red magic girl

"Last time?"

"Yeah." Xiaotiaoyou nodded, she let Qianzuru stand in front of her, while she sat on a chair, looked at Qianzuru and said, "I'm going to use magic on Qianzuru next."

"magic?"

"Yes, magic." Kotoriyu kept his eyes fixed on Chizuru's eyes, and said to her, "It's magic that can make Chizuru-chan boost his confidence."

"Psychological hints have no effect on me, sister." Qianhe said helplessly: "I don't really believe in hypnosis either."

"Well, how do you know if you don't try it?"

"All right……"

In the end, Qianhe couldn't survive Xiaoniaoyou's soft and hard palate, so he had to agree.

"Then read along with me." Xiao Niaoyou said to Qianhe: "You should read whatever I read."

"Ah."

"I don't need to be a good boy for anyone."

Qianhe followed Xiaotiaoyou to repeat the reading.

"Just be myself."

Qianhe followed Xiaoniaoyou and repeated it three times.

"Okay." Xiaotiaoyou hugged Qianhe, and said to her: "In this way, the magic will work on you, and you will have more confidence in yourself in the future."

"So I've said it all, this kind of routine is already very old-fashioned..." Qianhe said helplessly to Xiaoniaoyou: "Sister, you look clumsy, and you look like an adult."

"But..." Qianhe changed the subject and said:

"But, I just don't feel relieved, such a clumsy adult."

"Thank you." As Qianhe said, he lifted Xiaoniaoyu's palm that was scratched by her with a knife before, kissed her, and said, "And, I'm sorry."

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"The matter has been resolved satisfactorily. It's really great." On the Ferris wheel under the twilight, Madoka, who watched the whole process of Xiaoniaoyou's solution to the child thief incident, congratulated Xiaoniaoyou: " That child Chizuru should be happy next time, right?"

"I hope so..." Xiao Niaoyou said to Madoka while looking at the sunset outside the window, "However, the relationship between the child and his father will probably be a very difficult issue in the future."

"However, when it comes to this, I'm also very surprised..." Hearing Xiaoniaoyou mention Qianzuru's father, Madoka said: "Sister Xiaoniaoyou, I didn't expect to talk about Qianhe's father to the police like that..."

At that time, Kotoriyu, after handing Chizuru to the police, Kotoriyu said to the leader Natsume:

"The reason why that person abused his child was because he was treated unfairly by the company, and he has serious mental problems. Please arrange for him to see a psychiatrist before handing it over to the court."

"Well, indeed." Xiaoniaoyou replied to Madoka: "After all, according to my usual practice, I probably want him to..."

"Well……"

When Madoka went there, she also happened to see Xiaoniaoyou feeding the witch to a gangster or criminal who had malicious intentions and killed women and children.

It's not that Madoka can't understand Xiaotiaoyou's behavior, but she always feels that doing so is a bit too rough.

"That man is indeed hateful, but in my three views, he is not so hateful that he must die." Xiao Niaoyou turned his head and said to Madoka: "And, after all, that man was driven crazy by that company. If it's really damn it, it should be that company."

"But then again, who made the Japanese economy what it is now? Thinking about it this way, I don't think it's just that company that should be damned."

"Looking for the root cause, there is something wrong with the entire society in Japan." Xiaotiaoyou looked at the Ferris wheel, overlooking the city in the distance, and said: "Simply killing does not solve the problem, but it can solve part of the problem. It's true."

"But, after solving those problems with violence, won't there be new problems?" Madoka cautiously asked Xiaoniaoyou: "I heard from the teacher that revenge must give birth to new hatred..."

"Yes." Xiaotiaoyou said to Madoka: "Therefore, to break the chain of revenge, violence alone is not enough, and other things are needed, but it is even more wrong to give up violence because of this. "

"In the past, I also hated those people, hated those who bullied me and played with me..." Xiaoniaoyou looked at the orange-red sunset in the sky, and said to Xiaoyuan: "But, I also used to be unconscious when I was unconscious. , became their accomplice..."

Chapter 12: I'm Free

"Before, when I was still in school, I was often bullied by others."

Feeling melancholy, Xiaoniaoyou talked about the past with Madoka.

"At that time, sometimes others hid my notebook, and sometimes others threw my schoolbag around, teasing me to grab it."

"Sometimes they would simply throw away my schoolbag, hide every book in every corner that is not easy to find, and then watch me anxiously looking for it."

"On a few occasions, they would throw my pencil case through the upstairs window and watch me pick it up, and when I got downstairs, they would spit downstairs."

"At the time, I didn't understand it at all."

