So I became a witch

Chapter 78 Light and Darkness

I am afraid that those are not tourist groups, but a group of scientific researchers.The reason why they closed their stronghold was because they were afraid that other people would know what taboo research they were doing.Judging from the diary, they left very hastily, but the scene was exceptionally clean, which is obviously unreasonable.

Well, the answer is out.

They didn't take everything away.On the contrary, all the research results are left in this world, so that they can be used again when needed.Although, that chance is gone.

The arrival of the original witch destroyed almost everything, and the information stored here became an eternal taboo, and fell into a deep sleep together with the descendants guarding this place.Until the arrival of the burial girl, the seal was broken, but no one knew what happened here.

I carefully crossed every word in the diary, for fear of missing anything.Because the age is too long, I even have to allocate part of my strength to ensure that this book will not be turned into ashes in the middle of reading.

Although it was accidental, the owner of this diary still secretly recorded the address.I carefully read the text I translated, and then froze.

is that a lie?

The place where taboos are sealed is, unexpectedly, in the place of divine breath.

Afraid of the wrong translation, I searched again from the beginning, but no matter how many times I tried, I got the same answer.

How did they build their stronghold in that place?No, there are more important questions than wondering why.

From a rational point of view, it is indeed a perfect hiding place, there will be no passage of time, and no one will think of going deep into that kind of place. destroyed.

But why, why would it be there?If it is in other places, even in the depths of the Black Abyss, I am sure that I can take it out. The only place where I can take it out is the place of divine breath, which is absolutely impossible for me.

Because there is the Sword of Star Seal there.

The enchantment provided by the power of gods and demons has been fragmented a long time ago. If it wasn't for the sword of the star seal, this world would have been destroyed long ago.However, the only answer that could save the world was blocked by the sword of the star seal together with the enchantment of gods and demons.

If you want to save everyone, you must obtain that inheritance and draw out the sword of the star seal; and once the sword of the star seal is pulled out, the world that is already dying will immediately disintegrate.

This is an unsolvable knot.

"……hateful."

Unwilling tears splashed on the book.

"Damn it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it, hate it!!!" I cursed over and over again, but I could only shed weak tears unwillingly.

Obviously I have worked so hard, and I have reached the final stage, but in the end, I can only get this joking answer.

Anger, unwillingness, pain, and despair.

Can human beings really be unable to change their destiny?

Is this world only destined to be destroyed?

I asked myself this way, but all I got was the same answer.

... so tired.

I don't want to do anything, I don't want to think about anything.

Just quietly waiting for the final arrival, perhaps, is also a good choice.

"That's right, if you don't think about anything, isn't it good?"

The black-haired girl sitting directly opposite me leaned back on the seat and sneered.

This is real?Or a hallucination before dying?Or is it a curse?I have no idea.

"Who are you?" I asked the phantom.

"Don't you know?" The corner of the girl's mouth rose slightly, revealing a mocking smile.

Her voice and appearance gave me a feeling of deja vu.

In the past, every time I entered the witch state, a voice would appear, calling for killing in my ears, and when I heard that voice, I would become unable to suppress the desire to destroy in my heart, desperately longing to kill Everything was destroyed.It is precisely because of this that I am so afraid of my witch power, and I will never use it unless it is absolutely necessary.

...Ah, I remembered.

That voice, and that face.

Countless times, countless times, I have seen her appearance countless times.

Because, that's me.

"So that's how it is...you are me." I gently closed my eyes.

It was as if there was an invisible mirror between us, separating me from her. In the mirror, she and I became the exterior and exterior of each other. I was wearing a white dress, but she was wearing a black dress, with dark pupils. The color is deeper than the black hole, as if it wants to suck in all the light.I have never seen such pure darkness, even the black film covering the sky is somewhat inferior to the girl.

Could this be the legendary schizophrenia?Unexpectedly, this kind of symptom that only appeared in anime and novels would happen to me one day.

"So, why did you show up now? Are you here to laugh at me? Then your character is really bad enough." I couldn't do anything, so I simply broke the jar and threw it.

"Hmph, I don't have that kind of boring skill. It's just that it's the first time I can talk clearly like this, and it's thanks to that disgusting black thing." A look of obvious disgust.

"...What does this mean? Aren't you an illusion created by the black membrane?"

"Huh? Are you kidding? That kind of thing is lower than the stinky rats in the sewer. If it weren't for you, an idiot, I would have put them...Hey, why cover your face?"

"No, it's a bit too embarrassing for me to just see my face talking about me with an arrogant look..."

"Are you an idiot? Forget it, this kind of thing is irrelevant. Hurry up and honestly hand over your body, and you must be very unwilling to be put together by those ants like this? If that is the case, quickly do as I said .”

"What do you want to do?"

"Does it need to be said?" The black-haired me let out a cold laugh, "Of course, I will get rid of this boring world and those disgusting garbage."

"……what are you talking about?"

"Don't you understand?" She looked down at me pityingly, "I've been using my power all the time, but I can't even beat those bastards, it's really embarrassing."

I stared at her blankly, and blurted out the words unconsciously: "You, are you a witch?"

"That's right. You are me, and I am you. However, you rejected me, and you are still fantasizing about living as a human being. It's ridiculous. That's why you are so weak, so weak that you can't do anything. "

Me, who rejected the witch?

"Remember what you really desire. To kill, to dominate, to destroy, to rewrite, those who go against my will, are only worthy of a humble death!"

"No, no! I've never thought about it that way! Obviously, I just want to live alone freely..."

