Artoria the Big Liar

But I didn't leave, but comforted and healed her heart in the middle of the night.

This time, instead, I put my arms around her waist - I'm still too short, and my arms are not long enough, it would be ugly to hold her with both hands, and I can't fully hold her with one hand, so it becomes my own body The appearance of dumping on Sister Wang.

Then, Jeanna's voice sounded again: "You think your intentions are good, so you can make up your own mind, right? Morgan, there must be a limit to what you can do, and you must at least tell Artoria about everything, otherwise you won't trust her." , It’s just that there are ghosts in your heart——Obviously Artoria has devoted all her love to Mordred, you, as a mother, still want to poison your child, but you really have it, Morgan! Don’t you know, Is this the reason why Artoria couldn't accept you before! If you ask Arturia beforehand and communicate with her, the ending between her and Mordred will definitely not be like this!"

"Jianna, your words are too harsh..." Feeling Sister Wang's trembling, I really can't bear it.

"What's the matter! Is it because I've said it so hard, isn't it the truth?" Jeanna's tone was almost vicious. "Now she can ignore your thoughts and kill people at will, who knows what she will dare to do in the future! When she finds out that she has done something wrong, she bows her head and begs for your forgiveness. How can such a good thing happen! Now she is planning to take you away, no Listening to your thoughts, ignoring your responsibilities. When something happens to you, someone else has something to do, who will deal with it and who will be responsible? Look at Morgan's current appearance, as if he can afford the responsibility! Finally Aren’t you the one who came here? The situation is critical, what should I do, is there any other option besides dedicating yourself?”

Every time she said a word, Sister Wang's momentum became weaker.Every sentence is like a hammer hitting Sister Wang's heart.

In the end, Sister Wang could hardly bear it, like a child who had done something wrong and was blamed, almost crying.

"People are dead, and there is no way to resurrect them. Morgan, Artoria will bear the crime of murder for you, but don't think there will be a next time! If there is a next time in the future, don't even think about staying I'm by Artoria's side! The one who can stay by her side is her gentle sister who can heal the wounds in her body and heart, not the most terrifying witch and poisonous woman in human history! I hope you can clearly understand your position, Don't do things that will make Arturia irreparable, and she can only prove her innocence in the most drastic way!"

After the words fell, Sister Wang's trembling stopped.

Tears flowed from the corners of her eyes and trickled down her cheeks.

And I suddenly understood some things - but those are all things in the past, there is no need to worry about them.

The crisis before me is how to treat Sister Wang, who was stimulated by Jeanna's words to close to autism.

Chapter 28: From Gods and Fairies to Humans

◆Artoria◆

"Sister Wang, I've never thought about it that way..."

"But you don't deny it, do you?"

I didn't look at Sister Wang's expression, because I didn't dare to look, because it would affect my judgment.

Although there are countless thoughts in my heart, but now I can say only a few words.

"Sister Wang, the past is in the past. Once royal power and politics are involved, many things will become very complicated. In the past, I was restricted too much. All my private affairs can be counted as official affairs, so I can only follow the Official standards to deal with..."

What am I talking about?Actually, I didn't even think about it myself.I'm just trying my best to explain and try my best to ease Sister Wang's emotions.

Having said that, I finally realized that my words had gone around too many circles, lacked determination, and lacked sincerity.

So, I took a deep breath, felt my heart, and felt my feelings for Sister Wang.

Then, say what I think is the most powerful words: "...Let's put it this way, Miss Wang. In my opinion, you gave me my throne, you gave me my sword, and you gave me my life." .No matter what you do, it is impossible for me to hate you, or hate you... Sister Wang, I will prove it... now I can..."

Repeating past behaviors and past emotions, I tried to take out the holy sword.

But at this moment, my wrist was tightly grasped - I still lacked the courage to look directly at Sister Wang's expression.

Who would have thought that the brave King Arthur in the past and the Mithra who will rule everything in the future would lose the courage to face each other like ordinary girls at such a time?

The hand on the wrist was shaking.After calming down a bit, I finally realized how ridiculous my words were.

No matter how I promise, the bad habit of "treating myself as an object" is still difficult to correct.

Taking a deep breath, I fell into a panic, broke through the oppressive and silent atmosphere, and expressed my thoughts: "Sister Wang, I know you want to use your identity and status to do things that I don't like but must What you did. Sister Wang, you are not wrong, not at all. These are just differences in handling methods. It's just... some things shouldn't be handled so roughly. Those people really deserve to die, but they shouldn't just die like this for no reason Drop... Violence is a deterrent, and it is most effective to use it at the last moment..."

