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At the same time, Zhao Lingling also "[-]" said that she always gives people choices, and she should even be used to it, and she doesn't think there is anything wrong!

But from another angle, if you look at her from the perspective of a weak person, how would you feel?

If they knew her identity and recognized her aura of guardian dragon god, most of the people who might be chosen by her would not have any rebellious mentality!

But if she doesn't have a rebellious mentality, it doesn't mean she is doing the right thing, it's just that she doesn't resist!

The strong should be domineering and strong, there is nothing wrong with that in essence!

However, Zhao Ling never wanted to become that kind of domineering and powerful person. If she wanted to become that kind, she would not deliberately pretend to be an ordinary person in various ways. She didn't want to pretend to be a pig and eat a tiger every day!

But obviously don't want to, but subtly, unknowingly, he is getting closer to that strong mentality!

Standing high above others, making decisions for others, directly and indirectly manipulating the fate of countless people, this is obviously what a domineering villain behind the scenes will do!

Zhao Ling suddenly remembered a story. I don't know where I read this story. I read it many years ago...

According to the story, one day a normal person came to a lunatic village and saw a village full of lunatics!

He was very sad for them, so he searched why the whole village went crazy, and later found out that it was a problem with the well water!

There was a poisonous snake down the well, and the poisonous snake's venom melted into the well water, producing such toxins, the villagers drank the well water, and then everyone went crazy!

After he found out the reason, he killed the poisonous snake and told the villagers not to drink the water in it, so that at least the next generation might become normal people!

But the villagers didn't listen, instead they thought he was crazy!

Accusing, swearing, all kinds of moral kidnapping together, he was full of sorrow, and finally he drank the well water and turned into a member of the madman's village. From then on, he felt that everyone in the village was normal, and it was really him who was abnormal before!

……

Let's not talk about whether this story makes sense or not, but Zhao Ling finally found the reason why he is so boring!

It turned out that she kept saying that she was looking for something to do, and she wanted to return to an ordinary life, so that she would not be bored anymore!

But in fact, her subconscious is resisting!

Just like that story, when most people have a certain form and you are alone, you may think that others are crazy, but others also think that you are crazy!

This is the same as between man and God. God sees man as he sees ants. He doesn’t understand what these ants are busy with every day. Is it worth it for something that He wouldn’t even glance at in front of Him?

But when people look at God, they also feel that God is too lofty, too cold and heartless!

"Let me think about it, I'll go and try your seafood dinner first, see if it suits your taste, come back for dinner!"

As Zhao Ling spoke, she disappeared in an instant, and reappeared sitting on the stool opposite Liya.

At this time, although Liya was staring at the dining table, swallowing her saliva, and the hair on her head was still moving, she didn't move her chopsticks!

It is not easy for Liya to resist the temptation of food!

"Where's Lingling?" Liya blurted out.

"It'll be here soon!" Zhao Ling said lightly.

Ten minutes later, Zhao Lingling came back and sat silently at the dinner table.

"Well, can I eat it?" Liya asked.

"No one told you not to eat!"

Zhao Ling rolled her eyes, and it was the first time she seriously watched the seafood feast prepared by Zhao Lingling!

On the surface, the so-called seafood feast on this table can't be said to be very good in appearance, it can only be said to be natural!

In layman's terms, it can even be called ordinary!

Look left and right, look horizontally and vertically, there is no extra feeling, as if everything is steamed out by hand...  …

But judging from Liya's reaction and Zhao Lingling's remarks, this table should be very unusual.

Zhao Ling casually grabbed the nearest steamed crab, opened the shell, everything was still so ordinary!

Then, Zhao Ling took a bite!

With just this mouthful, Zhao Ling, who was still a little confused, closed his eyes instantly!

For the first time, Zhao Ling couldn't tell the taste of crabs, but the moment he bit into it, he knew clearly that it was the taste of crabs.

The real original flavor, without any additives!

If it's just that, it's just a good pre-processing at best!

The reason why Zhao Ling closed his eyes was because the crab had a special smell!

It's not really the smell of whole grains or spices, but a spiritual feeling, a smell of happiness and love!

Zhao Ling subconsciously compared this seemingly ordinary crab with Xiaodangjia's glowing dishes!

Suddenly, I feel that the luminous dishes of the little master are nothing more than this!

Xiaodangjia's luminous cuisine is to make the taste of the ingredients to a certain extreme, and then add a kind of emotion to it!

However, the taste of Zhao Lingling's cooking is to keep the most original ingredients, and then incorporate "Xinxin 5.0" into it. Zhao Lingling's cooking is much more advanced!

Chewing the crab meat in his mouth, Zhao Ling closed his eyes, but countless memories were rolling in his mind...

From childhood to adulthood, the memories that had ceased to appear and were suppressed unconsciously by Zhao Ling surged up again...

I never cared about it before, some details about various emotions, zoomed in and played back in my heart!

In addition to being stimulated by Zhao Lingling's words just now, Zhao Ling felt as if he had caught something, but it was very hazy!

Zhao Ling tried hard to think, he had already forgotten the taste of crabs, and also the taste of mind, but he kept searching for something in his own memory!

As for what she was looking for, she herself didn't know!

But I feel that as long as I grasp it, I will understand! .

