Hokage women's clothing fools Madara, Hashirama won't let me go

"Perhaps it's not a bad thing to tell you about it." Nara Shikahisa said with a straight face: "Every time the three of us "Zhukacho" get together, Haiyi will complain about his work. "

"After graduating, everyone joined the work immediately. Hai had to work overtime every day, but doing repetitive and boring work, and always wiped the ass of the seniors in the family, and even took the blame."

"I taught him a lot of ways to "snap the pot", but it didn't help much, and he would still sigh when we meet again next time. "

"We can all feel that that job has brought him a lot of trouble, and even caused him to fall into insomnia for a while, but he still persisted, did not apply for a break, and did not stop the pain."

"Later I found out that he kept complaining, but he didn't want to change the status quo. He complained to us, but he just wanted to complain. He didn't come to ask for help. It's actually more difficult to make him give up voluntarily than to persevere. "

"Because if he gives up this job, he will face greater choices. The unknown future may "benefit" or "disadvantage" him. If he is unlucky and suffers, that will more uncomfortable. "

"Because of the aversion to "suffering losses", everyone will unconsciously fall into a predicament of "would rather suffer than give up". "

"For example, when you get stuck in an inappropriate job, it's obviously painful, but you don't want to leave."

"For another example, being repeatedly entangled in a relationship that hurt each other, unable to let go, and always refusing to leave the person who hurt each other."

Hearing this, Yan Bai nodded and said, "Well, I can understand that this is an act of self-protection."

"Indeed, it was an instinctive choice. However, he has overcome this instinct now." Nara Shikahisa also said a lot, "Master Hokage, I heard that you have been very strong since you were very young."

Unknowingly, Nara Shikahisa shifted the topic to Yan Bai.

"Huh?" Yan Bai looked bewildered.

Nara Lujiu looked at Yan Bai cautiously, but said in his mouth: "When your family members ask you for help and ask you, how do you feel?"

Yan Bai smiled helplessly, "Ah...probably, I'm so annoying, why are you here again..."

Especially Wajian and Banjian, always causing all kinds of troubles, sometimes, there will be a voice in my heart: "What a useless relative..."

There is also Feijian, who always inadvertently does some unexpected disgusting things. Of course, Yan Bai thinks that he often disgusts Feijian, so everyone is evened out.

Nara Shikahisa's voice became more cautious, "Aside from irritability, don't you have any other feelings? It's just...a different emotion from irritability."

Yan Bai thought for a moment, fell into the memory, and murmured: "Maybe... I am a little relieved, a little happy, I feel that I am an irreplaceable person, everyone relies on me, and everyone can't do without me... "

During the in-depth conversation, Yan Bai couldn't help thinking of his childhood in this reincarnation.

Forced to wear women's clothing.

Disgusted by his father Fojian, deprived of his name, forced to live as a girl.

Is he really as indifferent as he appears?

Do not……

Even after decades.

The scene of Fojian's rage at the beginning still appeared in Yan Bai's mind from time to time.

During the Warring States period, the status of women was low, and being labeled like that meant that life would become more difficult in the future than when they were men.

In the original Naruto, most of the women in the Warring States Period are vague.

Neither Hashirama nor Madara have sisters.

Only Hashirama's wife, Mito, can be talked about by later generations.

is it possible?

Not too possible.

How can it be possible that only boys are born in biological reproduction?In that case, where did they come from?

According to that system, it is not that there are no women, and Hashirama and Madara are not without sisters.

It's that they are "unimportant".

Because it is not important, it will not be remembered, and it is not worth mentioning. Even the biological father does not know how many daughters he has, but only remembers his son.

Fojian didn't expect Yan Bai to be useful.

Yan Bai could have just left, regardless of whether the Qianshou clan lived or died.

Anyway, the days are long, and the Buddha will not remember him.

However, Yan Bai did not leave, but continued to stay in the Thousand Hands Clan.

"Useless" surrounds Yan Bai like a curse.

