What should I do if I was forced into marriage by the sick and charming young lady?

"Yu Qingxue's name also has Xue..." Yuexue Lixu's dark red eyes suddenly lost their light, and the atmosphere seemed to be developing in a strange direction.

"So, what I like is winter nights, because there are both moon and snow." Gao Sijin stammered.

"Isn't Uzuki also surnamed Yuexue?"

"Maoyue means April, and April is not considered winter anymore." Gao Sijin explained without tears.

Yuexue Lixu looked at his beloved's deflated appearance, and couldn't help smiling:

"Qualified."

so warm...

Yuexue Lixu rubbed her small head against Gao Sijin's chest.

In that absolutely lonely white space, it was Gao Jun's book that accompanied her through the long time.

The mediocre Gao Jun is so gentle and kind in every life.

"I love Gao Jun the most."

"Me too, Lixu..."

Autumn nights turned into winter nights.

Snowflakes are scattered in the sky, and artificial snowfall can be used in the basement, which immediately makes the outside become snow-covered.

The lights began to flicker and change into different colors.

"Huh?" Yuexue Lixu turned her head in surprise.

Is it because of bad circuit?

The snowflakes outside the window also gradually turned red, and the flakes of snowflakes that flew down exuded the smell of blood, and everything around them gradually began to shake.

It's ok.

As long as Gao Jun is around, he can get enough warmth.

However, when Yuexue Lixu looked at Gao Sijin, she found that the person standing beside her was not Gao Sijin at all, but a hanger with Gao Sijin's hat and clothes on it...

"Gao Jun?"

not here.

Not here.

it hurts...

The belated pain was like Lingchi, piercing Yuexue Lixu's heart with a knife, she felt that her retina was burned by flames, and the blood flowing through the blood vessels was not blood, but mercury.

"do not go!"

Gao Jun, please don't leave me again!

Red snowflakes filled with the smell of blood piled up into a snowman with a distorted smile, looking mockingly at Yue Xueli Xu.

Failed.

Ah, just remembered.

Putting on Bai Wugou on her own, but the groom didn't come back to her side, Yu Qingxue stabbed her in the heart.

- beep, beep, beep, beep...

Yuexue Lixu suddenly opened her eyes, completely awakened by the pain.

What came into view was white mist.

It was so cold, my whole body seemed to be frozen.

Is it liquid nitrogen?

"Cough cough..."

Severe pain swept through every inch of Yuexue Lixu's nerves, and the outside of the glass cover was a little fuzzy, and she felt like an orphan abandoned by the whole world with nothing.

She wanted to open her mouth to speak, and wanted to call the maids to ask if she succeeded in bringing Gao Jun back by force.

But Yuexue Lixu couldn't do it, because it was too painful, her tongue was numb, and every beat of her heart would make her so painful that she almost lost consciousness.

"Knowing the pain is a good thing, miss." Outside the glass cover, the voice of the attending physician Hua Ziping came, "Because it means that you are still alive, if you cannot wake you up with pain, then you will never wake up again. "The hibernation cabin was opened, and Hua Ziping gave Yuexue Lixu another injection of anesthetic, "I know you want to ask about Master Sijin's whereabouts, but it's a pity that I can't tell you now, too much emotion is not conducive to your recovery .”

Yuexue Lixu stared at Hua Ziping in a daze.

"Oh, what a worrying patient, I hope you can have a good dream."

Eyelids began to sink gradually.

In this way, everything came back to the starting point, Yuexue Lixu wanted to stay awake, but unfortunately her body is a mortal body after all, it is impossible to resist the effects of drugs.

——Gao Jun, no matter what, I will take you home.

Holding such a will, Yuexue Lixu's brain escaped into the boundless darkness again.

Volume 190#Chapter [-] Eighth Desire for Power

The cold fog became more and more dense, and Gao Sijin lying on the bed alone felt inexplicably chilly, as if the whole person had been thrown into the boundless deep sea.

When sharing the bed with Yu Qingxue a few days ago, she once complained that she was too close, and her arms would be numb the next day, and it was still very hot. Now when she is no longer by her side, Gao Sijin deeply feels the loneliness taste.

In the 22 years of my life, I thought I was used to being alone, but now I am tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. There is no foreign body on the bed, but there is something in my heart. Once Gao Sijin closes her eyes, she will return to two places—— Highland Church in Izawa and Glass Church in Los Angeles.

The plateau church represents the warmth of being with Yuexue Lixu in the past, and the glass church represents the blood. He passed out, Yuexue Lixu and Yu Qingxue were wearing white wedding dresses and stabbed each other's hearts with knives, and the blood-stained Bai Wugou They are so beautiful and sad under the wedding dress, making Gao Sijin more uncomfortable than dying herself.

Will they be tombstones?

After they died, would he be able to obtain the freedom like a dream?

Gao Sijin couldn't feel his own heartbeat. He was distraught and hated that he had no strength. He was like a mascot. He clenched his fists, knowing that even if he subjectively hoped that they could live, it would still be useless. Whether they lived or died By providence.

If he had the power to stop them, wouldn't it be able to stop them from fighting, but Gao Sijin didn't have this power. He was stunned by the stun gun, and they also fell into a near-death state.

He was lying on the big soft bed, thinking wildly, but they were only one step away from the Naihe Bridge, enduring Gao Sijin's unimaginable pain. This contrast made Gao Sijin blame and remorse. For the first time in his life, he hated himself so much.

"Why wasn't you the one who got stabbed?"

The nails were embedded in the flesh, and the veins on the back of the hand were bulging.

Blood?

It turned out that she accidentally bit her lip, and Gao Sijin felt that she was ridiculous, like an actor, deliberately performing painful appearances for herself, the only way to alleviate the guilt in her heart.

