Is that right... In the end, I still couldn't hold that hand.

"..."

Damn, now is not the time to regret!If I'm not mistaken, the voice should come from the center of the tree. It seems that Sister Sleeping Guan has indeed reached the destination one step before me, but I don't know what happened to cause her to scream like that, but now There is only one thing I have to do.

Before I knew it, the giant tree that was far away in the sky seemed to be approaching all of a sudden. I squinted my eyes and faintly saw two different figures appearing under the trunk.One knelt on the ground for some unknown reason, while the other stood in front of her, looking down at something.

"Sister Sleeper?" I quickened my pace, and finally saw the figure kneeling on the ground, and it was indeed Sister Sleeper who screamed just now.Her face was pale, her hands were desperately covering her ears, her out-of-focus eyes were staring at the front in a trance, and she kept making small voices:

"It's not me...it's not me...it's me...it's me..."

"Hey! Wake up! What the hell is going on?" I yelled, but now she seemed to be unable to hear me at all.

"It wasn't me...it was me...it was me...killed her..."

No, I can't wake her up at all.During the time I was away, what happened to make her become like this?

I turned my gaze to another person.Even after seeing me coming, the expression on her face still didn't change much, standing there silently like a sculpture.

"Yin Xingchen, or the 'fourth son'... no, whatever, can you tell me what happened to her?" I asked that figure.

Yin Xingchen (?) nodded, and said softly: "She found what she wanted, so it became like this."

"The thing of hope? Ah! Could it be that it is memory?"

"exactly."

So, from the very beginning, the reason why Sister Bed Guan appeared in this village was to retrieve the forgotten memories of 400 years ago?But why, did she become like this again?

Could it be that I can only wait here and ask her the truth after she recovers?Or rather...

I looked at Yin Xingchen (?), and gritted my teeth: "Well, I'm sorry, can I also take a look at the memories she regained?"

Yin Xingchen's (?) complexion changed slightly: "Are you sure you want to do this?"

"Ah, after all, originally, I came here to pursue the truth of 400 years ago. So, please."

"Understood, then..." Yin Xingchen gently placed his hand on my forehead, and in an instant, white light enveloped my whole body.

(The two chapters were posted together, and I slowly made up for what I owed before)

Chapter 130 Three The Past

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When consciousness returned to the body, Qing Yun finally opened his eyes.

The sky outside the window is as dark as ever. It might be better to say that this kind of weather is the normal state of the "fantasy world", but occasionally when I feel depressed, I hope to bask in the sun.

After this war is over, go find a job where you can stay in the sun all day.she thinks.Having made up her mind, she slowly sat up from the bed, changed into her uniform and washed briefly, then went to the only restaurant in the camp.

It's still early for the meeting time, but the lights in the kitchen have already been turned on. He was busy in the clinic until late at night, but he got up early to prepare breakfast. It really makes people wonder if this guy doesn't need to rest at all.

"Ah, it's Xiaoyun? Sorry, please wait a moment, the steamed buns will be ready soon."

Qing Yun, who originally planned to leave just like that, was suddenly noticed by the kitchen staff because of the sound of touching the corner of the table.

"...No, no need, I'm not very hungry."

This is of course a lie.Since the end of the mission the day before yesterday, she has kept herself locked in the room. Even with a mortal physique, her stomach is already growling with hunger.

"It's not good to lie. Alright, alright, since you're here, sit down honestly." The voice said.

Although she wanted to turn her head and leave, as the girl said, she didn't even have the strength to refute now, so she sat silently on the chair.After a while, the girl who came out of the back kitchen walked cautiously into the hall holding a steamer half as tall as her.The opened lid was accompanied by a large puff of steam, which filled the entire room at once.Qingyun didn't care about the heat, and directly picked up a bun and put it in her mouth. The familiar aroma she felt from the tip of her tongue made her forget the status quo for a while.

"……good to eat."

"Really? It would be great if it suits your taste." The girl said with a smile.

"...Why did you suddenly think of steamed buns?"

"Huh? Ah, because I think it will be the first anniversary of Xiaoyun coming to our camp, and the Chinese New Year will be soon, so I want to make something different, like a steamer, please ask the logistics department My sister specially helped prepare it. Because it’s the first time I’m making it, I’m not proficient at all, and it took a long time for filling stuffing. However, it’s good if it suits your taste.”

Qing Yun was speechless for a while.She is the only one who spends so much effort doing such boring things even though it is still a time of war.

...However, such a feeling is not bad.

