I, Hikigu, are contained by the evil god

Kaneki Ken, with black and red hideous eyes, attacked his own home, and those pictures were captured on surveillance, which was seen by Hikigu.

The hidden murals and altars in Kaneki Ken’s home that are thousands of meters underground, the betrayal of the ghouls, the deceptive behavior of the ghouls who plundered Kaneki Ken, Kaneki Ken showed the eye characteristics of the ghouls and participated in the attack on his home, in order to find something...

The fragmented fragments originally seemed irrelevant, but at this moment they are forcibly connected together.

Hikigu felt a toothache.

He feels very bad now, it was obviously an ordinary case in his hands, but it suddenly rose to a major case that has been brewing for hundreds of thousands of years, and the entire association has been mobilized.

... Is it because Qianye is really besieged by evil and cannot be stopped, or is Qianye's life unlucky, and everything explodes in a hurry?

One or two are major events that have been brewing and hiding for an unknown number of years, and they have to wait until they become agents before they can explode?

Sucking his teeth, Bi Qigu gritted his teeth and continued to look down.

……

But I didn't expect that the nightmare was far from over.

I fell asleep in the hospital, and when I woke up, it was already today, in this place.

"you're awake."

Said the mysterious woman to me, though I did not know whether she was a woman or not, I could only tell by the voice; for she was always under a black cloak, and I had a curious glimpse, under the cloak, of a Layers of white bandages.

Is she a mummy?I thought.

"Welcome to join us."

She told me so.

So, I found out that my mental problem has been repaired, and there seems to be something wrong with me that I don't know... a big problem.

Ghoul, this term, which I felt inexplicably familiar the first time I heard it from the Shoe Cultists, haunted me like a nightmare and made me almost mentally exhausted.

I came to the ghoul's lair.

I have seen them gnaw on the rotting corpses and eat them with my own eyes. They told me that this is the only food they can eat. When they bite the corpses, the greedy and ugly appearance is really disgusting.

Really, really scary.

However, the most desperate thing is that these vicious and ugly man-eating monsters may not be my enemies.

Because, I became a ghoul (obvious redaction, many messy lines crossed out this sentence), no, I am still human...

This incident is incredible, I don't know what my body has gone through without me knowing, making me a completely human being suddenly turned into a monster, but I believe that I am human... as long as I still feel I am a human being, and if I don't collude with them, I must be a human being.

After the initial panic and uneasiness, I got better...well, I admit that I cried, it was the mysterious woman who talked to me a lot, which made my mood gradually better.

I suspect that she made her voice have some kind of magical effect, which can quickly calm people's mood, and this may not be difficult for monsters like them.

Now, I am in an unbelievable unknown situation, I am approaching perhaps the most taboo and most mysterious field in the world, which is completely out of human experience, and I am heading towards madness step by step.

Therefore, I had to write something secretly. I wrote a diary to express the countless things I wanted to say in my heart. Doing so could greatly relieve my anxiety and helplessness.

These people didn't even monitor me, they just imprisoned me here, and they didn't even show hostility or negative emotions towards me, which greatly facilitated my diary writing.

...However, I am not yet in despair.

I believe I'm not like them, I'm human...even if something's wrong with me, I'm still human, I'm not one of those ugly, greedy beasts, I've always believed that.

I had to pick myself up and think about the status quo.

So, I thought that in any environment, darkness and light are always relative, no matter where they are.

These powerful monsters stay underground without seeing the light of day. It must be because, even in the most taboo and secretive field, there are some people who maintain everyone's daily life, so that these monsters dare not show up.

I believe that there will be heroes to save me... Just like Mr. Dead Fisheye, he must be the nemesis of these monsters!

After a few hours, Mr. Dead Fisheye will descend from the sky again, like a holy angel, and rescue me from the sea of ​​suffering again. At that time, I must thank him formally.

Help me, Mr. Dead Fisheye.

Well, hold on, Kaneki Ken.

Get through this little time, like on the 10th, and you'll be saved right away.

Most definitely.

see you later.

……

The mysterious woman, Kaneki Ken's transformation from a human to a ghoul, these are all very important and interesting information.

Gently put down the diary, Hikigu silently took off the sunglasses with his left hand and put them in his pocket.

His eyes were downcast, and his face was shrouded in shadows because he lowered his head, making it difficult for people to see his expression clearly.

Hiki fell silent.

Tsk, Mr. Dead Fisheye... The name is really bad, so don't use other people's appearances to get nicknames.

……Feel sorry.

Mr. Dead Fisheye is late.

"..."

Yukino felt something was wrong with Hikigu's state, and asked Hikigu strangely:

"What's wrong? What's the message on it?"

