Deceived by kindness, they are all reborn

Can we understand each other?

She doesn't know the answer to this question, and she doesn't know if there will be an answer to this question in the future.

perhaps……

understand each other.

does not exist at all.

……

……

……

……

When she was young, she was thinking hard about when she could become a hero, but she soon discovered the distance between herself and the hero.

Between myself and the hero...

It seems that there is a very important thing missing.

- I don't seem to have a belt.

——There are no transformation props.

Hero transformation requires belts and props, which is a matter of course.

Because heroes are ordinary people at the beginning, only after obtaining these props and belts can they become heroes and put on heavy armor to fight.

Every time she sees the cool props in TV dramas where the hero transforms, she looks forward to it. Those props seem to be the source of the hero’s power. Every time she doesn’t have any props in her hand, she can only follow the TV clumsily without the real thing. Performance.

The boy next door also bought transformation props, and he once showed them off in front of her. She was very impressed by the sparkling lights and the unusually startled sound effects.

Although that boy did not become a real hero, the appearance of that transformation prop still left a deep impression on her.

So one day.

Longing for her, she made a request to her parents.

"I want that hero transformation prop!"

She frankly revealed her desires to her parents, hoping to be satisfied.

"Hey?"

The parents looked shocked.

"But that one is expensive."

They could see that they were very reluctant.

……

Yes.

expensive.

Her favorite hero needs money to achieve.

This is such a straightforward and natural thing, but she couldn't understand it when she was young. She had no choice but to stubbornly ask for it every day, begging her parents to get the transformation tool No. [-].

Finally, one day, the exhausted father who came back from overtime work bought her the No. [-] transforming prop with a distressed expression on his face.

She is like a treasure.

I have to play it every day when I go to sleep, and I have to put it on my belt to transform every day. Like the hero on the screen, she seems to have become a hero.

She has played with this prop for a long time.

Although no one shares her happiness with her.

But her happiness alone...

Also enough to soothe loneliness.

like……

Should be able to heal, right?

——When she was watching TV and transforming with the hero, she thought so slightly.

No.

It must be smoothed out! !

She pulls herself together.

—Continue for self.

Transform using extravagant items.

……

However, heroes will always be updated. The heroes who are still popular on the screen this year will soon leave the stage and become last year's characters.

New heroes will appear on the appropriate occasions. They are handsome and majestic, manipulating new transformation props.

The old hero will naturally exit silently, and the old transformation props will naturally follow the old hero to exit.

She is the number one transformation tool that is considered a treasure.

— was eliminated.

At the beginning, she could bear it, and had fun with the old transforming prop No. [-], but as time went by, the hero props became more varied.

Transformation prop No. [-] is so handsome.

Transformation prop number four is so cool.

Transformation prop No. [-] can fly.

The transformation prop No. [-] can even circle around her hand, emitting neon flashes.

——she wanted it so much.

"I still want that hero transformation prop!"

She once again raised her desires to her parents.

however……

This time her parents looked at her seriously.

—No consent.

"The toy I bought for you last time hasn't been worn out yet. Besides, that thing is getting more and more expensive. You'd better bear with it a little bit."

In the living room, they spent a lot of money to invite someone to dinner yesterday, and the worried parents answered her.

Hey?

She opened her big eyes in a daze, as if she couldn't understand why her parents agreed last time, but they didn't agree this time. She tried to use the same method as last time to get it, but nothing worked this time.

She could only watch those heroic props flying across the screen in various patterns, and the props of the little boy next door had been changed one after another.

At the very beginning, she could barely pull herself together and follow the transformation of the hero on TV, but as time went by, the neighbor's children's toys were refurbished, and she finally felt that the hero prop No. [-] in her hand became boring.

She stared intently.

An ad for the latest hero item number nine.

The manufacturer of hero props advertised very hard this time, and she could see this advertisement almost all the time.

"Surprise starting price 7 yen!"

"Not to be missed!!"

……

These advertisements surrounded her mind like a nightmare, and finally one day, she couldn't restrain the impulse in her heart, and she sneaked into her parents' room secretly.

"I remember Dad got the money from here, right?"

She withdrew a large sum of money, a little scared, but more excited and rushed out. On the way, she met her childhood sweetheart, Hisata Eriko. She clutched the money in her pocket and did not dare to communicate. It was strange for Kuta Eriko With eyes in her eyes, she rushed into the toy store excitedly.

"I want this……"

"This one……"

"and this!!"

She excitedly chose the props of the righteous and handsome hero she longed for for a long time, and it took a full three hours before she went home satisfied with the spoils.

However, when she returned home, she was immediately dragged away by Eriko Kuta. Before she knew what happened, she heard the siren buzzing from the door of her house.

Her childhood sweetheart told her to sit there with a serious face and not to leave. Not long after, her parents walked in with distorted expressions.

There are also several uncles in strange uniforms beside them.

Father's eyes were scarlet.

Mother cried quietly there.

then.

She was beaten.

This is the first time in her life.

It was also the last time I was beaten by my parents.

Hisata Eriko protected her and glared at Ueyama Fuka's parents angrily, not letting her be beaten particularly badly.

— like a real hero.

Her hero props that made Ueyama Nakata miss her heart didn't save her, they just lay in the waste recycling basket, echoing in the dark, amidst their neon lights, saying super righteous and cool words.

Obviously these words usually sound so handsome.

But at this moment, it is so sharp and piercing, but so disgusting, it makes people feel sick and retching.

Since then.

Her dream of being a hero is over.

It's not about boys, it's not about girls, it's not about hero props, and I don't mean to say that manufacturers who sell toys are bad.

Just a simple explanation.

The unqualified hero dream of the girl Kamiyama Naka is over.

The childish language learned from TV, after all, still can't transcend reality, her hero props were disposed of by her later, and sold to a second-hand bookstore where children often play, her last heroic dream finally became floating at that moment Bubbles.

At last.

Although she is intoxicated by the word hero.

Nor did she become the ideal hero.

????????????ps dividing line????????????

2 in one big chapter, from now on it will be 2 in one big chapter.

In addition, this chapter is Chapter 1 of guilt.

But the subtitle still needs to be mentioned.

It's called "Heroes Studying".skirt~

Lan Ke: Chapter 59 Chapter 7 cluster ([-])

After graduating from elementary school.

Kamiyama Naka and her best friend Eriko Kuta went to the same junior high school.

Girls develop earlier than boys of the same age, so they like to dress up earlier and more mature.

Just as she didn't continue to watch Hero Tokusho, Kuta Eriko didn't continue to watch Pretty Cure, and she started to focus on her own dress and dress.

Wear lipstick, dye hair, wear bracelets, earrings, neck rings, and beggars' clothes.

She wants to be more different.

It is also more beautiful and brilliant.