But why she couldn't tell, was it because of the person in front of her who had been exhausted, drained, and thrown in the hotel mercilessly by herself?
It took a long time for Asuka Kimura to speak again, she seemed to try her best to calm down her mood, she put her hand on Nanako's hand, Nanako raised her head, her expression was not as cold as when she first came.
Very haggard, she looked at Kimura Asuka, wondering why she wanted some warmth.
My favorite Li Zixi quarreled with her, completely ignoring her, and the person in front of me was someone who was once abandoned by him.
She's terrified and empty right now.
When Asuka Kimura put his hand on hers, she thought she would be comforted by Asuka Kimura, but Asuka Kimura's firm slap shattered her dream.
"Why do you and Li Zixi regard me as a scumbag? Isn't it you who threw me away mercilessly back then? Why does Li Zixi, who doesn't know me at all, look at me like that? It's obviously your fault!" Although Asuka Kimura Her voice was hoarse and low, but Nanako could still hear her anger.
"I really, really hate you, dear Nanako." Asuka Kimura lowered her head, her voice became very small, "I hate you so much, I will kill you."
Volume [-]#I wish you could spend the rest of your life in pain
Nanako's hand was firmly pressed down by Kimura Asuka, she couldn't pull it out completely and covered her face.
Her face was painful, red and swollen, and tears kept rolling in her eyes, but they never stayed.
Kimura Asuka's expression returned to her previous smile, and it seemed that she was very satisfied with the slap she slapped.
She let go of her hand, and Nanako didn't put her hand on her face. Although it hurt, Nanako felt that she deserved it.
"You will cry too." Kimura Asuka wiped away the tears that were about to burst into Nanako's eyes with skill, "So you, who are hard-hearted, can cry."
What Kimura Asuka said was right, she was naked in the hotel at that time, her crying eyes couldn't see clearly, she almost hugged Nanako's leg and begged her not to leave.
But even so, Nanako didn't show any sadness, put on her clothes and left with a heart of stone, without even turning her head.
Nanako couldn't say a word, she wanted to quibble, but there was no reason to quibble at all.
Asuka Kimura is telling the truth, Nanako was such a person in the past.
"I'm sorry..." Nanako held back for a long time before uttering this sentence, which was the only thing she could say now.
Asuka Kimura smiled and shrugged, "Do you think it's useful to say such things now?"
Nanako shook her head, she had already done such a thing back then, and now a simple "I'm sorry" must be useless.
"You came to me because you were afraid that Li Zixi's child would ignore you in the future?" Kimura Asuka sighed, and the previous expression on his face disappeared, returning to a normal expression.
This is indeed what Nanako is worried about, she can only nod her head, even if she denies it, Kimura Asuka can guess it, and Nanako has no reason to come to Kimura Asuka after removing this matter.
"You like her that much?" Asuka Kimura lit a cigarette, which surprised Nanako, because Asuka Kimura used to not smoke when she played.
In other words, Asuka Kimura hates the smell of cigarettes.
"Surprised, aren't you?" Kimura Asuka shook the cigarette on her finger, "This is a habit I developed after being abandoned by you."
"It's very easy to change a person." Kimura Asuka took a deep breath, and then let it out. She didn't choke at all, and she wasn't a novice at first glance, "Isn't it, Nanako."
Nanako was silent, but she was very familiar with the smell of this smoke.
She is very familiar with the brand, price, and taste.
Of course, Asuka Kimura hates the smell of cigarettes, and of course she is very clear, because after all, she only smoked this brand of cigarettes in the past.
Nanako used to be a smoker, a habit she developed when she was kicked out and cut off her income.
At that time, she left home because she liked girls. At that time, she heard people say that smoking and drinking could relieve her worries. She did so. She didn't like drinking, but she chose cigarettes, which were not good for her health.
And the reason why Kimura Asuka smoked this cigarette is probably because of Nanako. After all, Nanako never left her body, and her clothes had a strong smell of smoke.
"Want one?" Kimura Asuka asked Nanako as she watched Nanako staring at the cigarette box in her hand.
Nanako shook her head, "No need."
"Huh? Quit it?" Kimura Asuka was a little surprised, because in her memory Nanako was quite addicted to cigarettes.
"Retiring." Nanako nodded.
"Oh, is it because you found a new girlfriend?" Asuka Kimura nodded and flicked off the half-burned cigarette ash, "It seems that you are really used to that child, and you can actually quit smoking."
Nanako really decided to quit smoking only after getting to know Li Zixi. She was still smoking when she first moved to Liangzi's apartment, but Liangzi clearly forbade it, and she was not allowed to smoke in the apartment.
