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No matter from which point of view, if two people quarrel here, she will inevitably be involved. Once caught in a situation where two people question her at the same time, no matter which side Sayuri is biased towards, it will bring extreme pain to the other person. big damage.

As for the same bowl of water as before, if I care about both of them, the problem is different.This answer is no longer appropriate. In the current situation where the two people's feelings for her have not yet reached a deep level, saying that kind of words may make them both disappointed and choose to leave her together. Sayuri will never foolishly change the situation Go in that direction.

"Eleven o'clock? Oh no, my class! It's over, I'm sure I'll be scolded by my mother, Miki, Miss Fukada, please keep talking, I have to go back to school right away, next time we meet we will chat again, play once.

Even though she is not a very alert person, Sayuri put all the steps under her feet, so why not use the slope to get off the donkey? run out the door.

This time, only Sayuri and Miki were left in the room looking at each other.

Chapter 38. Miki, You Misunderstood Me

"Meiji, did you think about coming today?"

"Sayuri, have you seen a doctor?"

After a moment of silence, the two who couldn't hold back spoke almost at the same time. Maybe they both rushed to the same place, but their words were completely different.

Hearing this, she was slightly startled, she smiled quietly and put her hair behind her ears naturally, understanding Meiji, Sayuri followed her words.

"Doctors can't fix my head."

It's not physical amnesia, but a soul change. How can such an amnesiac doctor be able to cure it well? I'm afraid it will take all the witches to recall the soul of the girl Fukada Sayuri.

Regarding this, Meiji was calmer than Sayuri imagined.

"I understand, the previous memories may really not come back."

"Accept it like this? I thought, Meiji, you would take me to the hospital for an examination immediately, and then try to restore my memory."

In Sayuri's imagination, this is indeed something that Meiji might do. This girl loves the original owner deeply and cherishes the memories with the original owner. If she still says that after two days of thinking, Sayuri will obey. Her mind went to the hospital for a check-up, so that she could feel at ease and stop her thoughts.

The girl's hot love, Sayuri, is still pity. It's better to say that she can have such a good impression of Miki, who has only met a few times and the time of communication is less than a day, because of her affection.

But after two days of thinking a lot, Meiji really let go.

"Sister Sayuri is Senior Sister Sayuri. Even if you lose your memory, you are still the same person. You still like pickled pepper chicken feet and still love Hello Kitty. Although there are many differences in words and deeds from Sister Sayuri in my heart, you are calm. After two days, I can finally admit it frankly."

"Admit what?"

Seeing that Meiji stopped talking suddenly, Sayuri asked. At this time, the little white rabbit-like girl raised her eyes to stare at her face, and it took a long time before she said with a bit of joy.

"Admit that I, a despicable guy, have always secretly liked your amnesia, Sayuri-senpai, while expressing to you that I cherish the memories between us in the past, but in fact, in my heart, I am more dissatisfied Hope you get your memory back.

Although I didn't say it before, but I knew it in my heart. Compared with Sayuri-senpai in the past, it is easier to cherish me now and be moved by my deep affection for you, but it is easier to pity Sayuri-senpai who is shaken by me Walking with me is more likely to make my dream come true. "

Human beings are egoistic creatures after all, and they are also creatures with complex emotions. At the moment when Miki first discovered Sayuri's memory loss, Miki might really have gone crazy and wanted to find her senior Sayuri, but after a period of calm thinking she In the end, I still think in the direction of self-interest, and consider the aspects that are most beneficial to me.

There is nothing to blame for this. Compared with the straight sister Sakura who doesn't get into oil and salt, the Celestial Prince who can attack no matter what you think is more in line with the wishes of Miki, the Sakura prince. It's just that Sayuri is no longer Fukada Sayuri. Didn't really understand it.

The matter of being replaced is always an unspeakable secret, she smiled softly, and Sayuri did not intend to clarify this misunderstanding of Miki, the beautiful Sayuri in her heart hoped that it could be kept forever, this is very important to both of them is a good thing.

At this time, Meiji Tan hand grabbed Sayuri's palm and put it on her heart. Her breasts were not big, and Sayuri could feel the violent tremor of her heart very clearly when she stuck to it. Her face was also extremely beautiful. Looking at it, Sayuri could easily see the solemnity of her expression, and the uneasiness she tried to hide in the solemnity.

Pursing her lips nervously, Meiji spoke frankly.

"I've thought it through completely, even if I lose my memory, it doesn't matter, Sayuri, let's get back together again."

These were the words that Sayuri was looking forward to, but hearing it now, she couldn't help but sigh in her heart.

The words are still there, but the time, the timing is different.