He just wanted to stand at the top of the Thousand Hands Clan and "prove himself to be useful".

Fojian said that women have no other value except for marriage and childbearing.

Therefore, Yan Bai demonstrated his irreplaceable "healing ability".

Fojian said that it is impossible to reconcile among ninja clans.

Therefore, Yan Bai must find a way to promote the alliance between the Senju clan and the Uchiha clan, and try his best to delay the break between Hashirama and Madara.

Gradually, Fojian changed from a father who underestimated girls to a father who doted on Yan Bai.

Yan Bai thought he didn't mind these things, but he was actually affected so much without knowing it.

Over the years, "prove yourself useful and indispensable" has become an obsession, which has strengthened Yan Bai's behavior pattern.

To put it more bluntly, it is shouldering the heavy responsibility of the Thousand Hands Clan, the heavy responsibility of Konoha Ninja Village, and the heavy responsibility of the Fire Nation.

To put it bluntly, it was this obsession that was squeezing him and exploiting him.

Since the establishment of Konoha Ninja Village, everything has been developing towards Yan Bai's vision, but his spiritual world is miserable.

Building cities, developing people's livelihood, and leading everyone to get rich seem to be Yan Bai's best skills, but it's hard to bear.

This discomfort made Yan Bai feel very safe.

Obsession and inertia interacted, and Yan Bai fell into the dilemma of "paying for them".

Suffering repeatedly, with no end in sight.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't mention this, but Hokage-sama." Shikahisa Nara interrupted Yan Bai's association in a timely manner, and said softly: "Some people will encounter bad partners repeatedly, and some people will repeatedly fall into the same deception Be deceived."

"Give up voluntarily, the problem will not necessarily be solved automatically, and the pain will not disappear immediately, but it can suspend the pain and let us re-examine ourselves."

Yan Bai lowered his head, "Really?"

"You can think about it, if you don't do this, what else can you do?" Nara Shikahisa was a little uneasy in his heart, but he still asked firmly: "If you are not a thousand-handed family, who else can you be? "

If he wasn't Qianshou Yanbai, who else could he be?

If he doesn't take care of the tile and board room, what else can he do?

If he wasn't the most useless daughter of the Thousand Hands Clan, who else could he be?

If he doesn't bother to prove himself to the Buddha, what else can he do?

What else could he do if he wasn't always forcing himself to make up for Madara?

If he is bent on finding a way to leave this world, what is he missing now?

Problems that could not be solved in the past have no meaning to Yan Bai now.

The pain that he couldn't let go of had nothing to do with him.

Finally, Yan Bai raised his face and looked at Nara Shikaku with a smile, "Thank you, Shikaku, I understand."

Chapter 316 Lived sickly for many years

There is no need to force yourself to do things you don't want to do.

You should let go of your obsessions and ask your own heart...

Everyone found that their Hokage-sama seemed to have changed.

As Hokage, he is not as introverted as before, and the mentality of the people around him can finally relax a little bit.

Although I still work as hard as before, I finally don't have the sense of urgency to pee all the time.

Regarding this matter, Nara Shikahisa naturally contributed a lot, but outsiders didn't know it.

Yan Bai is still the same Yan Bai, but he is not as eager to step down as Hokage as before.

Before a suitable candidate appears, Yan Bai will probably not step down.

None of the four disciples are suitable to succeed Hokage, but because the money is still collected, Yan Bai is doing his best to teach them.

Time passed quickly, and two years passed in a blink of an eye.

The Kingdom of Fire is still frantically building its infrastructure, and most of the country has already seen prosperous cities.

Although the wars in various countries began to become sparse two years ago, the efficiency of handling affairs was too low, and it was only recently that the armistice agreement and benefit distribution were reluctantly signed.

During this period, the Kingdom of Fire has entered the industrial age.

Yan Bai will not let the people lie flat, if they all lie flat, there will be accidents in the future, such as alien invasion or something, the whole country is used to lying flat, and everyone will not be able to get up.

