Tokyo female publicist

Looking up under the Ferris wheel, you will be amazed at the magnificence of human creations, and you will be amazed at the insignificance of the world when you sit in the carriage. Eyes flicker and look out.

On the ground, the signboard of the restaurant that just had dinner is no longer clearly visible. The roller coaster is passing by at high speed on the runway around the Ferris wheel. People's faces are full of surprise and horror. Among them, the Tokyo Dome, the ultimate sanctuary dreamed by countless neon artists next to her, is gradually leveling with her.

Also, looking up, Haruna looked at Sayuri's smooth chin and cherry pink lips. She was leaning against the car window, her long hair hanging down her ears, her side face was quiet and beautiful, and it was shockingly beautiful. Moving look.

The most beautiful scenery in the world is in her eyes at this moment, lowering her head, Haruna smiled faintly.

"Choosing the Ferris wheel to end the date was such a treat."

The carriage was lifted to mid-air, Sayuri did not refute Haruna's words, she was somewhat persuaded by Haruna, since Haruna felt that everything today was a date, so she would not say anything, only let Haruna leave the goodness in her heart She, the eldest sister, is the one who really needs to think about everything calmly, maintain Haruna's heart and feelings, and adjust everything in the long river of time to come.

"I don't know which little idiot is the one who wants to ride the roller coaster one last time because of the pain in his butt. How about it, is this mature and soft cushion comfortable for my sister?"

"Next time I want to sleep with my head on it."

"Greedy girl."

Looking up in anger, Sayuri pinched Haruna's little nose affectionately, her mind was so distracted that she even forgot to pay more attention to the beautiful scenery outside the window.

"Tell me, how did your butt hurt? Did your classmates bully you again? Or did your aunt beat you?"

From the beginning of the meeting, Haruna was enduring the pain and having fun with her, pretending to smile, Sayuri was annoyed by her failure to discover all this earlier, blamed herself, and was even more worried about what bad things happened to Haruna. At this moment, he couldn't help asking worriedly.

A girl who is in love will always have all kinds of tricks in her heart. Haruna pursed her lips, and the high score strategy in the online post naturally appeared in her mind-don't be shy, show it to the person you like. If you show your own joy, the arrogant girl will miss a lot, and the sincere girl will get everything.

No longer willing to bury it, Haruna brought all the truth.

"It turned out that something like this happened. Don't make such a dangerous move in the future. If you can't come, just tell me to choose a different day. It's also a fluke. What if you really throw you out of the way?" ?

Speaking of which, my aunt is really stingy, maybe I frightened her too much, and let her do this. "

Stroking the soft hair on the top of Haruna's head, resting her chin on her head, shaking her body gently, Sayuri warned Haruna softly.

"Actually, it's my sister. You didn't tell me about the itinerary earlier. The neighbor's sister Rie's room is next to mine. Usually, she can build a ladder from there and I can easily sneak out. But sister, today I just sent the message earlier, and at that time, Sister Lihui had already gone out to do her father's work, and she should be at home when I go back, so she won't be found by my mother."

"Hearing your words, it's not one or two sneaking away."

"It's been like this from the past. My mother often restricts my freedom for various reasons. She has mental illness, low self-esteem, persecution paranoia, control, and jealousy. If I were my father, I would have divorced her long ago. Uh , No, I have to worry about whether my mother will threaten suicide, or chase my father with a knife and stab this series of things.

Thinking about it this way, Dad is working so hard, no wonder he often travels on business, and I don't know if there are other women outside?He shouldn't be so upright, but maybe I wouldn't blame him too much if he did? "

There are always countless sorrows in being a child. The biggest is that you can’t choose the family you were born in. The second is that you have to face countless difficult exams in this world. As important as it is, things that will profoundly affect a child's life are not to mention difficult and do not even require exams.

"Thank you for your hard work, you really worked hard."

She seems to have no worries about food and clothing, but she also suffers unimaginable pain and pain from other children. This kind of Haruna grew up all the way, and she was able to grow into such a kind, strong, and lovable child without being influenced by her sick mother. Afterwards, I was afraid and rejoiced.

She has been saying that Haruna is mature, but maybe this maturity far beyond her peers is due to the various worries and disasters brought to her by her incompetent mother. The more she wants to get rid of her mother's control and influence, the more she The heart of the person will be honed and matured more and more, so that he will become more sophisticated.

Thinking about it this way, this maturity should not be a good thing, but a proof that Haruna has been suffering so far.

"Ah~"

Haruna sighed like an adult.

"People's hearts are really strange."

Looking out of the window, the little Haruna's words suddenly carried a bit of philosophical meaning.

Her eyes flickered, she gritted her teeth, and still couldn't help confiding to Sayuri with a hoarse voice.