Opportunities, opportunities are always fleeting. If Miki could give the answer at the first time that night, with her high affection in Sayuri's heart, the two of them might already be in a relationship, but now...

Acceptance will still be accepted, but a bigger obstacle lies in front of Meiji.

Now that she has the idea of ​​making all the girls happy, and has the awareness to be a scumbag, Sayuri will not hide and sneak around the girls to stabilize them with lies and witty words, she chooses to be honest with each other.

"Meiji, do you still remember the Hatatani senior who sent me back last time?"

"I remember, I remember, what's the matter, now I'm talking about that person..."

It is not foolish to suddenly talk about other women in such a serious confession scene. Meiji felt a bad feeling in her heart almost immediately. She clenched her fists and stared at Sayuri's lips, not daring to miss a hint Miki said anxiously...

"Just yesterday, we dated."

The dizziness is not enough to describe it, if I really want to say it, my eyes will go dark, and Meiji almost faints because of this sentence.

What is this all about?It's just a two-day "break-up cooling-off period" to go home and think about it. In such a short period of time, her corner was turned upside down?

Holding her forehead with a pained look on her face, the little white rabbit is still a little white rabbit after all, such a sudden sad news directly caused her heart to stop suddenly, and the tears in her eyes accumulated uncontrollably, as soon as the breath in her heart calmed down, she was about to make a decision. Dike out.

When Sayuri didn't like women, she couldn't get close. When she liked women, she had an opportunity but failed to seize it. When she made up her mind, there was no room for redemption. The anticipation and tension of the previous confession disappeared, and the sourness and heartache replaced it. With heavy tears, even though she knew the answer, she still couldn't help asking.

"That is to say, I have no chance?"

"No, that's not the case. At least at this stage, Hatatani-senpai is as important to me as Miki."

After confirming the relationship yesterday, Ah Cai's ranking in Sayuri's heart was once again promoted, mentioning the same status as Meiji, and for Meiji who had already occupied a large part of her heart without even dating, Sayuri did not. I don't want to give up.

"It means that your love is not deep enough, and I still have a chance to fight for it?"

Before, she was stunned by the sudden bad news, but now she calmed down after hearing Sayuri's words, and Miki found a turning point. After all, Sayuri lost her memory in less than a month, and only two or three weeks before she met that Hatatani senior. How much can you cultivate feelings in such a short period of time?

It's just that it's just reached the point where her friends haven't made friends with each other. Sayuri's body hasn't surrendered and her roots of love have not yet been deeply planted. There are often two daughters fighting for husbands, so it's not uncommon for two daughters to fight for wives. At this time, even if she is one step late As long as you work hard, it is not impossible to come from behind.

Thinking of this, Meiji's heart immediately became alive, and she was about to speak joyfully as she wiped away the tears that were about to leak.

"Then I..."

"Wait a minute, Miki, you may have misunderstood me."

"Eh?"

Thinking that she understood Sayuri's intentions, but she was blocked when she wanted to speak, Meiji couldn't help but tilt her head in a daze, and tears pooled in her eyes again.

This time, she stretched out her hand to caress Meiji's cheek, Sayuri drooped her eyes, her face blushed like drunkenness, as if she felt a little shy about what she was about to say, she lowered her head and leaned on Meiji's shoulder, drawing circles, and said.

"I mean, I want them all."

Chapter 39. The reason we are all in this together

"what?!"

If it was Meiji in the past, she would never have imagined that there would be a day when she would push away Sayuri who was leaning softly on her shoulder because she was too surprised and astonished.

Surprised loudly, she pushed the people around her away, looked at Sayuri's still flushed and seductive face, and then looked at her hand in a daze, what she saw and heard was beyond the limit of her brain's ability to process it, Miki The moment is in perfect chaos.

Not that you can try hard to snatch me from other people, but I want it all?

Meiji couldn't believe that this was what Sayuri could say. Her senior Sayuri was clearly like that...

Shrieking in horror, Meiji was stunned, and then felt powerless. She knew it earlier and even if she knew it, she chose to accept it, didn't she?Accepting that although the person in front of me has the same appearance as her Sayuri-senpai, her thoughts and thinking are completely different, and it is almost like becoming another person.

But even so, it is impossible for her to accept sharing love with others!

There is no need for Sayuri to repeat what she just said, no matter how unbelievable she is, she is sure that her hearing is fine, she took a deep breath and calmed down, Miki frowned and said.

"Xiao Baihe, if you said that you were joking just now, I don't have to care about it. I really only take it as a joke."

This was already a kind of warning, but for Meiji whose words had become harsher, Sayuri still chose to be tough.

