So I became a witch
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Watching relatives die one by one in front of me with my own eyes, but nothing can be changed.
"What kind of gentle princess...I'm nothing but a waste that can't do anything." Silia slowly covered her eyes with her arms, tears streaming down her face.
If he could have reminded the royal brother and sister that they were fleeing earlier, if he could have discovered the huge hatred hidden in Steller's heart earlier, wouldn't all of this have happened?
Chapter 140 Seven Legends
...No, exactly, no matter what she did, the ending would not change.That is doomed fate, no one can beat fate.
"So that's it, you gave up."
Tenostine's words pierced into Silia's heart like the tip of a needle, and she shouted hysterically as if she had been stung by something: "Yeah! I gave up! So what! Anyway, I never No one expects me! No matter what I do, I will fail! I've had enough! Everyone will die anyway, so no matter what I do, can it change! The result... just can't do anything..."
Tenostine scratched his cheek, showing a rare troubled expression: "Well, I still can't understand human emotions. For us, strong and weak, right and wrong, crime and punishment, Everything is doomed from the beginning of its birth, its path and ending. To use human words to describe it, it is 'fate'. You are different from other guys, you have not inherited much Even if your aptitude as a human being is not outstanding enough, it can only be said to be mediocre. No matter how hard you try, you will not be able to reach much level. This is your 'destiny'."
"...I already knew about that kind of thing." From a very young age, Xilia understood one thing, that is, she did not have the talent.No matter how hard you try, you can't catch up with your brothers and sisters. For those nobles, the only value you have in yourself is your status as a royal princess.
So, I escaped from that banquet full of false smiles, and ended up getting lost just like that.
In the dark street, there was no one. Fear and anxiety surrounded Xilia, and she couldn't get rid of it no matter what.
die.At that time, she suddenly understood the meaning of this word.
No one will care about her, no one will come to her, she will always be lost until she dies.Thinking of this, Celia couldn't help crying.
"Is anyone there?" In the dark night, another voice suddenly came out.
Xilia was so frightened that she stopped crying and curled up in a ball in the corner.Gradually the footsteps were getting closer, and Xilia closed her eyes tightly.Is it a monster?bad guy?Or……
"are you alone?"
It was a girl's voice.Silia opened her eyes cautiously, and then saw, like an elf, an incredible girl.
"It's so late, what are you doing here?" The girl who was about my age said, her voice was as crisp as a wind chime.The clothes on her body were quite simple, but it still couldn't hide that strange beauty.
"I..." Celia sobbed softly.
"It looks like I got lost." The girl immediately made a judgment, "Do you know how to get back?"
Xilia shook her head with sobs, her emotions gradually stabilized.
"Well, think about it. But I can't stay with you for too long. Mom is still waiting for me."
Xilia suddenly became nervous again. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't open her mouth.
"So, hurry up and find your way back."
The hand was gently held.Xilia stood up unconsciously, and ran following the girl's footsteps. The fear and anxiety just now disappeared miraculously, as if they had never happened before.On the deserted street, only two people's footsteps echoed in the emptiness, as if the whole world only belonged to them.
Not long after, the flow of people on the street gradually increased, and the street lights on both sides also became brighter.
"The next thing, it doesn't matter if you are alone, right?" After finishing speaking, the girl's figure disappeared into the crowd.
Silia stared blankly at her left hand, where the touch of a handshake still remained.Not long after, the guards who heard the news surrounded her heavily, and she finally returned to her familiar home again.
As a result, I was reprimanded by my brother and sister.However, that incredible experience was forever remembered in her heart. Even if it was only a short ten minutes, even though the other party's face had long been blurred, even though she was only five years old at that time, she still never forgot it.
Yes, it turns out that I have been longing to pursue that figure.I want to become beautiful and powerful like her, so I have been working hard all the time.
However, it still failed.Sure enough, the ugly duckling can never become a white swan, only the guy who is originally a swan egg can become a white swan.
"However, it is precisely because I don't want to be willing to be resigned to the destiny, so I have worked hard until now, right?" Thanostin said leisurely.
Unwilling...?Celia clenched her fists.Yes, how could she be willing?Whether it was the killing of her relatives or what Streller said, she couldn't accept it.but……
"No matter how hard you try, you can't do it...you can only give up, right?"