"Obviously I have never provoked anyone, let alone hurt anyone, but I don't know why I am always looked down upon and bullied just because of my dirty clothes and poor family background."

"I never understood why they treated me like this."

"Until one day, I met a cat."

Xiaoniaoyou looked down at the tiny figure walking on the road, and said to Madoka behind him: "At that time, I was covered in injuries, and the little food money I had begged from my mother was also taken away by them. gone."

"At that time, I was disheartened, I didn't want to go home, and I didn't have a meal, so I simply found a place to sit on the side of the road."

"At that time, I didn't think about anything, I just wanted to rest, and I just wanted to be alone, and I wanted to stay away from all the people and things around me."

At that time, Xiaoniaoyou felt that he had obtained a rare peace, but this peace seemed extraordinarily desperate and full of the breath of death.

At that time, she was physically and mentally exhausted, she had no hope of living, and she had no hope for tomorrow. As for things like life ideals, she was even more defeated by the future without tomorrow.

"Then, right at that moment, I saw an orange cat that was so hungry that it was so hungry that it was lying on my feet."

"I was sitting on a step above it, and it was lying on the side of the road, motionless, so I bent down and reached out to touch its back."

"At first, it didn't respond to my touch. It just lay there. If its body wasn't still rising and falling with its breathing, I thought it was dead."

"Then, I just kept staring at the cat."

"At that time, I didn't care about the cat's life or death at all, because I couldn't even care about my own life and death. How could I care about a cat?"

"At that time, the reason why I stared at that cat was because I just felt that there was a desire in my heart..."

With Xiaoniaoyou's hand, she lightly patted the sightseeing glass of the Ferris wheel. She looked at her own appearance in the reflection of the glass with a cold expression, and said to Madoka behind her:

"I want to poke it with a stick."

"Eh?" After Xiaoyuan heard Xiaoniaoyou's words, she was stunned. She asked Xiaoniaoyou, "How could it be..."

"Yeah, how could it be?" Xiao Niaoyou smiled bitterly, and she said: "But at that time, I only had this idea, and at that time, I happened to have a branch at hand."

"So I picked up the branch, held it in my hand, and played with the cat at my feet."

"At first, the cat didn't move much. It just trembled and tried hard to open its eyes, but even if it opened its eyes, it had nothing to do with my powerful external force, and at most it growled a few times."

"In the end, it was hurt by my poking. It propped up its body and screamed at me. This sudden and penetrating meow scared me and ran away."

"At that time, I thought in my heart, 'This cat is too scary, it must be so hungry because it is so thin,' and fled home like flying."

"Maybe this is retribution. When I got home, I developed a low-grade fever."

"At that time, I just felt that I had a headache and a cold, and I felt dizzy standing on the ground, but my mother still forced me out, unwilling to let me stay at home."

"So, like this, I staggered to the school, and as expected, I was teased and ridiculed by other students."

"When they saw that I was uncomfortable, they forcibly pulled me up from the desk, then pushed me back and forth, knocked me up and down, and swayed back and forth, like kicking a rotten football back and forth."

"In the end, they pushed me against the wall, and I broke my nose. I had a fever, a cold and a nosebleed, so I was sent to the school infirmary."

"There, when I was lying in the school infirmary and put on, I somehow remembered the cat from yesterday."

"At that time, I was thinking about it, and in my mind, that cat and myself were overlapping..." Xiaoniaoyou turned his face and said to the stunned Madoka, "And the branch in my hand, It overlaps with the figures of those who pushed me."

"Hehe... At that time, I was almost scared by myself and jumped out of the window to escape."

"It's ugly..." Xiaotiaoyou turned her head, looked at Madoka who was shocked and speechless, and asked her, "Obviously I am also a victim of violence, but I have become another perpetrator Mingjing, the suffering I encountered had nothing to do with that cat, but it hurt that cat, just like my classmates who bullied it.”

"So, from this point of view, what is the difference between me and the perpetrator?"

"Some family members are always quarreling, and they don't stop until they drop pots and pans every day. Some families have debts and their parents are sad all day long. There are also families where no one cares about them at all, and their parents never come back. Home, sometimes no one comes back overnight."

"And I don't need to say more, what is the difference between us? Am I also a potential perpetrator?"

"At that time, my heart was very broken, and it was also very painful." Xiaoniaoyou said to Madoka while showing a sad look in his eyes, "Because, I seem to have agreed. When bullying me, the sentence I heard most..."

"You can't make a slap, so why does she only bully you and not save others?"

"At that time, the answer I got from the cat was that because I was evil by nature, I deserved to be bullied. When I was bullied by them, I was also saving the power to bully others."

