What should I do if I was forced into marriage by the sick and charming young lady?

Yesterday Gao Sijin met a strange woman by the Sanshiro Pond after school, and then she forcibly hugged her body, fed strange medicine with a forceful kiss, and then lost her life in the most sad and humiliating way. virginity.

Later, the local police rescued him. After returning to the apartment last night, Gao Sijin was completely numb. He felt that there was something wrong with his memory, and he couldn't remember some details anyway.

Forget it, don't think about it anymore, thinking about it is tantamount to self-harm.

Go ahead and lie down.

He made an appointment with Yuexue Lixu before, but now, how can this crippled body embrace her?

Gao Sijin felt that he was not worthy to go to her, it was too dirty. After experiencing that kind of thing, although he would not seek death and escape, Gao Sijin couldn't let go of it for a while.

Close your eyes decadently, let go of your brain, you are really too tired, whether it is yesterday or the long life in the past, Gao Sijin has never been in love, maybe you are not born with the ability to "love", and there is no love in your whole life. Wherever you boast, you have no knowledge and no talent, your spirit is barren, and your body becomes filthy.

Just when Gao Sijin was about to go back to sleep, there was a loud knock on the door outside.

——Boom, boom, boom.

"Sijin, get up quickly, don't you have a date today? Hurry up and have breakfast, and then dress up, don't you like Yuexue Lixu the most?"

It was Yu Qingxue's voice outside, Gao Sijin didn't want to answer, but it was rare that Yu Qingxue came to call herself, it would be impolite to ignore it like this, but after being abused by Feng Na, Gao Sijin had an indescribable feeling Inferiority, let him just want to be alone.

In the end, he put on his thin clothes, changed into long trousers and walked towards the door.

"Good morning, Sijin."

"Good morning."

Gao Sijin found that Yu Qingxue's mental state seemed to be a little sluggish, her eyes that were clear in the past were slightly bloodshot, and her face was also a little pale, which was a world of difference from her usual energetic and full of enthusiasm.

"Did you not sleep well last night?"

"Yeah, I played Foyego last night to score points."

"Why are you playing Foyego?"

"The person I like has encountered that kind of thing, what am I going to play if I don't play Foyego?" Yu Qingxue put her white palm on Gao Sijin's shoulder, "Can you understand how much it hurts me?"

"Feel sorry……"

"Why are you apologizing? What does it have to do with you? You are also a victim, treasure." Yu Qingxue took Gao Sijin's arm and said, "Go to eat first, I specially prepared a lot of your favorite food for you Food, we're going on a date soon, we need to dress up."

This feeling is very strange. Yu Qingxue is two years younger than herself, and she usually plays and plays, but when it comes to the critical moment, Yu Qingxue will take care of herself like a very friendly sister, which makes Gao Sijin a little ashamed. Yu Qingxue is two years old.

"Ahem, I'm fine, you don't need to show me mercy."

"Sijin, don't lie to yourself. When you say this, you don't have a smile in your eyes."

"really?"

"Shall I take a picture of you?"

Yu Qingxue picked up her iPhone and tapped a photo in front of Gao Sijin. Her face was really haggard. As Yu Qingxue said, even the window of the soul was dimmed, as if she had lost her soul.

"You, you're really useless."

"indeed."

"But Lao Gao, you have suffered even that kind of thing. From now on, nothing can bring you down. Besides, you were rescued by the police in the end, right? The rest of your life should be Just feel happy."

"Well, I'll try to be optimistic."

Gao Sijin followed Yu Qingxue's footsteps to the living room, and it was obvious that Yu Qingxue had spent a lot of effort on a table full of dishes, not only Chinese, Western and Japanese, but also Islamic dishes, presumably the palace breakfast was comparable to it It's just like that.

Sitting with Yu Qingxue facing each other, Gao Sijin couldn't help but sigh with emotion:

"If anyone is lucky enough to marry Qingxue in the future, they will be able to live a life comparable to that of an emperor."

"There's always someone who wants to be king, so why not you?"

"There's always someone who wants to be trash, so why not me?"

"Are you still worrying about what happened yesterday? You can think about it differently. It's not that she raped you, but you raped her. When that happened, apart from making you a little weak, you didn't lack any arms. The legs and waist are still there, and I heard that yesterday's perpetrator is a beautiful woman with blond hair in a cheongsam, so go ahead and have fun, even though she's not as big as me."

"I can't be happy..."

Even though he was really trying, his face still seemed to be frozen.

"How can you date if you don't keep a cheerful mind? Girls don't like Sap."

"I don't want to go on a date. I'll go to bed after breakfast."