Reality is different from ideals. Idealists will exaggerate and tell you the beauty of dreams and the importance of hard work. If you don't succeed, you must not work hard enough.But the reality will give you a hammer and tell you mercilessly that there are things in this world that you can't do even if you work hard.Just like fish cannot live without water, and cats cannot fly in the air, as long as you are a human being, you will eventually meet your own limit.
"... In the past, there was a human being who saved the world." Tenostine's eyes suddenly drifted to the distance, as if he was recalling something from the past, "overcoming many obstacles, experiencing countless lives and deaths, and finally , and successfully recaptured the world that belongs to humans. Because of this, she was revered as the 'Star Emperor' and has always been admired."
"Is she strong?" Celia asked softly.
"Of course! That's a woman that even gods and demons are afraid of! Even if I think about it, I still want to break out in cold sweat." Thanostin showed a nostalgic expression, "But, that person, from the beginning At the beginning it was not that strong, not even weak, probably even if it accidentally fell and died, it would not surprise people, it was completely trash. Of course, what I am talking about here Miscellaneous fish do not refer to the kind of undergrown strong. Just like a kitten and a tiger cub, although they are almost the same when they are just born, but as they grow older, the gap between races becomes larger. It will gradually appear. Even if you are a fledgling novice, after many battles, the trash fish will always be the trash fish, and the strong will gradually grow into the real strong. By the way, if you are a cub, That guy is a kitten. Her aptitude is so poor that it is so hopeless."
Chapter 140 Eight Blood of God
"This is...a lie, right?" Silia whispered.In the past myths and legends of the kingdom, there are indeed some pen and ink records that there was once such a human being who challenged and defeated the gods, so the gods were sealed and fell into an eternal sleep.If all the immortals who are at the top of the gods say so, then naturally it cannot be a lie.But is such a thing really possible?
"Are you doubting? Well, it's true that even we are unbelievable. But, she really did it. She crossed an absolutely impossible obstacle, rewritten the 'Mandate of Heaven', and even gods and demons have to recognize it. It is Star King——Lutias. If it is her, no matter how incredible things are, she can do it, because she has such incredible and convincing power. Perhaps, even that A realm that even our god-kings have never surpassed... No, it’s nothing. Well, the reason why I told you this is not to let you deliberately learn from that freak, but to tell you that people can Well, it doesn’t matter if it’s a god, from the moment of birth, the ‘destiny’ is already doomed. But even so, there is still the possibility of transcending the ‘destiny’, or even...rewriting the ‘destiny’.”
"Rewrite...'Destiny'?" Xilia's body trembled slightly.
"That's right, that's right. So, let's make a choice. Accept it, or give it up?" Tenostine stretched out a finger, and a blue light appeared on the fingertip, and she quickly swiped on her wrist. After a while, bright red slowly seeped out of the plain white and slender skin.
"This is..." Celia looked at her puzzled.
"This is the 'God's Blood'. Your ancestors also received this blood, gained the power beyond the mortal world, and became an existence between humans and gods, that is, the descendants of God's blood."
"Ancestors... descendants of divine blood..." Silia stared blankly at the blood flowing down Thanostin's wrist, and her body wanted to desire it beyond reason.
"However, there is one thing that must be stated in advance. For human beings, the blood of God is not only a rare secret medicine, but also the most powerful poison in the world. Among billions of people, there is only one person who can barely adapt to the blood of God. , and the higher the level of gods, the chances of being able to adapt will also decrease. We are not boasting, but we are also one of the twelve supreme gods. Although the power is almost lost now, not everyone can follow suit Accept our blood casually?"
"So, why me? Shouldn't there be someone more suitable than me? Layla, Lily, and many others, shouldn't they be more qualified than me? Even if I really get It will certainly not be able to do anything." Xilia lowered her head.
"Well, it may be true. But, gods don't just help humans casually, okay? Whether it's this world or the humans here, life or death has nothing to do with us. The reason why we help you , It’s just because of the last agreement. Other than you, are you not qualified to let us donate the ‘blood of God’? In other words, this is something that only you can do.”
"What can only me do?" Silia not only clenched her fists, "... As long as I have that, can even me become stronger?"
"Well, of course, if it works."