Sister Wang didn't respond, and I still didn't dare to look directly at Sister Wang's face.

My mind was running wild, trying to find the real answer to the question.

But, I can't do it - I really don't know what to say to Sister Wang and Mordred's mother.

But the air was suppressed again, no one was talking, no one was laughing, it almost made me suffocate.

I have experienced the feeling of suffocation.Very bad and one of the most painful ways to die.So once I get a suffocation, I instinctively try to break it — and this time too.

"Sister Wang..."

But, with just one word, my mouth was gagged.

Sister Wang's face occupied all of my sight.Snowy hair hangs down my face.

I lay on the sofa, closed my eyes, did not resist, did not resist, just like the distant past, my body and mind were controlled by Sister Wang.

I don't know how long it took, but when the body really reacted to suffocation, Sister Wang finally got up.

A familiar gentle voice sounded in the living room, and my heart, which had been gripped so tightly, was finally able to relax a little.

"That's why I like you, Artoria. I like you like this. So..." Sister Wang paused for about ten seconds before continuing: "So, I will bear the crime of killing myself ——In this way, I will not think about fleeing back to Avalon. Because the gate of the paradise is cursed, and only innocent people can pass through it. As the master of the paradise, I have no way to enter , Take it as my punishment for myself."

"Jeanna, what you said is not wrong at all. It was my self-importance that ruined Arturia and myself. Whether it is 1 years or 500 years, it is fate's punishment for me. For my own selfish desires, I have done too many wrong things, until now I realize that those are all sins. Therefore, fate made it impossible for my lover to truly fall in love with me. The only thing I am grateful for is that Arturia I'm still alive and happy now."

"So? You're going to keep pretending to be smart, are you ready to leave?" Rang Na, who still understands people's hearts, asked the question.

"No, I won't leave anywhere. I will stay by Artoria's side. She needs me." Hearing what Sister Wang said, my hanging heart finally fell to the ground, and I breathed out instinctively . "Probably Artoria's connivance with me has prevented me from realizing my mistake? Jeanna, without your words, I might have drifted further and further on the wrong path until I found that I and Al Toria completely separated, only to regret it—just like the extremely stupid me in the history of pan-humanity."

"Hmph, it's good that you know. It seems that I don't need to say anything more. You just need to know it in your heart." Jeanna stopped mocking her tone and returned to her usual calm.

Gaining strength, I straightened up again, sat on the couch, and groomed myself a little.

Although I'm going to rest soon, there is no need for this, but I still don't want to make my image too casual.

"Morgan, in fact, those people can be resurrected." Meilin smiled and gave the final response to the whole incident.

"Is it really possible?" I asked impatiently.

"Of course they can. They are magicians, and their existence is based on the soul rather than the body." Mei Lin explained, "Wild Hunt is the ranger in the paradise. They cut off the head and dug out the heart, which is equivalent to taking away the soul. There is no concept of death in Paradise, these souls will temporarily exist in the container, and will not experience real death. So, Morgan, as long as you find those wild hunts, let them bring the container back to reality, and let them When those bodies come back to life, they can be resurrected—that's not too difficult for you, is it?"

"...I see, Merlin. I'm going to do this right now."

After leaving these words, Sister Wang's figure disappeared immediately—Jianna opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but she didn't have time.

However, Sister Wang came back soon.She looked nervous and asked me softly: "Artoria, is this okay?"

"Yes. But it's better to leave some compensation. The compensation should not be too expensive, as long as it can make up for the spiritual loss, such as improving their magic circuits when repairing the body. Sister Wang, you are the queen of Avalon, you Your decision is based on your authority, maybe it's your sin, but it's not your fault, so you don't need to apologize-it's just Meilin's advice to you, understanding your mistakes is more important than being punished. "

"I see. I'll do it, Arturia."

After finishing speaking, Sister Wang returned to the paradise Avalon, and her figure disappeared from my sight.

I took out my cell phone, made a call, spent some time communicating with Rin Tohsaka, and explained the matter carefully.

Although they were all formula-like polite words, Rin didn't seem to understand them, and took them as my sincerity, and the words were quite emotional.

It was only after listening to Mei Lin's explanation that I realized that the reason for Rin's excitement was not "this matter has been resolved", but the mystery caused by "those people can actually be resurrected".This is bound to cause a huge stir in the magic world.Because anyone can kill, but resurrection and healing are closely related to the essence of life. Even if we only study the method of repairing the body of Wang Jie, those families that have been exterminated can restore a small part of the long-lost druid magic foundation. plate.

