Yuan Shen: I was reincarnated as the daughter of the Dragon King Ruo Tuo

Or take the example of a child being bullied.

The theory of causality holds that the child who is bullied is because of the past experience, which leads to the current heart.

But teleology believes that the child's purpose is not to want to be in contact with others, so he uses introversion as an excuse.

What does that mean?

To put it simply, this child actually yearns for love and friendship in his heart.

However, he is afraid that he will be hurt by others again, and he is afraid that he will not get a response for his sincerity.

Therefore, he wove an identity of "an introverted child who was bullied" for himself based on his previous experiences.

His [purpose] is to prevent himself from being bullied again.

And with the identity of this [introverted child who was bullied], he can naturally close himself up.

In this way, he will no longer be in contact with people, he will no longer be bullied, and he will no longer be afraid of being betrayed.

Sure, it hurts to close yourself off, but it's better to close yourself off than risk being hurt again.

This child wants to change, but he has lost the courage to pursue happiness. For him, although the present is painful, it is easier to maintain the status quo than the unknown future.

If you look at Mandrill with teleology, you can actually better understand the behavior of the character Mandrill.

Mandrill also had many partners in the past, and Little Yasha Bronze Sparrow was his friend.

Fu She, Fa Nan, Mi Nu, Ying Da, the four celestial yakshas are his brothers and sisters, they are his family members.

Mandrill once had relatives and friends worthy of entrustment, and he also had peace of mind and happiness.

But these family members and friends all died due to [karma].

There is no doubt that past experience will make Mandrill pay more attention to the relationship with these family members and friends.

But it was precisely because he valued them too much that when they died one by one, Mandrill would suffer even more.

As the last Yaksha, Mandrill witnessed the death of his most cherished family members and friends one by one. He should be very painful, right?

As the only Yaksha left in the world, he must be very lonely, right?

So, now we can understand Mandrill's [purpose].

His purpose is to 【never lose again】.

In fact, he is eager to receive care and companionship, but the experience of seeing off family and friends one after another scares him.

He was lonely and longed for companionship, but was terrified of having to go through the pain of losing his family again.

Therefore, for the purpose of [no longer losing], he chose to arm himself with past experiences and put on a barbed armor for himself.

He put on an indifferent expression to everyone, rejecting people thousands of miles away.

He no longer gave his heart to anyone, and he no longer gave his emotions.

As long as you close yourself and never give your sincerity to anyone, you will naturally no longer experience the pain of loss.

There may be good things ahead to wait for, but he doesn't have the courage to move forward because he is afraid of losing.

On the contrary, maintaining the status quo is painful, but at least he doesn't have to face loss anymore.

Only in this way can one understand why Mandrill is so indifferent to everyone.

As an elder, he doesn't want Ruo Ling to be polluted by karma.

And in order to "no longer lose", he must also reject Ruo Ling's approach, reject Ruo Ling's kindness and concern, and refuse to give Ruo Ling his affection.

......

"I'm fine, you can go."

At this time, on the Wangshu Inn.

Mandrill ordered Ruo Ling to chase away the guests.

Ruo Ling knows Mandrill's psychology.

Obviously wanting to accompany and care, but suppressing myself because of fear of losing.

It's hard to suppress my emotions like this!

For Mandrill's indifferent expulsion order.

Ruo Ling didn't care, she bared her teeth and showed a funny smile, and sat beside Mandrill by herself.

"But I don't want to go yet."

Ruo Ling suddenly sat beside him, which made Mandrill frown.

Displeasure flashed across his eyes, and he said in a colder voice, "Don't come near me!"

However, Mandrill's ferocious expression was exchanged for Ruo Ling's sweet smile.

"Is Uncle Mandrill afraid that karma will affect me?"

"It's okay, I'm a child of the earth veins, and I'm also a fairy, so it's hard for karma to affect me."

She looked at Mandrill with an innocent smile.

"I don't know why, but I just want to be with Uncle Mandrill, even if I just sit here with you for a while."

There is no doubt that when a child who has studied psychology and reads words and emotions has a tender heart of caring and caring for others, she is really powerful.

As soon as these words came out, the radiance she exuded made Mandrill's pupils tremble, and his face was a little moved.

But, how can a heart that has been lonely for thousands of years be so easily shaken?

In just an instant, Mandrill calmed down.

He gave Ruo Ling a cold look.

"If you don't go, then I will go."

After all, stand up and leave.

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Chapter 104 Ruo Ling's New Ability

"If you don't go, then I will go."

Mandrill looked indifferent, stood up and was about to leave, completely ignoring Ruo Ling.

Mandrill's speed can be said to be unbelievably fast.

As long as you make an agreement with him, as long as you are in Liyue territory, as long as you call his name, then no matter how far away, he can come to your side within a few breaths.

With such an abnormal speed, if he really wants to leave, Ruo Ling really can't find him.

