I, who can only be reborn 12 times, travel in Zongman

But with her careful appearance, she didn't seem to be touching herself, but touching someone else, as if she was comforting someone else.

"At that moment I realized, ah, I can do something like this, that is something other than war and destruction, that can regain the lost smile, can make the lost Destroyed scenes are back to normal. The doctor (The docter) is right, there are things we can do, and more should do. Time Lords need companions, and we can learn a lot from companions .”

Taking a deep breath, Kaos looked in one direction.

What he looked at was not the distant city.

It's the direction of the small warehouse.

In that small warehouse, there were five girls.

Compared with saving an entire country and countless people, these five girls seem so insignificant.

But Kaos knows that he is not a god, and there is no god in the world, and some only help within his ability.

At least, what he can and wants to do now is to help these five girls.

"Therefore, there is nothing hard to do. Life has to move towards a distant goal. Only by abandoning heavy burdens and moving forward with empty hands can one be happy."

2st Summary Origins: Chapter 23 Flame Dance

"...Abandoning the heavy burden, can you move forward with empty hands and joy..."

Homura repeated in a low voice, in a voice only she could hear.

During Yila's travels, he got out of his confusion, found what he wanted to do, and what he should do.

What about her?

"flame."

As if sensing the emotional changes of the girl beside him, Kaos was not immersed in his own memories, but immersed in his past.

He suddenly and softly called the girl's name.

"Kaos?"

"Sorry for ignoring your feelings."

"...Huh? No, no."

Not understanding why Kaos said that suddenly, Yan's spirit was shaken suddenly, and he shook his head hastily to deny it.

"Wrong. That's true. After waking up, I focused more on those little bears and ignored your feelings. You probably haven't adapted to time travel and world travel, right? During the time I was in a coma, during all the time today, I am sorry that you have to face all of this alone."

"It's...it's not that hard."

Unexpectedly, Kaos would actually say that, Yan lowered his head, intertwined his two index fingers and said in a low voice.

"Although it's a little uncomfortable to suddenly come to this world that is completely different from Yujie..."

"This is where I need to apologize. I should have paid the same attention to your situation."

Leaving aside the ordinary blade, the characteristics of the flame alone are actually like eating a book, which is somewhat similar to the current situation of Kaos.

In fact, the birth time of Homura is not very long. Like the current Kaos, he also inherited the memory of the past. However, it is not Homura who travels with Kaos, who has not experienced rebirth in the first generation, but another of Homura. one side.

Homura, who just has the same memory but has completely different thoughts and personalities, came to this world with Kaos before fully adapting to her own changes and the world around her.

But because Yan's character is more reserved, gentle and tolerant at the same time, she won't take the initiative to say anything, or ask for something, which makes her focus more on the five bears. Kaos on the girl naturally ignored Homura.

And this point was not suddenly noticed by Kaos until the two of them were alone at this time.

"I regret it. While caring for others, you can never ignore the companions around you who walk with you. This is the truth I learned today."

"It's not that serious..."

Homura scratched her face a little shyly.She is still not used to facing such direct expressions.

"But to hear Kaos say that... I'm already very happy. Kaos only needs to do what Kaos thinks is important. This world... no, all the worlds except Yujie, There is nothing I want to do, and there is no place I want to go. Maybe, looking at the back of Kaos like this, one day I will be able to know why I was born."

"The Nether World...Paradise..."

A sigh came out of Kaos' mouth.

"For the time being, whether it is the situation of Tardis, or you who have destroyed the time-space continuity and key nodes of the Nether Realm...we have no possibility to return to the Nether Realm in a short time, only waiting for the time-space self of the Nether Realm After it is fixed, we may try to see if we can go back."

"Well, I understand!"

When the TARDIS of Chaos was reborn on the Siren, he regained the ability to travel in time, thanks to which he returned to before the destruction of Ira and before the final battle with Miter.

And successfully prevented the collapse of Iraq.

But it is precisely because of this that the Holy Grail of Heaven, one of the important cores of the whole incident, destroyed and interfered with the original time continuity. In order to prevent Zai Yan from being forcibly repaired, Kaos could only Establish a connection with Homura and leave the Netherworld with Homura.

Even if they return to Youjie in the future, even if they have TARDIS, Kaos and Homura will not be able to go back to that time and meet their partners at that time even once.Because you only need to meet one side, and everything that has been repaired with difficulty will fall apart again.

That's the price of saving Iraq.

"but……"

It was rare to hesitate, but when confusion clearly appeared on Yan's face, Kaos still said it.

He raised his hand and said to Homura.

"Those bad memories, those memories that make you still have pain, I can actually delete them."

"Well--!"

As soon as Kaos mentioned this, Homura closed his eyes in pain, recalling what happened not long ago.

Although it has been erased and rewritten in the timeline of Youjie, it has actually remained in her memory, hurting them and prompting the memories of 'her' to be born.

When the ending of Ira has been rewritten, is it really necessary to keep those memories before rewriting?

This is the meaning hidden in Kaos' words.

