events, they don't have time to worry about the relationship between men and women... She knows that Bi Qigu hates this, and she herself hates this kind of people who don't distinguish between priorities.

"Then it will be a matter of course."

This is also the result of Xia Zhiqiu's thinking all night.

This time, Xia Zhiqiu decided to adopt a combination of frontal attack and side detours-first become a very important person next to Hiki Valley, and first stand side by side with Hiki Valley.

No matter how logical and natural, Hikigu fell in love with him.

Fast forward directly to confession, proposal, engagement, marriage, and three children.

At that time, what Yukino Huiye, what Yangnai Shana...all have to drink my old lady's footwashing water!

The corners of Kasumigaoka's mouth curled up.

Xiazhiqiu Shiyu, the plan is clear!

It's six o'clock, summer, the morning sun is very clean, just like the eyes of a newborn child when he discovers the world for the first time, very clean and slightly surprised.

Kasumi Hill's footsteps are brisk and pattering; the smile is cheerful, full of hope and reverie for the future.

She didn't sleep all night, what is she happy about?

Oh, is she thinking about Bikigu and her sweet future?

Who knows.

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Chapter 35 Biqigu's heresies about rich and adopted daughters

After washing the dishes, Hikigu dried his hands, turned around and went to the entrance to take off the silver-gray windbreaker hanging on the wall, then walked back to the bedroom, and locked the bedroom door behind him.

The top of the windbreaker was full of dirt and stains. After thinking about it, Hikigu didn’t put him in the closet, but folded it up and put it under the bed. He planned to wash it when he went to the association later—God knows why the association’s base still has Laundry service items.

He took off the M1911 and Patek Philippe and put them in the drawer. He changed all the dirty pants and the sweat-soaked clothes inside... After putting on a new set of home clothes, Bi Qigu opened the door and quietly went to the bathroom to wash take a bath.

After coming out refreshed, Hikiya sat at the door of the bathroom and hand-washed the dirty clothes and hung them on the air-the washing machine was too noisy, and Hikiya was worried that it would disturb Komachi to sleep.

After finishing all this, it was already 7:10 in the morning, and Hikigaya returned to the room, and came out with a note after a while.

He pasted a post-it note on the packing box, which read:

"The porridge is cold, warm it up before drinking, the meat buns are sold at the steamed stuffed bun shop that both of us like to eat;

My brother worked overtime last night until six in the morning, let him sleep well, play by yourself, study if you want to study, go out to play if you want to go out, here is the money.

——brother

Hiki Valley Hachiman (#^.^#)”

With a snap, he gently placed the porridge box and the meat bag with sticky notes on the dining table in a conspicuous place, making sure that Komachi would see it as soon as he walked into the living room, and took another picture on the table. Fifteen thousand yen in cash, pressed in a packing box.

... Fifteen thousand yen is undoubtedly a huge sum of money for Hikigaya and Komachi in the past, but it is only a quarter of a day's salary for Hikigaya now.

In fact, in Japan, where consumption is high, this amount of money is not too much, but it is enough for Komachi to not watch his companions buy things and just be shy and envious when he goes out.

Therefore, the phrase "girls are rich and nourishing" may not be completely reasonable, and it has a hint of a capitalist consumption trap, but it is not completely unreasonable, and it can even be used in many cases.

Hikigu is willing to support Komachi, not because he has to give Komachi how much money, how well he eats and clothes, but because he wants Komachi to broaden his horizons enough to see what he should see and where he should go.

In this way, Komachi will not develop a low self-esteem and sensitive character, and will be well-informed, self-reliant, self-reliant, very clear about her own needs, and know what is really worth pursuing.

In this way, when she reaches the same age as Hua, she will not be easily tempted by the prosperity and vanity of the floating world.

Tell me a story—

In the past 18 years of his career, Bi Qigu has known a simple country girl from a poor family. He was familiar with her and knew a little bit about her story.

She came from the countryside of Hokkaido. After coming to Chiba, she made some friends from good families, and was dazzled by the prosperity ever since...

She wants to have what others have, and she also wants to have what others don't have. She spends even more money than those girls from good families, blindly asking for it from her family and not caring about the fact that her parents are already overwhelmed.

The character of the simple and honest introverted girl in the past is completely torn apart. It turns out that she doesn't like consumption, but she has never seen a consumption environment and never had such an opportunity... When she comes to a new environment, she will be willing to hide her Inferiority and non-stop to arm themselves with material.

It's not that she doesn't know the difficulties at home, she knows better than anyone how difficult the family is and how difficult it is for her parents. She has even always been a filial and sensible girl in the eyes of her parents...but she just couldn't help it.

She and her parents in Hokkaido use computers or mobile phones to video. Every time they ask her how much money is left in the account and whether the money is enough to spend, and then call the money every once in a while. The parents at home are always in a hurry. I am afraid that my daughter will be wronged when she goes to school in other places...

Whenever at this time, she felt guilty and blamed herself for sucking the family's blood, and even cried out late at night when her roommate asked her why she spent so much money... and then continued to cum the next day Consumption.

Shocking and incredible, isn't it?But it is also logical, just like the more ascetic monk who practiced depression, the more crazy he would be after falling; after suppressing for a long time, no one knows what will be released when the gate is opened.

That gate may be closed forever, always the same; it may be opened one day, the flood is surging, and it will never return.

