The doctor who was kept in captivity by the sickly lynx decided to fight back

Calm down, calm down...

Kelsey never thought that one day she would have to say the word "calm down" to herself—she, who used to have almost no emotions, didn't need to calm down.

kitten...

Yes, she is just a cat.Consciousness born of a mistake.

When Kelsey met the kitten for the first time, that is, when the doctor just woke up... She thought excitedly that she had really grasped the weakest side of that evil spirit.

But she soon got tired of playing with the stupid cat.Apart from crying and screaming, she didn't have any temperament as an evil spirit, and she didn't have any thoughts of revenge that could arouse her...

She doesn't need a stupid cat, she just needs a container that will bring the spirit back.Milk, and breakfast... You'er's kindness became the catalyst for this sad process, causing her to fall into the abyss earlier.

Kelsey never needs the so-called tenderness, let alone the tenderness from "pets".

What does she need?

It's just revenge...

It's just to liquidate the memory of the past...

During this process, all the emotions she developed were all mistakes.are by-products that must be removed.

("...")

("I can call you Doctor again. You are Doctor, the one I love the most... No so-called evil spirit will replace you. By the time you read this text message, you will be free.")

("I will . . . go after your love.")

"..."

But no matter how Kelsey denies the emotions she has bred, the confession she made in her sleep... But it is the words condensed from her true feelings!

The nightmare seemed to have played a huge joke on her, causing her perception of herself to fall into an endless swamp.

Her thinking ability has always been strong.She can use rationality to analyze events and deconstruct problems, and she can also use sensibility to pursue intuition and make judgments...

However, her rationality cannot analyze emotions, and her lack of emotional experience also makes her have no intuition to pursue the answer.

It's just ridiculous...

what.

"...Kelsey."

You'er opened her eyes and let out a soft cry.

Kelsey was pulled out from the canyon of thinking, and her body shook slightly.The two pairs of eyes quickly met each other.

"You up?" Kelsey asked.

"With you by my side, I can't sleep peacefully." You'er turned her head and replied.

"But I sleep on top of you every night."

"Well, it looks like the problem isn't where you are, but... you've been staring at me."

As You'er spoke, she dragged herself up with great effort, as if she no longer wanted to sleep:

"Dr. Kelsey, I really want to ask you... What happened these few days? Do you have another consciousness?"

"You're talking nonsense..."

"Yes, I'm talking nonsense, but every word you say these days is nonsense. I have a goddamn evil personality, I know it well; A soul that seduces you into obsession, a body that craves the Doctor and seduces you out of your wits. Right?"

This sentence is almost provocative and insulting.Relying on the fact that she was still a sick person for the time being, You'er made insulting remarks to Kalxi.

Kelsey was just stunned for a moment, then lowered her head.

"..."

"Hey, Kelsey, what I said was to scold you! The way you think now is really fucking funny." You'er said irritably.

"...You have a good rest." Kelsey could only say so.

"Have a good rest?" You'er unconsciously raised her voice: "My life will only be yours in the end—why should I have a good rest?"

"..."

"I, I really...I really might as well freeze to death outside last night, then at least you can still feel the pain...fucking..."

The kitten seems to cry a lot these days.Maybe it's because of this kind of depression that her spirit has almost been pushed to the point of desperation?

It would be fine if she just accepted the tragic ending, but she...she has to bear the huge pressure and resist all the time.

"Things... will get better."

After holding back for a long time, Kelsey said such a useless sentence.She herself felt like a waste of saliva.

"Then you tell me how to get better? Dr. Kelsey?"

You'er clenched her little hands tightly and slammed the wall hard.An unbearable pain came from the phalanx, and she also packed this pain with her own sadness and vented it out:

"Tell me...how do you plan to make the situation better? Do you change the medicine to make it less unpleasant, or reduce the frequency...give me a slight extension of the death sentence? Or give me nutrition, do two medicines a day Poached eggs?"

"Kelsey, you talk—you tell me?!"

Volume 1: 98-[-] Kelsey, grass me

Faced with the kitten's uncharacteristic questioning, Kelsey was unable to answer for a while.

Yes... the situation, how can it be "better"?

Now this is not a dreamland.Is she going to blur her emotions and let the situation slide into the abyss little by little like in a tragic dream?

She can't fool anyone.The act of diluting the liquid medicine was once considered by her to be self-salvation, but it still led to the final disaster.

(No, it was just a dream...just a dream.)

(Dreams won't be real. They won't be.)

She convinced herself so.And the little cat's eyes were already full of tears, and she stared at Kelsey bitterly, waiting for this woman's irresponsible response.