"It's not a joke, it's my sincere words. Senior Hatatani treated me very gently. She is mature and generous. She is able to compromise for me. She will do things for me that are usually impossible. Show me that she is the most authentic and shameless As far as she is concerned, I like her.

And Meiji, you are pure and lovely, just the type of girl I like, and also the person who reached out to me and pulled me out of the quagmire when I was most in danger. This fiery feeling makes me happy, and I can't help being fascinated by you, and I like you too.

Marrying two people at the same time is a crime, but liking two people at the same time is not a crime. You are both excellent and attractive women, and I am obsessed with you. If the window paper can not be pierced, I think I want to keep getting along with you like this, but we all know that this is a dream, but you are hard for me to let go.

When you guys like this express your heart to me, I really can't refuse, and I can't make a choice when my heart is wavering.

Meiji, if you are rejected by me, will you be sad? "

In a world where monogamy is considered orthodox and considered to be in line with morality and ethics, meeting several girls who love her at the same time, and she also loves at the same time, has to be said to be a kind of torture, a kind of torture for Sayuri, It was a kind of torture for the girls gathered around Sayuri.

When a girl is rejected, not only the girl will be sad, but Sayuri, who has a love for that girl, will also feel sad, and at a certain time, she will suddenly remember that there was a girl who loved her so much and was hurt. Deep, or at a certain moment, thinking about what she looks like now, whether she has come out of the pain of losing love, and feeling the pain from love several times.

So, even though she knew it was difficult, Sayuri still wanted to try, so she also asked Miki.

Would you be sad if you were rejected?

"sad?"

Whispering and repeating Sayuri's words, Meiji bit her lower lip tightly. Do you still need to wonder if she will be sad?

"Of course it will be sad, but this is not the reason for you to fall in love with two people at the same time!"

"Heh, maybe this is also a part of my cunning. I can't make a choice myself, so I forcefully entrust the right of choice to your hands. I have already been in a relationship with Hatatani-senpai, and now I also tell you If it is so bad, can you make a choice? Let go of me coolly, or accept this arrangement. "

"Apart from these two options, I clearly have a third option!"

I can clearly snatch you back from her, such words echoed in Meiji's heart, but she couldn't say it for a while.

Knowing that other people already have girlfriends and still stalking them, using all kinds of methods to destroy their feelings and separate them, isn't this behavior the same as a mistress?Isn't she the bad woman she despises in daily life?

She was complaining about Sayuri's immorality, but she refuted it with such immoral words. What kind of ridiculous logic is this?

Unable to speak, Miki suddenly understood.

It is rare to have both laws in this world. Living in this complex world, wanting to emphasize logic and rationality in everything is the most illogical and unreasonable idea in itself.

From Miki's suddenly weakened momentum and her sudden sluggish expression, she could be seen to be shaken. Saiduri's expression also became quite bitter, and even tears welled up in her eyes when she was speaking.

"Back your promise, break up with A Cai and then date you again, I am a scumbag, reject you, break the expectations in your heart who have helped me so much, and also sincerely like me, completely negate your persistence in the past two years and what you have done for me Everything, I am also a scum like that.

You see, things like feelings are very strange. Obviously, I want to take every relationship seriously and respond to the expectations of each of you seriously, but I am already a scum in advance and retreat.

That being the case, they are already scum anyway, so why not let me do whatever I want, and try to choose a route that comforts everyone as much as possible, I like you, I like A Cai, then I will let you You all become happy, is such a thing not allowed? "

Like and being liked are both a kind of happiness, but at the same time, they are both a kind of burden. They seem to be running on the road to a harem and evolving towards a scum, but this is also a self-awareness. The answer that I have pondered over several sleepless nights after I have been deeply involved in the emotional vortex.

Sometimes she would be so distressed that she wanted to hit the wall, and wanted to get drunk to escape all of this. In the past, she was clearly not like this. She tried her best to deal with social situations, and occasionally met girls who were more attractive than others. When you think about a relationship, when you are deeply in love, you will also think that although the girl you are currently dating has many bad things, she is still gentle, cooks well, and is cute when she smiles. be loyal to her.

Although the later romances came and went and always ended without a problem due to various practical problems, but from lovers to friends who can exchange a few words with a smile when they meet, everything was not what it is now.

Suddenly replaced, suddenly turned into a girl, Saiduri suddenly possessed a beauty that was too cheating, and her encounters were very different. On the first day when she was still cautiously exploring her surroundings, she met someone from her previous life who couldn't say a few words. Reluctantly, the youthful and beautiful top-notch rich woman was posted upside down. After entering the public relations shop, she used her beauty to hang out all the way. She was appreciated by her mother and even loved by her handsome boss Aya Hatatani.