"...if it fails?" Celia asked.
"Well, you will die." Tenostine said calmly, "If you are afraid, you can refuse, even if you do nothing, no one will blame you. However, as the child said, This is the last chance."
"...I understand, I will accept." Xilia raised her head, the confusion in her eyes still existed, but her voice had become firmer.
"Oh, is this really good?"
She has been avoiding it all the time, using her lack of talent as an excuse, unable to look directly at her own weakness.As long as there are brothers and sisters, he is a superfluous existence.No matter how hard you try, you can't do better than them, so just give up.Celia kept using this excuse to deceive herself and spent 16 years of nothingness.
However, he never expected that even such a powerful brother, sister, and father would disappear from his side so suddenly.From then on, no one would reprimand me so gently, and no one could stand in front of me.Scared of Silia who faced this fact, that's why she wanted to escape into the dream world.Even now, his body is still shaking, resisting the news of his brother and sister's death.
"...But, I am a royal family."
Even if he is always ridiculed, even if he is not recognized, he is still a member of the royal family.
"Listen well, Xilia, the so-called royal family should stand at the forefront, defending the existence of the country and the people." When I closed my eyes, I still remembered the teachings my father taught me when I was a child.
"In that case, won't you be afraid?" I asked myself puzzled.
My father stroked his head with a smile: "Of course I will be afraid. As long as you are a human being, you must be afraid of something in your heart. But if even we escape, then who will protect other people who are afraid? If you are afraid, you must stand up firmly, this is the king."
In the past, I didn't understand the truth, but now I vaguely understand it.With the strength of the brothers and sisters, even if they cannot defeat their opponents, they should be able to escape.However, they did not do so.In order to protect the other people, I did my best and fought to the last moment.
Now, even they are down.The only person who can protect this world is himself.
"...So, I also want to be like them. That way, someone who can protect other people."
"It seems that you have already made a decision." Tenostin said, "However, there is another point to be explained. Using the 'God's Blood' can indeed give you power, but this power is not It is costless. It will make you give up the human part and get closer to the existence of God. Countless people fail and die halfway because they cannot give up these things.”
"Give it up, what?"
"Well, I'm not very clear about it. After all, this is the first time I've bestowed 'divine blood' on human beings. Probably, such as your emotions, or memories from the past, isn't that right?"
"...I see." Celia said.Her body trembled subconsciously, but even so, she grabbed Tenostine's left hand with all her strength, moved her body closer, and gently licked up the bright red blood.
Chapter 140 Nine Nightmare
Although it looks like blood on the outside, it is actually a completely different existence.There is a sweet taste in Tynostin's blood, like a poppy drink, addictive.
The inside of her body was burning, but that burning sensation did not bring pain to Xilia. Instead, she had a unique feeling. She clearly felt the change in herself, which was the evolution of humans and gods, even in history Few of them have ever received such treatment.Every cell in the body is cheering, as if it has been reborn.
But, with it comes a sense of emptiness.It seems that something is being gradually forgotten.As Thanostin said, the price of evolution towards God is to give up the human part.Emotions, memories, or more.
In a trance, Xilia seemed to spread the wings of her body behind her. She raised her head and flew to the unreachable sky.On the other side of the sky, countless bright stars intertwined. She stretched out her hand to touch, but her wings suddenly scattered to the mortal world. Once again bound by gravity, she fell heavily into the boundless and clear ocean.On the edge of the sea cliff, it seems that someone is singing, with the brilliance of the bright moon shining behind it, the singing is gentle and lonely, and the tail of a meteor streaks across the sky.Xilia tried hard to see that person's appearance clearly, but her body sank faster, as if countless hands were tearing her limbs and dragging her into the abyss.
Who are you?Who are you?Who are you?Silia kept asking this question repeatedly in her heart, but of course, there was no answer.Her eyes gradually blurred until the last gleam of light dissipated.
Ah, that's it.A voice moaned in her head.
The darkness completely swallowed her everything, and the world of nothingness enveloped her.
From now on, no one can see the "eternity" here.
"Plop." From nowhere, came the sound of someone falling into the water.Xilia moved subconsciously. She raised her head curled up between her knees slightly, and saw a figure swimming towards her rapidly.
