Miss Shimizu's perfect ending

what will happen tomorrowThose eyes, which were cloudy and dull like stagnant water, began to have vague expectations for the future.

"Buzz...buzz..."

Shimizu Sakiren was interrupted by a clear mobile phone vibrate when she was blowing her hair for fugue time.

It was very quiet in this small apartment, except for some rustling water that represented taking a bath, only the vibrating sound of the incoming phone that represented anxiety and urging.

Shimizu Sakiren followed the sound, and on the white grid table, Xia Chuan Tianyin's cell phone screen was highlighted, and someone called her.

Do you want to pick it up?

Shimizu Sakiren hesitated holding the hair dryer, but after hanging up the call, she still insisted on calling again without giving up.

Shimizu Sakiren is a sensitive and delicate person, she did not rush to make a call, but waited for Xia Chuan Tianyin.

No matter when and where, it is impolite to tamper with other people's things. Although Shimizu Sakiren is poor, she has her own backbone and quality.

Finally, there was a snap——Xia Chuan Tianyin walked out comfortably while wrapping her wet towel and rubbing her red wet hair.

The dyed crimson hair fell out a bit after washing, and compared to the bright red before, it turned into a soft and beautiful rust color.

Shimizu Sakiren reminded, "Tianyin, when you were taking a shower just now, someone kept calling you. Hearing the frequency of the call, he seemed very anxious. Don't you want to reply to a message?"

"Well, I see, thank you Sakukoi."

Xia Chuan Tianyin simply thanked her, but she didn't know who was calling, she thought it would be Yoshida or Kumaba Moliko's denunciation call, so she just smiled faintly and muttered, "Why are you calling at this time? Isn't it a fight?"

But when Xia Chuan Tianyin answered the phone and saw the last number of the call clearly, the expression on his face suddenly fell into an ice cave. Even in the cold weather, he could still feel a very cold low air pressure .

Shimizu Mizuki frowned slightly, and she asked Xia Chuan Tianyin tentatively and caringly, "Are you all right? Tianyin?"

"Me? Of course I'm fine."

Xia Chuan Tianyin smiled slightly, but there was no smile in those eyes that were not good at hiding, no doubt she was telling all the secrets to Shimizu Sakiren.

Everyone has secrets, these secrets are like a scab on the heart, it will be painful and bloody when it is torn off, if it is healed, the itch to welcome the new heart to heal is unbearable.

8716 is the last number of my father's phone number.

If it wasn't for the kindness of nurturing her, and her father regularly remitting huge sums of money to her every time, Xia Chuan Tianyin would have already blocked this person's phone number.

"What's wrong? Did something happen? Don't you like the caller?" Shimizu Sakiren looked at Xia Chuan Tianyin worriedly and asked.

Xia Chuan Tian Yin took a deep breath, and she looked at Kami Shimizu Sakiren.

The emotions that can be called human fluctuations appeared in those eyes for a long time, and now Saki Koi really cares about herself.

but……

"I'd better dry my hair first, and wait for the bedtime talk."

Xia Chuan Tianyin casually found a topic to divert from, trying to escape.

As for the phone call from her father, she didn't plan to call it back, and it was as if she didn't make a call.

……

"Come here first today, did I turn off the light?" Xia Chuan Tianyin pressed the square-shaped switch button and asked softly.

"it is good."

Shimizu Saki Koi lay flat on the bed, wrapping herself tightly like a kindergartener.

Snapped.The light of the incandescent lamp dimmed as the power was cut off, and the whole world seemed to become quiet.

The sound of breathing is clear and shallow, and the sound of whistle and wind in the distance is silent.The night was sinking, and the silvery white moonlight flowed into the window like a river, and it seemed like a dream in the haze.

Xia Chuan Tianyin pinched a corner of the quilt and tiptoed into the bed.

This is different from any previous experience. The quilt around me collapsed and sank due to the weight of the human body, followed by a faint warmth, which made people feel an inexplicable sense of security.

At this time, Shimizu Sakiren turned to a side-lying position and turned her head, the silver light dyed her black hair white, her back was facing the moonlight, so she couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.

Xia Chuan Tianyin thought that her eyes were dim enough, but they were still the most eye-catching under the moonlight.

