designer who lives in the next room

"It's nothing..." Li Zixi's voice was so small that Nanako couldn't hear her clearly.

"What's in your hand?" Nanako was a little dissatisfied, since Li Zixi was unhappy, why didn't she tell herself the reason, and insisted on being alone.

"No, it's nothing." Hearing Nanako's question about the photo, Li Zixi subconsciously took a step back, but accidentally tripped over a chair, and when she was balancing with her hand, the photo slipped out of her hand and landed on Nanako. in front of.

Before Li Zixi could stand still, Nanako picked up the photo, and when she saw the photo, Nanako's expression froze.

That photo is a group photo of Li Zixi and another girl, it should be some years old, Li Zixi in the photo still looks a bit young.

But she was smiling so happily with her arms around the other girl that Nanako felt like her head was about to explode.

She couldn't help her chest, and put the photo on the table, "Who is this girl?"

Volume [-]# I Killed Her

Nanako felt a little out of breath, because Li Zixi, who basically had no communication with others, just looked at another girl's photo in a daze.

And today's date seems to be because Li Zixi is in a bad mood all the time.

what on earth is it?Nanako didn't understand at all, as if her brain had stopped functioning.

She didn't dare to imagine at all, she could only look at Li Zixi who was silent now.

Li Zixi knelt down to pick up the photo, then sat down against the wall, she looked up at Nanako with a blank expression.

"It's not what you think." Li Zixi's voice was very low, and she seemed very sad.

But Nanako didn't seem to listen, her gaze was very stiff, she put her hands on her throbbing temples, and said in a trembling voice, "Did you lie to me?"

"What?" Li Zixi put away the photo and asked her.

"That person is yours, girlfriend?" Nanako asked what she least wanted to say, and at this moment she also least wanted to hear Li Zixi's affirmative answer.

She closed her eyes and waited for Li Zixi's answer, waiting for an answer that would liberate her heart or make her despair, but Nanako didn't get Li Zixi's answer after a while.

When she opened her eyes, Li Zixi had already walked beside her, Li Zixi's face was very close to Nanako's, Nanako could clearly see the sad expressions on Li Zixi's face.

"Are you afraid of Nanako?" Li Zixi grabbed Nanako with her hand and wanted to push her hand away, "Are you afraid that I'm a liar, are you afraid that I have a girlfriend?"

This time it was Nanako's turn to not speak, she didn't know how to answer, but the next second Li Zixi knelt down in front of her, still holding Nanako's hand.

"It's not like that." Li Zixi's voice sounded very weak, "I didn't lie to Nanako, Nanako was the first lover I established a relationship with."

Hearing what Li Zixi said didn't seem like she was lying, Nanako felt a little calmer, but when she wanted to continue asking who that girl was, she heard Li Zixi's choked up voice.

The sky outside was overcast, and with the wind, raindrops fell on the windows, and it rained heavily after a while.

Li Zixi's body trembled, Nanako was startled, what happened to Li Zixi?

Nanako squatted down and put her hands on Li Zixi's back. It seemed that the girl in this photo was not that simple.

"What's going on?" Nanako sat down and pulled Li Zixi into her arms, "Can you tell me? It's hard to hold back."

Feeling the warmth of others, and smelling the smell of falling in love, Li Zixi gradually calmed down, but the rain outside was getting heavier and heavier, and the wind was blowing harder and harder.

After a long time, Li Zixi finally opened her mouth, "In fact, many people are against my coming to Japan."

Nanako didn't understand why Li Zixi wanted to talk about this, she had never said it before.

"And I didn't intend to come to Japan." Li Zixi continued, but this time she pulled Nanako's clothes hard.

Nanako didn't speak, because Li Zixi's speech was always intermittent, she knew that Li Zixi in her arms was having an ideological struggle, so she didn't want to disturb her.

"What kind of person does Nanako think I am? Princess sick, annoying, talkative, or cute and cute?" This didn't seem to be a question, because Li Zixi quickly continued, "That's what you see Me, me, I actually killed someone before.”

"Killed someone?" Nanako's body trembled, apparently frightened, and her trembling body was also felt by Li Zixi, who buried her face deeply in Nanako's arms, not wanting Nanako to look at her own face.

"The person I killed was the girl in the photo. She is very beautiful. She is prettier than me, studies better than me, has richer family than me, has much better hobbies than me, and has many friends. Very beautiful. A great person, but I took everything away from her..." Li Zixi said, in great pain, Nanako could hear her panting in pain and gritting her teeth in pain Stop the pain in your neck.

It hurts, Li Zixi didn't mean to pay attention at all, but Nanako didn't mean to push her away, when Li Zixi let go of her mouth, it was because she tasted blood.

Nanako's hand stuck to her back, feeling Li Zixi's heartbeat.

"That person is my only good friend..." Li Zixi continued, "No matter what I do, she will encourage me, and she won't say anything if I'm self-willed. It would be great if I wasn't so self-willed that day ..."