These magicians are even crazier than the mad scientists in the movies. In order to pursue something that breaks through nature, their children are consumables, and their own lives are also consumables.It was just resurrected after being killed. Compared with the strengthening of the magic circuit, as well as the miracle of witnessing and experiencing resurrection, it is not even worth a penny.

This also gave me the most basic understanding of the frenzy in the magic world-although I have done some things, but one day in the future, they should be banned as a whole, and they should be restrained with harsher punishments. regulations to punish them.

We turned on the TV, watched TV series, and passed the time.It wasn't until one o'clock in the morning that Sister Wang finally returned.

"Miss Wang, is everything settled?" I asked softly.

"Well, it's all settled." Sister Wang replied calmly. "Arturia, it's getting late, let's rest first. I have to be treated tomorrow, so I can't give up halfway because of this little thing."

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Saying that, I stood up and went to the bathroom.

After cleaning for a while, Sister Wang did not leave, but was still sitting on the sofa.

She bowed her head, immersed in grief.

Wrapped in a bath towel, I sat beside her, with my cheek against her right shoulder, and my left hand interlocked with her right hand.

"Artoria... Sure enough, isn't it suitable for us?" Her voice was slightly crying.

"If you have to say it, Sister Wang is not suitable for anyone." After a pause, I continued: "Gods first, then goblins, and then humans. Sister Wang's spiritual composition is different from that of ordinary people. Neither the love of gods nor the love of elves is suitable for human beings. The love of gods is too compulsive and has no free will at all, just like Selene and Endymion. The love of elves has too many taboos and is very Vulnerable, just like Meluxine and Raymond. Sister Wang's name is still Morgan Le Fay. Even if she becomes a human, she is still a transcendent born of the mysteries of Britain, far from ordinary people. .”

I didn't say a word, and Sister Wang's mood dropped a bit.

When I finished speaking, tears rolled down from the corners of Sister Wang's eyes and dripped onto her luxurious long dress.

I stretched out my right hand, gently stroked Sister Wang's tears, and smiled, as if warm water soothed Sister Wang's heart.

"Because I am not suitable for anyone, I am the most suitable for Sister Wang among all the people." I spoke my heart out loudly, which can be described as shameless to the extreme. "Gods are target-led creatures. As long as they identify their goals, they will never change. Goblins are emotion-led creatures. If you like it, you really like it, and if you hate it, you really hate it. To accept this level of love, you need human beings. The other side has the keenest insight, the firmest restraint, and the best tolerance. Although I am suspected of boasting, I think I have this ability——Sister Wang, in the life of King Arthur, you Are you satisfied with my performance?"

"Not satisfied." Sister Wang said firmly, "Because of Guinevere."

"Sister Wang really hates Guinevere." I smiled, neither angry nor blamed. "This is indeed my mistake. I was not focused enough, and I had to be distracted by the king's affairs. I chose to be a tyrant who can bring prosperity to Britain, not a king who only belongs to the king. Now think about it, live Maybe it's a better choice to live an ordinary life and be a mediocre king?"

"That's not right, then Sister Wang won't like me." I asked myself and answered without giving Sister Wang a chance to react. "Sister Wang likes me who is willing to give and turn into firewood. As a result, my experience must not be less, and my contribution must not be less. Otherwise, neither Sister Wang nor Mei Lin will be able to surpass the history of mankind. Restriction, I really like me. Therefore, no matter the past experience is good or bad, those are the cornerstones of the current self. And this is the most essential difference between humans and fairies—”

"Gods are the incarnation of nature and part of the environment. Fairies are born from nature and integrated with the environment. Neither will change nor are they willing to change. But human beings are different. The growth of human beings is consciousness When you realize that you have done something wrong, change yourself or change the environment for it. So, Sister Wang, since you are by my side as a human being, you should learn from your mistakes and change yourself voluntarily, just like a human being? For humans, it is a common thing, not difficult, and easy to do."

"I know that Miss Wang actually wants to correct everyone's views on the Ukhvar family. However, it is very difficult for human beings to change the environment. It will take several generations of time and effort. If you want to change the relationship between people To build a social relationship, it needs to bring together the power of many people. Therefore, in order to reverse the relationship and ensure the efficiency as much as possible, I chose a very drastic method to prove my mind-this seems to you Self-harm, but not in my opinion."

Finally, Sister Wang, who had been silent for a long time, uttered her dry voice: "No, absolutely not...Arturia, you know the reason, I will never allow you to do this."