So, what to do or what to do.

The Nation of Fire still vigorously develops the population, uses the population to fill the beautiful cities that have been built, and lets the people run these cities with their own hands.

The common people have a stable source of income, and the country has also become stronger.

Yan Bai just silently followed the people with names and surnames in the original plot.

The rope tree is not dead, and Tsunade and Kato break have no intersection.

In my memory, it was during the war, after the death of Nawaki, Tsunade suggested to form a medical ninja team, and got the support of Kato Dan, who had a similar experience, and the two have only met since then.

But now, without the opportunity of "Nawaki's death", Tsunade only has Orochimaru in his heart, and the marriage between Kato and Tsunade is also broken.

Yan Bai was unwilling to pay more attention to these things before, because seeing the broken relationship between characters made him uncomfortable.

But thinking about it now, Yan Bai didn't feel so uncomfortable anymore.

If it's broken, it's broken.

Orochimaru visits Yan Bai once a month, and his desire for eternal life is not as strong as before, because this wish seems to have come true.

Orochimaru is still in love with science, Tsunade may not be able to compete with science in his life.

The original pornography, gambling, and drugs have now become strange three single dogs. Jiraiya is still chasing Tsunade, Tsunade is still chasing Orochimaru, and Orochimaru is still chasing science.

Senju Nawaki practiced very hard, because he wanted to compete with Uchiha Fugaku for Uchiha Mikoto, which was his greatest motivation.

It is also because Senju Naoki learned from Yan Bai the "Compendium of Escape", which is actually a batch of disgusting escape skills, which made Senju Naoki turn into a slippery loach when he competed with Fuyue.

Although Naoshu can't defeat Fuyue for the time being, Fuyue obviously can't do anything to Naoshu.

Compared with being beaten one-sidedly before, Shengshu has made great progress now, so he is very happy, and he is also very active in his practice.

It is because of Shengshu that Yan Bai thinks that Meiqin is very teasing.

Obviously Mikoto didn't say anything, but what she did gave Nakoki the illusion that "she might like me, and I can kill Fuyue back".

Yan Bai doesn't care about Naoshu, maybe Mikoto really likes Naoshu... Although the probability is very low, it is also possible that Naoshu will become "the old king next door", or Naoshu and Fuyue may have an affair, and Miqin will be abandoned by them together ...

Anyway, this old guy Yan Bai doesn't want to care about the emotional world of the younger generation.

Hinata Yuisaki is still the same, learning knowledge very rigidly, and has made great contributions to Yan Bai's "Chinese Medicine Project".

As for Namikaze Minato, he still hangs out with Junlin, and the relationship between the two is getting closer.

Kushina showed courtesy to Junlin, but Junlin always refused her attitude, and then Namikaze Minato became the person who comforted Kushina.

Yan Bai didn't interfere with them either, maybe due to some objective factors, Kushina would stay with Namikaze Minato in the end.

Now that they are young, it is too early to draw conclusions.

Furthermore, Uzumaki Nagato is five years old...

In the past, it was Mito who came to visit Yan Bai, but now Yan Bai often visits Mito.

Since the last meeting, Mito's physical condition has also gone from bad to worse.

According to the physique of the Uzumaki clan, Mito shouldn't be unable to recover for such a long time. There is only one possibility, she doesn't want to get better.

Mito looks like a terminally ill patient. She prepared to take care of her orphans when she was dying a few years ago, but after going around for a few years, she is still sick and alive.

Every time Yan Bai came to visit, he would cook for himself and dine with Mito.

Over the years, Mito's diet has changed greatly.

Mito eats a small fried fish every day, eats dim sum for breakfast, eats small fish heads and tails, and drinks a few cups of black tea; eats pan-fried small fish belly meat for lunch, eats a small bowl of cold seaweed, and drinks fresh water for dinner Milk, eat a little plant food.

This amount of food also made the members of the Senshou clan think that Mito was going to die.