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The pair of eyes that should have been clear looked dim and dull at the moment. Looking at the dim ceiling above her head blankly, she slowly raised her arms.

Because he had been in a coma for too long, both his body and mind, as well as his head, felt a little heavy.

"you're awake."

Xiaosan walked to the bedside, looked down at Yan Ye who was lying on the bed, and opened his mouth slowly, without the slightest expression on his face, making Yan Ye's movement of stretching his arms startled slightly, followed by an inconceivable look in his eyes He looked at Xiaosan who appeared beside him.

"Dream?"

"Reality."

"why?"

"Did you forget it?"

The short conversation made Yan Ye, who had just woken up from a coma, slowly recall everything that happened before, and the expression on his face gradually changed from bewildered and surprised to sad.

With her head down, she avoided Xiaosan's gaze.

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Chapter 12. What is a sister

"What are you thinking, why do you do such a thing?"

Staring at Gui Yanye who was already awake on the hospital bed, Xiaosan restrained his emotions, kept his voice as calm as possible, looked at Gui Yanye in front of him, and asked questions slowly.

Gui Yanye, who felt that he should have ended completely, did not expect that he would fail.

With his head lowered, his already white hands became even paler due to blood loss. Under the slight pain of the wound, he still gently grabbed the pure white bedding on his body, and his eyes revealed a lonely brilliance.

"Qiuyue Jun is the one, don't you already have your own affairs to deal with? Why do you want to take care of my affairs?"

Seeing Xiaosan again was not a happy thing for Gui Yanye at all. Even in the countless days and nights before, he had fantasized about the other party appearing in front of him, but when the other party really appeared in front of him In front of her, she still felt a strong sense of gap.

In those eyes, there is no tenderness that should have been there when he looked at her.

For Gui Yanye's frustrated and low-pitched complaint, Xiaosan was somewhat surprised, never thought that the girl in front of him would express dissatisfaction to him like this.

From the time when he first met him, Gui Yanye always had a docile and weak appearance in front of him. No matter what the situation, he always upheld Yamato Nadeko's style of acting, relying on Xiaosan beside her.

Such a complaining speech, in his mind, even if he searched from the memory of the first acquaintance, he really couldn't find the second one.

"Originally, I was resting at my own home, but when I was about to go out, I suddenly received a call from Gui Xin, saying that something happened to you and no one else was around, so I can only accompany her to take care of you. .”

There is not much emotion. In the situation that is almost over, Xiaosan does not want to have a resurgence. The recent incident between Kaguya Shinomiya and Chika Fujiwara is enough to cause headaches. It seems that Yan Ye's character If it is mixed in, it will only make Xiaosan's situation worse.

He had no extra energy to think about Yan Ye, so when he answered Yan Ye, his expression was cold, and his tone of speech was devoid of any emotion.

"Just because of Gui Xin's request?"

"Otherwise what are you expecting?"

"No... that's right, that's right."

Yan Ye's eyes gradually dimmed again. Sitting on the hospital bed, the atmosphere in the whole ward became a little depressing, especially on Yan Ye's body, there was an indescribable sense of gloom, which made people feel Out of my own discomfort.

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Just Xiaosan standing by the hospital bed can feel that strong negative emotion, and he doesn't know what Yan Ye is thinking at the moment, but judging from her current situation, if she doesn't care about anything, today Things will definitely happen again in the near future.

Xiaosan no longer has the extra emotion and energy to restore his relationship with Yan Ye. He also has his own affairs and relationships to deal with.

However, he is not the kind of cold-blooded and ruthless person, let alone choose to ignore those warm memories between himself and Yan Ye, and completely ignore Yan Ye's life and death.

How long have the two known each other?

Looking at the girl sitting on the hospital bed, already immersed in her own sorrow, completely ignoring the existence of Xiaosan, Xiaosan couldn't help stretching out his hand, and lightly raised the hair hanging from her forehead. With black hair, looking at that beautiful and pale cheek, there was a hint of sadness in his eyes.

Gui Yanye was originally distracted, but because of Xiaosan's actions, she suddenly came to her senses, looking at Xiaosan in front of her who was looking at her with sad eyes, her heart seemed to be touched.

She stretched out her hand, ready to slap Xiao San's hand away, but the moment the skin of her hand touched Xiao San's arm, she involuntarily stopped her movements, slowly, slowly, her hand didn't listen at all. She manipulated and gently grasped Xiaosan's palm.

Raising both hands at the same time, she tightly held the palm that was much wider than hers. In the dark eyes, there was a glimmer of water, and she bent her lips and clenched her teeth, not letting her He uttered that humble cry.

But tears could not help but fall from the corner of her eyes, and she held that hand tightly, she had already forgotten how long it had been since she held hands with him.

