I, the Pokémon Master, now resign

Bai Chen looked at Ma Li with a serious expression, and said slowly.

119 Past Events Trapped in Memories (3/3)

"question?"

After seeing Bai Chen's serious expression, Ma Li became a little nervous at this time, thinking that Bai Chen was going to ask something very important, so she put away her expression, and Molu Bei on her shoulder But it also became tense.

"Well, I didn't ask because you seemed to be in a bad state at the time, but I'm still a little curious about it now... Anyway, I am also a teacher now, so I naturally have to have a certain understanding of the students' psychological state. Got it."

"I see, although I don't know what it is, but...excuse me..."

Mary swallowed a mouthful of saliva, waiting for Bai Chen's question. Seeing this, Bai Chen took a deep breath, closed his eyes and recalled the situation that day, and said:

"Recently...do you have something on your mind?"

"What's on your mind?"

When Bai Chen asked this question suddenly, Ma Li was stunned for a moment, as if she was a little confused.

"Ah, after coming out of the iceberg ruins that day, I saw that your expression seemed a little strange, so I wondered if you had something on your mind." After Bai Chen explained this, he carefully expressed his guess. "Could it be... Mary, are you homesick?"

He also had a similar guess at the beginning, but he was not so sure, but today, after hearing Mary tell about the situation in Spike Town where he lived, Bai Chen felt that the possibility of his guess might be quite high.

"When the iceberg ruins came out... ah?!"

It was only after Bai Chen said this that Ma Li realized that it was that matter——

Bai Chen, who never liked to mention other people, recommended Xiaozhi to Shendai that day, and said he was very optimistic about him, because Bai Chen had some abnormal behavior at that time. At that time, Mali really felt frustrated. Chen also said that he is a very talented trainer, but when recommending people to Jindai, Bai Chen kept silent about his own strength, nor did he introduce himself to Jindai.

This matter did trouble Ma Li for a while, but she soon figured it out. After all, Bai Chen also had her own ideas, and what she had to do was to improve her strength, and that was enough.

"Because I was a little concerned about what you said, Mr. Bai Chen...about...about that trainer named Xiaozhi...but it doesn't matter now, please don't worry."

"Xiaozhi... so you were thinking about this at the time... I thought something happened to you, it scared me..."

After hearing what Ma Li said, Bai Chen was completely relieved.

"Although I don't know how you understood the sentence I said to Mr. Jindai, and I don't know what you heard from my sentence, but let me tell you in advance, I don't want you to be like Xiaozhi. A trainer like that."

"why?"

Ma Li was puzzled again, obviously Baichen himself said that he was very optimistic about Xiaozhi becoming an excellent trainer, but now he said that he didn't want to be like Xiaozhi?What exactly does it mean?

"Why else..." Bai Chen supported his head and sighed deeply. "A trainer like him... a bit useless..."

Mary: "???"

Mary looked even more confused.

"It's nothing, you don't need to go into it, I just hope that you can put your own safety first when you take risks in the future, and don't put your own safety aside because of impulsiveness or other factors."

Even now, when Bai Chen thinks back to the time when Xiaozhi rushed into the battle between Mengmeng and Chaomeng alone, he can't help but sweat coldly for him.

This kind of madness is comparable to what I had in the past, but the only difference is that I rushed in with the Pokmon anyway, which is a bit safe, but this guy rushed in with his body alone, except for deliberately looking for death. Bai Chen really can't think of anything else that an ordinary person can do.

"...Although I still don't quite understand it, I understand it."

"I hope you can really understand this sentence... and I recommend Xiaozhi to Jindai because he seems to be preparing to challenge the Fangyuan Alliance. Anyway, what Shendai is looking for now is such an opponent who is getting more and more frustrated , Xiaozhi's words are just right for him."

Seeing Ma Li, Bai Chen nodded again, as if he finally understood what he said before he was completely relieved.

Seriously, how could it be possible not to misunderstand people by showing that expression from time to time?I thought it was something particularly troublesome.

Although Bai Chen and Ma Li are now regarded as the relationship between a teacher and a student, Ma Li is also regarded as Bai Chen's employer, and Bai Chen also accepted Nie Zi's request to take good care of his sister. If something happened to Li on his side, he really didn't have to explain it.

Thinking of this, Bai Chen stopped in his tracks, faced Ma Li and said to her again in the tone of an educator: "If you have any worries in the future, try not to hold them back, whether you have doubts or troubles Don't worry, just come to me, it seems like there is a deep gap between us, it's obviously a trivial matter."

"But......"

Ma Li's expression also showed a trace of dissatisfaction. Since meeting Ma Li, Bai Chen saw her showing such an expression for the first time, and felt a little nervous for a while.

Under Bai Chen's gaze, Ma Li finally retorted:

"Obviously, Mr. Bai Chen, you don't want to tell me about you...Although we have been together for a long time, but most of my understanding of you, Mr. Bai Chen, is the same as that of normal people. In this way Isn't that unfair..."

Ma Li, who has always been relatively seldom talkative and has no complaints towards Bai Chen, unexpectedly said such a self-willed sentence today, Bai Chen felt a little surprised, but it was just a little surprised.