"Then change yourself, Sister Wang? It's really not difficult, it's really easy to do." I made my voice as light as possible, without putting any pressure on Sister Wang. "Or change your mind? With Sister Wang, in fact, I have been changing, right? It is easy for me to change, because I love everyone, so I try to please everyone and make myself what everyone expects. This is very hard, because everyone I have high expectations for me. But Sister Wang, if you just respond to my expectations, it will be easy. Because I am strong enough, I have very low expectations for everyone. It's enough to move forward in the future - just like Merlin, like Mordred. So... Sister Wang, step into the future with me? As Morgana Ukhvar, not Ava Morrigan, queen of Ron."

In fact, I still have a lot of profound things to say, such as love and responsibility, such as the meaning of learning.

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Sister Wang can understand those things, but because of her own reasons, she can't connect those things with her own reality.

I can only be meticulous, using myself as an example and Sister Wang's current predicament as an example, trying to lead her to say goodbye to the past, reconcile, and then face the future again, willing to change and grow for the future.Otherwise, if she is always in the state of Queen Avalon, Sister Wang's mentality is really dangerous, and it is very likely that she will do irreparable things because of her own emotions.

In fact, early this morning—no, the massacre that happened yesterday morning was almost irreversible.

Sister Wang's breathing became rapid.Because of the angle of view, I can't see her face, but it must be painful, right?

If a person wants to become a fairy, it is actually very simple.But it is extremely difficult for a goblin to become a human.

I said it was easy, but the actual situation looks like it should be much, much harder than what I said.

I believe in Sister Wang's feelings for me—she is willing to wait for me for so many years, and she must be able to endure the pain of being a human being.

"...I've thought it through, Artoria." As she said, Sister Wang turned sideways, touched my lips lightly, and hugged me who was still wrapped in a bath towel like a pillow. "So, Britain was destroyed. Due to the blood of goblins, the spiritual structure is also similar to that of goblins. The Britons are addicted to the mysterious past age, unwilling to abandon their own blood, and try to create one transcendent after another in order to maintain their own present. With the past—it’s really stubborn, no matter how long it drags on, the destruction will be taken for granted.”

I really want to say that the reasons for the destruction of Britain are very complicated, but now is not the time to say so.

Since what Sister Wang said is generally correct, it is the same as the common sense that "the law of triangle correlation only applies to Euclidean geometry". As her partner, there is no need to correct it for the time being, and I only need to focus on the current matter That's it.

"Then... Sister Wang, will you come with me tonight?" I made a suggestion.

"However, it's Friday, and it was Thursday just now. You should be with Rangna." Ms. Wang said in a low voice.

"Rules are dead, but people are alive. When people are sick, the hospital has issued a certificate, so they must be allowed to take sick leave, right?" I smiled, trying to put myself close to Sister Wang, almost cuddling in her arms. middle. "Jeanne is an understanding person, she will agree."

"Okay...that's it." Then, Sister Wang took a deep breath - if nothing unexpected happened, what she smelled should be the bitter scent of the soup and the sweet scent of the shower gel. "Arturia...you are so kind."

Chapter 29: Getting Into Trouble

◆Artoria◆

Is Miss Wang's matter resolved?

I don't know, because Sister Wang's heart is very complicated.

What I know is that healing Sister Wang's heart is just like my medicinal bath, which requires a long process.

A long career has given Sister Wang a stable spirit, just as King Arthur's life has given me my current character.

It is very difficult for me to change myself, let alone Sister Wang who was originally a god.

But, as promised, I will always be by her side.In my opinion, karma and destiny are synonymous.Since my relationship with Sister Wang is intertwined, I will accept it until the end of the spiral.

Sister Wang is very warm, making me greedy and addicted.I slept peacefully, just like the days when I was with Sister Wang in the past.

The sun had already risen high, and it was eight o'clock in the morning, and I finally woke up to Mei Lin's knock on the door.

I was pillowed on Sister Wang's arm and held in her arms by Sister Wang.I'm short in height and I'm out of shape.Sister Wang's posture in holding me is very appropriate, as if the reason why my body is like this is to stay in Sister Wang's arms.With all armor and camouflage removed, I am not King Arthur, nor Mithra, just Artoria.

So, even though Mei Lin urged me for a long time, as long as Sister Wang didn't urge me, I still wanted to stay in Sister Wang's arms.

"Artoria..."

At about [-]:[-], Sister Wang finally made a sound.

Feeling myself being wrapped in tenderness and warmth, I responded softly to her——

"Miss Wang, I'm here."

"It's time to get up, today's medicated bath can't be missed."

"There is still some time. It's just a medicinal bath, don't be so anxious."