I, who can only be reborn 12 times, travel in Zongman

Anna just lay down, and now she is about to sit up again and drink water.After all, it is too difficult to drink water lying down, and it will be spilled on yourself if you are not careful.

This time, Anna didn't let Kaos support her, but sat up by herself, holding a water glass in both hands, and drank water in small sips.

Anna is the quietest of the girls and also the one who seems weakest.But what she has is the toughness that surpasses others. As long as she can do something, she will never shirk it to others, but do it silently by herself.

After drinking the second glass of water, Anna felt that her dry throat felt much better.

It wasn't until this time that she noticed that everyone else had fallen asleep.

Before this, Anna's energy and somewhat distracted attention really prevented her from focusing on others besides herself.

But fortunately, maybe Kaos's voice was very soft, and Anna subconsciously cooperated with Kaos' relationship. Anna's voice to Kaos was not very loud, so it didn't wake up others.

After taking the cup that Anna handed back, Kaos showed a faint smile, and gently stroked Anna's hair.

"Okay, go ahead and rest. If you want anything, just tell me. I'm always by your side."

This time, Anna did not lie down again, she looked at the figure of Kaos who turned and took the cup back.

I don't know if it's because she's sitting on the ground, or because of the light and shadow of the fire, but Kaos' figure seems to be much taller than before.

Even though half of his body was shrouded in shadows, he was miraculously unable to feel the horror, all he could feel was the warmth like a fire next to him.

Anna lowered her head, and her hand landed on her heart, as if she could touch the amplitude of the beating heart from her fingers.

Anna originally thought that she was still sick under such circumstances, and she would feel scared and panic because of this, but, strangely, she didn't.

Every time I opened my eyes, I seemed to be able to see that person, and every time I woke up, my condition seemed to be improving.

Anna can't remember what she said to Kaos the last time she woke up.Because her consciousness was always vague during this period, even if she could remember it at the time, she would forget it in a blink of an eye.

But at this moment,

She made exactly the same decision as she thought last time.

She softly called out Kaos' name.

"Brother Kaos...brother."

As the fever gradually faded, Anna's sanity gradually returned, and she realized the change in the name she called Kaos unconsciously.

It's just that this appellation finally went from cross-domain unconscious to conscious excess.Anna did not change the title.

"Ok?"

Kaos was a little confused.

"Wika...it's my doll...can you give it to me?"

Kaos was slightly taken aback.He recalled what Anna had babbled in his sleep when he had a fever.The name Wicca appeared in words that were still logical at first.

And judging from what Anna said at the time, the 'Wika' she was referring to was definitely not her doll.

Kaos didn't know about the fact that the doll she had been carrying with her was also called 'Wika' until now.

Anna's doll is placed next to her book, a little away from her.It may be that she is afraid that her unconscious activities in sleep will touch those things and cause accidents.

Kaos gave the bear doll to Anna.

He thought it was over, Anna should continue to rest, but Anna grabbed his clothes and made him stop.

"She is Wicca, my best friend before that. Not a doll, but a real friend."

"..."

Anna raised her head and looked at Kaos.

Because the relationship has not completely improved, and because she is a bit strong, her face is sickly rosy, and her eyes looking at Kaos are even more moist because they are covered with a layer of water mist. .As if I could cry at any time.

Anna clenched the doll in her hand, and said as if asking for Kaos' consent.

"There are some things... I want to talk to Brother Kaos. I want someone to listen to my voice. I'm afraid that once I get better, I won't be able to muster up the courage to say it again, can you?"

2st Summary Origins: Chapter 58 The Peterheim Incident

No matter how strong a person is in normal times, once they are overwhelmed by disease, they will become fragile.

This vulnerability is not only physical, but also psychological.Because there is a mutual influence between physiology and psychology.

If you are alone, no matter how fragile you are, you can only hold on, because you can't rely on others except yourself.

But if someone can take care of her by her side, if this person can bring her a sense of security, the mentality of the person will also undergo a wonderful change.

