Collapse: Herrscher at the beginning, pre-rebirth civilization

Becoming the person you want to be, neither living up to the expectations of your parents, nor living up to the expectations in your heart.

Now that I think about it, it's actually really good.

With a slight movement of his ears, Su Shixiu heard the sound of the door opening.

Then came the closing of the door, and the sound of footsteps that were too soft to be heard easily.

Except for Sakura, no one's footsteps are so light.

When someone came up behind her, she was silent for a moment, then sat beside her, and handed herself a piece of sushi.

"Tuna sushi, would you like to try it?"

"Fish? Good."

Fortunately, it wasn't other seafood. Su Shixiu couldn't taste any meat related to aquatic organisms except fish.

After taking a bite, the taste is not bad. The seafood smell on the fish meat can be reduced a lot.

But he can still taste it. Perhaps, this is a little trouble for Su Shixiu, who is a Herrscher, who surpasses the sensory abilities of ordinary people.

However, at least this rare treatment made Su Shixiu feel the heart of the person who made this sushi.

If it is not careful and caring, this kind of sushi with such care may only make the fishy smell stronger.

The kindness of others to you is sometimes hidden in the details that are not easy to know, but even these details do not mean that anyone can perceive it.

Obviously, Su Shixiu realized this.

Gratitude should be hidden in the bottom of my heart. If you don't say it, it doesn't mean you don't know anything.

For example, some people pretend to be stupid, not because they are really stupid, but because they haven't figured out how to face those things, or just don't know how to prove those things.

Looking at Sakura's curious eyes with a hint of hope, Su Shixiu sighed softly:

"pretty good."

"I see. I heard from Alicia that you don't like seafood, so I hesitated for a while."

Su Shixiu shook his head. Not liking most seafood doesn't mean he doesn't like all seafood.

"Have the children eaten?"

"Don't worry, dinner is finished, they are sleeping in the same room. Xiu, it's time, don't you want some?"

After thinking for a while, Su Shixiu shook his head decisively.

He is not hungry.

Since his control over the Herrscher's authority has become stronger and stronger, not to mention that he seldom needs to eat, and he doesn't even need to rest at all.

Becoming a Herrscher, I have some conveniences that I didn't have when I was a human being, but while having these conveniences, I also lost some things that I should have.

Less need for rest means he will fall asleep less often; less frequent sleep means he will dream less.

Although he often dreams, the number of dreams is really getting less and less.

"But, fix... okay."

Sakura herself wanted to say something more, but after thinking about it, she still didn't say it.

His gaze is no longer like the depression in that time, nor the indifference that came out of that incident, nor the rare emotion in that time.

In him now, those pale blue eyes were filled with obvious nostalgia.

Even Sakura could see that look that contained memories and yearning.

"Yuyue District, it can be said that it is the only place in Tianqiong City that still has traces of the past time and space."

Sakura raised her head in surprise, and glanced at Su Shixiu.

His words suddenly changed a lot.

Feeling in love with the scene?

may be.

In such a place, in a place full of the past, the young man who was also burdened with the past will inevitably have a lot of thoughts.

"Indeed, in this city where the prototype of cyberpunk can already be seen, the architectural style here is really unique."

Su Shixiu nodded.

"This city has changed too much, but Yuyue District has really changed very little."

"Sakura, even the place where we sit now is exactly the same as before."

once?

Does time change...

Sakura didn't speak, she knew she shouldn't speak at this time.

She just needs to listen quietly, listening to Su Shixiu's thoughts.

"When I was in kindergarten, I would often sit here with my parents after dinner, looking at the brilliant starry sky and listening to them telling various stories."

"And, I'll tell you something interesting about what I encountered."

Hearing this, Sakura's smile eased a lot.

She saw his smile.

As always, mild and sunny, warm and reassuring.

It's just that, seeing Su Shixiu's smile again, this kind of gentle and completely relaxed smile, seems to have really been a long time ago.

"Although until now, I may not remember much. But at least I still remember the beauty and warmth of that time."

"How should I put it? When I think of these things... I always feel..."

However, Sakura's next words just said what Su Shixiu wanted to say.

"It's very nostalgic, isn't it?"

"Yeah. They're gone for a long time now, but I'm here because they were."

"Because they have taught me something, I can become such a person. Perhaps, what has been passed down from me may be the proof that they have survived."

