So I became a witch

"You, don't you like being with me?"

"How come!" I hurriedly waved my hands, "I also like to be with the stars. If there is a chance, I still want to watch the stars with you and listen to you tell their names and stories."

"Then why are you leaving?"

"Because I want to find the value of my own life."

"?"

I chuckled and said: "Xing may not understand it, but since I became conscious, I have been living in the Starry Night Garden, treated like a princess, and I can get whatever I want, no matter who treats me They are all respectful, no matter what I do, I don’t need to do anything, everyone tells me that’s fine. However, a voice in my heart tells me that this is wrong. After that, I fell in love with reading. Then At that time, I thought, if I can also have powerful power like the protagonist in the story, can I help others, and I will also become useful. Under this opportunity, I awakened the power of the Void Eye , secretly learned the skills of everyone in the house, and then proudly showed it to Sister Qin, so that she could understand that I am not a vase. Who knew that she scolded me and strictly forbade me to use this kind of skill again. Ability, because of this, I was depressed for a long time. I once wondered if I was useless at all. I just wanted to live like those princesses in the story who can’t do anything and can only wait for the arrival of the prince and the brave. This idea , didn’t change until I met a star.”

Xing didn't say a word, and listened to me quietly.

"Because the stars are different from other people, you told me a lot about the stars, and you listened carefully when I told you the stories in the book. That was the first time I felt the value of my existence , so I want to repay your trust. I thought about it, and there is only one thing, and that is to go to see the starry sky in every place in the world with you." His expression changed slightly.

"However, Xingyou disappeared so suddenly. I have always blamed myself for this, wondering if I said something wrong. Later, I understood my true identity, and I also knew that I had been asked to stay in the manor Do you know what my first reaction was when I learned the truth? It was not anger, not despair, but happiness. Because my existence is not worthless, and I am truly alive!"

"In that case, why go?"

"...Sure enough, it's still too capricious. He suddenly said 'you are a container that can bear sin', 'as long as you live, the number of monsters born from sin will decrease a lot, and human beings will be spared from harm',' You are the savior' these words, anyone would be as at a loss as I am! And how can there be such a savior in this world, who said that as long as he is alive, he can save the world? Lie to the children! More importantly, , Why should I be the savior of those guys I have never met! Sorry, I am not a saint, the value I pursue is not so noble. I want to live, not for the world, but for A real person is alive. I want to find that person, who can prove the meaning of my existence, who is worth protecting with all my heart, even if I sacrifice my life, so I want to leave this home. Am I It's weird? She's obviously a girl, but she wants to protect someone..." I laughed at myself.

"No, I'm exactly..."

"What's wrong?" Xing's voice became smaller and smaller, so that I couldn't hear the second half of what she said at all.

"Then, can't I?"

Facing her eyes as clear as the stars, my heart was greatly shaken, and it took me a long time to say with difficulty: "The words of the stars are not acceptable."

"……why?"

"Because Xing is the one who saved me, I don't want to rely too much on you, otherwise you will find it troublesome, right? It's because I was too clingy to you, so you disappeared? So, instead of making you hate me , I might as well leave before then." I scratched my head and said embarrassedly.

"...you don't understand anything."

"???"

"Are you leaving me again?"

Before I could react, I was enveloped by a burst of great sadness.My eyes went dark, my body knelt down involuntarily, the blood in my whole body seemed to be flowing backwards, my chest seemed to be pressed by a huge rock, and I couldn't speak, only the desperate pain lingered in my heart, unable to dissipate.

So uncomfortable, so painful.

Who can help me?

Suddenly, all the pain disappeared at the same time. When I came back to my senses, I found myself in a gazebo, standing in front of a girl in a white robe with long white hair, but her face was like It was shrouded in mist, and it was not clear at all.

Chapter 110 Two Different Worlds

"Are you leaving?" She asked softly. For some reason, the girl's voice sounded quite familiar to my ears.

"Hmm." I said firmly.

"Really...then, goodbye." The girl said softly.

"Goodbye."

My eyes blurred, and the scene changed again. This time I was sitting alone on the blood-stained throne, and the girl next to me held a silk scarf and gently wiped away the blood from my wound.

"You, are you leaving?"

"Ah."

"Really...then, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

The picture turned again, forests, mountains, lakesides, grasslands, tombs... Scenes flashed in my eyes like slides.My appearance is changing, and the surrounding environment is also changing. The only thing that remains the same is the white-haired girl who has been by my side all the time, and the conversation that has been repeated countless times.

"You, are you leaving?" This time I was facing the sea of ​​clouds, with the abyss beneath my feet.Like the beginning of every time, the girl still stood by my side and asked the words that I had already heard.What's different is that the mist covering the girl's face seems to have lightened a lot.