Chapter 650 All the creatures in the heavens are fighting! (1 more)

At this time, Zhao Lingling's voice seemed to come from beyond the sky: "When my father and I were fleeing, for a while, we were forced to almost have nowhere to go, and we could only live on these very cheap seafood!

Even, during those days, it was so difficult that our family couldn't afford even the condiments, and we were also reluctant to sell them!

My dad comforted me at the time and said that seafood is always fresh, and seafood is even more so now!

There is no need for condiments at all, whether it is the necessary salt or the fragrance itself!

Steamed seafood is already delicious!

In fact, I know that my dad is just trying to comfort me. After all, our family started with seafood. It can be said that seafood is eaten until you vomit!

Regardless of whether it was once expensive or cheap, it almost made me want to vomit just looking at it, but I was forced to eat it!

My dad said, what he said is true, because I cook seafood with my heart!

It wasn't until later that Liya also said the same thing, and said that my cooking was better than someone who could make glowing dishes. I didn't know that my dad actually didn't lie to me when he was 18!

But, at that time, I had no chance to apologize to him again! "

Hearing Zhao Lingling's words, Zhao Ling suddenly thought of a sentence: "Extremely love, but extremely Tao!"

The Dao in this sentence may not be the Dao of Heaven, but it is also a Dao, and it seems to be beyond the Dao of Heaven, because any world with living creatures must have sentient beings, and the probability of this popularity is completely 100%!

"All the so-called living beings in the heavens and myriad worlds have emotions, no matter whether the emotions are simple or complex, they all have them!

Sentiment is the foundation of life!

And the so-called spirit from the dead is also because of the birth of emotion!

It seems that the birth of a soul is the birth of a dead thing into a spirit!

But in essence, emotions are born!

……

What's wrong with me, what am I thinking? "

Zhao Ling asked himself, he always felt that something was missing, but he didn't know what was missing...

At this time, Zhao Lingling's voice continued to sound: "I gradually understand what my dad means when he says I've put my heart into it!

I put all my heart into it, these seafoods, all my expectations, all the good memories, all my feelings in this half of my life, which can be regarded as a homeless life!

If I forget all these one day, I will never be able to cook seafood like this again! "

"Attentive..."

On the surface, Zhao Ling closed his eyes to enjoy the taste of crabs, but actually he was thinking hard.

I even gradually became anxious!

Because she always felt that if she thought about this problem, it would be of great benefit to herself!

But I don't know why, but I always feel that I am a little bit worse!

At this time, Zhao Lingling's voice came again: "It's delicious, isn't it? But from now on, I can't make it anymore, because you are too ruthless!

More than half of my emotions are pinned on you!

But, now that you've ruined it all, I can't find that feeling anymore!

Perhaps, all of this was just a fantasy!

I shouldn't be like this, after all, you are a high-ranking dragon god, and I'm just a low-level, even precarious ordinary person! "

"Wow……"

At this moment, a baby's cry suddenly passed through the wall, almost resounding through the entire building.

Immediately, a young man's voice sounded: "Hahaha..., I gave birth, I gave birth, the voice is so loud, my qualifications must be good in the future, and our family can live a good life!"

These words sounded very nonsensical. What does a loud voice have to do with good aptitude?

100% totally ok!

Normally, when Zhao Ling heard this, she would laugh it off and shake her head speechlessly!

But these words were deafening to Zhao Ling's ears at this time, like a drum in the evening and a bell in the morning!

The reason why a living being is a living being is not only because it has emotions, but also because it can fight!

From the lowest level of bacteria to plants, they are not even intelligent beings in the eyes of humans. They are members of living beings, and they are also fighting!

If bacteria do not compete and mutate again and again, they will become extinct!

And plants try to extend their roots and crowns to make their own seeds more and more, making it easier for them to reproduce. Even because they cannot move, they try their best to let the seeds be carried by active animals. World, these are all in contention!

Not to mention, walking creatures like animals and humans!

Throughout my life, I have been fighting, fighting all the time!

For example, Zhao Lingling, in essence, is fighting!

Whether it's fighting for breath or time, I believe that Zhao Ling has not forgotten her and will come to her sooner or later. This is fighting!

The young man who was so poor that he let a woman have a child at home, who was silent before, but now laughed very excitedly when he cried, is also fighting!

First of all, in this environment, he fought for a wife!

Then, pass on the idea of ​​scrambling to the next generation!

If you can't fight yourself, let the next generation fight!

The core of these heavens and worlds is a dispute, and those who do not dispute can only perish for various reasons in silence!

From bacteria as small as to beings as large as the world, no matter whether they are living beings in the conventional sense, they are all vying for it!

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Only stones, etc., not living beings, etc. exist, so they never fight and always go with the flow!

Zhao Ling's heart suddenly cleared up!

That's right, looking at the essence through the appearance, all the creatures in the heavens are fighting!

Even Tiandao's self-awakening in times of crisis is also a struggle!

Before, Zhao Lingling was so disgusted with Zhao Ling's choice because she was not given a chance to fight!

She has been fighting for a long time. For example, the reason why she is so good at cooking seafood is that Zhao Ling gave her the impression that she likes seafood very much!

No matter what she wants to apologize or what, all she can do is to make seafood better!

But after seeing Zhao Ling after a long time, it turned out to be like this. It's not surprising that Zhao Lingling suddenly collapsed!