"What happened...can you tell me? I also want to know about Tianyin..."

Facing each other in the bed, there is an ambiguous and throbbing feeling that can't be solved by scratching and scratching.

"I don't know anything about Tianyin at all..."

Shimizu Sakiren spoke in a low voice like a whisper.

Xia Chuan Tianyin inexplicably heard a feeling of grievance, but these words really awakened Xia Chuan Tianyin.

Human beings have shortcomings. Human beings should be full of flesh and blood, full of all kinds of emotions and desires, no matter who they are.

But from Shimizu Saki's point of view, he seems to be a perfect person who fell from the sky and fell into the mortal world, so he made friends with her and became friends.

Perfection will make the status of the two parties unequal, resulting in a sharp sense of alienation.

No matter how hard you try, this sense of estrangement cannot be changed in a lifetime.

It started from family background, and it was also because of family background that I met Shimizu Sakiren.

You can't let yourself become a saint in front of Shimizu Sakiren. Once the relationship is not equal, it will be difficult to balance.

The closest relationship is not whispering between lovers at midnight, but understanding each other's suffering and embracing.

To tear off the scab of the wound, show her the bloody scars, show the pain and the most vulnerable, and then choose to heal each other.

Natsukawa Tianyin began to recall the painful past, and began to explain to Shimizu Sakiren with an emotionless narrator attitude:

"The caller...is my father.

He liked me very much when I was a child, and I respected him very much, and everything was harmonious like an ordinary family.

But...my family is not an ordinary family. Xia Chuan is a huge family-style chaebol, and my grandfather is the real owner of the Xia Chuan chaebol.

He is 83 years old this year, because I am the only girl in this life, he doted on me very much in the early years, and often played tennis and practiced calligraphy with me.

Five years ago, he had a coronary heart attack, and the doctors took great pains to save him, but... the rescued world turned out to be another hell. "

Shimizu Sakiren turned her eyes slightly, and took a deep breath. Up to now, she didn't know what to say now, so she could only pat Xia Chuan Tianyin's shoulder with her hands, and gave her support with thin words,

"It's okay, Tianyin, everything will be fine."

Get better?If only everything were that simple.

Xia Chuan Tianyin laughed coldly, sighing secretly that the world is impermanent.

Then, calm and powerful again in her crisp voice in the dark, she continued:

"Coronary heart disease has caused multiple failures throughout the body, and my grandfather can hardly step out of the intensive care unit in his life.

The pain in the ward is like hell on earth in the middle of the night, with no end in sight.

He lay on the hospital bed for three full months. When I went to see him, he grabbed my hand like crazy and said to me——please, Tianyin, kill me, let me die.

But how old was I then?I didn't understand the meaning in his tone, I just thought grandpa was crazy.

It wasn't until later that I found out that it was because of the will that my father refused to let Grandpa die in relief.

If grandpa died so simply, the Xia Chuan chaebol would be taken over by uncle, and most of the power that father currently controls would be surrendered. "

When Xia Chuan Tianyin said this time, the expression on her face was extremely fragile, and there was an indescribable sadness in her crisp voice.

"So...uncle is planning to make grandpa die every day, while father is selfishly prolonging grandpa's pain for his power.

He seems to be in the world but he is in hell, and he is punished by illness all the time. "

"Father... is really different from the father in my memory, his eyes are shining with desire and shrewdness, without any trace of humanity, just like a beast.

So every time I saw him, I contradicted him. Every time I saw him, I wondered how he would feel if the person lying on the hospital bed was him. "

"So the reason I don't answer the phone is because I don't like my dad."

After finishing speaking in one breath, Xia Chuan Tianyin seemed to have the courage to let go, she sighed, her hot breath gathered like white smoke and then dispersed.

Shimizu Sakiren bit her lower lip and remained silent for a long time. Under the atmosphere of licking each other's wounds and being extremely fragile and extremely real, she suddenly stretched out a hand, and pressed it coldly against Xia Chuan Tianyin's ear.

"Tianyin, can I hug you?"

Shimizu Sakiren's tone had a kind of sympathy and some kind of incomprehensible emotion.

Volume 226: Chapter 170 Chapter [-] Seven Pay off the debt with your body!

Hugging is a very simple action.

