What should I do if I was forced into marriage by the sick and charming young lady?

Recalling back then, my brother always hid his novels for fear of being discovered by himself.

But in the end, she finally found out her brother's pseudonym—Bishop Mirière.

Bishop Mirière is the bishop who reborn Jean Valjean with kindness in "Les Misérables". In reality, he wrote based on Bishop Mioriris. The image of Bishop Mirière is Hugo's understanding of kindness .

Although my brother often verbally warns her that she must never be kind in society, at least in contemporary society, kindness must have a bit of a sharp edge, but my brother still has his own yearning for kindness.

She found Gao Sijin's pen name.

In the future, brother Sijin fell seriously ill when he was writing the fifth book.

After Brother Sijin's death, occasionally readers would still come to "sweep the grave". They thought the author's eunuch had escaped, but they didn't know that the author was no longer alive.

She stayed alone in the vacant room, her messy golden hair was scattered on the bed, and her smooth body hugged the quilt tightly.

Sleeping alone is so lonely...

Sure enough, it seemed as if she hugged him tightly and crossed that forbidden relationship. She didn't want to simply become his sister-in-law. She wanted to share the same man with her sister.

Li Gohan and Kameha Isao: By the way, what is Brother Sijin doing?

Ai: Playing games.

Ai: If you want to chat, I will chat with you later.

Kuri Gohan and Kameha Isao: All right.

Kuri Gohan and Kiba Isao: Actually, I don't want to chat with you now.

I just want to be in harmony with you, my dear brother Sijin...

Volume 52#Chapter [-] Gao Sijin's Regrets in This Life

With only one week left, Gao Sijin naturally returned to her hometown, Spring City, to visit her aunt and cousin.

In fact, the arrival was not planned in advance, but when Gao Sijin was walking that day, he happened to pass by the train station.

If it was Gao Sijin who was a social animal in the past, he might not go home so easily.

From Bincheng to Chuncheng, the journey takes at least three hours, and the cost is about 300 yuan. Such expenses are too extravagant for a young man who owes Huabei all the year round.

The current situation is very different from the past.

Now Gao Sijin can take a walk-and-go trip like Yu Qingxue, even if he is in Bangkok or Paris tomorrow.

On the phone, Gao Sijin proudly declared to her cousin:

"Brother, our family is rich."

Then he talked about how his novel was rewarded, and that incident became a legend on the novel website.

Just last month, Yu Qingxue rewarded Gao Sijin's little Luo Bixin who was worth 10 yuan.

According to the website share and tax deduction, Gao Sijin earned more than 4 yuan in income, plus the subscription share, attendance bonus and monthly pass, the manuscript fee reached a huge sum of 320 yuan and [-] cents.

After paying off the flowers, there are more than 2 yuan left.

It feels like the whole world has changed from black and white to color, and life is full of vitality again.

Gao Sijin held her mobile phone and looked for her seat.

"what?"

"Hey, Brother Sijin, what a coincidence."

Gao Sijin found that Feng Na, whom she had met in the coffee shop two days ago, was sitting next to her.

Is there really such a coincidence in the world?

"Aren't you going to follow me?"

"How come, we really just met by chance," Feng Na said with a slightly smug smile, "Sit next to me, or you will block the people in the aisle."

"Ok."

Gao Sijin sit down quickly

In fact, what if he is followed by a beautiful girl?

She can't eat herself.

"Okay then, where do you get off?"

"Do you need to ask? Of course it's Chuncheng." She held her chin and showed a beautiful smile, "I'm so happy that I can take the train with Brother Sijin and take a trip that you can leave as soon as you think about it. very romantic."

"Actually, I'm quite happy too, but I already have a lover..."

"We are not lovers, we are pure friendship, ordinary friendship."

Does pure friendship really exist between opposite sexes?

Gao Sijin didn't know.

But I have to say that Feng Na is really a lively and cheerful girl, always reminiscent of a cute puppy who likes to act like a baby.

