Anaya's Puppet Game

What else?

Qiyana closed her eyes, and it took a long time before she spoke: "She said that after she gained the power of the Herrscher, she lived in panic every day. She has been having a recurring dream since a long time ago. In the dream, she She was killed again and again, and the person who killed her said to her, 'Xinyan, draw your sword'."

Kiana's voice softened, and Mei understood the sadness in her voice: "She said she didn't understand, obviously she had never done anything, why would she fall forever and experience endless death."

"Anaya said she didn't want to die, she wanted to live, so she had to cut me off as a danger."

"But in getting along, she was infected by the 'enemy' she hated in her heart. She said that when she realized this and wanted to become a real person, she realized that she could no longer turn back."

These are the most painful conversations Kiana has with Anaya, buried in her heart, that speak of her powerlessness.

"She wanted me to apologize to you on her behalf. She said that what she said was a lie to you. She said that she admired you very much, but she couldn't bear to let you know the truth and become as painful as her."

What Qiyana is saying now, the impact on Mei can be imagined, she was stunned and her mind went blank.

"She wants to learn to love the world, because this is our home, our native land."

This is something that Qiyana will never let go of, Sky Ranger, Xin Yan drew his sword, dispelling the darkness and illuminating the world.Kiyana began to believe in the fate that Mei just said, even though she didn't want to agree with it in her heart.

Are these last words like Anaya's final confession to Kiyana?

"Let's all calm down first."

Kiyana wanted to turn around and leave, but Mei grabbed her arm: "Is Anaya really dead?"

"I understand what you're thinking, but that's what I saw with my own eyes." Kiyana said sadly: "She left her core to me. I've confirmed that it's the complete core of the Herrscher."

Mei knew that Qiyana knew something she didn't know, but she didn't expect that what she knew would turn things into facts that she was least willing to think about and accept.

Lowering her eyes, she loosened her grip on Kiyana a little bit, and finally let go of Kiyana.

"You're right, we all need to calm down for a while."

"…Feel sorry."

Kiana left in a hurry, Mei looked at her disappearing back, her eyes became dim.

After thinking for so long, the result of waiting was that he was sentenced to death.

Mei could not help but smile wryly, with tears rolling down her cheeks, she covered her face.

He had tried very hard to prove that Anaya was still alive, but the words brought by Kiyana directly sentenced Anaya to death.

She added the reason, but this was the reason why Mei wanted to refuse in her heart, and she kept controlling herself not to think about it.

She wants to learn to love this world, but she finds that she can't turn back, and she doesn't want to involve you in telling you the truth.

There is nothing that can't turn back!

As long as you think, you can stop the loss in time. You obviously haven't had time to do anything, why make mistakes again and again?

Mei finally accepted the fact that Anaya was dead, and it didn't matter what relationship Zuoyue had with Anaya.

Leaving aside the fact that they have no evidence of a more intimate relationship, on top of the fact that they are both dead.

It doesn't make sense to know.

She could even understand why Zuoyue wanted to die and seriously injured Anaya.

Because Anaya is begging to die.

Why can you be so selfish? !

ps: The tenth update of the reward

Chapter No.17 Escape cannot solve the problem

"You've been absent from work for almost a month, is it really okay?"

Assia held the photo that Ji Zi had just taken of herself, and mentioned that she hadn't gone back to work for a long time in a very puzzled way.

"This is not considered absenteeism." Ji Zi, who was reminded that he hadn't contacted Theresa for a while, said calmly: "I was so busy with work that I didn't have time to rest, and I still have a lot of leave, so I don't have to worry about being deducted from wages at all." matter."

Why is Ji Zi in no hurry to go back?

Doesn't she want to meet Kiyana?

So many things have happened, if she were Ji Zi, she should have returned to Huberian long ago.Although she advised Jizi to retire early, she knew that Jizi would not be free.

"Don't you miss your students?"

"Student?" Ji Zi lowered her hand lightly, and sighed, "Some things are hard to explain, but many things have happened, I... don't want to be a drag on them."

How can I stand in front of them when I can't even lift a big sword?

Ji Zi didn't expect to become an object of protection from others, and she still couldn't accept it and couldn't overcome this hurdle in her heart.

Maybe Teresa also understood her difficulties, and she didn't take the initiative to contact her again during this period to let her calm down for a while.

"I don't think you are a drag." Assia frowned and said, "You can't be at any time, and Jizi, you are too pessimistic. That's not your problem."

Ji Zi just smiled.

She didn't tell Asiya the truth, and she couldn't say that she became suspicious of herself because she lost the power to protect others.

Her resistance to Houkai is very poor. At the age of almost 30, she is asking for a dead end if she reproduces her previous path. The artificial stigmata technology of Destiny is not perfect.

She may not be able to survive another artificial stigmata operation.

"We don't discuss work during the holiday." Ji Zi handed the camera in his hand to Asiya, and said, "I'm going to buy two bottles of water, just wait for me."

Is Himeko really planning to retire?

Asiya didn't believe it, she saw unwillingness in Jizi's heart, and she still wanted to go back and continue fighting.

From her point of view, whether it is a student or a friend's point of view, she hopes that Jizi can retire.

Although Jizi's resistance to Houkai has improved, but this resistance is not enough at all.

Not to compare with Kiyana and Mei, even Bronya who has no stigmata, let alone Bronya who will open up in the future and become the Herrscher of Reason.

Among St. Freya and the others, Ji Zi is like an ordinary person, not even allowed to hang up.

Without hanging up, in this crumbling world, there are too few things that can be done.