Speaking of which, it turns out that I have been in this camp for almost a year?Qingyun was in a trance for a while.From excitement at the beginning, to restlessness, to despair, and finally numbness, many students and comrades in arms at the same time as her died in the tide of virtual beasts again and again, only herself, relying on that little bit of lucky shit Luckily, survived till now.However, the war never ends. If this continues, one day I will be killed alone and helpless like everyone else.

Thinking of such a cold future, her body began to tremble uncontrollably.

I don't want to die, but I want to continue to live, I want to experience the feeling of falling in love with others, I want to have the proof that I am alive in this world, and spend my life happily surrounded by children.However, such a wish is still so far away and out of reach for her now.

"So, do you want another one?" The girl's words dragged her back to reality, and she was noticing that the buns in her hand had been eaten at some point.

Facing the girl's warm smile like the sun, she hesitated for a moment.

"……Um."

In the end, hunger trumped reason.

After breakfast, it was the fixed training time every day. As the main manager of the entire camp, Yin Xingchen would only appear in front of everyone at this time, and was responsible for answering some questions and doubts on the road of practice.It is the dream of every demon hunter to have such a strong person who has stepped into the peak of Xingyan as a teacher, which is why there are so many student unions eager to join Camp 103.However, only those who come here in person will understand the true meaning of war.

Qing Yun quickly put aside the confusion in her heart and focused all her attention on the captain's explanation.In this cruel battlefield, only strength can keep you alive, and every point of strength increases the chance of survival.She deeply understands this truth, so she has never slacked off on such an opportunity to improve her strength.So in this short period of one year, she has just entered the level of the fourth level of the mortal world, and stepped into the fifth level of the mortal world, and even just one step away, she was able to reach the limit for ordinary people.If her former classmates knew about it, she would definitely feel extremely envious, but only she could understand what kind of cruel hell she had gone through when she got to this point.

After the explanation in the morning, everyone finished their lunch, and it was time for the simulated training session in the afternoon. During this time, all team members will be divided into groups freely, and select members with similar strength to them for combat practice.

"Never let your guard down! Think of your opponent as an imaginary beast fighting on the battlefield! Once hesitant or afraid, it means death!" The instructor's roar resounded throughout the camp.

"Yes!" Everyone answered in unison, and then they did not dare to slack off and devoted themselves to training.The winner of the training battle will have the priority to order vegetables, which is one of the few places that can be contested for everyone who doesn't have much entertainment.

"Speaking of which, tonight's dish seems to be a long-lost beef stew~~~"

"Oh!!!!!"

The instructor pretended to be casual and aroused the desire of all the staff at once.

Saying "Sorry" silently in his heart, Qing Yun mercilessly beat up his opponent with the training equipment.Only tonight's dish is something she will never give up.

After the afternoon training session, the winners feast on the fruits of success while the losers sit dejectedly waiting for the leftovers to cool.The time from night to before going to bed, if it is not a special case, is generally used for the free entertainment of the team members. It is rare for everyone to relax. Some people choose to read in the lounge, and some choose to play chess and cards with other team members. Fight, or bet on tomorrow's meal, or choose the next "gift selection" right.And every time at this time, Qing Yun would sneak into the training ground alone and carry out unfinished training.

(There is only one chapter for today)

Chapter 130 Four: The Past

Stepping forward, swinging the sword, retreating.She forced herself to recall every detail of the battle she had experienced in the past year, while imagining how she should deal with the same situation again.

Must be faster, faster, faster...

"good evening."

"!!!" The sudden voice startled Qing Yun, she swung her sword almost subconsciously and slashed behind her, but the blade of the sword immediately seemed to be embedded in a boulder, no matter how hard she exerted it, it remained motionless.

"It's amazing to still be practicing at such a late hour." The voice praised.

Only then did Qing Yun come to his senses, and put the sword back into its sheath in a panic: "Hold, sorry, I didn't expect it to be you, Elvis vice-captain."

"Concentrating on training is a good thing, but you must also pay attention to the movement around you."

"Yes, thank you for your guidance." Qing Yun lowered her head, not only to express her apology, but also to cover her flushed cheeks.

Although Elvis is currently only serving as a military doctor in the team, his strength has long been self-evident. The issue of whether he is stronger than Captain Yin Xingchen has long been debated fiercely in private, but I personally But it seems that he has never cared about these things, and he always smiles at everyone, showing the side of a caring big brother.It was his tenderness and strength that deeply attracted the eyes of every girl, Qing Yun was no exception.

"Speaking of which, have you ever seen Qian Mo's figure?" Elvis said casually.

"...Do you need to find her?"

"Ah, it's already the appointed time, but she didn't show up at the clinic, so I wondered if something happened, so I came to her." Elvis said with a smile.

...Ah, it's Ye Qianmo again.

Although he is very gentle with everyone, only that girl is different.