Sakura nodded.

What he said was right, Sakura recognized this truth very much.

But, she was even more relieved that Su Shixiu could think of everything by himself.

Fortunately, his psychological quality has always been so strong.

Maybe it has something to do with his experience.

Since elementary school, Su Shixiu had completely left his family, and until he met Mei in high school, he came here by himself most of the time.

He also had friends during that time, and there were many friends.

It's just that no matter how many friends there are, there may not be any one who is truly called a friend.

Because he is very nice, he can get along with most people.

But being able to get along with most people does not necessarily mean that those people can become his friends.

Because of his soul, Su Shixiu was destined not to get along with those people.

(I can’t write anymore, my heart is really uncomfortable, tomorrow I will continue with the rest of the feeling that I haven’t settled o(╥﹏╥)o)

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Chapter 205 Peace of sleep, self-satisfied swordsmanship

"I'm a little tired."

After a pause, Su Shixiu stopped talking.

From Su Shixiu's eyes, Sakura did see a trace of exhaustion.

He doesn't get sleepy so easily, it doesn't mean he wasn't tired during this time.

It's just that those emotions will not be easily revealed on Su Shixiu who has become an adult.

Tianqiong City, the former residence of Yuyue District, this is Su Shixiu's home when he came to this world, and also his initial safe haven.

Even though the people who gave him warmth in the first place are gone, it is undeniable that this place is still the place that makes him feel at ease.

For every child, the place of home is always the warmest and most beautiful existence.

What's more, this place has carried too much of his past.

"Go to sleep."

Sakura thought about it and made such a suggestion.

Su Shixiu didn't continue the chat, but glanced at Ying suspiciously.

"Back to your former residence, your thoughts seem to have become a lot heavier."

"Xiu, no matter what, let's get some sleep first. This way, it won't put too much burden on your spirit."

Su Shixiu was silent for a moment, then nodded.

"Okay. You too, your energy is not as good as mine."

"That's not necessarily true?"

Looking at each other, the two smiled at the same time, and then walked back to the villa side by side.

Before going to bed, Sakura sent a certain message to another person.

"Villa No. 105, Yuyue District, Tianqiong City."

This is Su Shixiu's former residence address information.

……

Last night seemed to be a bit long.

After waking up in the morning, Sakura found that the hands of the clock on the wall had pointed to 10:30.

It was the first time I got up so late.

Rubbing her sleepy eyes, Sakura subconsciously kicked off the quilt, and then stretched.

Under the sunlight outside the window, her beautiful curves can be seen at a glance.

When going out to perform tasks, usually at this point in the night, Sakura does not sleep.

But if she sleeps at night, in a place where she can relax, Sakura also has the habit of sleeping naked.

As her consciousness gradually became clear, Sakura heard something faintly coming from downstairs outside the window.

Putting on a pajamas, she rubbed her eyes and walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows, and then she saw the young man with long silver-blue hair dancing a sword in the yard.

A cold light circulated in the courtyard, all of which were the cold sword marks of the Shadow Bearing Sword in his hand.

Due to the speed of the sword dance in his hand, he couldn't see the trace, and couldn't see where the sword was.

Such a fast swordsmanship, but looking at the changes in Su Shixiu's steps, it is indeed so generous and neat, yet elegant.

The moves are changing, there is no sword that seems to have been used, but it can be calm and composed.

It is conceivable that the sword dancer has already mastered swordsmanship to what extent.

There is the sword intent of assassination, and the sword intent of slashing. This kind of swordsmanship can be performed with a sword.

Sakura, who is an expert at using knives, quickly noticed this.

She couldn't help seeing that exquisite sword technique for a moment.

As for Su Shixiu in the yard, he didn't know that anyone was watching him because he was dancing with swordsmanship in his hand.

The long sword stabbed forward, and the moment he slashed across the body, the hilt of Chengying Sword turned in the palm of his hand, and soon he saw the tip of the sword pointing in his direction.

Adjusting the angle, he raised his left arm, and under Sakura's bewildered gaze, he stabbed his left forearm with a sword!

However, unexpectedly, Chengying Sword did not pierce Su Shixiu's left arm as expected.

On the contrary, when the tip of the sword touched the forearm, the whole sword disintegrated instantly, wrapped around the left arm, and quickly shrunk to form countless mechanical parts.