So Nanako was just taking advantage of Ryoko's absence, occasionally hiding in the room to smoke one secretly, but after getting to know Li Zixi, she really decided to quit smoking.
Because no matter how you look at it, Li Zixi is not a person who likes the smell of cigarettes.
"It's fine not to smoke." Asuka Kimura put the cigarette case back in his pocket, "Anyway, it's not good for your health."
"Then stop smoking too." Nanako told her, but not in that commanding tone.
"Oh, you still care about me." Asuka Kimura looked at Nanako meaningfully, and then put out the cigarette cabinet in her hand in the ashtray, "Don't worry, I smoke this cigarette has nothing to do with you, it's purely because Personal preferences."
I don't know why Nanako calmed down a lot after hearing this. If Asuka Kimura smoked this cigarette because she cared about herself, then she would be really uncomfortable.
"I didn't say anything to that child." Asuka Kimura shook her head, "I'm just curious why she had that expression when she saw me, as if she did something wrong."
"I'm sorry, it's all my fault." Nanako apologized to Kimura Asuka again, although she knew she couldn't be forgiven.
"Forget it, that child is probably angry because she was thinking too much." Asuka Kimura said, "Don't look at that child as stupid, but at first glance, she is the kind of girl who loves to think too much."
Nanako nodded, although she always felt that Li Zixi was the kind of character who would never think too much about it.
"I think that child likes you quite a lot." Asuka Kimura took out another cigarette, and it seemed that she smoked more frequently than Nanako back then.
Nanako still could only nod her head, she didn't know what to say to Asuka Kimura.
"Go back and have a good talk with her. I didn't tell her anything. It's the truth." Kimura Asuka looked at Nanako with a cigarette in her hand. "If there is a chance, I will explain it to her."
Just as Nanako was about to speak, Asuka Kimura blocked her mouth with her hand, "I won't tell her whether you used to be a smoker or a scum who dumped others after they finished playing."
Asuka Kimura spoke to her half-jokingly, but the words made her face tingle.
"Thank you." Nanako thanked Kimura Asuka with her head down when she moved her hand away.
"I'm not for you, just because of that child." Kimura Asuka looked at Nanako's face, "I don't care what you do, or I wish you could spend the rest of your life in pain, but that child is innocent."
Nanako nodded, she didn't dare to look into Kimura Asuka's eyes, she lowered her head and suddenly saw a cigarette that Kimura Asuka handed over.
"Come smoke one with me." Asuka Kimura put the cigarette in Nanako's hand, "You don't like to drink anyway."
"But..." Nanako looked at Kimura Asuka's face, she wanted to tell Kimura Asuka that she didn't want to smoke anymore, but she still put the cigarette in her mouth and lit it with a lighter.
Take a deep breath, still the familiar taste.
She hadn't smoked for a long time, and she was choked and coughed a few times.
"It's a lot unfamiliar." Asuka Kimura said with a smile, and now she was sitting together, Asuka Kimura seemed to see the two people she just met a few years ago.
It was almost time, Nanako decided to leave, since Li Zixi didn't know about her past, it should be enough to have a good chat with her.
But she has been considering whether to tell Li Zixi about her past, or she must tell her, but when.
When Nanako left Asuka Kimura's coffee shop, the sky began to rain. It seemed that there was still a little distance from the first snow in the second half of the year.
Kimura Asuka made another cup of black coffee, stood at the door of the shop and looked at the back of Nanako who was leaving, and put her head on the glass.
"I'm really saying goodbye this time." She looked at the cigarette case in her hand, and she didn't know when she crushed the cigarette case, "Nanako."
Volume [-]#Don't appear in my line of sight for now
Li Zixi had locked herself in the room for a while.
As soon as she came back, she took off her wet clothes and wrapped herself in a blanket.
She regretted that push Nanako just now, because from Nanako's expression, it could be seen that the bump was very painful.
But she was also very angry, she locked herself in the room for so long, Nanako didn't even come to look for her, is it more important to conceal her past than Li Zixi?
The room was very warm due to the floor heating, and Li Zixi, who had returned to a warm and comfortable place, felt drowsy. In addition to the fact that she was very sad before, the sudden sleepiness made her lean against the door and fell asleep.
It started to rain outside again, and the rain in this season really makes people shiver.
Nanako came out in a hurry, didn't wear thick clothes, just took a thin coat and put it on her body, and went out. Fortunately, when she left Asuka Kimura's shop, Asuka Kimura asked her to take an umbrella before leaving. With this umbrella, Nanako will not go back in the rain.
Nanako, who had calmed down a little, walked on the road, her waist still hurting.