If she had a tail, she would wag it non-stop.

On the way, the two talked about various topics.

During the fight that day, Gao Sijin thought that Feng Na was studying medicine, but Feng Na said that she was actually studying literature. She said that she also wanted to be a great writer. Gao Sijin smiled and said that she was not a writer, but just Just a humble internet writer.

"Literature?"

"Brother Sijin, what subject did you study in college?"

"I major in science and engineering," Gao Sijin paused, "Electronic information engineering."

"Sounds like a very powerful look..."

"Actually, I didn't study hard. When my cousin asked me what industry I could work in after graduation, I answered him confidently that I could apply film to others," Gao Sijin smiled bitterly, "Even the name of the store at that time After thinking about it, it's called Gao's ancestral film."

Hearing Gao Sijin teasing herself like this, Feng Na couldn't help smiling.

Her body always pretends to approach Gao Sijin carelessly, but whenever her limbs touch each other, Gao Sijin will always try to shrink her body to avoid her.

"Why did brother Sijin come back to work in Bincheng?"

"There is a relationship at home."

"Oh."

The flight attendant pushing the trolley shouted beer, mineral water, peanut melon seeds rice pudding, and Gao Sijin bought a bottle of drink for Feng Na.

Chatting with her, Gao Sijin didn't know why, but always felt like chatting with her family, feeling very cordial.

"Brother Sijin returned to Spring City, is he going to meet his parents?"

"Actually, I don't have a good relationship with my parents..." Gao Sijin had a bitter expression, "They divorced when they were three years old. I think what they enjoy is the production process, and I'm just a side effect left after the production."

Feng Na pursed her lips, and there seemed to be a strong emotion that could not be expressed in her eyes.

"Can I hug you?"

"Don't pity me. My uncle and aunt gave me a home that won't be lost to anyone. I don't lack fatherly and motherly love. When God takes something away from you, it will compensate you in another form."

"Can you tell me about them?"

"Forget it, I want to tell you about my uncle."

Gao Sijin's memory is still fresh.

In fact, Gao Sijin's uncle was not a competent man in the past.

When he was young, he drank heavily and beat his children. His biggest hobby was playing mahjong.

When my cousin was young, he was often beaten by his uncle for no reason. He complained to Gao Sijin:

"Your uncle is closer to you than to me. In the past, when I was mischievous and beat me, I admitted it. But once I took the eighth exam in the whole grade, and the school was still on holiday at that time. I watched a movie at home. He He just gave me a beating when he entered the house. I don’t understand why he beat me? Thanks to him, I got eight stitches on my head.”

表哥虽然是那么说的，但高似锦从小到大一次都没有被姨父揍过，他对高似锦可谓疼爱有加。

When I was in elementary school, everyone was playing yo-yos. At that time, if you could have a yo-yo that cost more than a hundred, you would often become the most beautiful boy in the school.

Gao Sijin has always wanted a high-end yo-yo.

My uncle asked how much it would cost, and Gao Sijin told him that it would cost more than 150 yuan in total.

In those days, 150 yuan was not a small amount. My uncle was shocked and didn't buy it:

"It costs one hundred and five for such a thing? Why don't you buy some ribs and stew it?"

Gao Sijin knew that his uncle and aunt were not his biological parents, and had no obligation to raise him.

Besides, this is just a small toy, I shouldn't be so ignorant and have such unrealistic fantasies.

But the next day when my uncle drove Gao Sijin home from school in a Jetta car, Gao Sijin saw the long-awaited yo-yo placed on the front seat of the Jetta car.

In the end, my uncle bought it for him, and my uncle said lightly:

"Win the game of mahjong."

My cousin once said that my uncle put all the apologies for the child on Gao Sijin because he didn't educate him well and didn't fulfill his duties as a father since he was a child, but Gao Sijin didn't think so.

Gao Sijin called him uncle, but Gao Sijin regarded him as his real father in his heart.