"Why...you?" Celia was stunned.Her hand was tightly held, and the figure was pulled down forcefully, and the darkness that was holding on to Xilia loosened.Instead, that figure was locked in darkness, and Xilia's body began to gradually rise up.
No, no, no, no, no!
It shouldn't be like this!
Why...is it you?
Xilia desperately stretched out her hand towards the other party, but her body kept floating upwards involuntarily.She watched helplessly as the figure that took her place was dragged by countless hands in the darkness, sinking into the bottomless abyss little by little.
"...!!!!" She called out the name loudly.
……
"In the end, did it still fail?" Tina asked softly, looking at Thanostin who walked out of the tent.
Tenostine yawned big: "Hmm. That guy's obsession is stronger than I imagined. It looks so soft on the outside, but the human part is surprisingly firm. It's really interesting. Well, humans."
"if that's the case……"
"No, it's not dead. After all, I promised to help her once. I sealed part of her memory, her weakness, her weakness, and the past related to someone. When she wakes up again If you do this, you will definitely become the virtuous king you expected. But, is it really good to do this? Maybe it will lead to an irreparable ending?"
"Well, that's enough. She will become the king under the light, and I will be her shadow, just like gods and demons. I will bear all the darkness and truth that she doesn't need to know." Tina said softly.
"It seems that you don't hate your sister you have never met as much as you imagined?"
"Who knows." Tina put on her hood again, showed a faint smile, and quickly disappeared again.
"Anyway, I've already done what I promised to that guy. After finally accumulating a little bit of strength, it was completely exhausted. The next thing, even if you come to me, I can't do much, okay?"
"Well. Originally, this was a war that belonged to humans. For gods, you should just sit on your own god's seat and don't move around." Tina said.
"Huh, this unpleasant character, I really learned it from that guy." Thanostin smiled, his body gradually became transparent, and finally disappeared completely.
Finally, is it time to start?No, it's over.
Tina's body couldn't help trembling with excitement.After getting the truth about the world and her past from that person, Tina has been acting in secret.Not being understood by anyone, even if he deceives everyone, he still has to stick to that lonely road.
For the future of this world, and at the same time, to respond to that person's expectations.
For this reason, she did not hesitate to give up everything.
……
Steller, who woke up from a deep sleep, opened his eyes subconsciously, and heaved a sigh of relief after realizing that he was still in that familiar space.She has never been a person with a sense of security, so every time she rests, she will bury her body deeply in a small space like a cat, and the tightness around her will give her a little comfort.
Steller turned over, and the cardboard boxes on her body "rusted" to the side.
After a long time, I had a dream.Steller yawned big, thinking while stretching her graceful figure.
I can't remember the content of the dream clearly, it seems to be related to my past, and it's not a big deal.However, for some reason, it made people feel a little warm.The sky outside has already brightened. Although the royal family is almost wiped out, those big nobles quickly seized power, tried to maintain the same as before, and even started to distribute a special potion, the purpose is to make the rest of the unknown Avoid disquieting the public, who mistakenly believe that nothing has changed.
It's like boiling a frog in warm water.Steller sneered in his heart.
Those great nobles will definitely try their best to push all the crimes to the Black Feather Cult, and those stupid people will naturally believe everything they say.Little did they know that the real darkness had already hidden among them.
However, those don't matter anymore.There is only one thing to do from beginning to end.
That is to take revenge on this corrupt world.
Chapter 150 Undead
Steller slowly left his room.There was no one in the dilapidated corridor of the vine-covered teaching building, and the end could be seen as far as the eye could see.
"Hey." She carefully stepped over the thick branches seeping into the room from the window, wandering in the huge space.The artificial sun outside the house gradually rises, symbolizing the arrival of a new day.
There are fewer people.Steller whispered to himself softly.She couldn't help but think of the scene when she first came here, completely reduced to the ruins of the plant paradise, and with everyone's joint efforts, it gradually became their home.
"Give me everything you have, strength, life, or hatred. Let me take care of everything for you. From now on, you only need to live for yourself."
Whenever a newcomer joins, Steller will say this to him.
During this process, people kept leaving and new children joined in.They are the weak in a group, but also a group of avengers with hatred.And Steller is not only their leader, but also the manifestation of their wishes.
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