Hold his palm tightly again, why is it in such a situation?

Wearing a wedding dress in the dream, under his proactive hand, the two of them walked into the wedding hall holding hands. This should be the future, but why did it become like this...

"For example, if, at that time, if I hadn't escaped, I still insisted... insisted on staying by your side, would the ending be different?"

Hot tears could not stop falling from the corners of her eyes, she restrained her emotions, tried her best to be calm, but with sobs and choked sobs, she asked Xiaosan in front of her slowly.

never thought before.

The moment Yan Ye asked the question, Xiao San didn't know how to answer it.

He never thought about it.

In other words, he never thought about Yan Ye carefully, and he didn't have much attachment to Yan Ye who left at that time.

Even if he didn't take the initiative to associate with other girls, and didn't deepen the relationship with Toki Hara Sayuki and Koga Yuika, it was because he felt that it was not 'correct'.

Perhaps it was to establish an image of himself that would not make people feel bad. During that year, he always seemed extremely lonely, immersed in self-satisfaction, until Qianhua appeared, and kept getting closer …

Now seriously thinking about the question about Yan Ye, he pondered.

If Yan Ye hadn't left, he would definitely not have taken the initiative to break up. Under such circumstances, even if there were many problems, he would not separate from Yan Ye. As long as Yan Ye could withstand such pressure, then in After that period, there may be a change in the relationship between the two.

With Yan Ye by his side, considering his own personality, Xiao San would definitely not provoke Qian Hua, and Qian Hua would be a little more suspicious because of Yan Ye's existence. Without Qian Hua, Shinomiya Kaguya would naturally not appear. For Xiao San Perhaps it is the best case scenario.

Standing quietly by the hospital bed, thinking about what Yan Ye said, when he came back to his senses, Xiaosan just couldn't help but let out a wry smile.

"maybe."

He didn't give a definite answer, because he didn't know that if Yan Ye hadn't left his side at that time, he would have been able to withstand the pressure from other girls around him.

Whether it is Toki Hara Saxue or Koga Yuika, they are the seniors and classmates that Xiaosan first knew. Even if they knew that the two of them thought about him, they were not so simple, but it was impossible for Xiaosan to just because of Yan Ye. Completely abandon and end the relationship between the two.

Perhaps this is also a kind of morbid psychology.

For any things and feelings that he cares about, Xiaosan will never give up easily, even if that feeling gradually fades or even disappears in the later time, he will choose to stick to it because of the memories of the past Such feelings.

It's like a squirrel who likes to collect food, but compared to the food that the squirrel collects, what he collects are the kinds of relationships and feelings between people, even if they are spoiled and rotten, they are still unwilling to clean up and give up.

Of course, Xiaosan doesn't care about things that don't have any good memories from the beginning, such as Yan Ye and Gui Xin's mother - Gui Manami.

An answer that wasn't in the affirmative just appeared in front of Yan Ye.

But it's not an affirmative denial, but the answer of 'maybe', which is full of infinite possibilities, is enough for Yan Ye.

She didn't know how other people would think of Xiaosan's perfunctory answer, but for Yan Ye, who had been with Xiaosan for so long, the sentence "maybe" was already affirmative to her replied.

Yan Ye, who was still feeling hatred and sadness because of other people's reasons, understood.

"So, did I choose to give up?"

In the softly stated words, the lingering daze and melancholy, she slowly raised her head, looked directly at Xiaosan beside her hospital bed, holding his hand tightly, she raised her hand to want to To touch the face of the person in front of you.

But when she reached Xiaosan's face, her movements suddenly stopped, her outstretched hand dropped powerlessly, and she silently retracted it.

Quietly leaning on the hospital bed, as if falling asleep, without saying a word.

Gui Xin, who was lying on the hospital bed beside him, was still in a deep sleep, and did not wake up because of the conversation between the two of them. Xiao San looked at the sisters on the hospital bed, and he didn't say anything, just quietly walked to the seat beside him Come on, sit down.

There is still a long time before dawn. During this time, without a nurse to take care of him, Xiaosan can only replace the nurse and take care of Yan Ye who is sitting on the hospital bed.

Time passed little by little.

Yan Ye, who was sitting on the hospital bed, also lay down unknowingly and fell asleep again, while Xiao San sat quietly by the side, watching the pair of sisters.

Until five o'clock in the morning, Gui Xin, who was lying on the edge of the hospital bed, suddenly woke up with a 'wow', sat up, looked at her sister lying on the hospital bed, her eyes seemed a little bit At a loss.

"Aren't you awake yet?"

"I woke up once, probably too tired to rest."