"I don't know why, it's weird and absurd, I'm sure I hate her, but when my mother just ate the sukiyaki that night, she came to me with the police and yelled at the police anxiously, sister, you It was a trafficker who grabbed me and cried loudly, imprisoning me until my whole body ached, and when I was forced to feel the violent trembling from her body, I was inexplicably happy in my heart.

As if suddenly relieved, I was very happy to be hugged by my mother, and I was very happy to feel that she cared about me. I was beaten, scolded by her when I went home, and checked my phone forcibly by her, and I saw her the next day. From the beginning, you squatted in front of the school gate and waited for me, and even forced me to suspend classes for three days, and soon I couldn't stand the torture anymore and returned the money to you...

I am so happy, I obviously hate her, but I am happy because I feel that she loves me. Do I also have a mental illness, inherit my mother's paranoia and various unbearable temperaments, and am I an abnormal person?

I'm so weird, but I'm really happy. "

When admiring the beautiful scenery, the clarity in her heart was gone, and the atmosphere in the room became oppressive and gloomy in a short period of time. Haruna covered her face with her hands and wept softly while exhaling for a long time.

Sayuri took out the wet wipe and handed it to her, and was silent for a moment.

Blood is thicker than water, and the sorrow of children is nothing more than this. No matter how unbearable the parents' behavior is, bearing the evil of upbringing, feeling the beating hearts of care in their chests, love has already quietly accumulated in the changing years, and it is difficult to let go .

Haruna is right when she clearly hates everything her mother does, but she can't break free from the prison of love and has to suffer in it.

People's hearts are really strange.

How should I comfort Haruna at this time, tell her that this is her kindness, or is it leading her to go in the wrong direction in the eyes of the world?

"The Haruna I know is not a crybaby, be strong, you will suffer like this, but you are not strong enough, let your heart become colder, love is never equal, at least I have always been Think so.

My aunt loves you deeply but it doesn't mean that you have to return the same love. Don't be entangled in pain, and treat this twisted love more coldly. Work hard to grow up, study hard, and strive to be excellent enough to escape She begins to belong to someone who lives her own life.

What you should love is the right people and things. For the mother you hate from the bottom of your heart, all you need to repay is her kindness in nurturing, and the amount of affection you give back to her is entirely up to your own choice.

Be patient quietly, wait for the flowers to bloom, and find a new land to take root and live alone when it bears fruit. You are you, she is her, so don't worry too much. It is a good thing to be indifferent to the wrong person in my eyes. "

To receive as much love from parents is to return as much love. It seems that in the eyes of the world, this is correct, moral, and the standard for judging people's conscience, but it is also the source of Haruna's pain.

She believed from the bottom of her heart that what her mother did was wrong, she could recognize likes and dislikes but she was not strong enough, decisive enough, indecisive, so she suffered from pain.

Then, draw a clear line and become a "cold" daughter. This is the only way Sayuri can think of to make Haruna no longer suffer.

Being cold-blooded and violating the norms, this is pushing Haruna into a cold abyss that the world cannot tolerate, but everything actually comes from Sayuri's sincerity.

When a person is alive, love and hate must be distinguished. All she cares about is Haruna's emotions, and Aizawa Yugiri is not in her consideration.

"Miss Sayuri, you are always like this..."

Surprised by Sayuri's cold-blooded words, her body stopped trembling, her voice was filled with new strength, she wiped away her tears, and looked up at this person who seemed to have been completely reborn since they met, becoming another stranger to her, but it made her feel strange. Surprising many sisters with infinite joy, a smile appeared on the corner of Haruna's mouth.

"How is it always?"

Lowering her head slightly and lowering her eyes, Sayuri asked softly.

"It's always like being able to say things that are different from everyone else. It was also that time, and it is also this time."

When nothing happened, everyone was full of righteousness and morality, but when she was bullied by her classmates and fought back unbearably, everyone blamed her for her fault.

Tell her not to use violence to control violence, tell her to tell the teachers and parents everything, tell her to change classes to calm the storm, as if the fault is not those who bullied her, but her who is tortured and bruised, can only use that In this way, the victim who maintains her dignity and frail body needs her compromise in exchange for the forgiveness of the perpetrators.

"Tell mom, mom will help you solve it."

"How can I help you if you don't tell the teacher?"

"You're done venting your anger, and my child was revenged by you. What else do you want to do? Do you have to let so many people be expelled from school with you to be happy?"

Countless sanctimonious adults flaunt their reason and rationality in a despicable and shameful way, but they always just talk but do nothing.

No matter how aggressive the mother is, can it really affect all kinds of things in the school?The teacher said to help her, but during the four or five days of continuous bullying, did she really not notice it at all?The parents are even more irritating. Is there anything wrong with hurting her and being expelled together?