Kelly opened her mouth.She knew she had to speak, had to...

"Then...start with two poached eggs?"

"Row."

You'er didn't say any more, covered her head with the quilt, and fell asleep.

However, Kelsey knew that Kitty was not the kind of person who would fall asleep whenever she wanted... This action was more like she was venting her emotions.

How can I get better?

Or, just don't get better at all?

Kelsey thought of a very selfish answer.She could throw You'er into a small dark room, lock her up with an iron chain, and only see her every day when she is force-fed and given medicine...

Reducing the chances of meeting will also prevent those abnormal emotions from spreading.

but……

… Seeing You'er huddled into a ball and hiding under the quilt, Kelsey unconsciously stretched out her hand and poked it.

"Don't touch me!" You'er shouted from under the blanket.His voice had lost some vitality due to the cold and had become hoarse.

"..."

Another poke.

"Kalsey, if you're in a panic in your spare time, go and get me some medicine!"

"You're sick. It's not suitable for meds." Kelsey tried to soften her voice.

"Really? There's no need to be hypocritical in front of me. Should I hate you or will I hate you... If you can let me die sooner, I'll be happier!"

You'er yelled, but her voice became smaller and smaller.When she said the word "die", her vocal cords suddenly lost their voice.

yes……

Who, who wants to die...if they can live well.

There was a strange flash in Kelly's eyes.Finally, she sighed and left the room.

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Soon, the sound of footsteps reached You'er's ears again.

She can't sleep.She wants to let Kaierxi see her self-defeating appearance, and she wants to vent her pain desperately...

"medicine."

Kelsey spoke calmly, unplugging the test tube.You'er grabbed it and poured it into his mouth.

Soon she discovered something was wrong—this medicine was really fucking bitter.

"Kelsey?"

"Cold medicine." Kelsey looked into her eyes: "It's a bit bitter. If you can't bear it, I'll give you some water."

"Where's the sanity liquid? Don't fuck me, you can do whatever you want! I don't have any resistance, I, I..."

You'er raised the empty test tube and was about to smash it on the ground.But in the end, she could only weakly put the tube on her side and lower her head.

She couldn't do it.She wouldn't even smash a flimsy glass tube.

She is really a timid person.There were times when she did go to extremes—like the time she unscrewed the leaking gas stove; but she didn't have the guts to do it when she wasn't emotionally overwhelmed.

You'er knew this.Kelsey knew it too.

"Is it bitter?" Kelsey asked again.

"You... go to dispense the medicine, don't stay here... please, don't appear in front of me!

"

You'er looked at Kalxi with tears in her eyes.Her pajamas had been messed up by her own tossing, and a large piece of white was leaking from the torn skirt, but she didn't care about it.

The bitter liquid was not swallowed by her completely.Crying, a trace of liquid overflowed from the corner of the mouth, fell down the chin, and scratched the neck——

"You just took a shower yesterday."

Kelsey pulled out a piece of paper from the side, stretched out her hand, and wiped the liquid medicine carefully.

However, the liquid has almost disappeared, leaving no trace.She just randomly scratched You'er's delicate skin.

"Ha, woo...Kelsey,..."

You'er was panting hard.Kelsey's actions may have been a bit excessive, but when she herself got angry, she also used up her remaining strength.

Until the tissue wiped her chest, she stretched out her small claws and grabbed Kelsey's wrist.

"You... yesterday, yesterday still owed me..."

"……what?"

The four eyes are facing each other.The two opposing emotions of despair and relief flashed in You'er's eyes, giving this little cat a different layer of sadness:

"You... went out yesterday in the 'half of the wash'... and left me alone..."

"I think it's better for you to continue to vent your emotions."

Kelsey tried to pull out her hand, but You'er gritted her teeth and grasped harder.

"..."

"Your emotions are really unstable... I would like to hear you continue to vent. I told you that things will get better..."

While talking, Kelsey's hand was still moving slightly, but it was always pressed against You'er's chest.Soon, her fingers began to move instinctively too.

"Then...then let me vent, isn't it the same with the body..."

You'er stared at Kelsey, her words were unprecedentedly aggressive:

"Kalsey, you did something in the bathhouse yesterday... It seems that even though you hate my cowardice and inactivity, you still care about this body...?"

"You really need to calm down. You—"

"Shut up. Kelsey, how long have you endured that so-called evil spirit's coma? Or at some point, you will look at the body in the sarcophagus and resolve those things by yourself?"

"I'm not as good as you think..."