Just spread your arms out and through your armpits, resting your chin comfortably on your partner's shoulder.

Xia Chuan Tianyin seldom does this kind of action with others, not because she has no friends or people who hug her.

It's that everyone seems to have left the age when they are about to cry and seek hugs when they are hurt.

When I was hurt, I always kept silent, and I found a corner where there was no one to lick the wound alone and digest myself.

The age of approaching adulthood is always about learning these basic skills, and learning to cry silently when facing pain.

"Hug..."

Xia Chuan Tianyin's personality is not the hypocritical type, if it is Shimizu Sakiren's request, as long as it is not too much, she will agree no matter what.

"Okay." Xia Chuan Tianyin agreed more readily than ever.

Even though they are squeezed together on a narrow bed, the two of them are separated by the sky like wriggling caterpillars. If they want to embrace each other, they should be closer together, and it is best to reach a state where they can be touched without reaching out.

So Xia Chuan Tianyin's body began to twist, and she moved one step ahead of Shimizu Sakiren.

"Huh?...Eh!" Shimizu Sakiren let out an exclamation.

It was supposed to be an action to make Shimizu Sakiren take the initiative to embrace, but under the action of the girl, it changed completely.

Xia Chuan Tianyin embraced Shimizu Sakiren with both hands, holding her tightly in her arms like a gentle big sister.

This was the first time Shimizu Sakiren showed her concern, and the heart that was frozen by human affairs seemed to become active little by little.

Xia Chuan Tianyin had been looking forward to her sincerity for a long time, so how could she not cherish it.

Early winter is giving full play to its coldness at this moment, so even a little bit of heat feels warm and scorching, let alone hugging and licking wounds with other people.

In this simple and powerful move, what is conveyed is not only the temperature of the body, but also a faint sense of warmth, which will turn into the motivation to support people to move forward, making people move forward bravely.

But Shimizu Sakiren didn't seem to think so. She lay softly on the girl's soft chest and struggled, like some kind of soft protest, and said, "Tianyin, didn't you say that I would hug you? How did it become Now it's like this..."

The voice became smaller and smaller, and Xia Chuan Tianyin even heard some feeling of grievance and shyness of the girl.

Obviously, it was still like a lifeless sea before, but now Shimizu Sakiren's emotions seem to be slowly developed. The black and white world is added with colorful colors, and her world has become rich and colorful.

Xia Chuan Tianyin is very satisfied to see such emotions, let's become more alive, truly like a person.

"But isn't it the same who hugs who?" Xia Chuan Tianyin smiled softly, and patted her on the back like an elder.

I have never been a miser who gives love.

"But obviously I want to comfort you, I...but I am five years older than you."

It took a long time for Shimizu Sakiren's cold body to escape from Xia Chuan Tianyin's embrace, she muttered that she was still unwilling to be robbed of her lord's limelight.

What's the matter with being older? In the end, who takes care of whom?

Older people don't even know how to buy seasonal clothes for themselves.

Thinking of the absurd things done by a certain adult, Xia Chuan Tianyin hugged Shimizu Sakiren again unconvinced, and retorted stubbornly,

"Huh? What's wrong with being five years old? Now I'm the boss."

Shimizu Sakiren found that under the blessing of nutrition, she couldn't escape Xia Chuan Tianyin's palm with her own strength, so she chose to give up struggling and let Xia Chuan Tianyin manipulate her like an obedient doll.

Shimizu Sakiren's face and lower lip looked as if she would rather die than obey, but Xia Chuan Tianyin was excited and concerned in her heart.

"Tianyin, are you really not sad?"

"It's a lie to say it's not uncomfortable."

Xia Chuan Tianyin said her eyes drifted to the clear moon outside the window. While she is enjoying the present life, her thoughts are also extremely transparent.

The dome is full of stars, and under the moon, I don't know how many people are really running for their livelihood, and how many people are lost in the endless darkness.

"But the people outside, the people living in this world, who doesn't feel uncomfortable?"

"I have already enjoyed the treatment that others can't enjoy in a lifetime. If I don't suffer some suffering, it will be too much for other people who are serious about living."

"Tianyin's idea is very special..." Kiyomizu Sakiren curled up in her arms like a baby, the distance between heart and heart is as close as it is now when they have zero distance contact, and has never been so close.