"So it's fine if you ask me about this little thing...Ah, so I think I told you to wait until I have time to tell you about me, right? I accidentally forgot Yes, I'm so sorry."

Bai Chen laughed a couple of times after thinking that it really seemed to be his own fault.

"Anyway, there is still some distance from home. Since you want to hear it, I will tell you~ That was before I became a trainer, or it was me and the current monarch snake, that is, the vine snake back then. How about the story when we met for the first time? But it’s okay, I told you these things, and you should tell me as soon as you have a problem in the future, understand?”

"Well, I promise!"

Mary's calm pupils seemed to be shining with excitement. It seemed that she was really curious about Bai Chen's past. Seeing this, Bai Chen didn't continue to hold her appetite anymore, but walked slowly in the sunset. On the illuminated street, he talked to her about the dusty past in his memory.

......

120 The excluded childhood?

"I can't remember exactly which year it was, it seems to be when I was seven or eight..."

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Hezhong area, Leiwen City, is a city in the central part of Hezhong area, and is also known as the most dynamic city.

Unlike Feiyun City, which is full of highly tense working atmosphere, Leiwen City seems to exude a leisurely and joyful atmosphere all the time. People here enjoy a variety of entertainment modes——

Musicals, arenas, sports arenas, trial rooms, amusement parks, and more.

The whole city is filled with large and small amusement facilities. If you live in such a city, you should feel the relaxed and leisurely atmosphere all the time, right?But in a corner of Raven City...

"boom--!",

There was a loud slamming door. It was an ordinary-looking single-family house. The decoration style seemed to be in line with other architectural styles in Raven City. It was a house without any special features or eye-catching points. .

But it was such an ordinary house that attracted the attention of neighbors and residents walking around the moment the door slammed.

The one who slammed the door was a little boy with short gray hair. He ran out of the house angrily, and stared at the gate of the house with angry eyes before leaving. It's like trying to vent my current emotions.

However, the child's venting was just venting. Simply put, he was incompetent and furious. After staring at the closed door for a few times, the little boy stamped his feet and left here angrily.

"..."

The aunts who also lived in Raven City who had witnessed all this gathered together, shaking their heads and sighing.

"Did you expect to quarrel again today?"

"Is this the fourth time this week?"

"Oh... His parents are really suffering. Why does Bai Chen lose his temper with his parents all day long? Fortunately, my children don't behave like this."

"You said that his father is also a gentle and elegant person. Although his mother seldom smiles, she is also a very reasonable person. Why did their children become like this? Logically speaking, his tutoring is not bad. Bar?"

"Hmph, I think this is probably the child's problem. Otherwise, how could he not get along well with such gentle parents? Could it be that he has entered a rebellious period?"

"I think so too. Isn't 7 years old the time for the second rebellious period? Speaking of which, the child has become so rebellious now, what should he do in the future? Sigh, his parents are so pitiful~~"

Although they didn't know what the Baichen family was arguing about every day, it didn't seem to affect their insight into the current situation.

Of course, they are not neighbors of Baichen's family, but ordinary residents who also live in Leiwen City. They have nothing to do on weekdays, so they like to gather here, or gather here specially, it seems that It's just to watch this play and express my brilliant opinions.

Even though there will never be a lack of entertainment in Raven City, these aunts seem to be out of the rhythm of life in Raven City, and they only like to chatter here.

But when it comes to Bai Chen's family, they are quite famous in Leiwen City. Bai Chen's father is a reporter in Leiwen City. He works for the top newspaper in Leiwen City and has published many articles. Popular article.

As for Bai Chen's mother, although she rarely appears in Leiwen City now, she was the real number one model in Leiwen City when she was young, and the number of fans in the Hezhong area may be all over the entire Leiwen City , but she gave up her role as a model after she had a relationship with Bai Chen's father, and began to follow behind Bai Chen's father.

Then again, it seems that some people said that Bai Chen's father was not a so-called reporter when he was young, but a Pokémon trainer, but this is just a rumor in the end, and no one has verified it. No one tried to ask the other party, but Bai Chen's father just smiled and didn't have any answers from the beginning to the end.

Does silence equal acquiescence?No one has yet drawn an accurate conclusion on this point.

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"Damn! How can there be people like them!"

Along the way, Bai Chen, who was still exuding dissatisfaction, kept saying this, with his hands in his coat pockets, and his fierce eyes made everyone around him, no matter adults or children, stay away from him. Dare to approach him at will.

"Obviously the parents of other families support their child's wishes, why is she so resolutely opposed when it comes to me! Is it my own?"

Walking to the gate of the park, the more he thought about it, the more unconvinced Bai Chen ruthlessly kicked the pebbles away from the roadside, but even so, his mood didn't improve at all.

"Ok?"

Originally, he wanted to take a walk in the park to relax, but the moment Bai Chen sat down, he realized that other children in the park were watching him, but they were not open and aboveboard, but secretly observing.

But when Bai Chen cast his eyes on them, the children of the same age turned their heads away one after another, as if they were avoiding something.

"Tsk..."