It should be clear to everyone that only what Haruna did could stop the horrific bullying completely, but no one has ever recognized her.

But in the warm sunshine in the afternoon, Sayuri told her.

"Haruna, you're right."

Only Sayuri spoke the truth, then and now.

Her mother is like this at home, and it has not changed in the eyes of outsiders. She is a fierce, vain, vicious, unreasonable, paranoid, and unreasonable woman, so that the neighbors around her often look at her with pity, asking her if she feels pain, and Reassure her that she will be fine in the future.

However, whenever she got carried away, whenever she followed the words of the neighbors and uttered words that she hated and disliked her mother, they would immediately change their faces.

"No matter how unbearable it is, it's still your mother. You should be patient as a daughter. After all, you are the one who raised you. You must honor her well in the future."

The adults taught her to be honest since she was a child, but she was so hypocritical, her heart was full of jokes, she watched her family's jokes, but on her face, she pretended to hope that her family would be harmonious, and said contradictory words to bring She suffers from boundless pain and troubles, yet she feels that she is really kind and gentle, upright and great, and has taught rebellious girls what is filial piety.

Is she waiting too?Will tell Sayuri the truth that I have been holding back in my heart, that I have never told anyone, not even my father, is I looking forward to, expecting that Sayuri can tell the truth, that is different from everyone, no For self-satisfaction, but sincerely speaking for her deviant words.

clang!

The Ferris wheel rose to the highest altitude, and everything outside the window became small and distant, only Sayuri's warm body temperature and the softness of her body were still clearly palpable.

Haruna doesn't know how the centerless ferris wheel works without the traction of the axle, what Haruna only knows is that her heart is beating under the traction of Sayuri, which is strong and vivid, joyful and bright.

"Sister Xiao Baihe, you are always so cunning."

"Where am I being cunning?"

Sayuri was puzzled by Haruna's sudden words, and she tilted her head a little aggrieved, showing an innocent look.

It is this innocence, this lack of self-awareness that is the most cunning.

"Clearly you have been rejecting me all the time, but you keep teasing my heart, saying what I want to hear most, and doing what I expect, so that I don't like you, you are a hypocritical adult .”

Startled suddenly, Sayuri seemed to be persuaded by Haruna's words, she nodded heavily and began to laugh happily.

"Then I'm afraid, I will always be hypocritical and cunning."

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Because there was a period of waiting under the Ferris wheel, it was already a quarter past three when it landed again.

Although the time was tight, Sayuri insisted on taking Haruna to a nearby clinic to have a look at the little butt, and concluded that the bone was not cracked, but the flesh was bruised and swollen. Spray some medicine and rest for a while. Said Baihe felt relieved.

And Sayuri insisted, and Haruna also insisted. She insisted on using the Fukuzawa Yukichi-sama in her wallet to pay for the consultation fee and medicine.

"If you're so poor, save me some money, idiot!"

The little girl lost her temper in a rare way, so scared that Sayuri immediately changed her French nationality and raised her hands in surrender.

After sending Haruna to the bus home, Sayuri also hurried back to Shinjuku, not planning to go home, but going to the shopping mall near her home to ruthlessly empty out her newly filled wallet.

In the previous period of time, Sayuri earned 20 yuan from part-time jobs, plus the 26 yuan she already had, and the [-] yuan in debt at her discretion was a savings of nearly [-] yuan.

This book is enough for her to survive until Top Day pays her salary next month, and she can even squeeze out some money to buy some chicken feet in the shopping street to satisfy her appetite, but looking at it now, she is afraid that she will live quite well in the next period of time. Embarrassment, more careful calculation.

The kimono left by Moritani is okay to wear overnight, but if you wear it today, you will be looked down upon by Mama-san.

Working hard in the workplace can not leave a bad impression on the leader who is greedy for small profits and passively sabotages work. Yesterday was justifiable, but if she goes today, she must show a corresponding attitude. Wear a beautiful dress that can perfectly show her A beautiful dress is fine.

Moreover, for public relations, after the appearance, the clothes are his second business card. It’s okay to buy a random dress, but it’s not bad to fool the unsighted guests in the hall with a cheap but rough dress. However, if you want to entertain female guests with status, it is not dignified enough.

Public relations is a service industry that provides customers with a sense of satisfaction. The more distinguished customers are, the more picky they are. It is not enough to look good. You have to dress grandly to be looked at high, so that customers can communicate with each other without any grievances. speech.

A handsome publicist like Aya Hatatani still needs to wear a custom-made suit, high-end leather shoes and brand-name watches to support the scene. Although Sayuri does not have the financial resources, she must at least try her best to show a decent enough attitude.