To put it a bit disgusting, it would become 'cheeky'.Will more or less want to act like a baby.Some things that you would not normally say, some things that you would not normally do, once you realize that when you are sick, you will be tolerated if you do it and say it, then you will have a desire to do it and talk about it desire.

Anna knew that her current behavior was almost tantamount to acting like a baby.

But she knew better that if it was her in normal times, if it was her in normal times, she would never have such thoughts, and she would never say these words even if she died.

But now, she suddenly had such an idea, a desire to tell someone the things that were stuffy in her heart, that she once thought no one would tell.

She knew that this might not only be acting like a baby, but also her indulgence of herself.

And this indulgence is very likely to be only this time.

If she is rejected, she will not cling to her.

If she was rejected, even in the same situation, she might not say the same thing again.

Fortunately, Anna is lucky.

"Lie down first, I'm right here, you can say whatever you want, and don't say anything if you don't want to say it."

Kaos sat directly beside Anna, and he said softly to Anna after letting Anna lie down.

It wasn't until this moment that Anna finally showed a faint smile.

very nice.She thought so silently in her heart.

How much luck would it take for them to meet gentle and selfless people like Kaos and Homura?With such a person by my side, those painful and unbearable memories, when I look back, seem not so dark.

"Ahh——It's really uncomfortable. I was talking to myself and wanted to say something, but when I really wanted to say those things, I couldn't say it no matter what. I didn't want anyone to see it. , don't want anyone to know."

A shallow smile appeared on his face, but the first words from Anna's mouth were like this.

Obviously she was the one who held Kaos back, she had something she wanted to confide, and she had something she wanted to say.But he regretted the moment before he really said those words.

"It's okay. It's okay if you really don't want to say it."

What would take Anna like this was the hand that fell on her head.It seemed to be a small gesture of comfort, and it seemed to be weaving a sweet and less painful dream for Anna.

The soft voice of Kaos didn't seem to appear in the ear, it wasn't heard with the ear, but appeared in a dream.

As if this is not reality, but just a dream.

It was neither a nightmare nor a sweet dream, but something in between, an ordinary dream that should have been the most common, but hadn't reappeared for a long time.

"Relax, you can say whatever you want, don't be nervous, talk about irrelevant things, talk about things that have nothing to do with those, as long as you can relax yourself, no matter what you say, I will listen carefully here."

"Do not."

Anna really felt that she was acting like a baby.

She shook her head slightly.

Perhaps, she was just resisting instinctively.But having regained some awareness, she knows better that there are some things that need to be resolved, it's just sooner or later.

She doesn't know about the future, what will happen in the future, what will happen in the future, or...they won't have a future at all.

It was precisely because of this that Anna didn't know if she could find a better opportunity if she missed this time.She just felt that maybe it was impossible to have any more.

"Whether it's me, Rada, Sonia, Rosalin, or even Natalia, none of us can forget those things, those things that happened in the school, even if we leave that school completely It does not mean that in that school

Everything in life is far away from us. "

Kaos lowered his eyelids slightly, he only made a sound in his heart.There are many things that Anna and the others don't want to look back on, even if they are hiding them intentionally.

But from their performance, from some of their symptoms, and some conditions seen before leaving that school, it is enough for people to deduce something.

What happened at that school may not matter.What matters is whether the people who have gone through those things and come here, the five girls here, can really walk out of that school.Get out of the shadows in your heart.

Kaos didn't make a sound, only Anna's.

He just stroked Anna lightly, relieving her anxiety and uneasiness with this perhaps too intimate gesture.

"On the third day after leaving Peterheim Middle School, I realized this very clearly. Although we have left there, our souls are still trapped in that place."

It seems to be forcing myself to remember, forcing myself to remember, the voice that was already suppressed has become even smaller, so small that if you are not careful, a step of attention will be ignored.

While speaking, Anna looked at Kaos, as if trying to read something from his face.

And what Kaos can give her is the soft, watchful smile as always.No need for any superfluous things, no need for any superfluous expressions.

Whether it is sympathy or sentimentality, those emotions should not exist.Same as 'normal', which is the greatest comfort.

