star guardian, but sword devil

Lux raised her head, stared at the face of the boy who was half a head taller than herself, hesitated for a moment, and then nodded.

"I understand."

Probably... there is really something important.

PS: I endured the pain of diarrhea and insisted on updating another chapter. Shouldn't you give some free tickets?

(Why did I eat that nearly expired drumstick?)

Star Guardian: Chapter 48 Chapter 47 Lux: Obviously I was the first! 【4K】

——The so-called childhood sweethearts, the so-called pure friendship, will only exist when the other party is not attracted. Once one party is attracted, there will be no clear boundary between friendship and love.

Memories are always so real, never deliberately disguised.

Unscrupulous childhood, young but happy chasing and playing, or even more precious memories.

In my memory at that time, the sky was always blue, the wind was light, and I was happy.

At an ignorant and innocent age, they met and accompanied each other...until now.

At least, this is the case for Lux - the past has always been entangled with her, or maybe, she is not willing to let go?

Is it true that the so-called childhood sweethearts are destined to be unrelated as they are in novels and anime?

Sometimes, Lux also feels that she is too stubborn...or is it stubborn?

She also thought about giving up, but whenever she looked at the boy's figure and the smile that never changed in her memory, the strange emotion in her heart would emerge uncontrollably.

The budding love is actually not that great, nor is it as vigorous as in the story.

Just because—he was a coat when she was cold.

In youth, there is always a person who will make you unable to hold back your eagerness to move, make you jealous unconsciously, make the corners of your mouth twitch, anxiety, misunderstanding, tacit understanding...

——People are like rainbows, you will know when you meet them.

In the city under the night, the little lights are gradually lit up, reflecting the twinkling stars in the night sky.

The girl followed the boy obediently, as if she was recalling something, but her expression was still as peaceful and gentle as ever.

"It feels like we haven't walked together at night like this in a long time."

Lux's eyes lingered on the cold streets of the park. The interweaving of the past and the present made her smile and shake her head, her silky soft and delicate hair fluttering.

Kevin raised the corners of his mouth slightly, showing his usual lazy expression, looking at the familiar wonders in the sky, and responded lightly.

"Who told you and Jinx to get together every afternoon and form cliques to exclude me after high school? Me, I always have time."

"Who made us the Guardians of the Stars?"

Lux's voice was as warm as a breeze, but unwavering.

The girl touched the star hairpin on her long hair lightly. It seemed that a little smile appeared on her face because she recalled the past. This was the first birthday gift Kevin gave her when she was in elementary school. ——she regarded it as a jewel.It has never changed and will not change in the future.

"Yeah, who told me not to be the Guardian of the Stars?"

[Is it not enough to have me? 】

Aatrox's voice came out of nowhere at this moment.

Kevin smiled dumbly, felt the phone vibrate, and slid away the screen of the phone, glanced at the message that Foyego had just sent, and asked him when he would be back.He responded with a few perfunctory words, and then put the phone back.

"who is it?"

"My brother, he urged me to go back quickly."

Kevin stretched, even though his back was still a little swollen and sore - honestly, that shot really hurt.

"Your brother is still the same as before."

"He's okay. Except for being like an old lady sometimes, I'm quite free at other times." Speaking of this, Kevin suddenly paused, looked at Lacus beside him, and said angrily: "Compared to Foye Ge, your brother is the one who is really outrageous! After you go back later, your brother will ask you why you came home so late. Don’t tell me. Otherwise, the police force fighting champion is not My small and thin body can handle it! No, no, I'd better talk to Sister Wei later, and let her tell me about Galen's latest itinerary."

Lacus laughed out loud: "Is my brother a demon? How can he be so scary? He, in fact, has always liked you, Kevin."

Sister-in-law is a devil!

"Uh...you mean, it's because of the kind of love that he chased me for two blocks after I was holding hands with you when we were strolling in the park when he found out?"

"At that time, after all, we had only known each other not long ago!" Lacus shyly fiddled with a few strands of hair, looking down at her toes: "Who knew you...you were so bold, you just held my hand as soon as you came up."

"Oh? Didn't you take the initiative to hold my hand?" Kevin was still fooling around, rubbing his chin, recalling the past: "It seems that you were bullied by some children at that time, right?"

"Jinx was bullied." Lux said quietly, "Sure enough, Kevin, you don't remember anything about the past..."

Maybe it has been a long time, but for Lux, what happened that day is still vivid in her memory.

"How could I not remember, silly girl. You and Jinx were bullied at the time, right? It seems that the girl went up to stop other children bullying small animals because she couldn't bear it, and turned into a bullied small animal herself." .”

"What about you, Lux... and I can't get used to seeing those kids bullying Jinx so much, so you go up and stand up, what's the result?"

Kevin spread his hands and sighed helplessly, and then a mocking smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

"You have also become the target of bullying. What happened in the end? I didn't solve it with my fists. At that time, it seemed... I hit five?"

Lacus turned her head slightly, and looked at the young boy's handsome side face, which hadn't changed in any way from what she remembered.

"It's six."

"Oh yes, six." Speaking of this, Kevin couldn't help laughing: "By the way, this seems to be my most brilliant record at the time, right? After that, I became the king of children in the park until A bastard in the fourth grade fell from the sky and kicked me off the throne! There is no way, the difference in physique is there, I really can't beat it."

"But childhood... I can never go back, tsk tsk."

It was an ordinary sentence, but now Lux felt it was as piercing as the tip of a needle.

Lux has no way to forget, and it is impossible to forget-the atmosphere between the blue-haired girl and the boy when they were together.

It was an atmosphere they had never had before.

—— Strange, why... why do I feel my nose is a little sour?