Who are you?Who are you?I yelled in my heart, but I couldn't make a sound.For them, I am just a bystander who shares this vision of the body and cannot make any changes.

"Hmm." 'I' replied as before.

"yes……"

No, no!Can't go on like this!I suddenly realized something, and shouted anxiously in my heart.However, as a matter of course, the owner of this body cannot hear my voice.

"Then, then..." Just as the girl was about to say that sentence, "I" suddenly moved up and blocked what she was about to say next.

"!" It happened so suddenly that the girl and I in this body were all stunned.Time seems to be paused at this moment, turning into eternity.Was it 10 minutes or an hour?When our faces moved away, the girl who had been expressionless all this time finally showed a shake.

"The word goodbye, it's best not to say it casually, okay?" "I" gently touched her head with my hand, "Okay, don't look so sad, I'm not leaving you alone. Don't worry, I will definitely come back. When I finish my work, I will come back to you. At that time, I will say "I'm back" loudly, and you should also answer "Welcome back". So, please Don't die, otherwise, I will be very sad." After speaking, "I" turned my head resolutely, headed towards the cliff, and jumped down.

The body voluntarily turned over in the air, just facing the girl who was getting farther and farther away from me on the edge of the cliff, with tears in her eyes.I finally saw her appearance clearly, and finally understood why my chest was hurting all the time.

Star, is this how you feel?

Countless times of waiting, countless times of parting, countless times of "goodbye", just to hear the sentence "I'm back".

I finally understood what she meant by "goodbye", but it was too late.

Sorry, I'm not the one you're waiting for.

Consciousness, dissipated.

When I woke up again, I was already lying on a wooden bed with a kind old woman sitting beside me, talking with concern in a language I couldn't understand.By gesturing to each other, I roughly understood my situation. It turned out that I passed out in a small forest, and was discovered by the old woman and brought back home.

When exactly did I appear there?Is what happened in that white space reality or my dream?All this is already unknown.

After that, I spent two days learning the language of the world.I said it was this world because in the process of learning the language, I discovered that the history of this world was completely inconsistent with my memory. From this, it can be deduced that I was probably transported to another world by a random teleportation array.In this case, you shouldn't have to worry too much about chasing troops.Fufu, it seems that my luck is really good. I had planned to teleport to outer space. In that case, there would be only a dead end, but in the end I came to another world.

Ah, by the way, the kind old lady who took me in seems to have been a famous bard, so there are a lot of books in the house, and I have been able to understand the general situation of the world.Generally speaking, this world is very similar to the earth I lived in before. It also has a moon and a sun, 24 hours a day and 365 days a year. The degree of civilization is about the same as the 12th and 13th centuries in the world where I used to be. Knowledge has not yet been obtained. Popularity, being firmly controlled by the upper-class nobles, after knowing this, I feel more and more lucky about myself.Ah, one more thing to point out is that this is a world where swords and magic intertwine. Just from this point alone, it can be judged that this is definitely not the world I used to live in. After all, in my common sense, most of the world They are ordinary people without abilities, my family is just an exception, but this world is different, as long as they are individuals, even farmers, they can more or less know some swordsmanship or small magic.At the same time, in this world, everyone must choose their own occupation when they grow up, such as "farmer", "lumberjack", "knight", "magician", and "secretary" are simply copies of the novel world. do not have!

In this world, there are two continents, the Tia Continent, which believes in the creation goddess Tia, and the Shenzhou Continent, which believes in the nature of heaven and earth. They are also called the Western Continent and the Eastern Continent because of the difference in geography.There is only one road connecting the two continents, and the road must pass through a large desert.It is said that there are many legendary and powerful monsters hidden in the desert, and many strong people died in them, so this desert was also named "Dead Sand".The two sides have very little contact, but they are very interested in each other's products. Westerners are eager for silk, porcelain and tea from the East, while Easterners need fruits and spices from the West. Therefore, a special occupation was born: travel merchant.By selling the special products of the East and the West, they earn hundreds of thousands of times of profit. It can be said that as long as they successfully cross the desert once, they can gain endless glory and wealth for several lifetimes.This is why, knowing that the death rate in this desert is so high, many people still take risks and dream of getting rich overnight, but most of them have no bones left. Survived and set foot on the pinnacle of life.

The rest of the land is full of seas, and the monsters inside are even more terrifying, so it is impossible to prove whether there are other continents.