"What the hell? Didn't you fall in love with Yuexue Lixu at first sight? In order to meet her in the library, you rushed there every day, and sometimes didn't even eat breakfast. Give up in frustration?" Yu Qingxue patted the table with her hands and said loudly, "You have to go on a date today no matter what,"

"I……"

"Sijin, I hope you are happy. If you give up today's opportunity because of low self-esteem, you will definitely regret it for the rest of your life. Listen to me, you must not only go to today's date, but also take Yuexue Lixu beautifully." , let me feel very sad, otherwise, I will look down on you."

"It doesn't matter anymore, this kind of life is just messed up, I don't want to go out, I just want to stay at home forever, so that there will be no longing, as long as there is no longing, there will be no reaching out to get what you want but enough Disappointed. ”

"You are such a rotten person. You just got beaten up by a woman, and you just broke your heart. I am very disappointed in you." Yu Qingxue stood up, "I don't want to eat anymore, I have lost my appetite."

Gao Sijin took out his mobile phone and opened Line. The avatar of Yuexue Lixu in the address book was so dazzling, it was like a dazzling light trying to pierce Gao Sijin's haze. Gao Sijin could only stretch out his hand to cover the light. Dare to look, or he will be stabbed blind.

Like but dare not tell, reach out but dare not touch, just want to avoid the most holy beauty in my heart, and even if I really go on a date, so what?

In the vast world, love between two people is so rare, how can God take pity on Gao Sijin whose life is full of failures?

Volume 34 #Chapter [-] No appointment

"I'm done eating."

Yu Qingxue's meticulously prepared breakfast was as delicious as ever. Maybe she didn't stay up all night playing Foego all night, but stayed up all night to prepare a sumptuous meal for herself. She was not very good at expressing gentle words, but in fact she It's about thinking about yourself from the bottom of your heart.

Glancing towards the living room, Yu Qingxue was sitting on the sofa with her hands on her hips, frowning and watching the high-definition TV program. She was still angry, because Gao Sijin was supposed to go on a date with Yuexue Lixu today, but something happened After that kind of incident, Gao Sijin was really not in the mood to go out for an appointment again, so Yu Qingxue didn't even eat much breakfast, and went straight to watch TV.

"Go and change clothes, and then go on a date. If you procrastinate, you will really miss your happiness."

After seeing Gao Sijin finished eating, Yu Qingxue immediately pursed her mouth and urged, as if the biggest beneficiary of Gao Sijin and Yuexue Lixu's date was Yu Qingxue. Not long ago, she confessed her love to Gao Sijin, but now she I wish Gao Sijin and other girls would love each other.

However, Gao Sijin was really in no mood.

—Brother Sijin, I love you.

Feng Na, who is madly in love with herself, is as coquettish as a colorful spider, and the airtight basement is the cobwebs she arranged, conveying a viscous touch in every thread.

Now that she has been rescued, Gao Sijin can still faintly hear her voice, and the lingering memory is deeply rooted in her bones, and the frenzied and longing movements like wild beasts are even more vivid in her mind. She said that she would kill Gao How far is Sijin under house arrest forever?

The thought of having to spend life, old age, sickness and death under Feng Na's eyes, the feeling of depression and despair made it hard for Gao Sijin to let go.

This is a replay movie that may not be forgotten for ten or even twenty years, and it has been shown in my mind.

"Qingxue, I'm going to sleep."

"You come back! Don't you really want to go on a date with Yue Xueli? As far as I know, that Sakura girl also has a crush on you, so you just gave up?"

Yu Qingxue couldn't bear Gao Sijin's decadence, so she ran towards Gao Sijin stepping on her slippers, and grabbed Gao Sijin's arm.

"I will come out slowly, but at least today, I need to rest. I will explain the situation to Lixu later, and I think she will understand, so Qingxue, don't force me, please? Let me take a good rest , I'm so tired, I just want to stay in bed all the time."

"coward."

"Qingxue, I'm not a coward, I just don't have strong nerves. I was abused yesterday, and the next day I'm alive enough to date other girls. I really can't do it."

Being violently occupied by a person you don't like, every inch of your body, regardless of gender, must feel humiliated and suffocated by it, right?

The most important thing is that the next day, the original plan was to confess to the person I like.

Just as he was about to enter heaven, he was grabbed by the ankle by the hand stretched out from hell and pulled into the endless abyss. This is probably the feeling.

If it was Miura whom Gao Sijin met at Dongda University, or Watanabe and other playboys who used their identity as "Dongda" to sleep with girls everywhere, they might regard last night as a rare experience in their lives, and spend time with their friends When drinking, it is used as a topic of conversation after dinner. After all, Feng Na has a perfect body that any man will react to.

But Gao Sijin is different. Last night he didn't enjoy the pleasure brought by the flesh. He was forced to feed him medicine and was squeezed by brutal and rude actions. The person in his mind was obviously Yue Xue Lixu was actually captured by other women, who ruthlessly devoured every inch of her body.