"That was when I was just in college. She was someone I met in the art class. Maybe it's because I just went to college. She was very excited." Li Zixi's tone was a little calmer, but she could still be heard Desperate, "Nanako knows that Chinese people like to run red lights when crossing the road, so it was the same that day. If I didn't run over and push me away when I ran through the red light, Nanako would not be able to see me."

Nanako didn't speak, she now understood what Li Zixi meant by "killing people".

"When I came to my senses, she was already lying on the road, her body was covered with blood, and the same doll I bought was all red..." Li Zixi recalled the scene at that time, and took a deep breath, " The child died on the spot. Her ribs were broken and her lungs were pierced. It was obvious that I killed her. Why didn't anyone blame me? They were all comforting me, including her parents. Why didn't they blame me? Why? Why? "

Li Zixi's hands pulled Nanako's clothes vigorously, tearing her clothes even without stopping.

This is a piece of clothing that Nanako likes very much, she is usually reluctant to wear it, and now she allows Li Zixi to pull her own clothes.

Li Zixi was crying and roaring in her arms, hitting Nanako with her hand, and Nanako was holding her tightly in her arms all the time.

She understood Li Zixi's mood, she was about to go crazy, her neck should still be bleeding, but she still held Li Zixi desperately.

Finally Li Zixi calmed down, she let go of Nanako's clothes, she just cried and asked Nanako, "Why don't they blame me, why do they all say it was an accident, obviously I killed her, why didn't I die?"

Nanako stroked Li Zixi's back lightly with her hands, and finally she spoke, "The day that child saved you, is this the season?"

Li Zixi, lying in her arms, nodded.

"Do you think you killed her?" Nanako continued to ask, but Li Zixi still nodded.

"Then do you think she thinks so?" Nanako continued to ask, Li Zixi still nodded.

"But I don't think so. It was indeed an accident for her to save you, but Li Zixi, she gave her life to you, so you have to live well." Nanako pushed Li Zixi out of her arms, looked at Li Zixi The already swollen eyes told her.

"I, I know, I know, but..." Li Zixi didn't dare to look into Nanako's eyes, she had always regarded herself as a murderer for so many years.

"That child should also like you very much, maybe she is still looking at you in the sky." Nanako wiped away Li Zixi's tears, "The child will definitely not think that you killed her, even though she has gone away, But you're still alive, and you have to help her live out her share."

Li Zixi didn't speak this time.

"You came to Japan because of that child, right?" Nanako said with certainty.

"Well, her wish is to live in Japan after graduating from university." Li Zixi explained.

"Look, haven't you already started living for her?" Nanako let go of Li Zixi, and took out the photo that Li Zixi had put away, "Hang it up, that child also wants to see you more."

"Nanako..." Li Zixi looked at Nanako's face, he was very grateful to her, for a moment Li Zixi seemed to see the figure of that girl in Nanako, comforting her when she was sad, letting her be willful when she was willful , Nanako's neck can see a very obvious bite mark.

"So how did you survive this time all these years?" Nanako put her hand on Li Zixi's head, it didn't seem to be a problem, and Li Zixi didn't say anything.

Seeing that Li Zixi was fine, Nanako felt the pain in her neck, she touched it with her hand, and it was still bleeding.

"I'm going back to China in a few days," Li Zixi said.

"Go back to visit that child's grave?" Nanako was sure, because she couldn't think of a second reason for Li Zixi to return to China.

"Can you accompany me? I'm afraid." Li Zixi covered her chest and looked at Nanako.

Nanako suddenly laughed, "Of course."

Volume [-]#I can feel your warmth

Nanako didn't even take care of the wound on her neck, she sat on the ground and looked at Li Zixi who was already fast asleep on the bed because she was tired from crying.

She didn't dare to leave her, because Li Zixi's hand was still holding her tightly until now.

She was afraid that Li Zixi would have nightmares when she let go of her hand to deal with the injury on her neck.

The blood on her neck had already solidified, and she felt very painful now, if Li Zixi was exerting some force, Nanako would have already passed from this world to another.

Nanako could clearly see the bite marks on her neck from the mirror on the table, and she herself felt quite bloody.

The photo of the girl Li Zixi was talking about was placed on the floor, Nanako picked it up and put it on the table properly.

She really couldn't feel Li Zixi's psychological feeling. If this girl's death had nothing to do with Li Zixi, Li Zixi might not be in such pain.

But Nanako understands the feeling of the death of a loved one.

It's so uncomfortable, it feels like my heart is going to explode.

After a long time, Nanako looked at Li Zixi whose expression was gradually calming down, and finally let go of her hand.

When she stood up, she almost fell down. She had sat cross-legged for too long, and her legs had no feeling at all.

Nanako leaned on the wall and walked out slowly, not daring to make a sound, for fear of waking Li Zixi up, finally reached the door, she looked back at Li Zixi again, she didn't mean to wake up, she gently closed the door, I touched my neck with my hands, and I could feel the scars. It seemed that the wounds were quite deep.

Nanako didn't have any medicine in her own room. When she was not too sick, she always went to Ryoko or Yui for some cold medicine, so she still had to ask Yui this time.