The already bad mood became even worse, Bai Chen clicked his lips, and his expression became even more gloomy.

Bai Chen's personality is relatively withdrawn, and he doesn't have many friends since before. Obviously, in this bustling city, he can casually meet dozens of playmates who are his age or similar in age, but he doesn't want to take the initiative to communicate. He was alone for a long time.

Of course, this is not to say that Bai Chen doesn't even have a friend. What I want to say is that Bai Chen still had some friends who could chat or play with him before, but ever since he started talking to his parents because of his dreams... To be more specific, he and his mother started to have conflicts. After quarreling every day, the original so-called friends gradually moved away from Bai Chen.

For such a situation, Bai Chen was very puzzled at first, but after he struggled to catch one of his former friends, his words made Bai Chen completely puzzled and disappointed——

"I'm sorry...it's not me...it's my parents who said not to play with you...they said...you behave badly...it's contagious...if my parents tell you not to play with you... They would scold me if they knew I was still playing with you, so... I'm really sorry..."

121 All He Wants Is An Answer That Can Help Him Make a Choice

Is your character bad?Bai Chen felt that he was still very qualified to speak, after all, he had never done a single bad thing from before to now, he would take the initiative to apologize and take responsibility for any mistakes he made; when he saw someone in trouble, he would take the initiative to help them.

Is that bad?

Seeing the fleeing figure of his former friends, Bai Chen began to think about this question constantly.

Finally, he finally made a suitable guess.

The so-called bad, could it be said that he contradicted his parents?

Because among all the things he has done, the only thing that can be regarded as out of line is this one thing, so it is not difficult to guess, but even if Bai Chen guessed it, it is still useless, he also feels that his refutation is not a problem at all. .

Isn't the real problem with the mother who threatened her to give up her dream without asking any questions?Isn't it the father who just sat on the stool and pretended to read the newspaper when he was arguing with his mother, he refused to say a word, and he didn't even stand up to ease the emotions at the scene?

Is it true that everyone is wrong?Are there nothing wrong with your parents?And don't those friends of mine even have a little judgment?Don't they have any idea about their own personality?

Bai Chen kept asking about his heart, but the seven-year-old child couldn't give himself a satisfactory answer at all.

Even though it was said that a silent child could think about more problems, at that time Bai Chen was always suffocated in his heart, let alone thinking, even talking properly became a difficult thing.

But in the end, although Bai Chen didn't know why those so-called friends of his didn't trust him, he still understood one fact——

I am being deliberately alienated by all children of the same age, even those aunts who have met several times.

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"..."

Recalling the previous troubles in his mind, Bai Chen, who was sitting on the park bench, shook his head desperately, threw out those useless things, trying to regain his calm.

But in the final analysis, this is just an idealized state. Facing the dodging gazes from around, Bai Chen finally took a deep breath, with a little helpless sadness in his heart.

"Why exactly?"

Before leaving, Bai Chen said this in a low voice. Although the voice was not loud, other children of the same age who were playing with each other in the park could hear them clearly.

Although they have some sympathy for Bai Chen's situation, they all insist on listening to adults, not only because of the pressure from their parents, but also because they saw the end of Bai Chen who had a dispute with his parents. Bai Chen became friends, but in the end they all chose to back down because of this reason.

Forget it.

Bai Chen, who is not extroverted by nature, would not forcefully seek any results in interpersonal relationships, besides, didn't he create such a situation by himself?Although he still doesn't think there is anything wrong with his dispute with his parents.

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Half an hour later, at the entrance of the central forest on the back of Raven City, Bai Chen was leaning against a big tree, resting with his eyes closed, complaining while recalling what happened today.

"I want to become the strongest Pokémon trainer, what is wrong with such a dream... Isn't this a dream that can be seen everywhere... Why is it rejected?"

A sense of powerlessness rose from his heart, Bai Chen fell to the ground as if he had lost his ability to fight, and blocked his sight with his arms.

It's such a simple dream, but it's not accepted...

Recalling the moment when he told his mother that he wanted to become the strongest trainer, his usually gentle mother shouted that it was impossible. Faced with such an abnormal situation, Bai Chen wanted to communicate with her. During the first day when the incident happened, Bai Chen tried to persuade her more than once, but every time he just provoked himself to be scolded back.

If it were someone who was being treated so unreasonably, it would be impossible to maintain peace of mind, right?Not to mention Bai Chen who is only seven years old.

The conflict between the two parties was on the verge of breaking out, and they couldn't stop arguing. In the end, she even threatened herself by severing the relationship, so what else could he do?

It is not difficult to become a trainer recognized by the alliance, but it is impossible to rely on one's own strength, and there is no money, and there is no one to help and tutor, not even the initial Pokmon. Under such circumstances, let alone becoming a Pokémon trainer, it would be pretty good not to fall down halfway, right?

Traveling alone?runaway?

A thought that had never been formed in Bai Chen's mind had sprouted at this moment, even Bai Chen himself was taken aback by this crazy idea.

"What are you thinking... I don't have everything that a beginner should have... Initial Pokémon, Pokémon balls, wound medicine, illustrated books, maps..."