"Ugh……"

Apart from sighing helplessly, Gao Sijin had nothing to say. He felt that he could look normal, and even cooperate with Yu Qingxue to complain occasionally, which was already very good.

He has heart and lungs.

Under the strange silence, Yu Qingxue finally nodded.

"Well, you can do whatever you want, everyone is an adult, and you have to be responsible for your own choices, so don't regret not being able to tie the knot with Yue Xueli in the end."

"Thank you for thinking so much about me, Qingxue."

"Actually, I'm also at fault. Due to my personality, I always think that others are not hurt, so I impose my own ideas on others." Yu Qingxue patted Gao Sijin on the shoulder and said, "Take a good rest. If you get dumped by Tsukiyuki Rio for failing to make an appointment on time, try dating me."

"I don't want to use you as a spare tire..."

"I am willing to be your spare tire, Sijin."

Yu Qingxue held Gao Sijin's arm carefully, as if caring for a patient.

Faced with Yu Qingxue's invisible tenderness, Gao Sijin's heart is like a knife, and the tenderness that cannot be returned is often not sweet, but bitter.

Lying on the bed again, Gao Sijin sent a message to Yuexue Lixu through Line, telling her that today's cherry blossom viewing meeting was cancelled, and then used Kindle to watch "Wuthering Heights". He knew that he was not Heathcliff, and he also knew that Yue Xueli Xue Lixu is not Catherine, and he doesn't even have any sense of substitution between each other, but he just wanted to read this book at this time, because the heroine in the story was forced to marry someone he didn't like, and she was full of regrets. die in.

Cheers to the willingness to send souls to hell.

He read it, as if looking for an answer. There is no perfect article in this world, just as there is no complete despair in the world.

About 10 minutes later, Gao Sijin glanced at Line, which had a "read" mark on it.

Yuexue Lixu had already seen the message she sent, but she didn't reply. Gao Sijin stared blankly at the head of Yuyuko Xixingji, as if she had escaped into the depths of darkness.

Why no reply?

Are you disappointed in yourself?

Gao Sijin felt a little uneasy. After what happened yesterday, is Yuexue Lixu still willing to wait for him?

Or, because she was captured and eaten by Feng Na yesterday, would she show an expression of seeing "dirty things"?

Gao Sijin was afraid of meeting Yuexue Lixu, and it was not unreasonable for Yu Qingxue to call her a "coward". Even Gao Sijin felt that she was a coward, and the person who reacted to the red cheongsam was herself. Sijin couldn't tell whether it was due to the effect of the medicine or the instinct of the body. In short, such absurd things happened.

"Lixu, are you ignoring me?"

"Alright, I really don't deserve you like this."

"It's time to wake up from unrealistic dreams."

In the Line software on the phone screen, Yuexue Lixu never replied to the message.

Love can be found everywhere, but it is also fleeting, just like fireworks, it comes and goes quickly.

Close your eyes again, there is no love in reality, at least you can write novels, and you can make up for most of your regrets in the world constructed by yourself.

That's enough.

"Thank you, Lisu."

Just when Gao Sijin was about to send a message to Yuexue Lixu, there was a doorbell outside, and Gao Sijin staggered and sat up from the bed.

Who is it?

Could it be Yue Xueli?

Gao Sijin was looking forward to her arrival in his heart. Although he didn't have the courage to meet her, he hoped that it was really her.

Putting his ears on the door panel, Gao Sijin heard that Yu Qingxue seemed to be talking to someone, but because the voice was too low, Gao Sijin couldn't hear clearly.

Immediately afterwards, Gao Sijin heard the sound of clogs from far to near, and the crisp sound was very familiar.

Who else but her?

The unsatisfactory beating of the heart formed a tacit rhythm with the sound of clogs stepping on the tiles, and her whole body seemed to be on fire. She was not only not disgusted, but even came to find herself.

Gao Sijin ran back to the bed and decided to pretend to be asleep. When Gao Sijin was lying on the bed, the door of the room was pushed open.

"Gao Jun is actually pretending to sleep, right?"

Her voice is sweet and magnetic, Gao Sijin squinted her eyes, and saw her beautiful face with a slight smile. There was a hint of cunning in her dark red eyes, which was between cute and sexy.

Walking to the bed, a fair and pretty face approached quietly.

It's so close...

From this distance, you can clearly smell the fascinating body fragrance on her body, and you can clearly see the open collar of the kimono, where there is a slender neck and the depression of the collarbone, and if you look inside, You can also see the gorgeous milky white gully between the two peaks.

In order not to be noticed, Gao Sijin completely closed her eyes and let out rhythmic panting sounds.

"It's so cute."

The tactic of closing her eyes was completely ineffective in front of her. She gently touched Gao Sijin's face with her cold hands, which felt cool and comfortable.