However, seeing that Mandrill was about to leave, Ruo Ling was not in a hurry at all.

She glanced at Mandrill faintly: "Well, it seems that Uncle Mandrill doesn't like me very much."

"I heard from other fairy families that Uncle Mandrill has been looking for Uncle Fu She."

"I happen to have a method that can help you find Uncle Fu She's whereabouts."

"It seems that I'm being too sentimental. Since Uncle Mandrill sees me as annoying, then I'll go."

Saying that, Ruo Ling pretended to be sorry, got up and wanted to leave.

However, in the next second, a black mist billowed beside her, and Mandrill, who had just disappeared, returned.

"what did you just say?"

Mandrill's tone was cold.

Seeing this, Ruo Ling smiled with a successful plot.

Back then, the five strongest celestial yakshas were: Fushe, Fanan, Minu, Yingda, and Jinpeng (Drill).

These five yakshas have a very good relationship and trust each other like brothers and sisters.

During the long killing, they took care of and cared for each other, bringing a little comfort to each other's hearts tortured by karma.

They are not afraid of death, and from the moment they decide to become Yakshas, ​​they are ready to die tragically.

They agreed together that no matter who died first among the five, the rest would go to confirm his death.

With the passage of time, Mi Nu, Ying Da, and Fa Nan died one after another, but the whereabouts of the eldest brother [Fu She] among the five is still unknown, and the news of his death cannot be confirmed so far.

And the whereabouts of the floating house became Mandrill's greatest obsession.

Over the years, he has been looking for traces of the floating house.

The only clue he found was that during the catastrophe that erupted in the stratum rock abyss 500 years ago, an unknown four-armed Yaksha suddenly appeared, fought against the monsters with the Qianyan army, and finally disappeared under the stratum rock abyss.

Although he had the idea of ​​looking for clues under the layered rock abyss, the layered rock abyss was still sealed at this time.

Although this seal was set by the seven stars of Liyue, it cannot stop him as an immortal, but he is an immortal who protects Liyue, so how can he break the seal of Juyuan.

Therefore, the idea of ​​exploring the rocky abyss was temporarily shelved by him.

But no matter what, the matter of Fushe is like a thorn in the heart, like a thorn in the throat.

At this moment, when Ruo Ling said that he could help him find the whereabouts of Fu She, how could Mandrill not be excited?

Without saying a word, he teleported back to Ruo Ling's side.

Looking at his expression again, it is no longer as indifferent as before, but with an inexplicable expression.

This expression is full of expectations, surprises, worries and a trace of fear, it is very complicated.

It was also the first time that Ruo Ling saw such a big mood swing in Mandrill.

She repeated it again: "I said, I have a way to help you find Uncle Fu She's whereabouts."

"really?!"

"It doesn't matter if it's true."

"Uncle Mandrill doesn't want to see me anyway, so I'm leaving."

Saying that, Ruo Ling pursed her lips, put on a sad expression, and made a gesture to leave.

"..."

Seeing this, Mandrill couldn't help but fell silent.

The reason why he is indifferent to Ruo Ling is that he doesn't want to have too much contact with people, and the second is that he doesn't want his karma to hurt Ruo Ling.

In other words, he himself likes Ruo Ling, a junior.

Moreover, although he is indifferent, it is not because he does not know a little bit about the world.

When I didn't need people before, my attitude towards them was so bad that I would drive them away without even saying a word.

It's good now, as soon as I heard that there is a way to find the floating house, and that it is useful, I immediately teleported back and wanted to find someone to do things.

This kind of behavior is indeed a bit excessive, no matter who it is, it will be unhappy.

I was already wronged, and coupled with my love for Ruo Ling, a junior, this made Mandrill feel even more sorry.

Seeing that Ruo Ling was about to leave, Mandrill struggled for a moment before disappearing in an instant.

Soon, Mandrill's figure appeared in front of Ruo Ling.

"Uncle Mandrill, you are..."

Ruo Ling looked at the Mandrill in front of him with some surprise.

At this moment, Mandrill's expression was indifferent.With a dense evil spirit on his body, he seemed to be a god of killing who had experienced countless battles and slaughtered countless enemies.

But at this time, what the God of Death is holding is not his favorite gun [He Puyuan], but a tall straw stick filled with sticks of candied haws.

The Great Sage Conquering Demons is holding a straw stick full of candied haws strings, standing aloofly, this kind of picture always has an inexplicable sense of humor.

At the same time, downstairs in the Wangshu Inn, the peddler selling candied haws uttered an exclamation, knelt on the ground and kowtowed to thank Xianen.

Just now, Mandrill suddenly appeared teleporting, and exchanged all the candied haws in his hand with a jade talisman that can deter evil spirits and save his life.

"Just now, I have a bad attitude, I hope you will forgive me."

"This, for you, is my apology."

Mandrill handed the straw stick filled with candied haws strings to Ruo Ling.