"Freedom, what do you think is freedom?" The black-haired girl stood up from her seat, easily passed through the invisible barrier, stood behind me and bent down, mockingly said, "Look at the current You, can you really be called free? Be bound by those boring family and friendship, and go to death stupidly. Haven't you ever thought about it?'It would be good if those guys who have been annoying me are gone up'."

"Enough! Shut me up!"

"'My parents went out again today, so I had to stay at home to take care of my younger sister. I had already made an appointment to hang out with other people. It would have been nice if my younger sister wasn't here.''Ah, I became a class representative for no reason. From now on, I have to help collect everyone's homework every day. It's really troublesome. If everyone is away, it will be easier." Such a boring world . . . to die.'”

"No, no, no, no, no, no!" I covered my ears with both hands, but the black-haired girl took them off easily, and whispered in my ears like a demon.

"You can deceive anyone, but you can never deceive yourself. 'I want to be stronger', 'I want to live without being restrained by anyone', then, leave everything to me."

"Leave it to...you?" My vision gradually dimmed.

"That's right, you don't have to think about anything, you don't have to do anything, just like that, honestly give up everything and let yourself relax."

"Relax..." Consciousness became blurred.

"That's it, sleep well, and then, goodbye."

In the void, someone seemed to be laughing, but I couldn't hear anything, and I couldn't see anything.

... so comfortable.

Nothing to do, nothing to think about.

I haven't relaxed like this in a long time.

Perhaps in this way, sleeping forever is also a good choice.

……sound.

When my consciousness was almost frozen, I suddenly heard someone calling myself.

"...Please, please save everyone."

In the nothingness that is deeper than a black hole, there are things that should not exist.

That is, light.

Warm, yet unbelievable.

I always feel that there is a feeling of nostalgia.

No, that kind of thing, whatever.

I'm tired and don't want to go on anymore.

So, just fall asleep like this.

"Hi, first time meeting, Luo Tianchen."

...Why, the light spot still didn't disappear, but increased little by little?

"You bastard, how long are you going to sleep? Everyone won't wait for you?"

"Hey, do you want to join the student council with me?"

"In this case, the contract is established. From now on, just live hard for me, understand?"

Chapter 79 Hope and Despair

"That's right... Then, let's call it Tianchen. The dust of the sky is exactly what symbolizes the stars. I hope that this child will become a star (hope) for all of us."

"Together, let's work hard to live."

"I'm sorry, please forgive me, I'm sorry..."

In the empty sea of ​​consciousness, many pictures suddenly appeared.

Some I remember, some I have never seen, but no matter which one is, it is as familiar to me as it has happened before.

In the blurred field of vision, men and women who seemed to be my parents said something tearfully, but their faces were different from the parents I remembered.My heart suddenly felt uncomfortable, and I stretched out my hand to them unconsciously, but the illusions turned into bubbles and disappeared the moment I touched them.

It seems that there is something that should not be forgotten, gradually surfaced, but I can't remember anything.

...It's so strange, I can't remember anything, but tears flow down inexplicably, my heart feels uncomfortable as if someone's hand is clenched tightly, but I can't say anything.

"It's just some insignificant trivial matters. Forget about that boring memory. From then on, there will be no shackles in the world that can restrain you. That's the life you want, isn't it?" Another voice of mine suddenly came here A sea of ​​consciousness sounded, and at that moment, all the light spots dissipated, and a deeper darkness rushed towards me.

...Yes, just like she said, I'm tired.

Born from a blank memory, meeting and parting with various people, Feng Ziyue, Ye Siya, Andrea... I am afraid of meeting, and even more afraid of losing after meeting, so I pray so much .

Wouldn't it be a better choice for us if we didn't meet each other from the beginning?

Whether no one remembers me in the world, or I turned into a little girl, maybe it's because I subconsciously longed for a world where no one knows me, and it came true in that form.

If there is no encounter, there will be no parting; if there is nothing from the beginning, then it is impossible to lose.

That's why she was born, that, me as a witch.

"It seems that you finally understand."

Yeah, thanks to you, I finally figured it out.

...now is not the time to take a nap.

The white light illuminates the dark deep sea.

"Huh? The freedom you hoped for is only one step away. Are you an idiot for turning around at this time?"

Maybe that's the case.But ah, I still have unfulfilled promises, if I abandon those promises and run away without authorization, I won't look like a man at all, right?

"Hmph, just throw away all those boring things. Anyway, they are just the chains and shackles that those guys put on you without authorization. Love and hate, joy and sorrow, past and future, compassion and cruelty, Fear and courage, for you and me, are all unnecessary existences, as long as you are me, it is enough."

Yes, if possible, I also want to get rid of them all in one go.But I am a coward.

"..."

Because you let me understand that I don't have nothing, there are still many people who need me in this world, how can I betray their expectations and walk away?Just thinking about their disgusted expressions made me terrified.

"It's really boring."

It may be so for you.Yearning for absolute freedom (nothingness), even "obsession" itself cannot become a cage to imprison you. From this point of view, you are purer than any witch I have ever met.But, because of this, as long as there are people who need me, I will never be you.

"Then, let me see with your own eyes the evil consequences of the wrong path that you betrayed your true desire."

I won't let you do that because I haven't lost yet.

The lost feeling came back little by little, at first it was the coldness of the body, followed by severe pain, and the feeling of powerlessness from excessive use of force.

I slowly opened my eyes, and there was still the empty library in front of me, with all kinds of books scattered at my feet.There was no one around but me.