My love simulation with them.

"Don't be nervous."

Yes.

Don't be nervous.

It sounds pretty simple.

But in fact it is very difficult.

Even for some well-known bands in the circle, some members will be nervous and perform poorly when they are on stage.

And the probability is not low.

"I see, thank you for the manager's suggestion."

Nanxiang nodded thoughtfully.

"I'm a little surprised."

Nodding while looking at Nanxiang, Yidizhi Xingge couldn't help but said: "Anyway, you are so good at learning, why don't you practice more before performing in the open air? Anyway, there is no rush."

"There must be some reason why we have to do this."

Nanxiang smiled.

He couldn't tell the other party directly about the character card of the 'Queen of Rock' Goto Ichisato, could he?

"whatever."

When meeting Nanxiang, he had already made up his mind, and Yidi Zhixingge didn't continue to persuade him.

She just yawned, pinching a box of strawberry milk and asking: "Speaking of playing in the open air...have you decided which piece to play?"

She is still curious about this.

"The song for the show..."

When Yidizhi Xingge raised this question, he really stopped Nanxiang Shi from asking.

He was busy with Ryo Yamada's IF line yesterday, so he really didn't think deeply about this issue.

to be honest.

Before he came into contact with the guitar, Nanxiang was not very interested in music.

In addition to studying, I usually study.

listen to music?

He never did that kind of thing.

He has no impression of today's hot rock music or other songs.

Therefore, Yidizhi Xingge's sudden question really made him somewhat unable to answer.

But soon, Nan Xiang, who was searching carefully in his mind, thought of a song that he was very familiar with and could not forget at all.

"I've already decided on the song I'm going to play."

Answered when Nanxiang got the answer.

"Really? What's the name? What band is it in?"

Yidizhi Xingge became interested and asked a question.

"It's not a song from any band."

Nan Xiangshi shook his head: "To be precise, it should be an original song by a friend of mine."

"Original song?"

Yidizhi Hongxia, who was helping Nanxiang clean up the dishes, turned her head and flicked her side ponytail slightly: "What's your name?"

They ended the band and just got on the right track recently, and finally passed the assessment of their sister, and were about to perform on stage, which happened to be their original original song.

At this time, when I heard that Nanxiang also had an original song, I was of course a little curious, and at the same time, I felt a little bit of a competitive heart.

On the other side, Goto Ichiri, who also lowered his head to help clean up, was also a little curious, his ears pricked up, and his eyes secretly looked towards Nango Toki.

Then, she heard Nanxiang Shi's voice.

"It's a song written by some of my friends. It's called "I Don't Want to Die Alone""

Clang! ! !

The crisp sound of the plate sliding.

"Huh? What's wrong? Lonely?"

Hearing the sound, Yidizhi Xingge looked back incomprehensibly.

But at this time, Goto Ichiri couldn't hear what Yiji Xingge said clearly.

All she could think of was what Nanxiang Shi said just now.

"I Don't Want to Die Alone".

that is not...

Is it the track in the vague memory she got a few days ago?

Why does Senior Nanxiang know this...?

She stared blankly at Nanxiang Shi.

The huge shock made her speechless.

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Volume 68: Chapter 4100. Regret Guitar in Life ([-] words!)

The memories of getting along with Nanxiang and realizing dreams with the ending band suddenly emerged in my mind.

It was a secret that Goto Ichiri had never mentioned to outsiders, and it belonged only to her.

After all, the contents of these memories are, in a sense, too embarrassing.

Although Goto Ichisato usually has a habit of delusional.

I often fantasize that I will become a national-level rock queen and perform at the Budokan.

But... living with other people, falling in love, getting married, and even having children at the end... This kind of memory is really difficult for Goto Ichisato.

If nothing unexpected happens.

She should keep her head down because she is timid and fearful, and keep this secret in her heart all the time.

But what did Senior Nanxiang say just now?

"I don't want to die alone"?

Isn't this the song hidden in the extra memory in her mind?

Goto closed his eyes.

She clearly remembered that this song was sung at the end of her performance at the Budokan——to Nanxiang.

A bold idea that had popped up in my mind countless times, reappeared at this time.

Could it be that senior Nanxiang also has those scattered memories like her?

Goto Ichisato felt a strong desire to pull Nango Toki aside and ask.

Yes.

pull him away.

Ask him about memory!

On Goto Ichisato's beautiful and timid face, a serious and confident expression gradually emerged.

One mile, you can do it!

She thought so and raised her head.

Then--

"What's wrong? Lonely?"

"Huh...? Ah...that...it's nothing."

Yidizhi Xingge's strange expression suddenly appeared in front of his eyes.

The bold words and lofty ambitions just now disappeared in an instant.

Goto Ichiri shrank his head, hid his eyes in his bangs again, and answered in a low voice.

Forget it...forget it.

Goto Ichiri touched his little head.

Memory sharing is impossible just by thinking about it.

Definitely just a name change.

Anyway, it must be the kind of song with the same name that sounds completely different.

In this world, there are many songs with the same name, and it is not uncommon.

Occasionally there will be such a surprise...

Anyway...

I have expectations for something vague and unclear like 'memory', and I must be the one who is disappointed in the end.

Since I was a child, I don't know how many times I have experienced this kind of disappointment.

Um.That's right!

Repeatedly comforting himself, Goto Ichisato finally regained his composure.

"By the way, do you want to listen to loneliness? Nanxiang's open-air performance."

Yidizhi Xingge's words came out of nowhere again.

Goto Ichisato, who had just persuaded himself with great difficulty, began to wreak havoc in his heart with the name of curious monster.

Do you want to listen to it?

Maybe just listen to it, maybe everything has the answer.

Just go and listen...

Yes, just go and listen—

This is what Goto Ichisato thought in his heart, she was so eager, but the words came out:

"Ah... that... I won't go. There's still work to do in the shop."

Is that still the case?

The cowardly self, what he said was completely opposite to what he thought in his heart.

Goto Ichiri squeezed the dinner plate in his hand tightly.

I really haven't changed at all...

An indescribable sourness rose from the heart.

Nothing has changed, nothing has changed!

She was still so timid, still so scared.

Fear of failure, fear of disappointment, fear that the end result is not what you think.

If you do nothing now, maybe you will do nothing in the future, right?

I'm really useless.

Goto Ichisato looked down behind his bangs, full of disappointment.

This disappointment is not against others, but against oneself.

Disappointment with the self who dare not contact others because of cowardice and fear of failure.