In fact, it is not just the five girls of the bear group who are troubled by what happened in the past and will suffer as long as they recall it.

This is true for Yan, and so is Kaos.

He said that he has come out of the shadow of the Time War, but whether he has really come out, only he himself knows.

But in the end, Homura still gave Kaos a hard smile.

"Thank you, Kaos. But... I'm sorry, I want to keep those memories. It's not just me, Xiaoguang must be the same. Even if it makes us painful, even if it makes us confused, but also because of the existence of those memories , let's find an answer."

"...I'm the one who should say I'm sorry. Excuse me. So that's why I didn't tell you the reason I was able to do this 'before'? It seems that I still have a lot to learn."

Subsequently,

Kaos and Homura, who were sitting side by side on the edge of the roof, did not speak any more.

The cold wind blew between the two of them, blowing their clothes and strands of hair.

But the relationship between them did not become stiff and cold.

The current Kaos and the current flame.

The relationship between them is really quite charming,

They each know the other's past and what they have done, but both of them are brand-new selves, and they cannot be completely equated with the past.

They are both familiar and unfamiliar with each other. They seem to have nothing to say, but there are too many things to say.

The most familiar strangers may be the two of them.

They just chatted about the past here, talked about things that only each other can know, and the words were a little rusty and polite.

However, just as Kaos got closer to the five girls of the bear group in laughter.

In the cold wind on the roof, the two people who chatted about some not so easy, even heavy, things in the past quietly drew a lot closer to each other.

Therefore, even if no one makes a sound at this time, and no one speaks again, just sitting here, one can feel a kind of peace of mind.

Those who just travel together cannot be called companions.

Only those who protect each other's secrets and share the pressure for each other can be called partners.

Yan didn't urge Kaos to rest, and Kaos didn't let Yan go back.The only thing that can be heard is the sound of the wind blowing.

suddenly,

There was a faint whistling sound.

A ray of light in the darkness attracted Kaos's eyes.

Kaos subconsciously looked to the side.

What he saw was a small flame appearing in Homura's words.

Due to the light of the fire, Homura's big eyes and snow-white cheeks were slightly flushed and swaying, and the corners of her mouth were slightly raised with some playful arcs.

Under Kaos' gaze, Homura threw the ball of flame from his right hand to his left hand, and then back to his right hand as if performing a show.

The flames left clear trails in the air.

Homura, who caught the flame with his right hand again, raised his hand. At this time, the small flame suddenly grew bigger, covering Yan's entire palm.

The hand wearing the fingerless glove was bathed in the flame, and the flame swelled further. In fact, a pair of wings protruded from the flame.

Those were wings like flowers, and the red wings formed by flames fluttered, spraying hot wind and sparks.

Immediately afterwards, a small cylindrical body grew out of the wings.

That's a butterfly.

Butterfly formed by flames.

The butterfly flapped its wings in Homura's hands, and then it really took off.

The butterfly born from the flames left Homura's hand and flew into the sky.

Kaos and Homura looked up at it as it flew into the sky.

Watching it flapping its wings, scattering hot wind and sparks to the darkness in the distance, watching it finally dissolve into the air lightly and disappear.

There are only a few participating sparks dancing with the wind like fireflies.

However, the originally cold air was gradually warmed by the fire.

2st Summary Origins: Chapter 24 Hungry

Time passed by minute by minute.

I don't know when the night will pass.

Kaos and Homura sat together, and the two sat on a high place to observe the surrounding situation, guarding the five girls resting in the small warehouse.

Suddenly, Kaos seemed to hear something and looked in the direction of the small warehouse.

Kaos' abnormal reaction made Homura react immediately. She didn't speak, but just as she raised her hand, sparks appeared densely in front of her palm. Among the scattered sparks, what Yan held in her hand was the Holy Grail. sword.

Unlike the first day when he landed because he bumped into too many things along the way, and was only hit by the impact when he fell at the end, causing serious injuries to various parts of his body and unable to exert his due strength, the recovered Homura can already be used as a combat power to fight .

Among the current seven people including Kaos, Homura might be the strongest one.

However, Kaos held Homura's hand holding the Holy Grail sword.He shook his head lightly at her.

"It's not an abnormal situation."

As he spoke, he retracted his legs sticking out from the edge of the roof, got up and bounced around on the spot to move his body.

"Yan, please guard here for me for a while, I will come as soon as I go."

"Okay. Kaos, you should also be careful."

Homura, who originally wanted to be with Kaos, had no choice but to agree after hearing what Kaos said.

"Correct, be careful at all times."

After waving his hand at Yan, Kaos turned around and strode away.

in a small warehouse,

The flame in the brazier was burning quietly, releasing light and heat, warming this small warehouse.

Five girls wrapped in blankets sleeping on the ground near a brazier.

Even though the people of Ursas are naturally equipped to resist the cold, Chernobog in December, under such conditions, made people feel a little colder than before.

The bone-piercing chill seemed to pour into the blood along with the night, gradually coagulating the blood.