The doctor who was kept in captivity by the sickly lynx decided to fight back

"..."

Hearing this, You'er raised her head.

lonely……

……

Have it?

Loneliness is something that only people with emotions will feel...

And himself, has already been hollowed out.There will be nothing left.

Seeing that the doctor seemed to have no intention of answering, Amiya over there said again:

"Ah, the doctor may still be a little afraid of Amiya, right? Hehe, I'm really gentle... I won't threaten you with the matter of you climbing the pipe again, eh."

"..."

"Doctor, you must find a way to get your memory back? Dr. Kelsey told me that you are very resistant to treatment, but, but..."

"……Feel sorry."

You'er spit out two words lightly.

The voice quickly drifted to Amiya.As for You'er... she just felt a tingling pain in her heart.

get back.

Get the memory back...

That's right, I, who can't get back my memory, are... useless to you, right?

But Amiya over there is still chattering:

"Hey, don't apologize! Be sure to actively treat...Doctor, Amiya will feel very strange if she is always in this depressed state!"

"..."

"Hey, did you hear that? Amiya is very serious—"

"I stopped the medicine." You'er said suddenly.

There was a loss of sound on both sides of the phone.Only weak electromagnetism is left to flow between the two parties.

"Ah? What..." Amiya was a little confused.

"I stopped the medicine. Amiya, forget about me."

You'er took a deep breath, trying to eliminate the crying in her voice:

"You...you can't see the doctor you like anymore, I'm just a useless derivative consciousness, and I don't deserve your affection for me..."

"Hey, hey, what do you mean! Doctor, you—"

"Don't call me doctor...I'm not the person you know, I'm nothing compared to her! I, I'm just...I'm just an ordinary...***,..."

Before the crying was completely released by herself, You'er slammed the phone hard against the wall.

"Snapped"

A sound enough to knock her down.She watched the screen as her own heart... shattered into a cobweb.

Part2 The road to counterattack! : 2A-5 Dying

It is already one o'clock in the morning.

——This is the time You'er saw on the shattered phone screen. The numbers "1:05" were broken into several pieces, which was shocking.

ah.Time to sleep.

sleep, then what?

get up?

What should I do after waking up?

Kelsey didn't know when she would come back... No, even if she came back, what would she get?

The shadow of despair has loomed.And this kind of terrible emotion, even You'er rarely experienced it in those suffering days in the past.

She is a very stubborn, very tenacious girl.Even if her plan is thwarted over and over again, she still has the will to escape; even if her little tricks are dismantled by Kelsey, she will use her mouth to torture that woman severely—no matter what Be it physically or mentally.

But now?

She... has no goals anymore.

She wanted to seek that kind of illusory feeling, but... the so-called "love", to the current You'er, it was really just an abstract and untouchable concept.

She seemed to be able to see her own future.

"..."

Go to sleep.

Now I can't do anything but sleep.

And maybe, I can also prolong my sleeping time... For her now, even being awake is a very painful thing.

She took out the skeleton key from under the mattress, walked to the medicine cabinet in the laboratory, and inserted it hard.

"click"

"cha"

After a few weird sounds, the door of the cabinet containing household medicines opened.

sleeping pills...

The immature little hand took out a small box, nailed it into the gap of the package, and opened it.

Versions of white pills are neatly arranged.You'er only felt more dizzy - as if she had already taken medicine.

Do you take medicine?

how many slices...

The dosage for adults is two tablets at a time, and she has even forgotten her own age.

Just like that, she took out the pills one by one and poured them in the palm of her hand.Her little hands were trembling unceasingly, and even the pills collided together, making a faint sound.

4 pieces.

An overdose of sleeping pills can kill.However, such exceeding the standard should not be...

No, if you sleep forever...

(...)

While crying, she threw the two pills into the trash can.Afterwards, he patted his mouth with his palm, his throat sore, and he tried hard to swallow the pill dryly.

So uncomfortable...cough...

More tears flowed.Is it because of short suffocation?

If she could, she really wanted to drink a cup of warm milk and take the pills along with her...

In this way, you can fall asleep in the warmth, have a good sleep, and prepare for the next day without illness.

But the reality is that she is already unable to let herself enjoy herself; if no one makes hot milk for her, she will most likely have nightmares, and the next day... what awaits her may still be the lingering pain.

The bitterness of the pill spread in the throat.She swallowed the pain with difficulty, and walked into the room in a daze.

Are you just looking at yourself?

There are many guys who live alone, and she is the only one who has this kind of reaction, right?

It's... sad.

You'er wiped away her tears and got into bed.

So cold.

Go to sleep.

The next day... nothing will change.

And will her future life be like this?Numb in sleep and chaos, until death?

numbness……

If you can really numb your emotions, maybe you can feel better, right?

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the next day.

wake up.Brush your teeth, wash your face.

Eat a can of luncheon meat.

Swallow the sleeping pill and go back to sleep.

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Day three.

wake up.Brush your teeth, wash your face.

Eat half of the canned lunch meat.Loss of appetite, do not want to eat.

Amiya came to see her in the afternoon, and she scared the little rabbit away with extremely intense negative emotions——

For such a hopeless person, the only way to save her is to put her here, right?

And then, still, sleeping pills...

When You'er swallowed the pill, she felt nausea.She ran to the toilet, trying to vomit, but could only stare at the toilet in a daze of pain.

She barely ate anything and couldn't get the medicine out.

She has already felt that her physical condition... is also slowly collapsing, right?

continue like this?

How long can it continue?Can it last for three months?

She won't miss the old days, because she doesn't want to think about it at all.She only knows that the current "freedom" is what she dreamed of in the past, and those little episodes in her life... she will never meet again in the future.

Should she push Kelsey to stop her medication?

Should it?

She tried desperately to contain herself, to keep herself from thinking about it.but,……

When she avoided this question subconsciously, it might really mean that she made a wrong choice.

So if it's another world line, if Kelsey still gives her medicine, what should she do?

This state of her own is just the end of her desperate struggle, right?

Or is it that my life...was doomed to be a dead end from the very beginning?

"..."

When the quilt covered You'er again, she didn't feel the strong drowsiness.In other words, the feeling of nausea after taking the drug counteracted the desire to sleep, preventing her from entering the sanctuary of dreamland.

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【Certifying...】

[RDS-002, Doc. Kal'tsit, welcome back. 】

……

Fourth day.

On the night of the fourth day, a familiar figure appeared at the door of the laboratory.However, You'er couldn't see it.

When Kelsey saw the unconscious kitten lying on the table and the unfinished can in her hand,...

She wasn't too surprised.

"Wake up."