My love simulation with them.

[Goto Ichiri, who was holding the guitar, fell into silence. She locked herself in the closet for several days, and when she reappeared, she began to practice guitar crazily without sleeping or eating]

【She rejoined the band she quit before, and with the absolute skill of 'Guitar Hero', she firmly grasped the hearts of all the audience who came to watch the show. 】

【She practiced guitar so desperately that she even dropped out of high school to devote herself to band activities. 】

[The persuasion of friends around her can't stop her firm will, the praise and approval of others can't even arouse her joy, and because of this, she has an extra title of "Queen of Ice and Snow Rock in Setagaya District". 】

[The members of the band have a good relationship and they can understand her, but most people just think she is just a rock lunatic with no feelings. 】

[But what no one knows is that every time she takes the stage, exhausted from practicing guitar, she will seriously scan the crowd, hoping to catch the shadow of the person she wants to see. 】

[With the efforts of Ichisato Goto, the 'End' band has infected a large number of listeners with its super popularity, and soon made its debut nationwide, becoming the most popular rock band nowadays, and even a frequent guest on TV. 】

[Gradually, someone discovered that Goto Ichiri would only use the same log-colored electric guitar every time she performed on stage, which attracted the attention of many people. ring.The season's log-colored electric guitar sales are very good]

[You hide in a room that only you know, relying on your already strong learning talent and ability to read colors, you quickly become a company executive, handsome and young, you become a lot of women in the company The dream object, but in fact, every day except for work, you have little contact with outsiders, only every time you 'end' the band's performance, you never miss it. 】

[Watching Ichisato Goto, known as the 'Queen of Guitar' on TV, sitting in a small room and eating cheap bento, you are just happy for the other party from the bottom of your heart. 】

[Actually your salary is enough for you to move to a better apartment, but in the years when the 'End' band debuted, you concealed your name and secretly remitted a lot of your savings to the band. These remittances helped them survive their debut There were many difficulties at the beginning. 】

【As a result, you are not rich now, on the contrary, you are living in a bit of embarrassment. 】

[Just when you think life will continue like this, accidents always happen in unpredictable ways. 】

[Goto Ichiri found you. 】

Memories surged from my mind.

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Volume 9: Chapter [-]. Everything seems to be going in the right direction

Looking at the mature woman with pink long hair, slender figure, and tears in her eyes, she was a little surprised when she bumped into Nanxiang, who was full of arms, with a plastic bag in the convenience store.

It is more than a hundred kilometers away from Tokyo where the other party is located.

How did the other party find him?

Nan Xiangshi couldn't help but start thinking.

Although he has been eating half-price bento for a long time, his thinking ability has not deteriorated at all. Just thinking about it for a while, he understands how the other party found him.

In the early years, in order to help the band 'The End' which had just debuted, he secretly sent money under his name, and those amounts were not small amounts.

As long as you have the intention to let people investigate a little bit, you can understand where it is remitted.

Nangoshi sighed, and looked at Kazuto Goto in front of him.

It's different from Goto Ichisato in high school.

Her figure had already begun to take shape at that time, and now her body is plump and mature.

The fair and beautiful face has fully grown, but the childishness of the original student no longer remains, and it looks delicate and beautiful.

Those blue eyes were looking at him.

Among them, there are tears shining.

Nan Xiangshi's movements stopped, he stood where he was, with a feeling of being caught and raped by his wife, and seemed a little at a loss.

He didn't know how to describe the relationship with the other party, and he stayed where he was, waiting for Kazuto Goto's accusation.

"Is this for dinner?"

The expected accusations did not come.

Nanxiang watched Goto Ichisato take the half-price bento away from his hand.

Looking at the shabby dinner in the plastic bag, she grabbed his palm without saying a word.

In Nango's impression, this was the first time Goto Ichisato was so strong towards himself.

"where are we going?"

Nanxiang couldn't help asking questions.

"Go to your house, I'll cook for you."

Nanxiang Shi just wanted to speak.

But he felt the strength of Goto Ichiri's palm, and it became bigger.

"Ah Shi, I lost weight."

The choking in her voice made Nan Xiangshi give up the idea of ​​speaking more.

In front of me, she is not the queen who conquers everyone with her skillful skills on the screen, but the one who is a bit childish and will cry every now and then.

There is no magnificent farewell, no love monologue.

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The stinging eyes of fans who recognized Ichisato Goto's status as the national rock queen came from all around.

Sensing the gazes from all around, Nangotoki, who was held by Goto Ichiri, loosened his hand a little.

But soon, he felt it.

Every time he loosened up, the strength in Goto Ichiri's hands became stronger.

Yes.

She has to hold on tight.

Never let go again--

[Goto Ichiri has lived in your home, it is very small, not even as good as the equipment room where she stacks musical instruments today, but she doesn't care, she just uses unskilled knives to prepare the ingredients for you. 】

[You saw the embarrassment of your ex-girlfriend, and you took the initiative to take the knife, saying that you were helping out, but actually cooked a sumptuous meal.Goto Ichiri was a little embarrassed, and beat your chest lightly with his fist. 】

[Having not seen each other for several years, the relationship between the two of you is not at all unfamiliar, but because of this long-term separation, it has become closer. 】

[Goto Ichiri stayed, and after a few years, you once again discussed guitar and performance with her all night.After accumulating for several years, Ichisato Goto's enthusiasm made you overwhelmed for a while. 】

【Leaning on the back of the bed, you gently stroke Goto Ichiri's long hair and smooth back, answering her questions word by word. 】

[For your leaving without saying goodbye, Goto Ichiri didn't complain at all. She has become the national guitar queen, but she is still the timid girlfriend in front of you who lets you decide. 】