"In other words, in my opinion at the time, I seemed to be born with original sin, and that sin even caused me to be so unlucky, and I was to blame for everything."

"Why is this..." Xiaoyuan, who had been with Xiaoniaoyou day and night for almost a month, obviously couldn't accept Xiaoniaoyou's words. People like this, although they do sometimes do terrible things, but I don't think such people are necessarily bad people!"

"Yes." Xiaoyuan said with a firm gaze, "I'm also not reconciled to the answer I came up with."

"So, I started reading in the school library, and I wanted to know why."

"I want a proof."

"I want to prove that human nature is not born evil. I want to prove that human nature is not what they say, either inherently evil or inherently good." Xiaoniaoyou said to Madoka: "I want To prove that I am not born a bad person, I want to prove that being bullied and bullying others is not what I want."

"In the end, I did find it." Xiaoniaoyou said here, a gleam of light appeared in his eyes, "I found a book with a red cover with a sickle and ax painted on it."

"After reading that book, I understand, I understand why this happened." Xiao Niaoyou asked Madoka: "Guess, what is that?"

Sister Xiaoniaoyou thinks that using violence is bad? At this moment, Xiaoyuan has also fallen into the entanglement similar to Xiaoniaoyou back then. She asked Xiaoniaoyou: "Well, I'm not very smart, and I don't understand many things very well..."

"However, do I think the world will be a better place as long as everyone doesn't use violence?"

"Hmm... I don't think it's like this." Xiaoniao smiled, patted Xiaoyuan's head and said to her: "Violence is a tool, and this tool can indeed hurt others, it just depends on how you use it It, who are you going to hurt."

"Then is it because of a lack of empathy?" Madoka, who was seriously searching for the answer in her young mind, said another answer of her own with a troubled face: "It's because everyone is too tired, And have you lost your empathy?"

"The reason doesn't lie in these." Xiaoniaoyou shook his head and said to Xiaoyuan: "The problem is that for those of us who are not loved, if we want to continue living, we can only live like this." .”

"Eh?"

"In itself, people need food, clothing and entertainment, and entertainment is also a very important part."

Xiaoniaoyou patiently explained to Xiaoyuan: "A person must know how to entertain herself. She can either get entertainment from her family, or get happiness from friends, or know how to get happiness from machines."

"If a person's life consists of eating and sleeping every day and studying alone, no one can accept this state for a long time. People must have companionship and entertainment."

"However, when you have no money to go shopping with your friends, play claw machines with your friends, or even eat fast food once, and even the company of your parents beats and kicks you and speaks badly to you, you There are not many avenues for entertainment."

"And when there is a person who has a weaker body and a weaker spirit than you, and more importantly, as a sympathetic person, you know that she can't use external force to resist you. It has become your toy and the object of extracting money."

"So, in that situation, the easiest happiness for us people is the happiness we get from bullying the weak." Xiaoniaoyou said to Madoka: "So, the social system of cannibalism It just appeared."

"Why is this..." Xiaoyuan gasped, she frowned, and said with a look of resentment: "This is really too much."

"Yeah, it's really too much." Xiaoniaoyou said to Madoka: "So, the way to solve this chain of cannibalism is to use violence for the purpose of class struggle."

"After understanding this truth, I became a magical girl again."

"After becoming a magical girl, I have the power to exercise violence, so I started to practice my ideas."

Kotoriyu showed off her ring as a magical girl, and said to Madoka:

"First, I loudly resisted their bullying, and used the physical fitness of magical girls to turn their pranks into self-humiliation. Sometimes I simply hid their books and pencil cases, and when they became angry, they came to the toilet to block me. When you hit me, I hit back."

"At that time, the teachers, grade directors and even the principal didn't approve of my approach, saying that I couldn't solve any fundamental problems, and in the end I was only involved in a fight."

"So, I started to use violence to solve the underlying problem."

"As an outsider, I can't coordinate the relationship between their parents, but I can use magic."

"I can use magic to reconcile the couple, I can also use magic to drive away the underworld who use illegal means to collect debts, and I can use magic to help parents who don't like to go home to go home."

"After that, those who bullied me disappeared."

"Although the relationship can't get better all of a sudden, they obviously have something more worth pursuing, and that is a family that is worth improving, protecting and caring for."

"And when I did all that, I had no hatred at all, only the refreshing feeling of liberating myself from a bully like myself."

"Finally, I'm free."

Speaking of this, the little bird was laughing, and her eyes were shining with joy.

That light made Madoka envious.

"But..." Xiaoniaoyou said this, but changed the topic, and said helplessly, "One day, I will become a witch."