As long as it's about that girl, no matter what it is, I'll be there immediately.

Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo, Ye Qianmo... Why do you keep mentioning that girl's name?Obviously I am standing in front of you, why can't you just look at me more?

……Do not.

It is because of this that I will understand.

In that girl, there is everything that I don't have.

Weak, gentle, kind, beautiful.As long as it is a man, it is impossible not to be fascinated by such a child, right?

The emotions that I and Elvis have are essentially the same.

That is, love.

...so painful.

Why, why is it her?

She obviously can't do anything, yet she enjoys all the favors in the world to herself.Be it captain Yin Xingchen or vice-captain Elvis, everyone's eyes are always on that child.

So, as long as she's not here, it's fine, right?As long as she's not here, even I can...

"!!!" Qing Yun shook his head desperately, trying to throw out all the dark thoughts in his heart.Why did I suddenly have such an idea?Obviously that girl did nothing wrong.Just to make myself happy, I don't hesitate to spend so long preparing food, even if I get hurt all over my body.

The person you really hate is actually yourself.

"...If it was Ye Qianmo, maybe he would be in the back woods now?" Qing Yun took a deep breath and said deliberately pretending that nothing happened.Although she was now in the mood to escape quickly, it was not entirely groundless, at least she had seen Ye Qianmo appear in the back woods several times, and she didn't know what she was doing.

"Really? Then thank you. Also, don't be too late for training." Elvis waved goodbye with a smile, not doubting him at all.Qing Yunchang heaved a sigh of relief, not even noticing the faint smile on Elvis' face as he left.

In the end, because he was afraid of bumping into Elvis on the way back, Qing Yun chose to continue training until very late, and he dragged his body slowly towards the camp until he was exhausted physically and mentally.

In a trance, someone else suddenly appeared on the dark road that was originally empty.

"Who is it?" Qing Yun asked in a deep voice.

"Ah, sorry, I didn't expect someone to be here at this late hour." The other party replied immediately.

Qing Yun was stunned for a moment, and immediately recognized that figure was the girl he had only thought of before.

"Ye Qianmo... Shouldn't you be called by the vice-captain?"

"Ah, because the study was late, I realized that I hadn't finished the work here, so I hurried back." Ye Qianmo replied immediately.

"Things? But this is obviously the back land, right?"

"...Well, that's it?" Ye Qianmo said vaguely, which also aroused Qing Yun's curiosity.

"Is there anything I can do to help?"

"No, it's already late, it's better to go to bed early?"

"If two people do it together, it will be faster than one person."

"...I see." Ye Qianmo sighed, as if she had given up on continuing to argue, but let Qingyun follow behind.

After a while, the two came to the open space in front of the back woods.This is the first time Qing Yun has come to this place, the dark space is accompanied by the icy cold wind, and the only light source is the lantern in Ye Qianmo's hand, which is indescribably weird.

Ye Qianmo silently walked to the side of a raised small soil bag, and there seemed to be a distorted stone tablet standing in front of the small soil bag.She slowly took out the small broom and rag that she carried with her, and carefully cleaned the fallen leaves and dust beside the stele; after cleaning the first piece, she immediately walked to the second piece, and continued to repeat the same thing , and then the third piece, and the fourth piece... Qing Yun, who witnessed Ye Qianmo's strange behavior, finally couldn't help but speak out:

"Where are these steles?"

"Hmm... I guess it's a tombstone I made for everyone in the past. Ah, of course I got the captain's permission."

"Tombstones? Are you talking about these?" Qing Yun turned his camera and looked at the hundreds of stone monuments surrounding him, making an unbelievable sound.

"Well. Because many people couldn't find the remains, so they could only find some relics left in the camp as substitutes." Ye Qianmo said softly, her face no longer had the usual smile, and her eyes were full of looking at the tombstone. It's mourning.

Do not understand, do not understand.

"Why, do such a meaningless thing?"

"……Hey?"

"After a person dies, there is nothing left. Whether it's a tombstone or a mourning, it's all just the psychological comfort that cowards give themselves."

(Although the exam is over, there is still no holiday. There are still many things to do. Before the 17th, there should be only single changes and no double changes.)

Chapter 130 Five: The Past

Therefore, I absolutely don't want to die in such a place where there is nothing.

"Maybe it's just like what Xiaoyun said. After death, there is nothing left. But, at least we should leave a proof of our existence in this world. That's what I think. Well, although it may be my wishful thinking That's all." Ye Qianmo said softly, "I'm sorry, it's so late to trouble you to do this kind of thing with me."

"...It's nothing, just treat it as a favor for breakfast."

"Really? If you like, I can make buns every day."

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