When he was in the second grade of junior high school, the brain tumor often made him in a trance. His range of motion was only one bed. He couldn't get out of bed, and he couldn't even go to the toilet. He could only be tortured by pain and moan all day long.

The first time Gao Sijin cooked was when his uncle had a brain tumor. Even though it was just a bowl of instant noodles, his uncle cried because it was the first time Gao Sijin cooked food for him.

In fact, my uncle's favorite food is fish, and Gao Sijin has always wanted to make fish for his uncle.

But Gao Sijin didn't know how to handle fish at that time, and he couldn't even scrape fish scales. His aunt was also hospitalized with leukemia, so she couldn't teach Gao Sijin how to cook.

Today, after growing up, Gao Sijin can even bake Western-style pastries at home, but if she wants to cook a meal for her uncle again, she doesn't have that chance.

Because people are long gone.

One month before his death, my uncle said to Gao Sijin:

"You were only six years old at the time. When I passed by your house once, you leaned on the iron fence and said to me, 'Uncle, I'm hungry'."

At that time, Gao Sijin's father left the house without leaving the house, and his mother was not around, leaving only an incompetent nanny and Gao Sijin at home.

In fact, at that time, my uncle knew Gao Sijin's mother, she was a woman who didn't even breastfeed her child in order to maintain her figure, because Gao Sijin was afraid of pain when she was a child, and she didn't even give Gao Sijin a vaccination However, since Gao Sijin was a child, his body was extremely prone to illness, and he had constant colds and fevers throughout the year.

It was that fateful encounter that Gao Sijin became a child of his uncle and aunt's family.

Thirteen days before his death, my uncle told Gao Sijin in a hoarse voice that there were seven brothers and sisters in their hometown when they were young, but when the uncle was 12 years old, the youngest, the seventh, was washed away by the flood. My younger brother was only six years old at that time, and his chubby face was so funny, he was very similar to Gao Sijin when he was a child.

In the early morning of April 23, my uncle left, and Gao Sijin was not around at that time.

In a mid-term exam not long after his uncle passed away, Gao Sijin's grade, which was the bottom one in ten thousand years, became a positive No. 20. Since it is an experimental class, his grades can be ranked in the top [-] in the whole school year.

After telling her own story, Gao Sijin said dejectedly:

"If only there were a time machine in the world so I could make a fish for my uncle"

"Time machines exist." Feng Na spoke up.

"In the drawer of Nobi Nobita's house?"

"In the not-too-distant future." Feng Na said.

Volume 53 #Chapter [-] Memory confusion

There are too many things in life that Gao Sijin will never forget. After graduating from high school, Gao Sijin has traveled far and wide.

He studied at the Western Guangdong Normal University in Guicheng. During his internship, he also worked in a Novosibirsk tourism company run by his relatives. During this period, he met all kinds of people. After saying goodbye and turning around, they completely disappeared in Gao Sijin's life, but their traces can be found in Gao Sijin's novels.

Sometimes, when Gao Sijin looks at the books she has written, she will think of some people's shadows. Even if she can't call their names now, she can still think of the traces they left in her life.

After saying goodbye to Feng Na, maybe she will become an important character or even the heroine in a certain book.

"Brother Sijin has such a rich life, so he must be able to write very interesting stories?" After listening to Gao Sijin tell some anecdotes about Novosibirsk, Feng Na seemed very happy.

"A very interesting story?" Gao Sijin smiled helplessly, "What I wrote is just a boring pornographic novel."

"What's wrong with pornographic novels?" Feng Na clenched Gao Sijin's hand and said excitedly, "Pure pornographic novels are certainly boring, but I think the two are blended together driven by strong feelings. It's a very romantic thing, and we didn't just jump out of a crack in the rock, so why do we have to see sex as a scourge?"

"Who knows? Maybe the people who care about this are old virgins who have never touched a woman for most of their lives, but the times will always move forward. Young people with more open minds will gradually replace pedantic old men, and creators will also gain A more free sky to create at will."