Cunning, affectation, hypocrisy...

If you really love them, just jump off.

Gao Sijin changed her clothes and went to the balcony on the second floor to enjoy the evening breeze. She jumped from Katakura’s villa. troublesome.

His lips trembled slightly, and the uncontrollable sadness and self-loathing made him unable to stop his tears. The things raised by his aunt could be so useless, because the girl he loves is seriously injured and has the idea of ​​committing suicide.

Isn't my aunt still waiting for her to repay her kindness?

I remember that during college, Gao Sijin also had the idea of ​​committing suicide because of his parents. His aunt was like an insurance, because he knew very well that it was an extremely unfilial behavior for a white-haired person to send a black-haired person.

But when they were lying in the hospital, Gao Sijin's heart seemed to be burning with fire, which could not be extinguished. There was only burning pain, and the heart was bleeding, which was really difficult.

At this moment, the crisp sound of high heels stepping on the floor came from behind. Following the sound, the jet-black evening dress and the silver hair formed a perfect reconciliation, showing the shocking beauty in front of Gao Sijin's eyes .

If you are not very familiar with her, she will give people a kind of arrogance, grace and compassion.

"Qin Xin?"

Gao Sijin remembers her.

It once appeared in Gao Sijin's dream, and prepared a hearty breakfast for Gao Sijin.

Earlier, Gao Sijin had also seen her figure. Not long after breaking up with her first love, Gao Sijin drank alone at the barbecue stand, and when she was drunk, she vaguely saw the girl with silver hair and red pupils, but only had a glimpse , and then there was the embryonic form of the heroine of Gao Sijin's future novels.

"Ha ha ha ha……"

Gao Sijin is neither crying nor laughing, half crying and half laughing.

She walked slowly to Gao Sijin's side, did not speak, just stood by Gao Sijin's side, there was no trace of charm in the holiness, only a faint indifference could be found under the alluring smile, there was no human fireworks .

No words, no communication.

She just stood quietly beside Gao Sijin, without saying a word, her soft red lips slowly opened, as if she wanted to say something, but there was no sound, the ribbon on the black tunic dress and her silver hair Floating with the wind, it is so beautiful.

Just standing together and looking at the moon, without any extra thoughts, it is said that when a person is completely hypothermic and freezes to death, he will smile, because excessive cold will affect the central system, and the body's thermoreceptors will be dysfunctional, causing the loss of body temperature. Wen felt very hot and was hallucinating.

The warmth she gave Gao Sijin had a similar feeling.

She was the first to break the silence. The origami fan was slightly opened, and she wrote in beautiful handwriting:

"My name is not Qin Xin, you should know my name."

"Even though she's nothing like the one I had in mind, you are her."

"In that case, please call me by my name next time."

"Okay, I will definitely call you by your name."

"You don't have to blame yourself for what happened this time, you didn't do anything wrong."

Gao Sijin lowered her head and looked at her beautiful face. She was still expressionless and wrote slowly:

"My face is cold, but my heart is as hot as yours."

"Thank you for being with me, but I still want to tell you that I have a lover now, and I love her from the bottom of my heart."

"So I didn't hold your hand, let alone kiss your lips."

"Will she die?"

"Everyone will die, but sooner or later." The silver-haired girl turned her head and looked at Gao Sijin, "You will die sooner or later."

"I mean, is she going to die before me?"

"If she dies before you, you will suffer, right?"

"Of course, I'm already..." Gao Sijin covered his heart with his hands, "I can't bear it anymore."

"They are the same. If you really love someone, you should hold her hand tightly and watch her die with a smile."

"But the time between me and her is too short, I can't forget her, every day of the rest of my life, I will live in the past..." Gao Sijin's voice became low, "She is still too young."

"Love does not divide time. When you fall in love, even a moment is eternal. You suffer because of her because you love her. This love is more unforgettable than the happy past."

"Yeah, it hurts just because I love her." Gao Sijin hit the railing on the balcony hard with his hand, "If I were stronger, none of them would be hurt. I don't want to create unforgettable memories, I just hope to be with Qingxueping in a normal way, but the reality is that I have no strength, I am just a mortal, the most ridiculous thing is that I want to resist and pursue the life I yearn for, it is ridiculous and sad. "

"Do you wish to gain power?"

The moonlight shone on her soft silver hair, shining with the brilliance that Gao Sijin longed for.

Volume 190#Chapter [-] Nine Verification Power

"I long to have power!" The stagnant eyes suddenly seemed to be thrown into a stone, causing ripples, "As long as they have power, they will not be hurt again, and the dominance of life will also be controlled by myself. I will truly get the freedom I am after and have a completely independent personality!"

Without power, he has never looked like a person, but more like an object.

It was obviously a giant's world, but a humble dwarf like himself broke into it.

"Can you give me strength?"

"Of course, if that's what you want."

The words on the rice paper are beautiful and slightly doting, her scarlet eyes are a bit strange, but more, they are like the eyes of a loving mother looking at a despicable child.

"The power you refer to, what exactly do you refer to?" Gao Sijin swallowed.

Just a conversation at night, can you gain power that ordinary people can't match?

He is Gao Sijin, an ordinary human being who is even more ordinary when multiplied by an ordinary index times the square. I muddled along, my grades were kept at the middle level, and the university was also an ordinary second-class teacher-training institution.

Can he master power like this?

"Don't get me wrong, the power I'm talking about is not the power you imagined. When that day comes, Jin'er, you will naturally know the meaning of power."

The silver-haired girl walked to Gao Sijin's side, her deep red eyes looked at Gao Sijin lightly, with a hint of helplessness and relief, and the corners of her lips curled into a meaningful arc.