"Well, there is information."

Bi Qigu's voice was low and hoarse, which seemed to prove that he was not in a very good mood at the moment.

"It's very important information."

It is a former human being, and it is an important message for human beings.

... No, not in the past, that boy named Kaneki Ken kept emphasizing that he was a human being between the lines. In this case, Hikigu was willing to admit his human identity.

……

Bi Qigu turned a page lightly, shaking off the soil particles trapped inside,

He keenly noticed that the handwriting on it was obviously messy, and the protagonist seemed to have encountered a bad situation.

……

It was sunny on March 7.

It's still today, at noon.

Mr. Dead Fisheye didn't come.

I'm still waiting for him...but I may not be able to wait for him.

Me, I'm really human.

But...but I really want to eat that... eat...the corpse, it's human flesh...but I can't bear to eat it...

But if I really eat it... I can't be a human anymore...

I don't want to be like this, whoever comes,

Anyone can come, please!

help me!

……

Between the lines in the messy handwriting was full of desperation, Bi Qigu was startled and his heart tugged.

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Chapter 63 Eyes closed to darkness, eyes open to no light (3k)

Someone is shouting for help.

The resident under his rule, a young college student who should have been in his prime and soft personality, was crying for help, and his panic and helplessness were vividly expressed on the paper.

Hikigu felt that he really heard Kaneki Ken's cries of desperate struggle.

His complexion was getting worse and worse, but he continued to look down patiently.

The content is not over yet, about two or three lines apart, a new messy font appears.

……

I still ate a piece of human flesh, cut from a corpse... a human corpse.

But that's what they force me to eat... No, my body doesn't even resist, so it's still my fault.

Nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, nausea, I'm really nauseous, not physical, I just feel like throwing up;

But what made me desperate was that I couldn't even vomit that piece of meat. It seemed that he had been digested by me in just a few seconds.

Forgive my incoherent speech, I really don't know how to write to express my inner panic at this time.

...So, I, am I still human?Am I already a monster?

...The answer is obvious, right? How can human beings be like me?

I am, cannibal, disgusting, ugly, greedy, hideous, monster.

No one is going to save me, I realized.No one will come to save a monster. Monsters are only worthy of falling together with monsters, not worthy of going under the light and enjoying the tenderness of the world.

I have already lost the qualification to be saved.

But why?I didn't do anything did I?I just live an ordinary life and treat this world gently, why do you let me go through these inexplicable and terrible shit!

So, whoever loves the world tenderly, will not be loved by the world, will he?

From this moment on, the world began to collapse in my eyes and was filled with darkness.

……

Hikigu's lips moved a few times.

You have become a monster, but you are not an enemy of the association.

Hikiya wanted to stand in front of Kaneki immediately and tell him like this:

The association will not ignore anyone who calls for help, even if you are no longer human, as long as your soul is clear, you can be protected by the association.

The arrest warrant clearly states that all the ghouls who participated in the rebellion will be killed, but those who are willing to actively cooperate with the association and prove their innocence can still live normally.

However, the building was empty, leaving only a mere notebook hidden under the floor tiles.

However, he is not qualified to say that, because he is not the Mr. Dead Fish Eye that Kaneki Ken expected, he is just a waste who has been late and has not been able to rescue the other party from the sea of ​​suffering.

……

Turning to the next page, Hikigu decided to finish reading the diary in one breath. Now he can only hope that Kaneki Ken's diary contains more useful information.

He hoped that the information inside would allow him to kill those bastards as soon as possible, and bring Kaneki Ken back here... This is not an everyday world, but a much brighter world.

This time the diary and notes are not even typesetting in an orderly manner, only one sentence is written scattered on different parts of the paper. Through the layout of the font and the messiness of the handwriting, Hikigu can probably feel the despair that Kaneki Ken seeped through the paper .

He read the diary silently from left to right and from top to bottom:

……

I learned a lot about my ancestors, about me.

I can't accept such an astonishing truth, I don't know what I should do, I just feel that all my persistence and depression are meaningless.

Ah, it turns out that I have never had a place to live, I have never been the clean self I thought... I tried to find hope, but I could only find despair.

When I close my eyes, what I see is darkness. When I open my eyes to see the world, there will still be no light.

Only then did I know that light never belonged to me.

……

I saw amazing things, unbelievable, they are transforming humans, transforming healthy humans into ghouls!What are these ghouls trying to do?

I have empathy for this pain, and I deeply understand the sorrow and wandering, entanglement and pain of those who have been transformed.

But I know that I am not like those poor people.

They are clean and I am dirty.

I was born sinful,