This is what Hikigu saw with his own eyes, and it was only after that time that he realized how much a change in the environment can change a person...Of course this is just an example, but it also demonstrates to a certain extent that providing girls with suitable The acquired growth environment is indeed very important.

In the past Hiki Valley, there was no way to provide Komachi with a good enough growth environment, and even made her worry and feel inferior all day long, and she changed from a lively girl full of energy to sullen and taciturn... Under such circumstances, how could Komachi thrive? What about growing up?

It should be noted that some girls do have strong hearts, and more suffering will only make them stronger, but more people are not that kind of strong... Most of us are ordinary people, because we did not stick to our self and recognize our self The spirit of the heart, let the acquired environment affect our character too much.

This is just Hikigaya's personal opinion and point of view, probably his own fallacy, but he is determined to enrich Komachi according to this fallacy.

Fortunately, Hikigaya has come to an end now, and Komachi's fate has completely changed without her own efforts;

In a sense, without Komachi's knowledge, she has become the well-deserved little princess of Chiba City.

……

In this way, after eating and drinking, taking a bath, washing clothes, and making arrangements for Komachi, the worrying old lady Hikigu can finally relax and sleep in a completely relaxed sleep.

Hikigu, who was wearing pajamas, walked into the bedroom and closed the door, threw himself onto the bed, kicked off the slippers, twisted his body and lay down on the bed, all the muscles in his body relaxed.

Only in this home, in this simple and familiar small bedroom, is Hikigani neither the head of the Chiba City Association branch, nor Komachi's older brother, nor is he the guardian of so-and-so or here and there. He is just himself, just his name. He is an ordinary boy in Hiki Valley.

A person's long flow of water, a person's floating world, at this time to empty his mind, and finally he can relax for a while, even if only for a short while.

"call--"

He let out a long breath.

"Xia Zhiqiu is right...you are tired, Hikigu."

Hikigu said to himself:

"Take a break."

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Chapter 36 Don't want to dream and footprints (three more)

Take a break.

Bi Qigu wants to dream.

In the dream, the soft and clear breath of the leaves, he whistled all the way home, kicked the stones all the way, thinking about it, feeling that the sunset and the evening wind have been affectionate since ancient times, and he is a happy person now and in the future... Hikigu has forgotten From which literary masterpiece has read this passage, in short, he wants to have such a comfortable and cozy dream now.

But he doesn’t dare to dream. Recently, he either doesn’t dream, or when he dreams, it’s a nightmare full of grotesque meanings, such as the nightmare of the nun’s attack and Innsmouth... It seems that the sweet dreams have been insulated from him since he entered the mysterious world .

Even, not to mention sweet dreams, Bi Qigu hasn’t even had a good night’s sleep recently, the problem of insomnia or too light sleep began to bother him, and after several times he finally fell asleep normally and then had nightmares... To be honest, he doubted that he had Nearing nervous breakdown.

Biqigu once read a passage, which said that the boy's snooze is precious and blameless, because he couldn't ask for it later.

He didn't understand it before, but now he understands it. It turns out that pressure and responsibility can really make it difficult for a person to have a long, peaceful, sweet and worry-free sleep.

Hikigu is only 18 years old, and he has the troubles that only middle-aged and elderly people have... But there is no way, because he stands in a position that most middle-aged and elderly people do not have, and bears the burden that most middle-aged and elderly people do not have. Heavy pressure and responsibility.

Biqigu gained a lot, took a lot, and lost a lot.

Just like a child holding various toys and snacks in his arms, if he wants to reach out to grab the gold and sword on the table, he has to throw the toys and snacks first, and has to let those snacks and toys go away, or even smash on the ground - We call this growth.

It was fair and reasonable, and while it was frustrating later, there was really nothing to complain or dissatisfaction with.

... I hope there will be no more nightmares, Bi Qigu prays.

... I want to have a good dream, more than Qigu.

He turned around and lay flat on the bed with his hands on his sides, blinking his eyes twice.

"Student Hikigu."

He whispered to himself, slowly closing his eyes.

"Good night."

……

"Click, click, click—"

The hands of the clock turned slowly, and in the bedroom there were only the sound of the hands turning over the dial and Hikigu's gradual and even breathing.

……

After sleeping for an unknown amount of time, Bi Qigu woke up, opened his eyes, and stretched himself.

After getting up, Bi Qigu opened the door lazily in his pajamas. He didn't know what was going on. When he woke up, he always felt a little sore in his neck. Could it be a stiff neck?

Within two steps, Hikigaya happened to see Komachi wandering around the living room with a Nikon camera taking pictures.

She shuttled between the red sofa and the blue sofa, until Hikigu worried that she would bump into the black coffee table.

Speaking of which... do we have a camera at home?Bi Qigu touched his head, forget it, I can't remember clearly.

"Komachi!"

Hikigaya called Komachi to stop,

"what are you doing?"

"Oh, bro, you're awake!"

Komachi turned around, shook the Nikon camera in his hand,

"As you can see, take a picture!"

"what?"

This answer made Qigu even more strange, he turned around in a circle, pretending to look around carefully,

"That's right, this is our house... What kind of photos do you take at home?"

Komachi: "It's just the school's mission, "Photographing the Most Unforgettable Corner of the Family", I thought about it, maybe it's the sofa in the living room."

Hachiman was delighted when he heard it: "Indeed, apart from sleeping and studying in the bedroom, Komachi-san will always watch TV and eat snacks on the sofa."

"Oh?"

Komachi squinted at Hikigaya,

"I think you're mocking me."