Afterwards, she met Akina Kama, who is gentle and beautiful but has too low self-esteem in character, and then made friends with several outstanding women with both talent and appearance through the special nature of public relations. The heart-beating women form a bond and form a bond...

Luckily, the luck of wealth and luck found her together, which made Sayuri sometimes feel like she was living in a dream, in a dream world, and she was the girl loved by the world.

What's more, some things cannot be decided without experience, and only through experience can we know the choices we will make at that time. Sayuri once thought that she was a very dedicated person, but later found that it was only because she had never seen a better scenery. The environment made her unable to hope and meet better girls.

Now she has met someone who is beautiful, rich, gentle, cute, and who loves her deeply. Every girl around her has several or even all of the qualities listed above at the same time, and is liked by these girls How hard-hearted do you have to be, how upright and pure your personality must be, and how (sexually) impotent you must be to be able to choose only one and reject the others?

At this time, Sayuri realized that she was not a saint, or even the kind of careless person she imagined, who could completely love only one person in her life.

It doesn't matter even if she is treated as a scum, she will be loyal to her heart, and then she will be true to the choices made by her heart, and go as far as possible on the road to everyone's happiness, to the final destination.

So, even though she is being insulted by Meiji now, Sayuri's inner thoughts are still unshakable.

"Sharing you with others, what daydream are you doing? I am so disappointed, so disappointed! When you are at your worst, when your relatives and friends are afraid to avoid you, it is clearly me who gives you a helping hand, and it turns out that you are Do you humiliate and bully me like this?"

He was forced to the most urgent point, even Mei Ji, who had always doted on Sayuri and was reluctant to speak harshly to her, was already anxious, covering her face and weeping bitterly while angrily scolding the girl she loved the most once and now.

Looking at Miki like this, she felt a little distressed, but Sayuri still wanted to say what she had to say.

"If you want to repent, I can pack up and leave now. I admit that I owe you too much, but this is not a reason for you to coerce me to repay it with my emotions and my body."

"How can you say such a thing? I didn't expect that you are so ruthless now..."

"Maybe some, but in fact it is true. I am a brand new person with amnesia, why should I have to bear the love debt from the past? Isn't it very unfair? In fact, when I found out that I might be adopted, I checked My own savings have already been prepared to move out immediately, even if I go to an Internet cafe or sleep on the street, I will never be treated as a plaything by others.

It's just because you are cute, Meiji, you let me live here, and even say that it has nothing to do with you. Now our relationship has fallen into the most important moment of decision, if you choose to stay away from me On the other hand, I will not accept your gift brazenly again, and I will repay everything you have given me in the future.

Just like being in a dilemma about love can only become a scumbag, I don't think I can have a clear conscience in this matter, so I can only choose the way that can best compensate you. "

Saying that, Sayuri pulled out a tissue and wiped away Meiji's weeping face. The moment she was touched, Meiki's body tensed immediately but she didn't wipe it away after all.

She didn't want to admit it, because admitting it was like she was making trouble, but the fact is that, standing in Xiao Baihe's position, when Xiao Baihe fell in love with girls other than her uncontrollably, how could she get a question? Unashamed results, the closest you can get to good results.

This is a deadlock, and there has never been a so-called optimal solution to this problem.

Meiji knew it, but she still couldn't help complaining, sighing and weeping for herself.

"I am the daughter of the Shangwu family. I am clearly a princess-like existence, but why do I always stumble with you? I used to be, and now I am. How can I accept that I share you with other women?"

"What about the daughter of the Wu family? Meiji is Meiji. What I like is Meiji, not the money and power that you have as a daughter of the Wu family. I let you choose whether to accept sharing with other women. Totally asshole, but I thought.

It’s at least better than arguing and hesitating with a few people, wanting to have everything but covering up, covering up lies with lies, wandering around you, and finally when you all love me so much that it’s hard to leave me It is better to say everything and force you to make a choice.

I don’t know if my situation can be said to be serious about my relationship, but at least I want to explain everything to you seriously, confess from the beginning, and show you my worst and worst The bad side allows you to have the space and opportunity to withdraw before everything has fully unfolded and before you get too deep in this relationship.

I am not tender, but this is my greatest tenderness. "

If you don't accept it, just leave. Sayuri has already stripped her heart and all her inner thoughts to Meiji. She considers herself a scumbag and feels ashamed of Meiji. She is ready to take this All the determination to go on will depend on how Meiji views it in her heart.

After Sayuri, Miki should also express her heart.

The expression of sincerity gradually regained Meiji's rationality. Crying is a catharsis of emotions, and it cannot solve the problem. After comprehending this, and knowing how bad Sayuri is today, Meiji pondered the problem in her brain The answer, all the answers point to one way, that is rejection, but...