The sudden voice startled Gui Xin, and she turned her head to look at Xiao San who was not far behind her, and then she realized that she was not the only one guarding the ward.

"Did you not sleep?"

Looking at the dark circles around Xiaosan's eyes, Gui Xin was a little surprised that Xiaosan didn't even sleep in order to take care of her sister.

"Then you watch, I'll wash my face."

"Ah."

Standing up, he dragged his tired body directly to the separate bathroom on the side. He picked up the clear tap water with his hands and sprinkled it on his face.

The drowsiness caused by a sleepless night gradually woke up under this small handful of clear water.

"call."

Looking at the tired looking self in the glasses, he didn't say anything, but walked out of the bathroom quietly, looked at Yan Ye lying on the hospital bed, and at Gui Xin who had almost woken up, he sat back in his seat chair.

"Aren't you going to take a break?"

Lowering her voice, Gui Xin looked at Xiao San and couldn't help but express concern.

It should have had nothing to do with Xiaosan, but now because of her, Xiaosan not only came over, but also stayed up all night, which made Gui Xin a little more uneasy.

Seeing Gui Xin's worried expression, Xiao San was silent for a moment, then shook his head gently.

"No, I'll just sit down for a while. You should take care of your sister. Her mood may not be so stable."

".....Um."

Yan Ye is suffering from depression, and has already taken a lot of anti-depressant drugs. Although those drugs are effective in resisting depression, the side effects are not generally large. The reason why Yan Ye chose to cut his wrists in his room is, That's part of the side effects of those medicines.

Xiaosan's understanding and research on this aspect is not in-depth, but it is clear that among some antidepressant drugs, there may be a side effect of 'suicidal tendencies' in the user, which is clearly marked.

Some people may even become dependent on antidepressants.

Xiaosan had used similar antidepressant drugs before, but they were all obtained from Wu Jianmiao, they were not serious drugs, but the effect was not bad, and considering the side effects, he did not always use them. After taking it for about a year, I stopped completely.

Xiaosan is not very clear about Yan Ye's situation, but it is certain that Yan Ye should not be generally dependent on those antidepressant drugs.

Now that she is in the hospital, in a short period of time, the doctor may consider cutting her wrists and reduce her medication, not because she is worried about possible withdrawal reactions.

Sitting on the seat, Xiaosan took a deep breath. Although he was relatively healthy due to long-term exercise, he couldn't last long after staying up all night. He felt his mental state, and he didn't As healthy as imagined.

In the quiet ward, Xiao San, who was sitting on the chair, couldn't help but fight with his eyes, and unconsciously, he slowly fell asleep.

"Wait a minute......"

Lying in front of the hospital bed, seemed to think of something, when he was about to talk to Xiaosan about it, when he turned his head and saw Xiaosan with his head down, looking a little strange, Gui Xin couldn't help but feel his heart skip a beat.

Standing up, he slowly walked in front of Xiaosan, stretched out his hand to touch it lightly, but found that Xiaosan didn't respond.

Uneasy.

She stretched out her finger and handed it in front of him, and after confirming that she was still breathing, Gui Xin heaved a sigh of relief.

Looking at Xiao San who was asleep, and then at her sister who was lying asleep on the hospital bed, Gui Xin couldn't help feeling complicated...

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Chapter 13. A person who should have ended the scene

When he woke up in a trance, a soft fragrance floated into Xiaosan's nasal cavity, and a familiar feeling pervaded the fresh fragrance.

Xiaosan, who was dazed and unconsciously fell asleep, slowly opened his sleepy eyes, and the first thing that caught his eyes was that familiar face, which was pressed tightly in front of him. Lean a little, and the two will stick together successfully, completing the intimacy between lovers.

The faint breath surged on his face, Xiaosan woke up from sleep, looked at Gui Xin's familiar face in front of him, he stretched out his hand, and gently pushed her little face away a little , looked up and glanced at the surrounding environment.

From the original hard seat, Xiao San didn't know when he lay down on the sofa in the corner, and Gui Xin was sitting in Xiao San's arms at this moment.

Although she had rested for a while, the rest lying on the edge of the hospital bed did not seem to be able to eliminate her fatigue.

For some reason, he was moved to this sofa, and Gui Xin slept in his arms. On the hospital bed not far away, Yan Ye's figure was still lying there quietly, but without much blood, still lying there. There was no expression on his unrecovered cheeks, his eyes were fixed on Xiaosan.

After waking up, Xiaosan glanced at Yan Ye who was lying on the hospital bed, said nothing, and looked down at Gui Xin who was lying on his back in his arms. He gently picked up the girl's body, then got up from the sofa, Then he gently placed the girl on the sofa.

Glancing at the constantly moving hour hand on his wrist, he raised his eyelids to confirm his rest time.