Because I obviously have an oriental appearance, I fabricated my identity as a child of an oriental aristocrat with a poor family. Because my parents wanted to revive their family background, they set foot on the Silk Road between the East and the West, and ended up dying. Shali, only himself escaped balabala by chance.After listening to my words, the villagers expressed their sympathy and were willing to accept me.What a group of good people, I feel a little bit sorry for my conscience.For the next two years, I stayed at my mother-in-law's house, learning from her the languages ​​of the world and the skills necessary to be a bard.Although Olivier, the head of the village who used to be a well-known adventurer, repeatedly hoped that I would make good use of my talent as a magician, so that I might be able to live a noble life again in the future, but after thinking about it, I still chose to be a magician. On the one hand, he wanted to repay the old lady, and on the other hand, he wanted to satisfy his desire to travel around the world, so he finally chose to be a bard.

Soon, my mother-in-law passed away, and I buried her silently. After explaining my wish to the village chief, I left the village.My mother-in-law left me very little, only some mythology and history books, and a tattered necklace.I heard from my mother-in-law that this is a rare magical item that can change a person's appearance, and even a legendary archmage can hardly detect his identity.My mother-in-law told me a lot before she died. She told me that she used to be the princess of a country. Later, the country launched a coup. She escaped by relying on this necklace. She became a bard without leaving any children. , has been living alone until I met me.

"This must be the revelation from the goddess." She said so.My mother-in-law handed this necklace to me and told me that a girl, especially a beautiful girl like you, will definitely encounter a lot of trouble if she is alone. If you use this necklace, it should be better.Also, if possible, I hope I can go to her country.Not for revenge, but to take a good look at her former home instead of her mother-in-law.After finishing speaking, the mother-in-law closed her eyes peacefully forever.I didn't tell anyone about her past, as she wished.In this way, I started my own journey. Needless to say, there are strange and funny adventure groups, ferocious monsters, a dirty beggar old man who claims to be a legendary archmage who wants to take me as an apprentice, and countless others who want to rob me. Lustful robbers... that's right, you heard me right, they just want to quit pornography.It is clear that I have borrowed my mother-in-law's necklace and turned into a man, so why do you still look at me so lewdly, hey!By the way, I used my mother-in-law as the prototype, combined some famous stories from my past world, and published a book about the deeds of the fugitive princess. I used this to earn travel expenses, and it seemed to have a great response among noble girls , I became famous for a while, which I didn't expect.

In this way, while traveling around the world, I recorded all kinds of interesting things, and at the same time, I was looking for hidden dangers in my body and ways to get rid of them.To be honest, I didn't understand what that guy said at the end, what kind of sin, witch, etc. Why do I have to become a monster and lose myself?Or is it actually a disease?Since it is a disease, there must be a cure, right?

Wait for me, sister Qin, and Xing, I will definitely find a solution to my physical problems and come back to you.Then, I'll say out loud:

"I am back."

Chapter 110 Three Akasha Records

Is that...whose memory?

So bleak, so sad, and so moving in its determination.

"Wake up." Someone seemed to say something.

"Hmm." I slowly lifted my right hand out of the quilt, and fumbled for the switch button next to it.

With a "snap", the whole room lit up, and the first thing I saw was Ling sitting by the bed, meticulously reading a book, the title of which was "My Name Is Red".

"... Are you really created by me in the past using myself as a model?"

"Hmm. Why, doubt?"

"That's not to say, even if you say that I became a witch in the past, I won't be too surprised. It's just that I don't like reading that much in my impression, and it's a book with such a gimmick title. Where did you get that?" I shrugged.

"No way, if you stay in that empty space for six years like me, I'm afraid you'll find something to do. By the way, this book is a 7th birthday present from your father. You were obsessed with investigating the case, so you threw it aside."

"Ah, I remember a little bit." Hearing what she said, I also had some impressions, "But why do you insist on reading this book?"

"Anyway, it's a book written by an author who won a Nobel Prize. Although the name is a bit vulgar, it's still pretty good and worth reading. Besides, isn't this what you've been doing all the time?"

"I?"

"Because you know that you are different from other people, so from time to time you will do some things that ordinary people often do, so that you can make yourself more 'human', so that you can disguise yourself and blend in with the crowd."

"What are you talking about? What else can I be if I'm not a human?"

"Actually, you understand it very well in your heart, right? The so-called Void Eye is such a terrifying thing. From the moment you have it, you are no longer a human being, but a god. It's just that you have been refusing to admit this."

"Do you know that your speech is very second-rate? I have never thought about God. If possible, I would rather be an ordinary person."

"That's impossible. Think about it carefully, why does the meaning it represents appear on you. Once you figure out these things, you won't be confused."