In the end, despite the irritability in her heart, she still showed a gentle and pleasant smile, suppressed the uneasiness and sorrow in her heart, and followed the boy's footsteps pretending to be calm.

"...Kevin, you've been...very close to Gwen recently?"

Lax turned her head slightly, pretending to look away calmly, even though the restlessness and uneasiness in her heart had been highlighted in her movements - she clenched her skirt tightly, and even she herself Never noticed.

"...you actually like Gwen, don't you?"

Lux's voice was very calm and indifferent, as if she was just asking about a trivial matter, but there was an indescribable complex emotion in her tone that didn't sound like any ups and downs.

Kevin paused for a while, but still had his usual smile—this time there was no denial or evasion.

Will people who just look up at the starry sky notice that they will step into the abyss next step?

"Yeah, I like her."

"..."

The tick-tick of their steps, lingering in the cold park, hovering among the bushes, sounded like some kind of dull music.

"Fluffy and slightly curly blue hair, fair skin, and gentle eyes. When I smile, my eyes are full of stars, so cute. I can wear anything, and I have a great temperament. The voice is beautiful, and the small movements are cute. How could I be like this? Don't like it? Just standing there is enough to make my heart beat."

【Can you really tell?Honestly, if I were that girl, I'd have to kill you. 】

Lux's steps became a little clumsy, even though she had expected this answer, she still held her breath subconsciously, the light in her eyes dimmed forever - it was obviously a hot summer night, but the gentle girl still gently used Wrapping his arms around his arms, he tried hard not to spread the coldness that was collapsing on the dam of his mind.

"Oh... oh, that... that would be really nice."

Lux's gaze began to become erratic, and she could no longer continue to meet Kevin's gaze—it seemed that any hope in her heart was shattered at that moment.She rubbed her eyes, trying to suppress the choking in her throat.

She was forcing a smile on her face, trying not to cry - Lux would never make trouble out of no reason, and would always use some clumsy reasons and ideas to cover up the grievance and dissatisfaction in her heart.

"Then...Kevin, you...you must be nice to Gwen! No...you can't be so lazy, you have to take the initiative, you know?"

"Ok, I know."

Kevin smiled at her, like he hadn't noticed Lux's forced composure.

"So, sometimes you have to change your careless character. Girls don't like a boy who loses everything!"

"Ok, I know."

"Also... Also, Kevin, you have to drink less, you can't stay up all night, you can't always talk back to the teacher in class! Be patient with girls... well, sometimes girls need to be angry. Coax her, it's very rude to leave her alone! You have to learn to understand some girls' little thoughts, and don't be like a stupid head who doesn't know anything."

"……Ok, I know."

For a moment, time seemed to stand still.

Both of them kept silent at the same time, and for a while in the cold park, only the chirping of night insects among the bushes remained, one after another, echoing the chirping of cicadas on the high treetops, mixed with the chirping of night flowers The dark fragrance floats leisurely into the distance.

On the street outside the park, as the wheels on the ground turned rapidly, gusts of wind were brought up, swirling the fallen leaves and flowers on the road, and entangled them in the low grass beside the road. unclear.

In the end, there was only endless silence that spread between the two.

--not understand.

In the long and dark waiting, the hope and thoughts taken away by the sparks behind the burning scroll, in the hot summer afternoon, when the gardenias bloomed.

The once ignorant, dazed and uneasy, the youthful years and youthful feelings.

It has ended.

--why?

The brain was in a mess, as sticky as a paste.She panicked and tried hard to get out of the shackles.

--Useless.

The soreness in the throat is uncomfortable, like the mud in the field is attached to the clothes, and the concerns and fetters in the soul cannot be cut off with a few words.

Out of breath.

Lux's footsteps began to become stiff, and she tried her best to contain the grief in her heart.

Strange...Kevin found his life's home, I should be sincerely happy for him, but why...

——Does my stomach hurt?

Lux, she really...

It's been really hard.

Lux's steps began to become a little illusory, as if the solid road under her feet had turned into a viscous liquid.Just like a child who has just learned to walk, if he is not careful, he will fall to the ground - but the expected pain did not come, and Xingxing's hairpin fell to the ground.

Lux looked at Kevin, who caught her just before she was about to fall, with somewhat astonished gazes—the pink eyes of a girl, at this moment, a dazzling spot of light appeared, gradually becoming brighter and spreading.

"...You are still the same as before, reckless."

Kevin showed a helpless smile, bent down to pick up the star hairpin that fell on the ground, and pinned it back where it belonged.

——The light that appeared briefly completely defeated the hidden and unknown strength in the girl's heart.

Lux first wiped the reddened eye sockets lightly, until she could no longer control her extremely suppressed heart, and broke out completely.

"...Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo-"

She took a few steps back, and finally knelt down on the ground, like a child who had lost something she loved, covering her face and crying loudly.

"Actually... I also... I like you Kevin very much... woo... I don't understand... why..."

"I was the one who liked you first, I was the one who got to know you first, I was the one who tried every means to attract your attention...it was obviously me first...why...why did it become like this...I...I don't understand—woo Woohoo!"

"I don't get it...I just don't get it...Kevin what you said - I just don't get it!"

"Where did I lose? Am I gentle? Am I not gentle? How can I be gentle? I don't understand, I don't understand—"

[Wow, the situation is getting out of control.Kevin, what are you going to do? 】

Yeah, what should I do?

Should I face my heart calmly, or turn around and escape again?

"Lux."

Kevin bent down, cupped the girl's teary cheeks, and looked into her eyes with a slight smile—but, these eyes were still eclipsed, without any changing brilliance.

He gently wiped away the tears on the girl's face with his hands, and smiled calmly.

"I never said, let go of your hand."

"……Ugh?"

He has a very soft voice, which he uses when he begins to speak of something of particular importance.