It doesn’t take time to choose. She had already selected it once in a nearby shopping mall, but she didn’t buy it because she was not sure whether she would be employed. This time, she went to try again to see if it fits well. If she was satisfied, she could just pay and leave and wear it to the store. .

Playing with Haruna costs [-], and the dress she likes is [-].

Sayuri sighed heavily, and looked at the time on her phone again. It was [-]:[-]. If the schedule was tight, it would not delay too much time. She should be able to arrive at the store before [-]:[-].

Along the way, I passed the convenience store on the only way, where the workers were intensively repainting and decorating it, as if they were going to convert it into a VR experience store.

Recently, because she often haunts the shopping street, Sayuri has established a certain relationship with her neighbors. After all, she is pure, beautiful and has a sweet mouth. Few people will not love such a girl, so she can also know the rumors about the store manager.

It is said that the store manager has harmed many young girls in the past few years, and has long been in the sight of the police. The hot girl who was in charge of the cash register that day was actually a plainclothes policewoman, dressed as a hot girl in the store. He spent more than a week collecting evidence and mastered a lot of audio and video recordings.

After having these, the police arrested her not long ago, and several persecuted women have come forward to testify against her, and it is estimated that the sentence will take a long time.

Going forward, the aunt who sells fried food greets her and brings her a freshly fried croquette. The beautiful sister of the flower shop handed her a narcissus in full bloom. The cute little girl in the rice cake shop is red She gave her a piece of red bean and rabbit Daifuku in the face, and the uncle in the bathhouse yelled "Sayuri, come to my house to take a bath later", but was chased out by his wife and knocked on a frying pan...

Walking all the way, saying hello with a smiling face, Sayuri walked past the door of the pet store again, looking at the young couple who were so affectionate in the store and didn't notice her, puffed up their faces angrily.

After accepting too much kindness from her, I can't help but feel a little fluttering, asking for preferential treatment that shouldn't be asked for, the whole street is given to the market for nothing, just this husband and wife profiteer in the pet shop keeps on going for a week. Contrary to her wallet, eyes unblinking, heart beating and mouth crooked~

Household washbasins cannot support future defecation needs, cat litter boxes, buy!The hair of long-haired cats is beautiful but messy all over the house, special combs, buy!After being left outside for a day, they are already infested with lice. The small number is also afraid of proliferation. Buy anthelmintics!

Buying, buying, dreaming of having a cat. After raising a cat, Sayuri will know why people around her advise her not to keep a cat. This cat raising is really a bottomless pit. If you buy something today, you will have to buy something tomorrow. Recently, in the future, you will start catching things at home. Grinding the claws, although I made a scratch board out of a cardboard box, the sofa was almost scratched.

In order to prevent Meiji from seeing the high-end furniture at home in disarray and repaying the debt, Sayuri has already covered all the things in the house that may be scratched by cats with thick sheets. I plan to buy a special climbing frame for the cat in the next two days, but now it seems that it will take a long time to delay.

Well, it's just a delay, next month's salary will be paid, and I will buy it as soon as I have money.

Raising a cat is troublesome, but she is willing to raise it. Since she is the owner, she will be responsible, spoil and love it, and will never abandon it.

As for the guy who cruelly threw away such a cute cat in the future, he must be a wicked person with an ugly heart and abscesses all over his face.

Thinking of this, Sayuri walked past the door of the pet shop, but she was slightly taken aback by the beautiful woman standing on the corner of the street.

Wearing a light pink printed dress, Yuli stood at the corner of the street. The girl's willow eyebrows were curved, her pink lips were pursed like dripping cherries, and her bright eyes looked around as if she was looking for something. The strong wind in March swept across her waist. The flowing black hair is like splashing ink, and the end is a picturesque beauty, an eternal scenery in the eyes of passers-by.

"Yeah~"

Pressing down on the skirt with one hand, and lightly brushing the fluttering long hair with the other, the white sun hat on the girl's head was blown off by the strong wind, and landed on the ground with a gurgling turn, just stopping at Sayuri's feet.

What kind of fateful encounter was this, and she complained inwardly, Sayuri bent down and picked up the white hat, ready to hand it to the girl who was running quickly.

Without a word of thanks, and without taking the white hat, the girl stood there staring at Sayuri's beautiful cheeks. After a long while, when Sayuri was stared at and couldn't help but want to ask questions, the girl took the lead.

"Excuse me, are you the most beautiful Miss Sayuri Fukada in the entire Shinjuku area?"

Sayuri was stunned by the girl's question, and she didn't know how to reply for a moment.

It's true that she is the number one beauty in Shinjuku (self-proclaimed, plus white for collective certification in the shopping street), but she is the first girl to ask her so abruptly.