Ryoko was already asleep, and she didn't want to disturb her, so the only thing left was Yui who was definitely not asleep.

She clutched her neck and pushed open the door of Yui's room, who was startled and immediately sat up from the bed.

"Why did you just come in?" Yui was naked, and quickly put the clothes on her body.

"What are girls afraid of?" Nanako gave Yui a white look when she closed the door.

"That's someone else, you are a woman who likes women." Yui helplessly felt her chest, pretending to be plotted by Nanako.

"Okay, I won't be interested in you." Nanako still covered her neck with her hand, "Lend me your medicine box."

"What? Got a cold?" Yui got off the bed and reached out to touch Nanako's head to see if she had a fever. When her hand was about to get close to Nanako's forehead, she saw the pain coming from the gap between Nanako's hands. bloodstains.

Before Nanako could react, she pulled Nanako's hand away, and the bite marks on Nanako's neck startled her.

"What's going on?" Yui hurried to get the medicine box, asking Nanako what was going on.

The bite mark was also discovered by Yui, so Nanako no longer had to hide the wound, she sighed, and said calmly, "Li Zixi bit it."

"What?" Yui couldn't believe that the scar was done by Li Zixi, "What's wrong with that child? Bitten you like this, did you quarrel?"

Nanako shook her head, looked at Yui who came over with disinfectant and bandages, "Please disinfect me first, I'll tell you slowly."

Because the wound was still fresh, it was still very painful when the disinfectant water flowed into the wound. Yui knew it would happen a long time ago, so she asked Nanako to bite the gauze in her mouth from the beginning.

After cleaning the blood stains with disinfectant, Nanako asked Yui to bandage her while telling Yui what happened just now.

Starting from their date today, Li Zixi suddenly became preoccupied, and told her the story between that girl and Li Zixi, and how she got this bite mark.

In the middle of this, Yui listened very carefully, and never interrupted Nanako.

After Nanako finished telling the story, Yui didn't speak for a while, she didn't have anything to say, she just asked Nanako to spend more time with Li Zixi.

Yui tied a beautiful bow with gauze around Nanako's neck, then patted Nanako on the shoulder, "Don't take a bath these days."

Nanako nodded. When she stood up, she took a can of coffee from Yui's table, "If you don't want to drink it, give it to me. I'll watch over the child tonight and buy you a can tomorrow."

Yui, who is usually very playful, seems to be sad because of Li Zixi's incident. Normally, she would definitely damage Nanako's "wife-loving" behavior, but today she just nodded and asked Nanako to wear more clothes. It's cold at night in autumn Easy to catch a cold.

Nanako nodded and left, she hurried back to Li Zixi's side, she opened the door cautiously, but Li Zixi was still asleep, and she could see the tears left on Li Zixi's face by the moonlight.

This time she held Li Zixi's cushion and sat on it, so that it was a little higher and her legs would not be numb.

She gently touched Li Zixi's forehead, and Li Zixi seemed to feel very warm, revealing a very warm smile.

The coffee is useless at all, Nanako's ability to persist for so long is entirely due to psychological effects, the clock on the wall is almost three o'clock in the morning, and everyone in this room except her is asleep.

It also rained a few times outside, and the weather turned cold because there were almost no insects, and the surroundings were very quiet, and Nanako could hear Li Zixi's slight breathing.

But it was Li Zixi herself who broke the tranquility. She didn't know what dream she had, she frowned suddenly, she said something in Chinese that Nanako couldn't understand, and called out another name, but Nanako didn't understand at all.

All Nanako could do was hold Li Zixi's hand, gently patted her forehead, and told her in Japanese, "It's okay, I'm here, I'm here."

Li Zixi understands Japanese, so she reacted to Nanako's words. She took Nanako's hand firmly, said a few more words in Chinese, and then restored her previous calm expression.

It seems that Nanako was right to guard Li Zixi tonight, this child really can't hide things, and his performance in the afternoon is obviously something on his mind.

And it is correct to ask about this matter by herself. When she holds this kind of matter in her heart alone, she will easily suffer from mental illness.

Afterwards, Li Zixi never talked in her sleep again, and the time passed for another two hours, Nanako was already too sleepy.

She felt that she could fall asleep with her eyes closed now. She poked the scar on her neck several times, and the pain kept her awake for a while.

Nanako couldn't remember the rest of the memory at all, and when her memory continued, it was already dawn, and she blinked her eyes, trying to clear her mind.

She finally remembered what happened in the early morning, she sat up suddenly, and found that Li Zixi had already woken up, Li Zixi was sitting on the bed looking out the window, she was still wearing Li Zixi's coat.

The weight on her legs was gone, Li Zixi turned her head and found Nanako who had gotten up and was still drooling.

"Good morning." Li Zixi greeted her with a smile.

Nanako wiped the drool off her mouth, looked at her watch, it was past eight o'clock, "Ah, why did I fall asleep, I'm sorry."

"No, no." Li Zixi took Nanako's hand, "You are really happy to be here with me all night, I can feel Nanako's warmth when I sleep at night."