Kaos knew about Anna's current situation, and she actually forced herself to recall and say those things, but in fact she had already cheered up a lot because of this, chatting a little, or looking for opportunities to say something that had been suppressed in her heart. What you say in your heart can make people feel better, and it can relieve some trauma to the soul.

"We, the five of us, appear together in front of you, but in fact we are not students of the same school. I, Rada, Natalia, and we are students of No. [-] High School. And Sonia and Rosalin It's the students who forced Heim Middle School."

So, Anna finally started to tell.

What they wanted to bury no matter what, what the creator of the tragedy might think was nothing more than that, was revealed in front of Kaos.

"Maybe someone has noticed, but when most people are not prepared, the integration movement occupies and occupies the city, and we are concentrated and blocked in our respective schools and are not allowed to leave. Then, the school we are in Some situations happened, some students including me, Rada, and Natalia were forcibly escorted to Peterheim Middle School where Sonia and the others were located."

"..."

"Maybe students from other schools were brought together, I don't know, I don't know, everything was chaotic at that time."

2st Summary Origins: Chapter 59 The Peterheim Incident Goodnight

Anna didn't know the full picture of the matter, what happened in other places at the same time, and all she knew was what she knew and what she had experienced.

But even so, it still made Kaos' heart tremble.

Kaos has experienced more terrible things, but this does not mean that when a child tells you everything that happened around her in a struggling and painful tone, he can remain indifferent.

At a certain moment, a simple estimate is that half a month ago, the integration movement occupied the city of Chernobog. They exchanged fire with the military and police stationed in the city, wreaking havoc in the city.

And quickly controlled some urban areas with an incomprehensible rapidity, including the urban areas where Sonia and Anna were located.The reunification movement carried out destruction and looting of materials in this area, and also detained the students in their respective schools and did not allow them to go out.

The school that Anna, Radha and Natalia belonged to was a noble high school, while the Peterheim school where Sofia and Rosalin belonged was a commoner school.Later, Anna and the three of them were transferred to Peterheim Middle School.

Just after being transferred to Peterheim Middle School, there was almost a bloodshed among the students of the No. The heirs of the middle school and not the aristocratic class did not have any problems.

As a result of the conflict, Natalia, the student council president, finally stood up and unified most of the noble children with her own prestige and status.

But Natalia couldn't gather everyone around her, she just gathered the largest group, and the rest of them separated from them.

And one of the scattered small groups was composed of Anna and Rada, Wika and others.They disagreed with Natalia and left.

scattered throughout the school.Compete with the original students of Peterheim for the living and resting space.

At the beginning, although the situation was a bit tense, everything was still within a controllable range, and everything did not develop in a worse direction.

until……

There was a fire.

Peterheim Middle School has two grain warehouses, in addition to scattered food points such as vending machines and small shops, so the food is not as tense as imagined.

But a fire caused the largest granary to be burned, and the food in it was destroyed in an instant.

The amount of food reserves shrank by more than half in an instant, and the situation suddenly became severe.

However, the noble students seized this gap and occupied the remaining food point before everyone else. Considering the food consumption and the panic that no one knew how long the blockade would last, they even Not only guarding the food point, but even starting to grab other students' resources.

Due to the continuous reduction of food and other resources, the civilian students who were relatively safe and sound began to rob each other, and the situation suddenly became dangerous.

Anna took Rada, Wika and other partners looking for an empty classroom as a shelter, and they also met Sonia at this time.

Sonia has been famous since the past.There are several adjacent schools in the city, and there is no student who does not know her.

And Anna and Sonia were old acquaintances and neighbors in the past.Because of this relationship, Anna and the others merged with Sonia.

Anna believes that Sonia is a natural leader, who can become a leader and a role that can protect other people, so she really does so.

Anna, who was originally the leader of the team, handed over the position of leader to Sonia, and Sonia, as Anna imagined, still shouldered the responsibility of being a leader even though she was a little reluctant.

However, as external conditions deteriorated, the situation became more serious day by day as resources dwindled.

Things have gradually developed to the point where just relying on personal strength cannot solve the problem.This point could not be resolved even if Rosalin, known as General Xia, joined Sonia and the others.