"If I knew that there are so many things... Oh right, speaking of the Void Eye, I had a dream again last night, but it didn't seem to be about the memory of me in the past, but a very strange dream. I seemed to be another person, living from her perspective."

"Oh." Ling replied calmly.

"You don't seem surprised at all?"

"There's nothing surprising because it's happened in the past."

"Past? Have I ever had such a dream?"

"Well, and it seems that this cannot be treated simply as a dream. For ordinary people, their brains are most relaxed when they are asleep. At this time, the body's guard will be released, and some information that exists in the air will be accepted into the body. However, because it is too mixed, it will appear in the form of a dream, and it is often completely forgotten shortly after waking up. But this is not the case for you, because your ability to receive information is tens of thousands of times that of ordinary people, so it is natural to be clear Much. If I had to say it, it might be better called 'the memory of the world'."

"The memory of the world?"

"There is a word in Buddhism that specifically explains it, called 'Alaya Consciousness', also known as 'Akashic Records'. Simply put, it means that people believe that there is a book in this world that humans cannot touch. A book that does not exist physically, records all life activities in the book, from the beginning of the universe to the present, whoever gets it, gets the world. Does this saying sound familiar?"

"...Do you want to say that the Akasha records are actually information?"

"Correct solution. The word Aksha is transliterated from the Sanskrit word Akashic, which translates as "under the sky", "space" or "ether". It is a collection of unknowable information, encoded Stored in the ether. In other words, it exists at a non-physical level. Can you now understand how terrifying the Void Eye is?"

"...I still don't understand."

Ling sighed softly: "Let me tell you this, as long as you want, you can completely read any knowledge and laws in the universe, and become an existence that surpasses all life. There is only the word god to describe such a guy Right? Even witches, as long as they still belong to the category of life, they will never be your opponent. However, this is only in theory, your biggest weakness is this body, and the upper limit of your body is the eye of void If you want to fully exert the power of the Void Eye, you must become stronger."

"But I don't really want to become stronger. I'm being forced to look like this now."

"This is not something you can decide. Xuan Qiuze has already told you, the whereabouts of the other fragment. Go to Void Realm to get it back as soon as possible, and meet the final battle."

"Sure enough, I still can't rest?" I sighed, "By the way, you haven't told me about the things I dreamed before."

"If it is the virtual eye in a complete state, it may indeed be able to read the records of the entire universe, but now you can at most have access to some information related to yourself."

"But I don't have the memory of becoming a girl and staying in a European manor at all."

No, wait a minute.Although the content of the dream is very vague, I still vaguely remember some things.

In the dream, I also seemed to have the Void Eye, so I was put under house arrest and finally escaped from the manor.

In other words, is the Void Eye the key?

Organize the information I got from Xia Luohua carefully.It is rare to meet once in a hundred years... Two people will not appear at the same time... There will be no rules...

Nope, still clueless.

For some reason, Ling's complexion became a little strange.She closed the book and said in a blunt tone: "Anyway, it has nothing to do with the present. Compared with this, why not think about what to do today."

makes sense.

"By the way, what about Xuan Qiuze?" I asked casually.After washing up last night, I took her in the form of a great sword to my room. I originally planned to just put it in the corner of the wall casually, but I couldn't bear her pleading, so I put it beside me in the end.Because I was so tired, "Don't break the bed", after saying that, I closed my eyes and fell asleep quickly.Now that I think about it, it’s a bit embarrassing, sleeping with the sword or something, what era of sword idiot am I, not to mention that this sword can turn into a girl at any time.

"In her case, she should prepare breakfast downstairs."

"She still makes breakfast?" I said in surprise.

"Well, it seems that because of living alone for three years, she has learned how to take care of herself. Not to mention the sword form, she is basically the same as ordinary people in human form, and needs to eat food to replenish energy."

What kind of high technology is this?

"Then, that's all I said, I should go back." Ling stretched her waist, as if planning to return to the book.

"That..." I stopped her.

"What do you think I should do in the future?"

"Who knows, it depends on your own choice."

"Exactly." I scratched my head.

"If you have nothing to do, don't call me. I'm exhausted in the outside world." After speaking, Ling disappeared and seemed to have returned to the notebook.

Obviously still reading there.I complained in my heart.

After a brief wash, I knocked on the door of my sister's room, and I successfully got a roar of "It's so noisy!" Well, my sister's waking up is still as serious as ever.

"Ah, master, are you up?" Xuan Qiuzawa greeted me happily. At this time, she was wearing an apron with a bear pattern, frying eggs in a pan in the kitchen, and quickly using a flat spatula when they were almost cooked. Put the poached eggs on the plate with ease, very skillfully.

"It seems that you are quite skilled." I praised.