Holding up the camera in her hand, she took a few photos of Ji Zi's back.

What is your reason for insisting?

Assia didn't quite understand.

But she appreciates Ji Zi's persistence, which is a shining point in Ji Zi that cannot be ignored.

"You have a lot on your mind recently."

When Ji Zi came back from buying water, he handed a bottle of water to her, and she noticed the pensive expression on Assia's face from a distance.

"Maybe things like worrying are contagious." Assia shrugged and walked to the beach with her: "Looking at your preoccupied appearance, I can't help but think about something."

"Can you tell me?"

Asiya thought for a while and said, "I saw a very interesting problem recently. When encountering unsolvable things, you choose to retreat and escape, keep retreating, and keep escaping, and there is no doubt about the final outcome. I am thinking, If you don't choose to escape, what else can you do?"

Is this the question that Assia has been worrying about recently?Escape, does it refer to her recent state?

Jizi analyzed the meaning of her words in his mind, but Asiya kept refusing, and she couldn't simply sum it up in two words: evasion.

But if she chooses to refuse because of other reasons, it is indeed a kind of self-evasion.

Ji Zi didn't know if she was talking about this matter, so after thinking about it, he analyzed it to her: "It's a good question. First of all, we need to figure out the reason for avoiding this emotion."

"reason?"

"Yes, the reason. I think that most people who like to avoid things when they encounter things, this kind of mental state is a lack of self-confidence and sense of security, which is low self-esteem."

Asiya doesn't look like this at all, but real emotions can be hidden.

"...I see."

What Ji Zi said is indeed reasonable. She also has a lack of confidence in herself when she escapes, and she thinks that she cannot be forgiven.

"How to remedy that? Or don't worry about it, it has already happened."

"How can you let it go?" Ji Zi frowned, and said to her: "Escape can't solve any problems, and the problems will stay here until they are solved. Sometimes it's just a small thing, but it should be negligent. Big things that are difficult to solve, such things happen from time to time. When encountering problems, we must find a way to solve them, rather than avoiding them.”

"What if it can't be solved?"

"Then try it, at least doing it is better than doing nothing."

Anaya also understands the truth.

"You're right. Doing something is better than doing nothing." Her problem can only be solved by herself. Although Ji Zi's words didn't help her, she still thanked her and said, "Thank you, Ji Zi .”

"If you are embarrassed because I confessed to you, it is unnecessary." Ji Zi didn't know if it was because of this problem, but she explained it again: "You don't need to have any psychological pressure. If not, I will feel pain.”

"Emotions are always a matter between two people. One's unrequited love and one's reluctance won't last long, and I don't need it." Ji Zi told her seriously.

"Ah?" Assia was taken aback, then couldn't laugh or cry: "That's really just a problem I saw on the Internet, and it has nothing to do with this matter."

"But embarrassment is really embarrassment."

"Is it true that you say you like women?" Ji Zi complained, "Could it be because you don't want to find a boyfriend, so you deliberately joked with me?"

Assia was a little confused: "Why do you think so?"

Ji Zi stopped suddenly, and Assia also stopped and looked at Ji Zi beside her for some unknown reason.

Unexpectedly, Ji Zi raised her chin frivolously, leaned over and approached her and said, "Then why do you turn a blind eye to my charm?"

Ji Zi thinks that she is quite attractive, if she is not interested in her style, Assia will not be friends with her.

Taking a step back, even if Asiya doesn't like her style, but she likes women, her offensive is like a fake to her, she is like a straight piece of wood.

Uncomprehending style also pokes people's lungs.

It was really frustrating, and she even wondered if she was not attractive enough and overconfident.

ps: I want to go to sleep, why don’t I update during the day (?﹏?)

Chapter 18 You do know better than me

Assia was stunned.

He widened his eyes and doubted his ears, what did Ji Zi just say?

is she serious? !

After trying several times, but still unable to speak, Ji Zi immediately regretted the impulsive force, and withdrew his hand as if he had been burned.

"Just kidding, it's getting late, let's go back."

"..." Assia didn't speak, and followed her back.

Ji Zi's question caught her by surprise.

I thought a lot in my heart, and Assia didn't say a word along the way, which made Jizi feel more regretful, and even tried to find a topic, but Assia slapped it with a "um, ah, okay" perfunctory.

Until I got home.

"Would you like to go and rest for a while?"

Ji Zi didn't know what else to say, she just wanted to get through the day quickly so that Asiya wouldn't worry about it the next day.

Something unexpected happened.

After entering the door, Asiya suddenly reached out and pressed Jizi's shoulder, pressing her against the wall.

There were some other emotions in the light green eyes, and he said to himself: "That's not an excuse. We are too familiar, Ji Zi, and... the ones you use are all the leftover routines I played."

Ji Zi, who was bewildered by Asiya's sudden wall-dong, was stunned for a few seconds when she heard her arrogant speech.

"...you play the rest?"

"Hey~ Jizi~" Assia leaned in front of Jizi and looked at her, "I'm not a harmless little white rabbit. I'm more familiar with feelings than you."

After avenging the molestation, Ji Zi raised her chin, and she exhaled like blue: "I didn't want to say it, but you shouldn't like me. I don't understand true feelings and true love, so you are destined All I felt was pain."

"Let's get out while you can look back."

She relayed the advice to Ji Zi, and seeing the absent-minded look on her face, she knew in her heart that she had listened, so she distanced herself, withdrew her hand and took half a step back.

She hoped Jizi would listen.

Don't waste your precious feelings on her and reap the bitter seeds.