Kimura Asuka didn't reveal her past self to Li Zixi, so Li Zixi must not know what kind of person she was in the past, and she certainly would not guess whether Nanako's real purpose of approaching her is to get her body.
If Kimura Asuka told Li Zixi about Nanako's past, then just as Kimura Asuka observed, Li Zixi, a guy who is easy to fall into the horns, would definitely guess whether Nanako only wanted her body, after all, the two of them were just together Nanako anxiously groped for Li Zixi.
Nanako sighed, she had been with Li Zixi for so long, she didn't realize that Li Zixi was actually a child who was prone to cranky thoughts, she always thought that Li Zixi was a heartless child who could just be coaxed for nothing.
Nanako rubbed her nose, which was red from the cold, the smell of cigarettes was still there.
She asked about her clothes again, and sure enough, it was full of the smell of cigarettes.
Originally, she could get there as long as she went down a slope, but she chose to turn right at the intersection in front of her. Even though the weather made her huddle together, she still decided to get rid of the smell of cigarettes on her body, otherwise Yui would definitely know Threatening her with it.
Although adults can't control smoking, it would be bad if it left a bad impression on Li Zixi's mind.
After turning right, the detour was a bit long, and when the smell of smoke dissipated, when Nanako stood at the door of the house, her right hand holding the umbrella was already numb from the cold.
Trembling, she took out the key and opened the door, and when she entered, she saw Yui curled up on the sofa, motionless.
Yui also looked up at her, and didn't tease Nanako who was huddled together as usual. She knew that Nanako was in a bad mood now, so she wouldn't do something that would embarrass both of them.
Yui just got up and looked at Nanako who put the umbrella away at the door, "Have you talked to her?"
Nanako nodded, she took the blanket that Yui handed her, wrapped it around her body, and walked to Yui's side, "Where's Li Zixi?"
"I haven't come out in the room." Jie Yi pointed to the closed door of Li Zixi's room, "I asked her to come out to eat and she ignored me."
Nanako nodded slightly, and just about to sit down, she was pushed aside by Yui.
"Why do you want to take a rest?" Yui glared at Nanako, "You should hurry up and explain to that child."
Yui frowned a little, because Nanako had already talked to Kimura Asuka and knew what happened, but the first thing she did when she came back was not to go to Li Zixi but to ink with her here, although Yui and Nanako Li Zixi's feelings are not comparable to Nanako's feelings, but Nanako who is so slow still makes her a little angry.
Nanako still nodded blankly, and when she was about to go upstairs, her right hand was grabbed by Yui.
"This time I really feel that the child is really sad." Yui didn't look back, she held Nanako's hand while watching TV, "I heard her crying in the room before I called her."
Yui said very seriously, if you can make Yui talk like this, then this matter must be very serious.
Nanako waited for Yui to let go of her hand, went upstairs, and walked to Li Zixi's door.
But she hesitated to knock on the door.
She didn't dare, she didn't know if Li Zixi would forgive her, and she didn't know whether it was Li Zixi's smiling face or Li Zixi's slap that greeted her next.
She looked back at Yui who was still sitting on the sofa without looking back, and remembered what Yui said just now, "This time the child is really sad."
Nanako took a few deep breaths, and she could feel her heart beating.
Finally she knocked on the door, but there was no answer.
Li Zixi in the room actually woke up a long time ago, and she certainly wouldn't be able to sleep for a long time sitting on the floor, but Li Zixi didn't move at all, even if her butt was numb, she didn't want to move.
She heard the conversation between Yui and Nanako just now, and Li Zixi knew from their conversation that Nanako didn't come to her just now because she ran to find Asuka Kimura.
Li Zixi who learned that Nanako was back was a little happy, but when she heard Kimura Asuka's name, Li Zixi who was leaning against the door couldn't help frowning.
"This vixen, why is Nanako looking for her?" She thought to herself.
She was angry because she was Nanako's girlfriend, not Asuka Kimura.
Why didn't Nanako come to comfort Li Zixi after the quarrel and go to Kimura Asuka instead? Is Nanako's psychology of Kimura Asuka more important?
Li Zixi covered her face with her hands, she knew that Nanako was standing just across the door from her.
Her body was trembling a little, and she was thinking about the pictures that made her feel scared.
Is it because Nanako stayed with her for a long time, but she still thinks Kimura Asuka is better.
That's right, they are all Japanese, and they must have known each other longer than Nanako has known herself, so there is no need to worry that Kimura Asuka will leave in the future.
Did he run to Kimura Asuka for comfort after arguing with himself?
When Li Zixi thought of this, she couldn't help but feel scared.
She loves Nanako so much, she's really afraid of losing her.
Nanako knocked on the door again, "Li Zixi, are you awake?"
Li Zixi didn't answer.
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