[In this regard, you have expressed your concerns.Just today, what she is talking about with herself may be in the paparazzi newspaper tomorrow. Although the rock band may not care about it, you don't want Ichisato Goto's reputation to be damaged. 】

[Compared to your worries, Goto Ichisato is very open. She has long thought of retiring, and after several years of band activities, she has already accumulated a huge sum of money. This huge sum of money It's enough for you and her to die of old age... Even if you put it in the bank to eat interest, it's enough for future generations.As for her money, it's actually your money. 】

【Looking at Ichisato Goto, who was full of seriousness and showed no intention of retreating, this time, you didn't continue to be stubborn and respected her decision. 】

【The next day, Ichisato Goto brought you to a press conference. At the press conference, she made it clear that she would retire and marry you. 】

[This sudden news caused a huge sensation throughout Japan. 】

[But Ichisato Goto didn't care, she introduced you to the members of the 'End' band, for Ichisato Goto's sudden and irresponsible withdrawal, many members didn't complain at all, only reluctance, But in the end, they still expressed their blessings to you and her. 】

[The wedding between you and Ichisato Goto was not grand. You didn’t have many friends when you were a student. The only people who could come to the wedding were a few colleagues you knew and your own family. The situation of Ichisato Goto is similar. Dedicated to her guitar and band, no one came to the wedding except her family and band members]

[But none of this matters, you and her only have each other in your eyes, and you held a wedding. 】

【You and Ichisato Goto have become husband and wife. 】

Finally got to this point.

Temporarily interrupting the memory, Nan Xiangshi let out a heavy breath, and at the same time glanced at the half-day classroom.

As the first grader, he naturally enjoys the privileges that ordinary students do not have. Even if his mind wanders in class, the teacher doesn't mean to blame him at all.

The content of this lesson is not too difficult, it belongs to the level of Nanxiang's random choice, and he no longer intends to listen to it.

Because compared to the content of the course, Nango Toki cares more about Goto Kazuto in the real world.

The girl who is complaining about herself, timid and afraid.

How do you live today?

He thought for a moment, then gave up.

After simply adjusting his mentality, Nanxiang re-entered the simulation.

【You and your wife are living happily after marriage.As she said, the huge sum of money she has is enough for you to live well even if you do nothing. You love your wife deeply, just as she loves you deeply. 】

The description of the simulator is simple - married life is very happy.

But since he is very happy, why is the simulation not over yet?

Nan Xiangshi vaguely sensed that something was wrong, so he continued to look down.

【You have decided to have a child to continue your current happiness. 】

[Everything seems to be going in a good direction. 】

This is the sentence again.

The use of "seems" here is very subtle.

Nanxiang frowned and continued to look down.

[But neither you nor your wife, who are immersed in happiness, have found the foreshadowing left long ago. 】

The turning point appeared.

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Volume 10: Chapter [-].So, the mountains are full of red

The turning point happened.

[The wife suddenly fell ill.But you don't understand why the wife who looks so healthy in front of you has such a sudden change.Under your questioning, the doctor told the truth. 】

[The reason why my wife was able to become the queen of guitar and rock music is inseparable from her practice day and night, sleepless nights and food all these years. 】

[The pressure of the band's running-in period, the audience's expectations, and continuous practice, all kinds of high pressure were borne by the wife alone. For the sake of the band, the wife actually often secretly took some psychotropic comfort drugs to endure, but patience does not mean disappearance not see.The fragile human body simply cannot withstand years of high-intensity stress. 】

[My wife's character is secretly strong, she has never told you these things, but a strong spirit cannot support a fragile physique. 】

[The time with you is very peaceful, and the nerves that are temporarily relieved can no longer support the body that has been destroyed by drugs for a long time and is crumbling]

[She is too weak due to over-medication, you can only watch her lose weight day by day, and her face becomes paler and paler. 】

[The original surplus savings were spent like running water, but this did not restore your wife's health. You want to be with your wife during this period, but you have to travel around for her medical expenses. 】

[Fortunately, the members of Goto Ichisato who ended the band period extended a helping hand at this time. For them, Goto Ichisato is a companion and an irreplaceable best friend]

【You got to know Ryo Yamada, Hongxia Ichichi, and Ikuyo Kita. 】

[The wife's condition is getting worse day by day. 】

【End The members of the band often come to see how Goto Ichiri is doing. You always take time to entertain them. The busy work, mental pressure, and wife's illness have not overwhelmed you. You always believe in yourself and your wife. able to overcome this difficulty. 】

【Your self-discipline and tenacity made the members of the ending band feel sincere admiration. They finally understood why Goto Ichiri would rather retire at the peak of his career than marry you. 】

[But your careful care and high medical expenses didn't help much, and Goto Ichiri's weakening speed is getting faster and faster every day. 】

[In a season when the maple leaves were dyed red, her life burned to the end together with the red leaves. 】

[At the last moment of life.She tells you that although it was short, she lived happily ever after.You didn't speak, just stroked your wife's forehead gently.You have always been the sun in her gloomy and lonely life, and you have given her meticulous comfort in the days when she endured the darkness alone. 】

"I haven't regretted it."

The wife raised her hand, stroked Nan Xiangshi's face and said.

Nanxiang put his hand on her palm, her hand was small and slender.

The red leaves outside the window are burning silently.

Nan Xiangshi looked out of the window for a long time, then stood up gently, and closed the curtain for his wife.

Then he stroked her forehead, her fair face that had been haggard for a long time.

"One mile."

Nanxiang wanted to say something, but looked at his wife's weak face.