So I became a witch

my first love.

...Girls?

Are you kidding me...?

The person I like... is actually a girl?

If I could choose again, I would never take care of him in a coma alone, so that I discovered this secret.

...is a very beautiful girl.

No no no no no!What the hell am I thinking!Startled, I slapped my cheek hard.

...However, even knowing her true identity, my mood has not changed.

I like girls, in the eyes of others, I must be a pervert.

Even if she won't accept me, it doesn't matter, as long as we are always together, it doesn't matter.

"I want to leave," she said.

what.

That's right.

The time of the year has come.

Just when I got used to her being around, she was leaving.

"Then, goodbye." I tried my best to put on a calm face and said this, and then left her ward without looking back, because I was afraid that if I took a step slower, the tears would flow unconsciously. adrift.

So uncomfortable, so painful.

For the first time, I felt the pain of losing something important.

Destined to be unable to say words, unable to express feelings.

The time is, two days later.

But I can't do anything.

I didn't meet Ze again, for fear that the tears would flow uncontrollably.

I promised her that I must become a strong king, so I must never cry in front of her.

In order to escape, I desperately dealt with official documents, and even agreed to the marriage request of the Amon Empire.

In the end, I still couldn't express my heart.

Probably, in this life, I will never see her again.

That's fine, let my heart be buried forever.

Forever.

The war started.

Even after several years, I still haven't been able to become the real king that Ze said.

Probably, I am really not suitable to be a king.

The Qin army has only one request for a truce, my life.

Pursuing the flame that does not belong to me, the moth that dies in the end.

Is this how I end up?

It's really ironic.

But at least, being able to save other people can be regarded as a little remedy for my stupidity.

Sitting alone on the throne in the palace, I felt my heart cool down a little bit.

By this time tomorrow, I will probably be dead.

Unexpectedly, there is no sense of reality.Maybe my heart has actually given up.

But, sure enough, I seem to see you again, Ze.

"What are you doing here! Hurry up and run!"

Hey?

is that a lie?

"Why are you looking at me like that... I'm a bit dirty, but that's not the point! Anyway, you hurry up and leave with me!" She grabbed my hand arrogantly and unreasonably, even after five years, her character Not much has changed either.

very happy.

Really, saw her again.

In this case, even if you die, you will have nothing to regret.

"I... can't leave..."

"what?"

"Are you an idiot? Your own life is the most important thing!"

"No! Ze is the one who can't figure out the status quo! Even if I give everything, I will never give up."

wrong.

Obviously don't want to fight.

I just want to see you again.

"Ah, I see." Ze said deflatedly, "So, come for a drink?"

"Hey?"

The taste of the wine is very strong, but also very sweet, just like my first love, bitter but sweet.

"This is a custom in our hometown, and it is an etiquette held when we see others off."

Although I didn't understand it very well, I did it anyway.

"Good-bye, then. It's great to meet you."

Yes, that's enough.

At least, let my love affair last until the end.

Goodbye, Ze.

my sweetheart.

"I also……"

Hey?

His eyelids were as heavy as a heavy pendant, and his consciousness drifted uncontrollably.

What exactly is...

"Sorry, please sleep for a while."

No, you can't.

Realizing what I was about to lose, I reached out my hand blindly, but to no avail.

She left me again.

When he woke up again, the first thing that caught his eye was the rising sun.The palace, which should have been dead and silent, was full of people's laughter.

I woke up all of a sudden, climbed out of bed, and rushed out of the bedroom without even changing my pajamas.

"What the hell is going on! I didn't let you escape..."

"As expected of Your Majesty, you are able to make such a beautiful counterattack under such circumstances!" The minister's enthusiastic words made me stunned.

"Huh? Me?"

"That's right! Under your majesty's wise decision, Daqin's army has already started to withdraw, and the people are cheering for your victory." The minister's tone was extremely flattering.

You're lying, obviously I didn't do anything...

Suddenly, someone's figure flashed across my mind.

"Where is Ze? Have you seen Ze?" I asked anxiously.

"Hey?" The minister was stunned for a moment, and when I saw this, I looked for the next person without looking back.

No, no, no no no no!

There is no Ze everywhere.

How is this going?It must be something she did.I believe so firmly.

"Excuse me, Your Majesty, who is Ze...?" a maid asked in a low voice.

"Huh? What are you talking about?"

"No, excuse me, old minister, I have never heard of this name before. Is it someone from the mainland of China?" said the chief magician of the court who was always unsmiling.

I panicked: "Hey, this isn't funny at all! Didn't she once serve as a librarian? And she also helped me quell the civil strife and defeated the Principality of Eriva..."

"Didn't you do all of these, Your Majesty?"

……Hey?

There must be something wrong with my world.

After searching the entire palace, I still haven't found any trace of her existence.Everyone forgot the existence of Ze, and thought that I did everything alone, as if...she was just my fantasy.

But how is this possible?Without Ze, I obviously can't do anything.

"Hey, even you think that Ze is just my fantasy?" I sat on the bed, curled my body into a small piece as much as possible, and asked softly, even if I didn't have to look up, I knew he was standing at the door.

"...I don't know," Leigh replied.

"Really..." I said disappointedly.

"However, someone asked me to give you two things. I don't remember who he is, but he should be someone very important to His Majesty."

I looked up sharply.

It's a book, and a pendant.

That's Ze's pendant.

I tremblingly took what was in Li's hand, and after a salute, I silently exited the room.

On the unpretentious cover, there is a neat line of text printed.

"Princess Alice's Exotic Journey 5" seems to be still a draft. It generally tells that Princess Alice successfully returned to her hometown with the help of the princes, defeated the evil stepmother, and became the queen. It is really gratifying. Congratulations. Congratulations.However, until the end of the story, it didn't say who she stayed with in the end, because after that, it was all blank.

I flipped through the blank pages, carefully looking for the message left by Ze Ze.Just when I was about to despair, I finally found a small paragraph written by Ze on one of the pages.

"...It's been a long time, Selet. But, I'm going to say goodbye soon. You don't need to look for me, and it doesn't matter if you forget me like this. From now on, just live in the way you like.

——by Luo Yuze"

For the first time, I knew her name.

"Wait, Your Majesty! The party is about to begin! Where are you going!"

"Shut up! I'm going to find her!" Without looking back, I got on the horse and galloped towards my destination.

I know she will be there.

I don't know how long it has passed, when the night fell on the world again, I finally came to the place I wanted to go.

On the blood-stained snow, the girl stood silently in the center.

I stumbled and walked towards her, no matter how many times I fell on the road, I finally came to her side.

I found you, Ze.

"I'm sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry..." The repeated words lost the person I wanted to tell.

Sorry, I am late.

I said that I would give everything to become a king, but you should not be included among them.

What is death?

It's loneliness, it's parting, it's something that can't be said anymore...